Step by Step to Win

　　The usual Li Ze always talks endlessly. His talkative Gao Shunyao knows deeply that every time two people chat, Li Ze talks eloquently, and Gao Shunyao listens quietly. But this time is different from the previous time. Li Ze didn't want to mention his own past at all. He said a lot less than usual.

　　 Gao Shunyao is not a good conversation person. He saw Li Ze's silence, but he didn't know how to persuade him. He could only stay with him in silence. The two of them were silent, and the room was quiet for a while.

Fortunately, Li Ze quickly realized the embarrassment of this silence. He smiled, wanting to liven up the atmosphere and break the dull atmosphere he just created, but he really couldn't find any jokes to say. After a couple of smirks, He still spoke again.

"Old Gao, listen to my persuasion. To put it hard, you are really not the material to play football. Football is not that easy to play. At the age of 18, you have a good foundation and want to learn football from the beginning. That's almost impossible. You are crazy to say you want to play. How many people who think of football as a dream can't play it? Why do you play it?"

Li Ze was speaking and saw Gao Shunyao want to speak, and raised his hand to him, "Don’t argue, I know what examples you want to say, but after all, such examples are rare, and you just look at them. The example is glamorous, and the suffering behind it is much gone. Can you suffer from the suffering? Take a step back, is it really worth it if you can afford it? Just on your condition, you are still afraid to find it. Not a woman? You are rich, you are a man, and you are not ugly, what kind of woman you are looking for you can't find? Why bother to give up this strength? After all, it is just a woman."

　　 Li Ze's words were unprecedentedly vulgar, which also silenced Gao Shunyao. Rarely, his head droops slightly, and he seems to be speechless. After a while, Gao Shunyao spoke again, and this time, his tone was lower than ever. This tone is completely different from Gao Shunyao's usual irritable temper.

"I also know that it's just a girl." Gao Shunyao's voice is quite calm, but there is something strange in this calm, "But, I just like that girl. Don't. Maybe her girl is a hundred times more beautiful than her, and has much better conditions than her, even if it’s okay to be a fairy, but I just like this girl.

　　 Gao Shunyao raised his head. It was strange that he was talking about love, but Li Ze couldn't see any happy expression on his face, instead he was more serious than ever.

"Lao Li, you said that I am not playing football, and I know you are right. I am not playing football, and I know it myself-and more than that, I also know that I am not studying, not doing business. The materials are not mixed-society materials-to put it bluntly, I am not any materials, I am just a trash. You don’t need to tell me this, I knew it. My parents, my parents, my teachers, my classmates, they all I have told me many times. What's so bad about this? None of them think this is bad. They say this too much, pointing at my nose and stabling me with a smile, in front of the class I have all the people who coax me. I'm so **** accustomed to others calling me that. What's so nasty?"

"Others say this to me. I am used to it. I am a trash in the eyes of everyone. I am not a good student. I must be the one who talks in class. I must be the one who damages the public property. I must be the one who fights and fights. It’s true that someone cheated on the exam and the teacher had to ask me what’s going on first-I’ve always been like this since I was a child, I’ve long been used to being looked down upon."

　　 "Old Gao, I didn't mean that..."

　　 Li Ze did not expect that a word of his own evoked so many thoughts of Gao Shunyao. He didn't know that Gao Shunyao suffered so many grievances. He had always thought that Gao Shunyao was just a guy who was accustomed to fooling around, but he had never thought that his thoughts were so serious.

"You don't need to tell me this, and I don't blame anyone. I am not a weapon, who can I blame? Since I am not a thing, don't blame others for saying this. I already knew this--but I don't like others to scold me. It's not cheap bones. Why do I say Chen Sirou is different? Do you remember how she treated me after losing that day? She is different."

　　 Li Ze was silent, Chen Sirou did not accuse Gao Shunyao that day, but praised him a few words, unexpectedly affecting him so much.

"Lao Li, I have been incapable for a long time. I have never thought about what I am going to do before. I always follow the crowd, wherever I go. But this time is different. I lay there in the middle of the night thinking about it. What the future will be like, I think that I have finally met a girl who is kind to me, but it is difficult for me to catch up with her, and I suddenly want to cry. What will the future be like? She will marry someone else. , And then I find a wife who will accuse me no matter what? If the future is really like that, I really don’t think I can accept it."

