Still, Wait For Me

This night, Xu Tiansheng sat in their living room, but felt like a past life. During the three years he was wandering around, he used to live in Hanoi or some shitty hotel in a small town in Southeast Asia.

The same person, thinking of the same person, sleepless, powerless.

It's a completely different body and situation, but it's the same emotion.

To be precise, this time it was worse, because at least for the last lifetime, he knew that Xiang Zheng was still waiting and that he still had that feeling.

And this time, what he might lose is precisely a condensed emotion. This seems more pathetic than in previous generations.

Until the early morning, Xu Tiansheng called Yu Qinglan. The reason he didn't dare to call Li Waner directly was to worry about her body and to believe that this was not her intention.

On the phone, Xu Tiansheng asked Yu Qinglan: “Why?” He knew that Yu Qinglan could never have accidentally spoken of a leak, which even Xiang Jiang could see.

Yu Qinglan had no cunning argument, she just said: "Believe it or not… I did it just to protect Wan. ”

Xu Tinsheng probably understood. He guessed. He said, "She doesn't know, does she? How is she now? What's next? ”

“She said that the happiness she had saved was enough for her recovery. So, when she recovers, I'll figure something out. Xu Tiansheng, I'm sorry.” Yu Qinglan hung up after saying.

There is no need to continue to speculate on this matter, as Xu Tiansheng received another call almost at the end of the conversation with Qinglan.

“Solved three women around you at once, designer, singer, little girl... am I doing perfectly?” Zhou Yuandei smiled on the phone and said, "By the way, there is also a female student of mine, we Libei's female status dollar, she is probably a little harder, because she is too smart and too stupid. ”

As you can guess, it all started with her pushing behind it. No wonder it all happened so coincidentally. Perhaps because I felt that the apple thing was not enough to push Xiang Jian away from Xu Tiansheng, Zhou Yuan Daiyao, let Yu Qinglan show up and tell Xiang Jiang another thing.

And these, she was sure that Xu Tiansheng could not explain them to Xiang.

“Why do you do this?” Xu Tiansheng asked powerlessly.

“Because only we are the same kind of people," Zhou Yuandai said softly, "By the way, do you think that if a person has a prophet for the future world and is absolutely accurate, what should he choose to do… will be the most successful? ”

“I don't know.” Xu Tiansheng has hardly thought seriously about this issue, because he has not always been that easy to satisfy.

“It's religion. A religion of your own, a religion of your own as God. If you can't do it at home, go abroad. Wealth, power, power and absolute control… Foolish embrace, steadfast followers, from black to white, from the bottom, to the top… This is the only way you can harvest everything at the same time through the power of the Prophet. ”

Zhou Yuande's statement, like an evil queen standing on the high stage speaking to her followers, she saw everything because she had everything under control.

“When I look back at your journey, I find that you open supermarkets, run educational websites, do real estate, do social platforms, play games... I find you foolish, but interesting...”

“It would be a waste if one day God gave you a chance. ”

“But I should be thankful for it, otherwise we might beat the crap out of you... if you weren't so crappy. A man with a prophet who puts his emotions and man at the top of his list, you can laugh as if God cares about the ants. ”

“We're gods, they're ants. Have you ever seen God put his life at risk for an ant? Have you ever seen God use all his energy to please an ant? And sad for its departure... you're ridiculous, you've made so many mistakes, so let me guide you. ”

Xu Tinsheng was silent. He needed to think and distinguish many of the information contained in these words. At the same time, he was not sure what information he would convey to Zhou Yuandei with a random answer.

So why don't he just talk?

Zhou Yuande actually hung up the phone.

Judging by the tone and attitude she just spoke, Xu Tiansheng can tell that this woman who calls herself God seems to be in a state of insanity, and most likely has always been.

Because in a way, that kind of absolute control is really easy to get completely lost.

on the day of Granny Apple's funeral, Xu Tiansheng saw Shen Qishan behind the spiritual hall. On that day, they didn't say a word, because Shen Qishan's assistant stood not far behind him and could even hear his breathing.

