Spellmaster’s Manual

2021-10-23

  Chapter 152 SympathyIn the   apartment, the cult leader looks at Veela .

"Why?"

Hearing Ash's question, Freya was taken aback for a moment, then thought about it and said, "I am still a legal citizen, I can rent a house to protect you, I can go to work to support you, You can leave it to me if you have any inconvenience, I...I will do whatever you ask me to do."

"Although I am glad that you are willing to work and support me." Ash couldn't help saying with a smile: "But I don't mean 'why should I bring you', but 'why do you want to follow me'. "

Freya blushed slightly, looking down at Xiao Xian who was rubbing her feet, "There is no reason... I just want to follow you." "

"Then let me ask another question, why can't you accept me leaving you?" "

Freya opened her mouth, but said nothing.

She bit her lower lip, but felt a pain in her heart, but she didn't know what to say.

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The years of education she received did not allow her to reveal her weakness.

Suddenly, she remembered what Ash said to Xiaoxian just now: "If you feel pain in the future, don't give up on your own, and shout loudly. Come out, or no one will know."

"Because I'll be in pain." She said softly, "The thought of never seeing you again, never eating your food, never again I can't chat with you... I just feel a pain in my heart, uncomfortable, and I even want to cry."

As he spoke, Freya felt aggrieved: "Obviously everything will return to the same after you are gone, But why am I so uncomfortable? It's obviously no different from before, but you messed up my mood as soon as you appeared, why is this..."

"Because you feel lonely."

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"Lonely?" She was a little dazed: "But I—everyone has always been lonely. It is said in books that loneliness is the wings of freedom, and freedom is bright because of loneliness..."

Ash pulled Freya to sit on the porch, and said softly: "But you didn't embrace loneliness before, you were just avoiding loneliness. But because you are young, the world is new to you, and life is new to you. Language is interesting, so you can keep running away and loneliness can't catch up with you."

"You watched Fernandez's speech too? Do you know why he's looking for his offspring? Because he's lonely Catch up. He is too old, the world is no longer new to him, life is only plot against for him, and facing the lonely pursuit, he has nowhere to hide. So he urgently needs to find another A vessel for loneliness—nothing eases the pain of loneliness more than watching your bloodline go on.”

“And what I did, was to create a bond with you. When we were together, Fetters can drive out loneliness; after I leave, the other end of the bond will be connected to loneliness, so you will feel pain - you have been caught up by loneliness and can't escape."

Freya looked down at With his beautiful foot manicure, he whispered softly: "How are you..."

"In your opinion, I should be a big villain." Ash said with a smile: "Actually what you think That's right, the education of the Blood Moon is also for your own good. As long as you don't enter into any intimate relationship and establish a bond with anyone, you will not be disappointed, lonely, and hurt. Because there has never been a , so I'm not afraid of losing at all."

"But...I refuse to admit this 'for your own good'."

Ash beckoned to Xiaoxian, held it high as soon as it came over, and stared at the part where it would have had balls: "The pet store neutered cats before they sold them to you. , Because for cats, estrus is very uncomfortable, very painful, and there will be many complications. It is for their own good to sterilize cats. "

"In my opinion, what the Blood Moon does to you is no different from neutering a cat." You dare not step into an intimate relationship, and you are timid in the face of marshmallows cautiously. This is indeed able to avoid many potential harms, but it also makes you lose the greatest ability of people - the ability to love people. "

"But people aren't pets, at least... they shouldn't be." "

"I'm very happy, Freya." Ash met Veela's gaze and said, "You have learned to love, and you have learned to resist rather than escape loneliness." This means it's not me that's crazy, it's this country. "

"Ash, you're a cult leader through and through." " Freya's smile is a little sad: "Then what should I do? "

"Don't resist stepping into intimacy, take the initiative to find new bonds, friendship or love, so you can resist loneliness." Ash said: "But the way you love your spouse still needs to be corrected. It's too extreme. You can even say something like working to support me. It's easy for you to change from 'completely self' to 'completely dependent'. Tricked by a scumbag. "

"Be yourself and learn to love others." As long as you do these two things, then you can live well in this country of lunatics, or at least live happier than others. "

Freya stared at him stupidly, "Can't you really let me follow you?" "

"It's not impossible, I'd love to. Ash said: "But that means you have to give up your more than ten years of work, risk becoming a wanted criminal, give up the degree you are about to get, give up the university with rich resources, give up the mature spellmaster training system of Blood Moon Country, Even giving up the chance to become a spiritual spellmaster...would you? "

Veela was stunned for a moment.

"I spent five days and four nights with you. Compared to your more than ten years of business at Kaimon, this time is really insignificant." . I'm not really that important to you, you just have some impulses - of course, I'm very happy with this impulse, which means that your love is germinating. "

Ash couldn't help saying with a smile: "Speaking of which, I once invited someone to go with me, and she also decisively rejected me for practical reasons. Now you take the initiative to follow me, but I reject you. "

Freya muttered: "You just covet what you can't get, and dislike what is delivered to your door." "

"I've been scolded by you so much that I begin to doubt my own noble character." Ash grinned. "But my thoughts haven't changed—I can give you this choice, but only if you think about it." "

"I can be your regret, but not your disaster." "

Freya picked up Xiaoxian, slumped on the ground and thought for a long time, and finally said slowly: "So you plan to play with me like this and never go back, and then just walk away?" "

Being so persuaded by Ash, she also calmed down a little. It is her dream to become a spiritual spellmaster. Although she is in love at this time, it is only because she has not made a strict balance, or she Don't want to weigh. But when Ash puts her dreams and love in front of her on both ends of the scale, she can't escape.

What you can see is always important, what you can't see It's always easy to give up.

"You suddenly scolded me so hard, you made me sound like a scumbag, but I didn't actually do anything. "Ash somewhat didn't know whether to cry or laugh: "And I'm not not giving money...Isn't this giving you a spell?" "

He paused and added, "If you haven't found a new bond yet, just watch spell miss me." Missing can relieve loneliness, missing can brew anticipation. "

Freya looked at the sympathetic spell in the glowing ball, and suddenly felt sad.

"You are so kind to me, and you have done so many things these days. pity? ”

(end of this chapter)