Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter

Shi Ci drove back to the teacher accommodation area with a little confusion.

She lives in a relatively new apartment building. She drove the car into the garage and parked it. Before getting off the car, before looking for her handbag, Yu Guang glanced at the co-pilot for something that did not belong to her.

Shi Ci leaned over and picked it up. It was a small thing, wrapped around the black headphone cable.

Tang Kai ran all the way into the dormitory, panting with his back against the door.

There were crystal beads of sweat in her thin white neck, as well as budding goose bumps.

She was the only one in the dormitory anyway, she slowly slid down on the ground, leaving the bag aside. After taking a deep breath, he came back to check the couple cup that Zhang Zinan gave her. Fortunately, there was her uniform underneath it, and the handle of the cup was the doll's tail, so it was nothing.

The air conditioner was not turned on, the balcony was not turned off, and the light outside, accompanied by some hot wind, crawled in quietly.

Tang Kai covered his face with both hands, and her jet-black hair fell down.

How come you suddenly remember...

She hadn't remembered it for a long time.

She didn't have close friends in college, and she didn't like to make physical contact with others, except Zhang Zinan.

Zhang Zinan is an enthusiastic and cheerful northern girl. When she is happy and excited, she puts her height on Tang Kai's shoulders, puts her arms around her neck, and laughs. There is nothing wrong with her.

Sometimes it’s not unaccustomed to meet and hug with foreign teachers and international students, and it’s not repulsive to have physical contact with boys and girls in English dramas.

But why just...

The speech was taller than her, not to mention wearing high heels, hitting her shoulder the first time, and the whole person threw into her arms the second time.

What Tang Kai could react to was—this was a soft and mature embrace.

It was an indescribable scent that poured into her nose. Even in such a hot summer, after a slight sweat, it was still very pleasant, but her body was instinctively tense, and she became nervous for no reason.

Even now I'm still getting goose bumps.

Her body's reaction was like recognizing something, quickly finding the matching feeling deep in her memory.

That night, her perspective was completely dark, and her whole body's senses were opened, and her soft and mature body was close to her, and the faint fragrance was hidden in the woman's unique low-pitched breath.

She felt that she was buried in the soil deep in the forest and couldn't move. The woman's soft and hot fingers were like vines entwining herself, and the drop of her lips felt like a bright red rose blooming in the grass. The surging is like a wave covering the whole body.

Tang Kai shook her head abruptly, trying to get rid of this feeling, she didn't want to relive this memory.

She simply went into the bathroom, turned on the faucet and poured water on her face. Drops of water slid down her cheek sadly.

Tang Kai lowered his head and tried hard to resist the surging memory.

After a while, she undressed and started taking a bath.

They are not charged for cold water at the college. Since the first year of the university, showers and air-conditioning have been installed in every dormitory.

This shower head has been used for several years, and a few eyes are out of water, but it can still be used.

A thin stream of water came out, Tang Kai wiped his hair with both hands and stood still.

It’s not a bad memory, it’s just that those years were too bitter, and my mother had to undergo a second operation. At that time, they had already moved back from Beicheng to Lincheng and owed a lot of money. This was the choice she had to make. There was such an opportunity, which was the last straw, she was still very weak when she just turned eighteen, and there was no other way but to seize it.

She originally thought it would be a man, but turned out to be a woman.

So it brought a big impact to her, and it was etched in her memory like a brand.

It would have been worse.

Many years later, when she remembered, her mood was mixed and very complicated.

She originally thought it would be the worst and most terrifying nightmare in her life.

But because of the woman that night, the situation became beyond her understanding.

Looking back now, I still don't quite understand what it feels like.

She should be very repulsive and resistant to that memory. After all, she couldn't help but chose her own initiative. In the end, her mother could not stay.

She has done everything she can do, why hasn't she been able to keep her mother?

Her upbringing, self-esteem and self-love are all gone. She no longer has a father. She has already achieved this point. Why does the heaven take away her mother?

For a long time, she was in a period of anger, sadness, self-denial and disgust.

She deliberately did not think about that night.

It wasn't until then that she gradually accepted that her parents had left her, and until she was tired of studying in the dead of night, in the undefended dream, she occasionally had a short or even flashback of that night.

Tang Xie was in a daze, the shower water kept spraying out, and the whole bathroom was filled with light mist.

The droplets of water slipped from her thin and graceful body, stirring light ripples on the surface of her skin.

In that darkness, the woman's voice was smiling, and there was a dangerous breath, and it spread like a mist of water. She said, "Children, are you an adult?"

"Hush, don't cry, don't cry, let me see you..."

"Okay, I'll just look at you, goodbye, don't cry..."

Tang Kai's body trembled, she hugged her arms, as if she had returned to that night again, she was little by little exposed to that woman's field of vision...

No, no, no more thinking about it.

Her eyes were red.

The feeling of self-disdain came back again. She hated herself who had no choice at the time, her incompetent, and hated the purpose and facts of that night.

But she couldn't hate that woman, it was so weird.

