Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter

"What a coincidence today, I also passed by and came in for a drink, Mr. Miao, didn't expect to meet you here." Wenwen said.

Sister Miu was already half drunk, squinted her eyes, recognized the person, and smiled.

Shi Ci sat down next to her, Sister Miu became the person between her and Wenwen. Wenwen curled her lips and walked around to Shi Ci, lifted her long windbreaker, and sat on it, with no expression on her face. Continue to drink on his own.

Wenwen laughed and didn't say a word. She didn't order a drink, but just drank water.

After a while, Mr. Su came to pick up Sister Miu. She drunkly leaned on Mr. Su's shoulder and didn't forget her speech, "Where will you go?"

Shi Ci waved his hand, "Don't worry about it, go back quickly."

"Oh. Okay, I can't control it." Sister Miu didn't say anything anymore, and left with President Su.

After they left, Wenwen took out a cigarette from her pouch, hooked her finger to the bartender, hooked up a lighter, lit it herself, and exhaled a mouthful. The green smoke was surrounded by the shadow of the lamp with a faint scent of mint.

"Break up?" she asked, with a little smile. "Did you get dumped by the little girl?"

Give speeches for a while.

Wenwen shrugged, "Yes, I know her, I even met her."

Shici frowned slightly, "When?"

Wenwen took another sip, thinking, "...I don't remember, it's been too long."

"...What did you say to her?"

"I don't remember, it's been too long."

Shi Ci drank the wine, and stopped asking, ready to leave.

"Shall I send you?" Wenwen followed behind her.

"No." Shi Ci pressed her head, her feet were a little vain, she was held on by Wenwen, and she laughed, "Okay, don't be aggressive. It's too late to be safe."

Shi Ci wanted to pull out his arm, but did not pull it away, there was a plump softness in the arm. She whispered: "It's not convenient."

Wenwen laughed out loud and shook her hand, "Did you see it, I'm already engaged."

"I was afraid that you fell to death, so I gave it to you, as if it were your favor."

Shi Ci suddenly felt uncomfortable in his stomach, pushed her away, and ran into the bathroom.

Wenwen gave a tut, followed her, and admired the embarrassment that she had never seen before in the bathroom.

The speech that I used to fall in love with her was bright and bright and full of spirits, but now the speech has messy hair and tears in his eyes, almost unable to stand up.

Wenwen went to help her, went to the wash basin to wash, and picked up the scattered hair for her. His face is haggard, and the smell on his body is not good, but there is still an amazing, rare, fragile beauty.

"It seems that the little girl hurt you so badly," Wenwen was still smiling, "Taking revenge for me."

Shi Qianqian curled the corners of her lips, "Since I feel revenge is taken, can I leave with satisfaction?"

It was the first time that Wenwen heard Shi Ci talk to her in a mocking tone. She raised her eyebrows novelly and smiled again, "Do you know? For a while after you broke up with me, I was still reflecting on Did you make too much when you were together, didn't consider your feelings, didn't cherish you..."

"Later I found out that you never really liked me."

"You are very good to me, but you have never exposed any negative emotions in front of me. I can't feel that you need me. You seem to be playing a perfect couple role all the time."

"It's very stressful to fall in love with you. I am greedy and afraid of being greedy. I'm afraid you will get tired of it and leave. I don't want to act anymore."

Shici sighed, obviously not really eager to hear such words.

Wenwen exhaled, "Speech, you are obviously looking forward to it in your heart, why don't you express your expectations. You are not as strong as you imagined, and do not ask for anything in return."

After speaking for a long time, she couldn't speak, her temples jumped suddenly, her stomach felt like a hard lump, her drunkenness kept surging upwards, and she went vomiting again...

It was already around 8 o'clock in the evening when Tang Kai took the plane to the city. He took a taxi and ran straight to the city. He ran into a lot of traffic lights all the way. By the time he arrived at the city, it was already half past nine.

On Christmas night, the campus of Hua University is very lively, and there are dating couples everywhere.

The teacher's dormitory area is relatively quiet, and the Christmas tree with lights and festoons is very conspicuous.

Tang Kai waited downstairs. She couldn't settle down without buying that album. She didn't want to give her Alipay account to the lady, and she didn't want to apply for a refund.

In the past few days, she couldn't eat anything, couldn't continue to learn, and finally lost her heart and bought a plane ticket. Very expensive, almost one thousand and eight.

She didn't have time to ask for leave in person, but just sent an email to her tutor, and asked her senior sister to explain the situation for herself. After a hastily cleaned up, she flew over.

Lincheng is also quite cold in winter. She waited for half an hour downstairs, and her whole body was cold. The lights on the first floor of the speech were still black.

Maybe not in school?

She hesitated to make a call.

Can you make it clear on the phone?

Will Shici want to meet her?

Tang Kai felt that his courage was running low.

She remembered that after she had said the separation, she said that she disagreed, and then she stopped contacting herself.

In fact, after so long, she has also faced up to her inner thoughts.

