Still, Wait For Me

On this day, Xu Tiansheng spent the whole day in Xishan University City, passing through the playground at Iwata University in the evening, and saw a group of boys playing soccer on the playground.

The real turf court was itchy.

After standing on the field for a while, Xu Tiansheng found that the group of people who played soccer were good, and the soccer was not a regular game. He waved on the field: “Senior, can I add one? ”

A group of people looked at Xu Tiansheng with some surprise. After looking at each other, one of them said: "Forget it, the number is not equal anyway, let him put one together. ”

With joy, Xu Tiansheng habitually stood in the front waist position after the field, and the seniors were silent for a moment. Fortunately, no one compared them. The players who had originally hit the front waist were on the sharp line.

The game was not very formal, the game did not have a timer, until the sun set, Xu Tiansheng did not score. As for the aids, he could not count how many. After all, it was not a regular game, and both sides did not pay so much attention to defense.

At the end of the game, several senior students who had just played ball with him came to say hello to Xu Tinsheng: "Classmate, what are you? ”

Xu Tiansheng said: “First year… not yet officially enrolled. ”

“Well, which department? ”

“Chinese. ”

“Okay, I'll see you then,... You haven't been in school for days, have you? ”

“Yes, report 12. ”

“Isn't that the day after tomorrow? … see you at school. ”

“Yes, I'll see you at school. ”

……

The last day before college started, it happened to be Friday, and Xu Tingnian couldn't help but go outside Xinyan Middle School door.

“Just look at her from afar.” Xu Tiansheng comforted herself.

It was a sunny day from morning to afternoon. At the end of the evening, the sky suddenly darkened and sank, and then there was a thunderstorm, and the day turned into darkness, wind and rain, thunder and lightning.

Pedestrians on the road were forced by the sudden rain to run around, and Xu Tiansheng had to hide under the roof of the school door shop.

Xiang Jie appeared this time as a person, slightly broad-sleeved short sleeve pulled by the wind, close to her body, she supported the umbrella some difficult walking in the wind and rain, small plate shaking from time to time.

Xu Tiansheng didn't dare to say hello, and Xiang Jiang didn't see him. He thought to follow it so far away today, this time because of the heavy rain, he intends to keep watching until Xiang condenses back home.

The dust on the summer road was wet with rain and the wind smelled like dirt. Xu Tiansheng suddenly remembered a lyric in Zhou Jalen's "The Secret You Can't Tell": The most beautiful is not the rainy day, but the roof with which you have escaped the rain.

Xu Tiansheng stood under the roof and Xiaoxiao wandered in the rain.

After a big wind, the “flower blossom" on the pavement, many people's umbrella was lifted by the wind, including Xiang Jiao, she panicked in the rain, swayed a few times, the umbrella flew out of hand and was blown away by the wind.

The little girl just wanted to go back and pick it up. A figure had run into the rain screen and chased it towards the umbrella that was still floating in the wind. When Xiang Jie finally saw it clearly, the umbrella was already in Xu Tiansheng's hands.

Xu Tinsheng stood in the rain and flipped the umbrella at the fastest speed, lifting it to the top of his head.

“Here... Thunderstorm, it won't be long, hide for a while before you go. ”

Rain water poured into his mouth, his voice was blown away by the wind, Xiang Zheng did not hear clearly, a little grateful, and he looked at Xu Gardener with some confusion.

“Take cover.” Xu Tiansheng shouted.

The item nodded.

The two men walked under the roof, and Xu Tiansheng stood in front of Xiang, blocking the wind and the rain that was blown in by the wind for her. The umbrella in his hand blocked the other direction, and he said, "Is it cold? Small coagulation. Your clothes are wet, call home and ask Dad to pick you up. ”

After that, Xu Tiansheng took out his cell phone and handed it to Xiang Jie.

The clothes wet by the rain were affixed to his body. Xiang condensed his body slightly and trembled. He hesitated for a moment and took the phone and called his father.

“Dad says he's on his way, he'll be there in a minute.” Item condensed.