"I have disappointed too many people in my life. My parents are disappointed with me, my teacher is disappointed with me, my friend is disappointed with me, and even myself is quite disappointed with myself. I have tried many times before. Let others be disappointed in me but failed, but this time I still want to try, and I don’t want her to be disappointed in me. I don’t want her to think of Gao Shunyao in the future. When I was very boring to inquire, the news I got was Gao Shunyao. Nothing can be done, let her treat my name as a joke. I hope that when she hears my name again, she will be happy because of my achievements and because she knows me—this is enough for me."

"You said that I want to play football is a dream, don’t I know it? It’s hard for an 18-year-old to play football, how can I not know? The problem is that I’m 18 years old, what should I do? Don’t I start now? It’s easy for me to study hard? Is it easy to start a business from scratch now? Isn’t it all difficult? At least I like football more than those, and I believe this path is more suitable for me than those. As for suffering , I don’t care. My dad always told me to endure hardships, so that he can be a master, suffer hardships and suffer. I have already decided to endure it."

　　 "It's affirmative that I want to live out my own way to suffer and suffer. I have this mental preparation. This time even if it is suffering and suffering, even if it is tortured, I **** admit it."

"Lao Li, I don’t think it’s easy to play football. I know all the difficulties and dangers involved, but I still want to do it. You say that some people use this as a dream and they can’t achieve their wishes. But I don’t want to talk about dreams. The word dream is for me. Too noble, I don’t deserve it. I can see the dream when I look up to the sky. Talking about how beautiful it is, my eyes can only look under my feet. I have long seen how difficult it is to walk under my feet. But no matter how difficult it is to walk, I will never give up this time. Playing football is a life of my own choice. No matter how difficult this path is, I have to go step by step."

　　 Li Ze stared at Gao Shunyao blankly. He had known Gao Shunyao for a long time, but he never remembered when Gao Shunyao spoke so much to him. This person who has always been very straightforward and likes to speak concisely. Li Ze never knew he was holding so many things in his heart.

　　 Like himself, he is not a person who likes to show all his depression. I always thought that he always looked impatient, but he was young and frivolous, not familiar with the world, but in fact, Gao Shunyao might also have a lot of thoughts in his heart.

　　 He is as depressed as himself, no matter how broken his life is, no one has ever blamed himself. Gao Shunyao is different. He has not suffered a major blow, but that doesn't mean that he is going smoothly. He is even worse than himself. At least he has had a dream, but he has never even had a dream.

　　 But even so, he didn't give up. Even if there is no dream of heaven, he still insists on walking the road under his feet.

　　 Compared to him, he looks too weak. It's been so long, but I still don't have the courage to break my dream and look down at my feet.

　　 "Learning to play football is not so easy. Your body and brain may not be a problem, but I really don't like your ability to learn."

　　 After a long time, Li Ze spoke again. He is still not very optimistic about Gao Shunyao's choice of football, but this time his tone has no longer the pride and ridicule, but has become calm and serene.

"As long as I study hard, even if I learn slowly, I can always learn. I am not good at learning, but I am not a fool to learn things, but I am not a fool, I can always learn something. "

　　 "You are not a fool, but you don't know anything, so you just think that you can become a football player. When you grow up, you are two hundred and five. When you are young, you are two. You are not as good as a fool."

　　 Hearing Li Ze's sarcasm again, Gao Shunyao just raised his finger and gave him a middle finger. But at the same time he was doing this action, there was also a satisfied smile on his face.

　　 I am happy that I know this kind of thing-Li Ze and Gao Shunyao have been in class for a long time. He has never seen Gao Shunyao have such a thirst for knowledge.

　　 "Do you really want to go to college and play football?" Li Ze couldn't help but speak again.

"Of course," Gao Shunyao opened his mouth with a very firm expression. When he said this, he was also encouraging himself in his heart, "Lao Li, tell me the truth, do you think there is a gap between me and Japanese college football? How old is it? How difficult is it for me to enter a Japanese university to play football?"

Seeing Gao Shunyao’s serious expression, Li Ze suddenly laughed, “How much difference... Then let’s say a question of common sense: Did you know that there is no such thing as selection for a team in Japanese college football? Anyone who is willing to play can train with the team."

what?

　　 Li Ze's words made Gao Shunyao's face froze. No exam, just go if you want? If so, what is your determination and fighting spirit, your pursuit and goals? It's hard to be serious once, and the result is such a result?

　　 Li Ze, isn’t this guy kidding yourself?