Sorry, I can't love you

The night gradually darkened, and the last ray of light from the window was swallowed up by the sweeping darkness.

There was no light in the room. Xia Liang sat on the bed like a stone statue.

The water in the body seems to have evaporated, and Xia Liang can no longer squeeze out a drop of tears.

I don't know where water drops came from in the corner, "tick, tick..."

Every sound stimulated her nerves and tightened her nerves. She was afraid that everything she cast would collapse and collapse in the next second

The past scenes flashed in my mind. Tang Mo's cold and heartless words echoed in my ears, superimposed together and forced Xia Liang to breathe,

"Enough!"

Suddenly, she screamed, then covered her ears and shook her head desperately.

Tang Mo's words lingered in his mind like a nightmare. The voice wrapped itself tightly. Xia Liang suddenly got up from bed and then stumbled out of the ward.

It was very late at night. Everything was quiet in such a big hospital. Only one or two people came out to go to the bathroom.

She stumbled in the corridor. The dark and lengthy corridor seemed to have no end. She took a step further into the abyss without taking a step.

She groped and unknowingly came to Ye Lin's ward.

There was a dim light in the closed ward. Ye Lin lay quietly in bed like a stone statue.

Xia Liang opened the door and went in.

She stumbled to the bedside. She lay on the bedside and looked at Ye Lin's pale face. Tears gushed out again.

"Ye Lin... I'm so hard and uncomfortable. Why does everyone treat me like this? What did I do wrong? Why don't you love me and approach me? Everything is gone, everything is gone... Gone..."

Xia Liang cried intermittently. A faint voice sounded in the ward and was swallowed up by the darkness.

She fell beside Ye Lin and couldn't help crying.

The things she cherished hurt her the most. All the things she enjoyed were poisons, which made her heart prick like pain.

Xia Liang doesn't want to live anymore. Even if she tries to live in this world, she still faces endless pain.

She took Ye Lin's hand and said in a low voice, "I have no meaning in living in this world. There is nothing worth paying for." Xia Liang wiped his tears and added, "Ye Lin, I'm leaving. You should live well..."

Xia Liang lies down beside the bed and mumbles to herself. I don't know how long it has passed. She sleeps vaguely.

"Xiao Liang... Xiao Liang..."

A voice sounded in his ear, and Xia Liang's heart trembled.

Is it another dream?

Suddenly, she felt as if someone was touching her hair. The action was very light, but she did feel it.

She wiped her tears and immediately got up, but she really saw the man in bed wake up.

Ye Lin raised his hand and gently wiped away the wet tears on Xia Liang's face.

Xia Liang held his hand tightly and saw the tears in his eyes overflow again after he woke up.

She kept apologizing and apologized on her face: "Ye Lin, I'm sorry... I'm sorry for you!"

Ye Lin wiped away her tears, tried to pull out a smile and whispered in a weak voice, "fool, why do you say I'm sorry?"

Xia Liang was busy shaking his head, and tears surged more.

"No, I'm sorry for you. My life was saved by you, but... But ye Lin, I want to give up..."

After hearing this, Ye Lin did not seem surprised.

He blinked hard and said, "I just heard it."

"HMM... I really can't support it. Now every minute is a pain for me. Ye Lin, I have a chance to repay you for your kindness in the next life..."

Xia Liang's eyes are sour and painful, but tears still flow out.

"Cough, cough..."

Ye Lin coughed a few times. His voice was turbid and low. After coughing, his eyebrows wrinkled. The facial features he could see were tightly wrinkled together. It could be seen that he was very painful.

Xia Liang panicked. Her hands were flustered. She didn't know where to put them, and she didn't know how to help Ye Lin.

"I... I'll call you a doctor!"

She got up in a hurry, but was suddenly stopped by the people on the bed.

"No." Ye Lin said slowly.

"Xiao Liang, my days are running out." He smiled and said powerlessly.

"How?" Xia Liang frowned.

"You forget, I'm also a doctor. I know my situation very well. For me, every minute and every second now is not suffering and torture... Cough... Cough... Xiaoliang, you know, my residual body has a heart ache every moment. I can feel it, but I can't wake up. What's the meaning of living like this?"

Ye Lin said intermittently. Without saying a word, he had to rest for a long time.

Xia Liang mixed tears and snot on his face and felt hoarse: "I'm sorry... I hurt you, I'm sorry..."

"Fool, if I choose again, I still don't hesitate to save you."

In exchange, it was Ye Lin's warm words.

Xia Liang collapsed. She knelt down in front of the bed, holding Ye Lin's hand and sobbing.

"You help me. Instead of suffering all the time, you'd better... Give me a good time."

Ye Lin said, and the oxygen mask was covered with a thin mist.

But Xia Liang had the heart to do it. She shook her head desperately: "no, I can't do this."

"This... This is my last wish, Xiao Liang. I hope you... Can help me. I can't stand the pain all the time..."

When ye Lin finished, his eyebrows wrinkled tightly, and his facial features became distorted because of pain.

Xia Liang couldn't bear to see it. He struggled for a long time. Finally, he agreed.

She slowly reached out to Ye Lin's oxygen mask. Under Ye Lin's gaze, she slowly pulled out the oxygen mask with tears.

The moment the oxygen mask was released, a relieved smile appeared on Ye Lin's face. He looked at Xia Liang and whispered, "thank you." Then slowly closed his eyes.

Xia Liang held back her tears. She left a letter. Then she escaped the patrol and ran out of the hospital before dawn.

Stumbled all the way to a cliff, the sky turned white, and the rising sun gushed out of the distant horizon.

How beautiful the orange morning glow is. It's a pity that she can't see it in the future

Xia Liang looked at the surging waves under his feet.

The sea breeze roared past his ears and blew into the cave on the cliff, making a terrible roar. Xia Liang closed his eyes and tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

"As long as she lives, I will never love her." Tang Mo's words rang out in his mind again and again. He remembered a slap on her face and laughed at her wishful thinking.

The ridicule in his mouth in the past is true, the disdain is true, and the lack of love is also true.

Xia Liang looked at the waves hitting some cliffs at his feet, closed his eyes and jumped