“Hmm," Xu Tiansheng said, "I'll be leaving in a minute. ”

“Did you just call me... Xiao Xiaokou?” Xiang Jian asked suddenly.

Xiao Xiaozheng's name suddenly appeared in Xu's subconscious mind, and to be precise, he hadn't even noticed this himself.

“So, is there a big stitch?” Xiang Zheng continued.

Xiaoxiang asked Xu Tiansheng if he had a big stitch. This little girl was like a needle on the sole of a nano shoe, each stabbed on Xu Tiansheng's heart.

Yes, there is a big condensation, although the big condensation is actually small.

Xiao Xiaozheng seemed to suddenly come to the rejoice, or she thought Xu Tiansheng's silence meant yes, so she continued: “Isn't that right, Uncle used to have a girlfriend who was Xiaozheng, and then you split up, or she... disappeared,... then I had the same name as her, probably a lot like her, so Uncle would come to me, good to me... Is that right? ”

She was happy and excited when she said these words, like she was discussing a Korean drama with someone else, yes, it was a Korean drama, this little girl must have watched a lot of Korean drama, otherwise children of this age, how could such an imagination.

But she's actually right, and the only deviation is that she doesn't know that she's a tiny, tiny, tiny, tiny, tiny.

Under the rainy roof, Xu Tiansheng really had a "secret you can't tell”. He panicked and said, "Is your father coming soon? I'll go first. You hold the umbrella... like this... in the way. ”

Xu Tinsheng turned around and shouted at him. She said, "Will you still come? Last time, you suddenly disappeared. I thought you'd never come back. ”

Xu Tiansheng shrugged with anticipation: “Do you want me to show up again? Or not?”

Xiang pondered for a moment and looked up: “I don't know, but... I'm scared. ”

Seeing Xu Tiansheng's instant loss of face, she added: “I'm sorry. ”

“She was scared, and I still scared her.” Xu Tiansheng silenced for a moment and said, "Do you have paper and pen? ”

Xiang Zheng pulled out the paper and pen. Xu Tiansheng wrote down his phone number on it and handed it to Xiang Zheng. He said, "This is my phone number. Don't throw it away, okay?... If you need my help with anything, anything, call me and I'll come. ”

Xu Tiansheng looked at Xiang Jiao and took the pen and said, “Don't be afraid, I won't show up again unless you call me... I promise. ”

Xiang Jie did not speak.

Xu Tinsheng expected her to say it wasn't, but she didn't speak.

……

Xu Tiansheng couldn't make a decision, Xiang Jie made it for him. She said she was scared, so Xu Tiansheng had no other choice.

For the next time, Xu Tiansheng may only be a bystander, a distant watchman, and this state of affairs worries him.

He wondered what it meant to happen today, just temporary alienation and resistance, or…, Xu Tiansheng thought of a possibility, a terrible consequence: the trajectory was changed, and the encounter, love, eight years later, might not happen again.

Xu Tiansheng regretted that he had never appeared in front of Xiang Jiao, so that even if he crooked, Xiang Jiao would eventually grow to be the best Xiang Jiao, and grow to be the one who would fall in love with Xu Tiansheng.

He just stands there and waits for her.

However, things have now turned out this way. Even if Xu Tiancheng appeared in the same state at the same time and place eight years later, she may no longer be moved, because the person in front of her had already buried her doubts and fears in her heart.

Xu Tiansheng thought that Xiang Jie might never make that call, so what should I do?

The frustrating experience of his previous life, coupled with his psychological age and experience, allowed him to have extraordinary stability in the face of many things, but things involved Xiang Zheng, who became as frustrated and agitated as a child who loved the tip of the diamond horn.

He seems to have lost himself.

Xu Tiansheng received an apple call in this state. Today is her first day at school. After a few brief chills, the apple acutely discovered Xu Tiansheng's abnormality.

“Do you encounter things that cannot be solved?... you're unhappy and scared, I've never seen you like this,” apple said.

Xu Tiansheng did not explain and apple did not ask, she said:

“If you're afraid, go to a place where the lights are bright, if you can't walk, you can't climb, I carry you... I can carry you. ”