At that time, she didn't know how to face it, dragged and uncomfortable, and didn't know how to solve the psychological dilemma, so she said to separate the speech.

Not breaking up. She never wanted to break up in her heart. She didn't know what she wanted to do...

Now she understands that she is too dependent on speeches, she wants speeches to solve the problem, she thinks speeches must have a way, but maybe... they are too passive.

She wants to apologize to Shi Shi, ask for her forgiveness, tell her that she doesn't want to break up, everything in the past is not important, she just wants to be with Shi Shi, and ask her to accept the different place...

Tang stomped and waited anxiously. She took out her mobile phone and tried to type, but she deleted it and deleted it. She hadn't found the specific words. A car had already drove over, and a woman got off first.

Tang Kai didn't pay attention.

The woman walked to the other side of the car door and held the woman who got out of the car. Tang Kai was taken aback for a moment.

It is a speech.

Tang Kai recognized it for a while before recognizing that the other woman was his ex-girlfriend, who seemed to be called Wenwen?

Tang Kai had forgotten the draft she had practiced countless times earlier, and she unconsciously took a step forward.

Shi Ci walked unsteadily, half of the person almost leaned on Wenwen, and Wenwen got close to her, as if feeling a bit, she glanced in her direction.

She watched Wenwen help her upstairs.

She stood for a while, all the calories in her whole body was consumed, she froze, turned and walked away step by step.

The last train to Beicheng starts at 11:10, with hard seats. In the middle of the night, the people in the car are all dizzy. Tang Kai's eyes are fuzzy and clear for a while, until the last crystal tears are broken. On her coat.

Wenwen sent the speech into the door, she leaned against the door, half of her body was boneless, "Would you like me to accompany you?"

Shi Ci ignored the hints in her tone, her face was very bad and her headache was distraught. Upon hearing this, she glanced at the diamond ring in Wenwen's hand.

Wenwen chuckled and stood up straight, "Okay, then you have a good rest, I'm leaving."

Shici reluctantly nodded and closed the door.

Wenwen suddenly thought of something, "Yes, I seemed to see it downstairs just now..."

Before he finished his speech, he closed the door.

Wenwen looked at the closed door, snorted, and turned away. The figure looked a bit like Tang Kai, but she was not so sure, she was not familiar with Tang Kai, and only had a relationship with him. She felt like it and not, but it didn't matter to her.

Shi resigned to the bathroom hastily rinsed, did not take a bath, just took off his clothes and fell asleep on the bed.

I slept soundly and my dreams were messy. When I woke up, the curtains were not closed, and snow seemed to float in the unknown sky.

On Christmas Eve, those fine pieces of snow are in the lights, like a lonely stage.

After giving speeches for a while, he fell asleep again in a daze.

When I woke up again, the sky was bright and there was a lot of white outside.

She sat up, pressed her forehead, and took a long time to relax. After getting out of bed, stepping on the clothes on the floor barefoot, and taking a hot bath, his spirit recovered a little.

Ten minutes later, she was holding hot milk and stood by the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room looking at the outside scenery. The look was light and tired, and it took a long time to take a sip.

With two quiet meows, Qiuqiu slowly slipped over, rubbed her feet, and lay down.

Shici squatted down, scratched her stomach, and glanced at a book unconsciously.

On the penultimate level of the bookshelf, it was not her book—it was a collection of poems by Emily Dickinson—a female poet whom Tang Kai liked very much.

Why is it here?

"I seem to see you often read her books."

"Well, just take a look if it's okay."

It was also winter, Tang Kai was wearing a white sweater, jeans, and her velvety hair, with one side of her ears away, half leaning against her sofa, raising her eyes to smile at her, warm as a dream.

Shi Ci walked over and teased her with a smile, "Then you read a song for you."

Tang Kai didn't refuse each other and opened the book.

Shici stretched out his hand and took it over, and said, "I'll pick one... Here, read this one."

Tang Kai leaned over, "ihaveabirdspring/whichformyselfdothsing (I own a bird in spring, and it sings only for me

"Yetinotrepine/knowingthatbirdmine/thoughflown/

learhbeyondthesea/melodynewfor/andwillreturn.

(It’s just that I’m not haggard. The bird that knows me, even though it has flown away, will be on the other side of the sea, and has learned the mysterious rules for me)..."

She had a British accent and a serious expression. She was so speechless that she didn't pay attention to what she was saying. She only felt, "This song is too long."

Tang yelled at her, as if saying that I was reading poems aloud. This is a very serious matter and cannot be interrupted.

Shi Ci couldn't help but smile, and before she finished reading, he hugged her and sealed her lips.

...

The sofa was empty, only Qiuqiu, who didn't know when he ran over, nestled there and smoothed himself.

At that time, Tang Kai couldn't finish reading. It is estimated that the book fell in which corner. It should be the aunt of the hourly worker who was invited to clean it and found it and tucked it in the lower shelf of the bookshelf.

So this book was forgotten.

Shi Ci held the book, curled her shoulders, seemingly unable to resist the unexpected memory, she closed her eyes in pain.