Soul Karmas

"Baby, I prepared a delicious nutrient fish soup for today's lunch."

In a forest, a beautiful residence was built up while being surrounded by a few tall trees around and it was the exact location that Snow and the Emperor have first meet each other.

It was their private residence outside the Moon Capital, the place where Snow and The Emperor have retired and stayed with after they are done roaming around the entire land, wholeheartedly experiencing every wonderful scenery and learning the different cultures of people that has finally been able to safely mix with each other livelihood after all the Empires was conquered.

Of course, the entire surrounding area has already been acknowledged as the place where the enlightened Emperor and wise Empress resides, which was greatly protected by a hidden guard, soldiers and even an Imperial guards because there are always people who still wanted to target their lives no matter how overwhelming excellent and outstanding they have changed everyone life to a better one.

And now, Snow has already reached almost in his fifties and is gently twirling the blooming pink lotus in his hand before slowly letting it go and carelessly dropping it in the ground.

After staring at it for a bit, Snow has finally turned his head to the Emperor that has learned how to become a great cook in order to meticulously take care of him.

Especially after Snow reputation has raised so high that the Emperor vinegar tank remains overthrown and was always clingy, sticky, and even using his beast ears and tail to get his attention all the time.

Ah, his lover that will always remain the Emperor in his heart is truly adorable that Snow eyes couldn't help but flash a saddened looked after remembering the prompting announcement that he heard early this morning.

"My Love… my time is up."

After this, there will be no second Lou Fang anymore, ah Snow was really reluctant to part with him.

"... No! Baby! Why? I don't want to!"

Suddenly, the Emperor that is already on his sixties has quickly appeared in front Snow before completely hugging him in a desperate manner, although they are already a bit old, however, the beast bloodline that has awakened has caused them to look twenty years younger from their real age.

"You don't even have any white hair yet! It's too fast! Why can't you live past 100 ages?"

Yes, the people maximum ages in this world are until 150 years old, and for Snow to die on his fifties is a truly saddening fact, however, this is how the world is, others live can either be short or long, no one knows when it will end. 

"Ah, I don't want to… my love, I'm so reluctant to leave you… however, being able to live in my fifties with a body like this is already a blessing. You know the original owner of this body can only live in the twenties or thirties if I didn't change his fate…"

Sometimes, there is a lifetime already set to a person but rarely, there is also a time where the lifetime limit change because of the abrupt varieties it occurred in their lives.

And Snow who has greater mental health from the original owner, while meticulously taking the best medicine out there and even using a cheat to make his heart problem doesn't act out, has finally reached the limit of its maximum lifetime that was set up.

"... Ah, come on, my love please don't cry. I…ah… now I can't stop my tears anymore."

Snow who felt the growing wetness upon his head along with the trembling shoulder of his lover is also unable to stop the way that his eyes have teared up in sadness and sorrow before quickly wrapping his arms around his lover body.

When the moment of being separated finally arrive once more, Snow always feel awful pain in his heart along with overwhelming sadness despite knowing that he will be able to meet the soul of his lover again in another world, however, how can he remain unaffected and never saddened every time he left the world? 

All of the lover Snow have met and love so far doesn't remember their past every time they get separated by death, the experience and life they live together with was the end for them, unlike Snow that can remember and meet the soul of his lover once again.

That is why Snow felt extremely glad that he was at least able to erase the entire emotion that he has toward them every time he died because those overwhelming love only belongs to the lover he has fallen in love with.

It was exclusively just for them alone and no one else, even if he met the new identity or reincarnation of his lover once again, it will be a brand new life and experience that they needed to experience together.

"Come on… my love… let's have a pleasant day today alright?"

Snow has comfortably pat his lover back and gently coaxing him to let them have a happy day because he prefers to have a happy memory rather than having depressing and sad memory in his last moment.

Especially when he was absolutely sure that his lover will follow him after he died and that touching but sad idea appeared in his mind before he even saw the madness that is starting to brim in his lover silver eyes that has always remain strong and firm.

Which was now becoming clouded at the mere thought of Snow leaving him all alone in this world, however, his lover is always thoughtful, even though he was going crazy inside, he has still greatly taken care of what Snow has requested from him.

"Snow… I will make sure that you have a peaceful and comfortable memory..."

"Lou Fang, I love you."

I will keep repeating these simple but heartfelt words that can barely explain how I felt about you.

"... Snow, I love you with all my heart."

I know and I am extremely grateful for your heartfelt words that always remind me that I, Lou Fang, is the one you love and no one else.

And with that Snow and Lou Fang have a delightful walk around their huge and large residence while happily chatting their experience together when they roam their land before happily cooking dishes in their kitchen and lovingly feeding food with each other.

