Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter

On Saturday morning, when the temperature dropped sharply, Tang Kai felt something was wrong when she got up. She was top-heavy and her nose was not ventilated.

She had a bad premonition. She immediately soaked two packs of Xiaochaihu granules and went to the library to work part-time. She was dizzy all day and had no energy. At night, she went to bed early and fell asleep all night, but she didn't get better when she got up the next day , On the contrary, it is more serious. I can't breathe with a stuffy nose and my throat is sore.

She found out two cold medicines that she didn't know when, and they swallowed them before they expired. She went to the classroom to study. The efficiency was very low. At night, they suddenly burned.

Tang Kai rarely gets sick, but this time it seems to be raging. She feels that her whole head is like a pomegranate about to explode. She moves slowly around her thickest coat, puts on her shoes, and goes downstairs to the school and hospital. .

The wind outside was cold and the night was strong. She walked slowly and cautiously, almost staring at the road under her feet, walking step by step.

When I arrived at the hospital, I had already burned to 39.5 degrees, and I needed to hang water.

Sitting on a plastic chair in the hospital, groggy. The light in the infusion room was dim and cold, and she was the only one. Tang Kai leaned on the chair, lying quietly with the phone in his pocket. She took it out and turned it around, then put it back.

The speeches are probably too busy these days, and only three posts have been posted.

—My brother is fat. Attach a candid photo.

—It’s too dry here, I want to go back to Lincheng!

—It's snowing in Beicheng, and the plane will probably be delayed.

The last private message was late in the evening, maybe it's already on the plane now. Tang Kai closed his eyes tiredly and took a short break.

After a while, the sound of shoes came from the smooth floor, and Tang Kai woke up suddenly, and a figure shook in front of him. A boy sat down in the chair opposite her, with a white anti-fever film on his forehead, acting like a baby to the nurse, "Miss Sister, can I still stick to this?"

The nurse gave him a needle, was amused by his tone, and said in a gentle voice: "Just stick it if you want..."

"How long will it take to hang, can I ask my girlfriend to accompany me?" The boy was still acting like a baby.

"A little more than an hour, you can call her over." The nurse said.

"It's so long, but I'm afraid she will be bored..."

"...It's up to you."

After the nurse left, the boy sat with a big grin, dangling a needle in one hand, and sending a message with the other. He looked up at Tang Kai in the middle and smiled at her, "hi, patient..."

Tang Kai ignored him, still closed his eyes and rested.

After a while, it should be the boy's girlfriend who came over, and the two of them were on the opposite side of each other.

"I brought a scarf over to wrap your hand so that it won't be cold." The girl was very careful.

"Thank you baby." The two spoke almost face to face.

"Trust you."

"Okay!"

Tang Kai opened his eyes, the boy leaned on the girl's shoulder, and the two of them were so tired and crooked that no one was talking. His hand was wrapped in a rose-red scarf, which was very conspicuous.

Tang Kai glanced at his needle-piercing hand, a few blue-purple fine tendons floated on the surface of his hand, the entire palm of his hand had been frozen to the sensation, and looked up at the hanging bottle, there was still more than half of the bottle of liquid.

She was really tired and lazy, her forehead was pressed against a big rock, and she felt cold, and she unconsciously tightened her shoulders.

"Would you like to have a hot mouth? I soaked **** sugar water in the dormitory." The girl took out a rose-red thermos cup and poured a little on the lid.

"Who wants to drink such a sweet and greasy thing?" The boy said in a disgusting tone, and the next second he laughed and pouted and bit the lid of the cup.

"Hurry up and drink, don't play, oops, you hate it..." The girl laughed and glanced at Tang Kai who was opposite, "People are going to laugh at us."

The boy just laughed, drank the water, the girl put the lid of the cup away, and the two of them got together and kissed like no one.

Tang Kai: "..."

She moved her eyes away and felt her head dizzy even more.

After the kiss, the girl smiled and punched him, covered her mouth and smiled, and the boy looked at her and smiled.

Tang Kai couldn't help aiming at them with his peripheral vision. Is this what it looks like in a relationship? How would it feel

Boyfriend, girlfriend...

Tang Kai has no sense of reality yet, even if Shi Ci has forcibly planted this concept in her mind, there is still no actual picture.

But is it really not there?

The smile of the speech suddenly jumped out, even the text messages she sent, as if she was talking in front of her with a smile.

And her embrace, her...kiss...

No, it's not a kiss, but the ear is really bitten...

She really wanted to give a speech.

She is not by her side, and she feels very far away, and she is also very far away from herself in the eyes of others.

What she knows is that gentle, considerate, confident, and occasionally a little naughty sister, and she doesn't know how this sister looks like as a girlfriend.

— "What else, she doesn't like me anymore." Wenwen's words sounded in her mind, and Tang Kai's head hurt more, she rubbed her temples.

"Hey, are you okay?" The girl opposite came over and poured a glass of warm water for her from the drinking fountain next to her.

