Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter

At a quarter past nine in the evening, she gave a speech and walked into the "heat" with a little autumn rain floating in the sky. She was wearing a **** lantern sleeve shirt with a small stand-up collar and a white satin fishtail skirt, casual and romantic.

Heat has a limit on the number of people entering the venue every night. Most of them entertain regular customers, and they tend to entertain mature women. They don’t play the deafening electronic rock sound, and there are no dazzling colorful lights. Drinking and chatting are more relaxing. Comfortable place.

Shi Ci got a lot of eyesight when Shi Ci came in. Sister Miu at the bar turned her head and whistled at her frivolously. Next to her, Chen Yiyi and a woman Shi Ci had never met.

"Professor Shi is coming! It's rare." Sister Miu patted the position next to her.

Shici sat down and said to Chen Yiyi: "Bai Shui."

Chen Yiyi smiled, "Finally I am willing to come."

"Don't drink?" The woman next to Miu asked, she seemed to be in her early thirties, wearing a thin dark green suit, medium-length hair, delicate makeup, and a smile on her mouth.

"She, ha ha ha ha..." Sister Miu replied for the speech first, "hypocritical."

Shizi smiled, "I'm busy lately."

"This is President Su." Sister Miu introduced, "This is my old friend, give a speech."

"Poetry (Shici)? The name is very unique." President Su took a sip of wine, his eyes fell on Shici, with an interested look, "You teach in college?"

Shi Shi nodded, "Teacher."

"Haha, don't listen to her nonsense, she is the kind that can do research and make money," Sister Miu said between them, "Manager Su is in the financial industry."

The music sounded on the stage, it was Naying's "Long Shot", "Oh, long shot, our memories did not capture too many tears, only the cool breeze, blue sea and sand dunes..."

Shi Ci listened to the song quietly, and she was still the focus of the audience, most of which were Sister Miu and Mr. Su chatting.

"Is there anything new recently" Chen Yiyi asked, "You look good."

He chuckled softly, "Be sure to keep exercising."

Chen Yiyi shook the bottle, "For me, it's this."

"For me, it's making and loving." Sister Miu joined with a smile.

President Su shook his head and smiled, suddenly sighed, "My job is work, but I actually want to..."

She took out the cigarette, lit it, and took a sip. The faint smoke made her red lips even brighter. High-income and high-return profession, the spirit can not relax for a moment, the red lipstick is her battle color, suitable for public and private occasions.

However, she said: "I actually want to fall in love even more."

The few present are all about the same age, and none of them are young girls who are in love with each other. Hong Chen has beaten a few people, and it is not easy to give out a heart, and it is difficult to accept others.

As soon as these words came out, the ladies present were silent.

Only Sister Miu sneered and said, "Talk if you want to talk, or chant if you want to love."

"At my age, it's too difficult. Finding someone who is equal in age, income, experience, and self-esteem and temperament, it's too difficult to interact and get in touch... but too young," Mr. Su shook his head and smiled. Then, "How do you know if you are playing a nurturing game for someone else? The game is cleared, and the person is gone..."

Shi Ci turned the cup in his hand, and did not comment.

"Time will prove everything. Maybe the person who suits you will always be by your side." Chen Yiyi raised her bangs, "It's just waiting for you to find out."

"I haven't found it for so long, then it proves that there is no spark." President Su smiled, "Twisted melons are not sweet."

"It's all twisted down, who cares whether it is sweet or not! Haha!" Sister Miu said.

"Your mentality is good." President Su glanced at her.

"Yes, baby, I can think about it." Sister Miu flew over and winked.

President Su asked, "Where is Professor Shi?"

"What am I?" Shi Cigang slid off the phone.

"Can you twist melons?" Sister Miu added.

"Me?" Shici thought about it, and said: "I pay more attention to feeling, and my feeling will tell me whether I like it or not."

"Then decide not to twist?" Sister Miu seemed to be reluctant to let this topic go.

"I prefer her to come into my arms automatically. I don't like to force it." Shi Ci answered with a smile, and slid off the phone to check.

Chen Yiyi has sharp eyes, "What is that, cat?"

The speech was simply handed to them generously, "Well, the little things newly raised at home."

Sister Miu laughed to death, "So you are raising a cat these days, be careful, single women, with the first cat, there will be..."

"The second, the third, the fourth is countless..." President Su also joked.

Shici smiled and shook his head, "I'm pretty sure this is enough."

"I thought you would raise a dog!" Chen Yiyi looked at the speech, "Don't you like dogs?"

"Cats are okay. Cats are indoor animals, so you don't need to walk, but this is not a cat of any kind, right? A native cat?" Sister Miu probed to look at her mobile phone.

Shici took it back, "Qiuqiu was originally a small stray cat, I picked it up, I just happened to..." She pursed her lips as if thinking of something, "I just had the urge to raise it."

The other three people looked at her.

"What's the name for this?" Sister Miu vomited, "I picked it up in autumn?"

The speech smiled more intensely, "You control me."

Shi Ci stayed for a while and wanted to leave. Sister Miu refused, "Tomorrow Saturday, why are you going back so early? Let's go to another place to renew the stall?"