If you can hate it together, if you take time, maybe you can really forget it, or block it in the deep memory and no longer remember it.

But now it's just a casual collision,

Tang Kai found out that she remembered all the details...

In the middle of the night, the thunderstorms that belonged to the summer came on. They were hurried and short-lived. After taking away the heat of the day, it was a gentle light rain.

A few freshly cut lemons are placed in the kitchen as a natural fragrance.

The fresh and slightly sour scent can last all night, and it is a pleasant thing to wake up in the summer morning and smell the aftertaste.

She was drinking milk under the orange light in the kitchen, and she glanced at WeChat from time to time.

After she picked up the MP3 and went home, she sent a friend application on WeChat. As a science student, she has a little skill in remembering numbers and easily remembered the phone number that Tang Kai once wrote to her. number.

But forty minutes have passed, and her milk is almost finished, and WeChat still has no response.

Professor Shi pays special attention to health preservation. He will go to bed at half past ten, and it is now eleven o'clock.

He rinsed the cup, turned off the light, approached the bedroom, and lit a scented candle.

Maybe already asleep, right?

The speech was covered with a thin silk quilt, and when the phone was about to be thrown away, the phone vibrated.

Shi Ci sat halfway, scratching his chin with his slender fingers.

The past review of the speech is-I am the speech, your Mp3 fell on my car.

Tang Kai's WeChat name is a simple English name-zoe.

The following is a line that comes with WeChat—I have passed your friend verification request, and now we can chat.

Then it was sent over there—

"Professor Shi, I'm sorry, I just saw WeChat just now. Thank you. When is it convenient for you, I will take it in the past?"

Shi Ci glanced at the time, it was almost half past eleven.

Young people just love to stay up late.

She thought for a while, and typed slowly, "You're welcome, you can come and get it tomorrow morning."

Then he sent his address and room number in the past.

Tang Kai quickly replied, "Remember, tomorrow morning is all right? Give me time."

The speech gave a slight click, "You don't have to go to work tomorrow?"

Tang Kai: "No. I work from Monday to Friday."

Address: "Will you take a nap tomorrow morning? I don't care, you can be at school all day, you decide the time."

Every time someone comes back and forth, it's almost every second. At this time, Tang Kai suddenly hesitated for several seconds, "I don't sleep late, do you need me to go there later?"

So good?

Shici raised her eyebrows slightly, "No," she thought a little, then called, "You can come over at eight."

Tang Kai: "Okay."

Speaking of this, it seems that everything has been arranged clearly.

Should I say good night? Speeches Sometimes when I finish chatting with foreign friends in the evening, I will say something in passing, but I don’t have this habit with domestic friends.

Children nowadays don’t know if they have this habit? Or is this good night only among friends? Or should I finish talking about it?

As the speech was thinking, Tang Kai sent another paragraph, "I haven't officially thanked you yet, for the wine you opened in the restaurant...Thank you."

Haven't you already thanked you? Also used a "formal" tone.

Shi Ci bends his lips.

What happened just now? Without saying hello or looking back, I ran into the dormitory.

Shici wanted to tease her again.

"No thanks, as long as you don't get angry with me just robbing you of your pumpkin balls."

"Are you angry? So you just ran away without saying goodbye to me when you got out of the car?"

Two speeches were sent in succession, and I felt very happy.

Of course she knew that Tang Kai didn't think this way. She just wanted to say that on purpose.

Now I can imagine that the **** the opposite side must be too surprised, maybe even a little frightened, her expression must be very serious, maybe she is still biting her lip.

Is he a bit too bad?

Speech thought.

Hey, what should I do if I can't control myself?

The corners of the speech's lips curled up uncontrollably.

The rain outside the window is quiet, and the citrus-scented scented candles in the room are quietly exuding a gentle fragrance.

Shi Ci didn't realize at all that it was much later than her usual time to fall asleep, because she was not sleepy at all at this moment.

But she waited a while and didn't see the message.

Unfortunately, WeChat does not have a "read" function.

He waited patiently for a while, but the dialog was still quiet.

Didn’t I receive these two words from her and fell asleep after thanking you just now...

Shi Ci made a childish and unconscious move. She pressed her lips, feeling a little bit dull, and threw the phone on the bedside table.

Then she shook her hair and laughed again, what is she doing, doing such a boring thing...

He doesn’t look like a teacher at all...

It doesn't count as her teacher, right?

Not my student...

Huh? Why am I thinking of this...

When she was thinking about things, her phone on the bedside table suddenly vibrated slightly,

Bring the speech, slide it away, and it was really from Tang Kai.

She sent a 5s voice.

Shi Ci raised his eyebrows and opened his fingers.

It was quiet for three seconds before turning on and listening, and then Tang Kai's low and thin voice rang.

She said, "...nothing."

It was quiet all around, and the rain outside seemed to have not stopped, bit by bit.

The green area of ​​the teacher's apartment is very good. In the speech, you can imagine the rain falling lightly among the thick leaves.

And her heart seemed to be poked lightly with a newborn horn by a young deer unsuspectingly.