Tang Kai was a little surprised, "Thank you." He grabbed the corner of his mouth and smiled at the other person in gratitude, took the water and took a sip.

"Classmate, don't you ask your boyfriend to come and accompany you?" the boy who gave the injection raised his voice.

Tang Xie was stunned, but didn't answer.

"Don't be nosy!" The girl sat back next to him.

"I'm serious!" The boy looked at Tang Kai, smiling very kindly, "Which hospital do you belong to, don't you have a boyfriend? Would you like to introduce my buddy to you? Hey. He is from the sports academy, which is 1.5 meters tall, which is very popular. Up..."

Tang Kai looked down at his cup and didn't say anything. It was the girl who grabbed his sleeve before he stopped talking.

There were two bottles to hang in total. I don't know when Tang Chi shrank in a chair and passed by in a daze. He didn't sleep soundly. A Ji Ling woke up midway, and his body became stiff.

The guy opposite leaned on the girl’s shoulder and took a nap. The girl also woke up suddenly and went to check the guy’s hanging water for the first time. She whispered: "There is a little more..."

Then she looked over and exclaimed, "Hey! Your hand! The blood is back!"

Tang Kai's hand is no longer conscious, and one section of the thin transparent tube has turned red.

"Oh, oh, I'm going to call a nurse!" The girl ran out, and after a while, Tang Kai and the guy on the opposite side exchanged new drip bottles.

The infusion room was quiet again.

Tang Kai didn't know what time it was, it should be quite late. The school hospital is also very quiet, except for the light in the infusion room, everything else is dim.

Looking out, it was a long dark corridor.

Since his mother passed by, Tang Kai has been very repulsive to the hospital for a period of time. He will detour when he sees the hospital sign outside to avoid seeing people in white coats at all times.

Such nights reminded her of those nights in the hospital.

In the late-night inpatient department, there are long corridors with temporary beds, folding beds rented by family members, and gray lights above them. The air is a mixture of disinfectant water and air conditioning.

No night is silent.

There are the gentle footsteps of the patrolling nurse, the low voice of conversation from patients or family members who cannot fall asleep, and some unknown snoring sounds. These all constitute a unique world.

This is an ordinary safe night.

The most fearful thing is that it happens suddenly.

Once Tang Kai fell asleep and was awakened by the rapid and messy footsteps. Her folding bed was hit. When she got up top-heavy, she saw a patient being pushed out and vaguely heard a bed number. She was frightened. I had to catch up and rushed over to see that it was the bed next to my mother.

At that time, rejoicing, fear, worry, helplessness, and embarrassment all came up together, dizzy and dizzy, she couldn't stand firmly, and fell...

Tang Chi blinked away from the wetness in his eyes, and there was still a dark and silent corridor outside, and the past had passed.

After the IV drip, her fever had subsided. She took the medicine and went out of the school hospital. She took out her mobile phone and took a look. It was already ten o'clock.

There is a WeChat message in WeChat, which was from an hour ago, "Just got off the plane."

Tang Xie felt colder, shrank his shoulders, and walked slowly towards the dormitory. There is no one on the school road anymore.

When the phone rang, Tang Kai looked at the name on the screen for several seconds before picking it up.

"Are you sleeping?" Shi Ci's familiar voice flooded into his ears, and a light smile passed.

Tang Kai was dumb for some reason, and then said, "...not yet."

"still learning?"

"..."

Tang Kai lowered his head, hummed, and sat down on the marble chair by the school road, and his jeans retracted, only to realize that he was wearing two socks of different colors.

"I'm in the car, it's estimated that there will be half an hour to arrive." Shi Ci added, "I'm finally back, my God, I can't stand the air in Beicheng."

She was chatting with her, saying some daily trivial things, these words seemed to have magical power, and Tang Kai's lips curled up unknowingly.

"Why there is wind? Are you outside?"

Shici noticed it.

Tang Wei's heart clenched quietly.

"...I'm on the balcony."

"It's so cold, go in."

"...Hmm." The dim yellow light of the street light next to her shone into her eyes, a little painful.

Shi Ci was quiet, and suddenly smiled softly, as if there was a pause before the most wonderful chorus in the song, she said: "Do you miss me?"

Tang Wei's heart was hit with a "boom", followed by flood of pain, her lips trembled and she couldn't speak.

It was completely visible, the smile bursting out of the corners of her eyes and brows when Shi Cai said this, the look in her staring eyes, the warmth of her soft lips and the warmth that remained in her ears.

After the call, Tang Kai still held the phone quietly. Suddenly, she smelled a little cold dampness, she raised her head, and something cool fell into her eyes.

In the purple and black night, the white powder and the snow flying all over the sky were instantly floating.

It was like thick and airtight black, suddenly exploded a little white, and a gleam of light penetrated in.

This is the first snow of her 21st year.

Tang Kai's eyes gradually blurred, her thick black eyelashes were completely drenched, tears rippling.

It’s okay to be alone, but painless to be alone.

It's painful if someone loves it and loves it myself.