"It's kind of boring to come here to drink a glass of boiled water." Chen Yiyi also slightly dissatisfied.

"Haha, is there a date for Professor Shi?" President Su put on Miu's shoulder, but his eyes were fixed on the speech.

"Is it?" Miu asked jokingly.

Chen Yiyi is the most sensitive, "This cat is actually not what you want to raise, is it something another person wants to raise?"

"Hey, it's interesting! Call her to come out!" Sister Miu urged.

Shi Ci looked back at these inquisitive gazes and smiled, "It's too late, she...", she didn't say "She wants to study", instead she said, "Next time, I'll take her out next time."

The wind in the autumn night was a bit cold, Shi Ci walked to the car, and Chen Yiyi who was chased out stopped him, "A few words?"

There was a grayish-white crescent on the horizon, Chen Yiyi looked up, thinking about how to speak, but did not urge her to speak. The two leaned on the car side by side, just like years ago when they were in high school, they skipped class, leaned against the goal of the school playground, and smoked secretly.

Chen Yiyi thought, I have known her for so long, longer than her first love. I have always been by her side, standing here. She is in love, she is here, she goes to study abroad, she works abroad, she is still here.

But Shi Ci never saw her in her eyes. She never saw her.

"What kind of person is this time?" Chen Yiyi asked seemingly casually.

Shici glanced at her sideways, "I am not one of my people yet."

"Do you hope so?" Chen Yiyi thought he would relive the bitterness of the past many times, but he did not have it at the moment, and he may have been used to it. But it's okay, it's just another short-term bang, she can wait.

Out of the corner of Chen Yiyi's eyes, he silently observed the expression of speech.

"I hope so." The smile on Shi Ci's lips was something Chen Yiyi had never seen before.

Haven't started yet?

really?

When she was with Wenwen, there was no such smile on her face. Expecting, hesitant, and even a little uncertain.

Chen Yiyi tried to swallow that uncomfortable feeling and put on a tone of blessing to an old friend, "In this case, I really want to introduce her to us."

Shici shook his head, "I have to think about it. You sometimes go too far."

Chen Yiyi was silent for a while before saying: "Now I am really curious about what kind of person she is."

Shi Ci did not answer this question, but asked: "What about you? Are you not ready to stabilize?"

stable?

The speech mentioned this word.

"You know me," Chen Yiyi has been around for so many years, there is no lack of lovers, but he has never had a serious relationship, "It doesn't feel long, just enjoy it in time. You..."

"Does this girl make you feel like you want to be stable?" Chen Yiyi did not resist the temptation.

"She gave me a feeling that I have had before, but it's not the same," Shi Ci raised his face, letting the wind blow her cheek, "It's more elusive, and more..."

"Compared with Qiaosha?" Chen Yiyi regretted as soon as he said it.

The smile on Shi Ci's face was reduced.

"Sorry, I..." Chen Yiyi apologized immediately.

Shici sighed slightly and patted her shoulder, "It's okay, don't take it to heart."

"I'm not intentional…"

"I know..." Shi Ci whispered softly, but also prevented her from continuing.

"I just..." Chen Yiyi was calling you to stop, but the smile just now was too dazzling. "I just miss Qiaosha. I have never seen a couple as happy as you. She left too early..."

After hearing this, Shi Ci said: "It's late, I have to drive back to school, so you should rest early." She turned around and opened the car door.

Chen Yiyi was bitter in his throat, watching her drive away, and sighed long.

"Why are you doing this again?" Sister Miu shook her head behind her.

Chen Yiyi looked displeased, "What do you know?"

"Fine, I don't understand anything," Sister Miu waved her hand, "I won't say anything."

"You have never seen Shi Ci and Chen Qiaosha together, she is the only one who loves her."

"That's just what you think. The speech never said it, but you can only convince yourself that this is a fact, and tell yourself that there is a reason why you have no chance."

"This is the fact!" Chen Yiyi defended.

"Well, assuming this is true, what you just did was to expose her scars." Sister Miu looked at her, "You will never grasp the opportunity."

Chen Yiyi: "..." She gritted her teeth, her face sad.

Sister Miu looked at her and sighed, "I want to start, why hang on her tree." She shrugged, "This is really not my style, I can't go on."

"I'm going back for a drink." She turned and walked in.

Chen Yiyi's expression was sullen. She tremblingly wanted to light a cigarette, but couldn't. The autumn wind blew over in the rain, and soon her shoulders were covered with rainwater.

After Shi Ci went home, he took a hot bath, wrapped in his nightdress, and drank a glass of red wine.

It was twelve o'clock, and she was lying on the bed not asleep, so she just got up and went to the living room, turned on the light, and flipped through the book. She opened up a corner in the living room for Qiuqiu, this rather rounded little guy was lying in the cat litter and was sleeping.

Ye Yu Xiaoxiao, Shi Ci drank wine, and slowly turned the page number, she didn't see much content.

The older you are, the fewer people you can tell your thoughts, and the less the urge to say something to someone. She is not a person who likes to confide in others, especially emotional matters, so she knows her own feelings, why bother to outsiders. tell.