However, after Xu Tiansheng left, Xu Tiansheng saw the coffin cover with a few lines of words he had written in water.

That's the information he would never dare disclose on the phone or in an e-mail.

In fact, he had been unable to contact Xu Tiansheng even by telephone and e-mail for some time.

…………

Back at school for a few days, on Friday, Xu Tiansheng parked near the gate of Lieutenant Colonel Iwaichi in his car.

When Xiang Jie came out with several female classmates, he shook down the window.

Xu Tiansheng was not sure if Xiang Jie saw herself, but she did look in his direction and then did not stop and walked to the bus station with her classmates.

It rained, one by one, and Xu Tiansheng hid in the car. He saw Xiang Jie get on the bus home before driving away.

His phone never rang again...

That's it, until the end of the period, until the winter break.

Xu Tiansheng returned to Libei after one of the loneliest and most lost years since he was reborn.

At the beginning of the third year, an uninformed aunt prepared a large number of gifts and excitedly urged Xu Tiansheng to go to Xiang's house to worship. She said that although the engagement ceremony was delayed, it was due to problems on our side of the family, so our family had to assume that it had been booked.

“This is the number of courtesies, the number of courtesies is not considerate, your father-in-law's mother-in-law in the future, even if she doesn't say so, must be strange in her heart. Our family can't be picked up. We must marry Xiang properly. ”

Xu Ma thought in the most rudimentary way, like, she was still the rural mother who laughed at her son's marriage.

As a result, Xu Tiansheng had to leave home at the beginning of the year with a full car of gifts to return to Iwata.

More than thirty meters away, he stopped the car by the road outside Xiang's door and lit a cigarette by the window.

Pretend you've been here.

…………

The news that Xu Tinsheng decided to go to high school for an internship next semester surprised a lot of people.

Of course, a few of the people who knew it felt like he was trying to recover it.

Xiang Jie thought the same thing. After introducing Iwaichi Junior High School and Secondary Education students to a new internship teacher, Xiang Jie saw Xu Tiansheng smile and walk into the classroom.

Still angry, still sad, but with some strange emotions.

“This scoundrel... is he coming to school to chase me back? ”

“My face is so thick... it's like junior high school, giving me noodles. ”

“What do we do? ”

Xiang Jiang did not know, what should he do if he pretended to be just a teacher, to care about himself, criticize himself, or more powerful, to call himself to the office alone?

“This is a shameful move. ”

“How can there be such a gardener...”

But out of concern and anticipation, perhaps out of her small, self-evident expectations, Xu Gardener seemed to really not know her at all.

Despite the fact that the entire school, from students to teachers, especially female teachers, especially young female teachers... is this new intern teacher, the most legendary figure in Iwata for almost three years... crazy.

Xu Tiansheng himself, but he only listens to classes calmly every day, helps to approve homework, helps to supervise the exercise... occasionally, he also attends classes... as if he was really just a college graduating intern teacher.

Xiang Jian didn't want to listen to him in class at all, but he spoke really well! Very popular with classmates.

Almost half of the students in the class had already been questioned by him. Xiang Zheng wondered if he dared to smoke himself.

“Xiang Jiang, answer this question. ”

You sound so normal?!

Xiang Jiang was very angry.

“I don't know.” She didn't stand up either, turning her head and not looking at him.

“Then we'll switch classmates. Who knows? ”

A group of people raised their hands.

He ordered one.

It's still normal, "Ouch, that pisses me off. ”

“Do you want to grind my breath off so slowly? Beautiful.” The item conceived.

But Xu Tiansheng really just wanted to go on like this and leave her with the most normal thing before the unknown future arrives. Stay at the right distance, in the right capacity, for a period of time.

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By the time Zhou Yuandei's rise and power were set, the Korean President had not been controlled, so imagine Zhou Yuandei's analogy...