Soon, the two of them have ridden the small boat outside their residence which has a large lake a few distances away that has blooming lotus flower growing all over it and because of having such a comfortable atmosphere between them, Snow couldn't help but take a small nap in the boat while using his lover lap as a pillow.

And in the distance, Zhuang and Yu Xing silently stood as they watched the small boat carelessly moving around the large lake with a solemn and serious expression on their faces, after all, they quickly hurry up after the hidden guard has reported that something was wrong since the retired Emperor and Empress has sadly cried while hugging each other during the early morning.

"...Xing… you don't think…"

"... it's already a miracle that he lived this long…"

Yu Xing showed an extremely sad expression because he understands the revered Empress body condition despite how it superficially appeared perfectly healthy the whole time in everyone eyes while Zhuang couldn't help but turned his head around while tightly gripping his lover hand because he was completely afraid that he too would suddenly lose him.

"... after everything they have done to the two of us, all to the people who benefit in their rule... Why is it turning out like this? It's so unfair for the two of them… they deserve a better situation in their life than this..."

"... I know… but Zhuang… that is just how life is… which is why we have to treasure every single passing moment that we have…"

Soon, Snow has slowly woken up from his peaceful small nap and quickly feeling the gentle fingers smoothly running into his hair and gently caressing his face before meeting the silver eyes of his lover that contain an overwhelming never-ending love.

".... Snow did you sleep well?"

"Yes...my love, as long as you are by my side… I will always be able to sleep without worries."

Snow has taken the gentle large hand of his lover before placing a tender kiss upon it and showing a happy and content expression on his face, after all, having a person to be able to lower his guard down and wholeheartedly trust like this is such a blessing to possess.

Soon, the two of them have basked in each other presence while discussing their time awkward moment of growing affection, especially when the Emperor began chasing after him that cause Snow to let out a delightful laugh.

However, time seemed to have passed so quickly much to their reluctance because the bright sky has finally begun to dim down.

Causing Snow to lean on his lover firm chest while an arm was gently wrapped around him before gazing at the darkening horizon where the blend of orange, yellow, and reddish color appeared in the sky as the sun lowered down for the day.

Which the bright light in the horizon slightly covering the water of the lake and producing beautiful shimmering gorgeous colors while the blooming lotus flower gently swayed by the soft wind.

"It's beautiful…"

"Snow, you are far more beautiful in my eyes. You just need to stand still and a splash of brilliant and dazzling colors will absolutely brighten my entire world."

Snow felt the way that his eyes wanted to close couldn't help but let out a tiny laugh because his lover is always so sweet and adorable before finally showing a sad smile.

"... my love, I feel sleepy once again…"

This time it's going to be permanent, Snow will never wake up to see his lover Lou Fang again.

"... Baby, go ahead...I'll always stays by your side…"

Lou Fang has desperately tried to keep his voice to a normal sound, completely fearing to make the person he loves become sad and worried about his last moment, although the tight soothing grip upon his arms showed that it wasn't working the way he wants it to.

"Lou Fang… you are wonderful… adorable… and so caring… I really love you…My love… I'm sorry that I am leaving first before you…"

Snow has experiences the feeling of watching his lover died first in the second world, and there is no way to describe that unimaginable pain of losing his lover, nonetheless, he prefers to be the one to experience it again rather than his lover.

While Lou Fang couldn't control the chocking sound of his voice anymore before completely placing his face upon the top of his lover head and trying to speak once again despite the tight pain in his chest after feeling that something seemed to be squeezing his heart out with how insanely painful it felt.

"Baby, I am glad to have met you… even having the chance to learned your true name… and thank you for being truthful and honest to me, Baby, I'm really pleased and happy living every single moment of my life with you...Snow, I love you, don't forget it alright? That, I, Lou Fang, has loved a person name Snow with all my heart…"

Feeling the weakening breath of the person on his arms, Lou Fang has gently placed a gentle kiss upon the top of his head before taking a shuddering deep breath.

"More than anything else…Snow, I really love you… ah… Baby…. Don't worry.. So please, have a sweet dream alright…?"

Snow eyes that were slowly closing the whole time while quietly listening to the solemn and serious voice of his lover that continues to show his overwhelming love and affection has slowly spread his lip into a peaceful and happy smile.

"I won't forget it… Lou Fang… I'll go first…" 

And with that last soft voice that appeared more like a whisper, Snow eyes have tightly closed before his breathing has finally stopped causing Lou Fang body to shake while taking a deep shuddering breath.

However, the pain in Lou Fang's heart continues to grow at an unbearable level, especially when the warm body in his arms has slowly turned cold before his head has finally snapped up and has let out a loud heartbreaking scream that was quickly filled with insanity.

"Ahhhh!"