Her lover, her first love, they spent a long time together, spent a lot of time together, quarreled with each other, and finally fell into the ordinary. At that time, both parents had already agreed that they would be together, but they had decided to break up peacefully and be each other Relatives and friends.

Unexpectedly, at that time, Qiaosha was diagnosed with terminal cancer. Shi Ci was already preparing to study abroad, and she decided to stay after learning about it.

Until now, I was thankful that she had made this decision and she was able to spend the last period of time with Qiaosha.

Qiaosha is not only a friend, but also a loved one, and a person who has spent many years together in the mundane world. How can she not feel sad and sorry if people are forever separated today?

Later, she also had a relationship abroad. After returning to China, she also had a relationship. It was very short-lived. Everyone thought that she was still unhealed and that no one could replace Qiaosha's position in her mind. Only she knew. This first love is over in her heart.

Shici wants to love again and feel the ability to love again. God seems to have heard her request. She has always been lucky, and she will have what she wants to do and what she wants to have.

It's time for her to start a new chapter.

Just... can it be as she wishes?

"Meow..." Maybe because he felt the light, Qiuqiu's ears moved, and he stood up and called to the side of the speech. This was not enough. Its two front paws stepped out and crawled over.

Unlike the initial timidity and guard, now Qiuqiu has completely mastered the skill of how to behave to humans. She raised Biyingying's eyes and looked at humans innocently. If it was impossible, she would lie down and open her round belly.

Shici smiled softly, bent over and squatted down, scratching it.

It would be nice if your other master could learn a little bit of your aegyo skills.

Tang Kai had just finished studying, washed, and climbed into the bed. A little coolness seeped in from the window, her two snow-white ankles retracted into the quilt.

Rainy night is easy to sleep. Tang Kai likes it best. She turned on her phone and wanted to see Qiuqiu before going to bed.

The speech was in the living room, and the picture was very clear. Tang Kai could even see her wearing a white silk nightdress. She was squatting and teasing Qiuqiu, her brown hair glowing with a nice sheen.

"..."

Tang Kai then realized that this camera would expose Professor Shi's privacy. Although it was only a part of the living room, it was so trustworthy to be seen in the eyes of others without any shy!

Tang Kai sat up all of a sudden, and his movements were so big that Zhang Zinan, who was on a video call with her boyfriend in the bed next door, was making a video call.

"What's the matter?" In addition to the mosquito net, the two people's beds have their own bed circumferences. Zhang Zinan hadn't pulled it up, so the probe came out and asked.

"Uh...no, no." Tang Kai waved his hand.

Zhang Zinan looked at her, then returned to continue the video.

Tang Kai took a breath, quietly pulled the bed around his side, and then turned on the phone to look.

The speech was still squatting on the spot, teasing the cat. She usually goes to bed at this time. This is the first time she has seen the speech on the camera.

It was strange that Tang Kai felt something was wrong. She opened WeChat and hesitated again. After thinking about it, she turned off the phone and lay back.

The room was quiet for a while, only Zhang Zinan's low-volume chattering and laughter, and the patter of rain outside.

After another moment, she slid off the phone and the speech was still there. This time she was sitting on the sofa with Qiuqiu on her knees, and she seemed to be in a daze with her cheeks supported.

The figure looked a little...lonely.

Tang Kai couldn't help sending WeChat, "Why are you still asleep?" She quickly clicked the send button.

no response.

She quit and went back to see, the resignation was still there. It seems that her cell phone is not by her side.

Tang Kai breathed out involuntarily and threw away the phone.

go to bed.

She pulled the quilt to her forehead and covered her face. For a while, Tang Kai tossed in the quilt, feeling a slight shock in her ear, Tang Kai reached out and touched the phone in.

"Can't sleep." Shi replied.

Tang Kai felt a soft sense of satisfaction, and she held the phone case with her fingers, thinking how to respond.

Why can't you fall asleep? Do you want to chat? What are you talking about?

Tomorrow’s weekend speech did not say any other arrangements, then they will meet, do you want to talk now?

The image in the living room darkened. Qiuqiu was lying in its nest and fell asleep. She didn't see the shadow of the speech, so she should go back to sleep.

People who can’t sleep should let go of their mobile phones. If she sends a private message again, won’t it make her less sleepy?

But she was in the living room at that time, and she seemed really worried.

How should she express her concern?

Tang Kai leaned on the pillow, tangled.

—

Can't sleep.

"Can you come over?" This sentence flashed in the dialog box, and he pressed his forehead to give a speech.

How can you indulge yourself in writing such words?

This is too obvious and too tempting.

I really want to post it, doesn't that little idiot understand it at all?

Silly tweeted.

Maybe make her blush? Shi Ci really liked seeing Tang Kai blushing and not knowing how to answer.

It is rainy in autumn in the city, and such a rainy night is even more lonely. The raindrops passing through the leaves seemed to hit the tip of my heart, lingering.

The speech slowly deleted that sentence.

But at this time, there was a reply.

"Hug~"

Only a few seconds passed, but it seemed like a long time.

Tick ​​tick, ding ding dong dong, pounding.

Shici touched his lips and laughed.