Struggle in Valoran

Yasuo’s heart finally calmed down, his guilt and anxiety filled his heart again, but the joy of meeting his big brother again still made him very excited. But just when he wanted to touch his big brother, he saw that his big brother took a step back, so that his outstretched hand couldn’t reach his hand.

This is absolutely impossible in the past. His big brother is a very gentle person, although he does not want to admit it, and his big brother’s temper will get worse when he is with him. But he would only slap his hand off in disgust, instead of not letting himself touch it like this.

In other words, I really hate him.

The sense of loss and guilt made him lower his head and dare not look at his big brother, because he felt it to some extent. The thing that kept suppressing his heart has temporarily left him. My big brother is here to help myself. But he hates himself so much, which makes him feel contradictory and uneasy. He doesn’t know if he can get his big brother’s forgiveness, let alone why his big brother has become like this.

Inhuman appearance.

“How did you become like this…”

He asked, his tone full of loss and anxiety.

“Yazakana like you…I can’t believe me in the world of the dead, and that many same sect was killed by you, so you have your fundamental imagination Unexpected resentment, as well as your abandoning Glory afterwards, and letting mother endure such humiliation and hardship, all made me want to kill you.”

Yongen paused. , His hands trembled a little.

“Do you know that after we all died, you are the only dísciple of Su Elder Ma, the only son of our mother! But what have you done!”

Yongen’s words were full of resentment. He looked at Yasuo as if he was looking at an enemy.

He could have left this World peacefully, leaving the world he has been working on. The quiet follower Foxxian went to the other shore, and was there waiting for the Cham Spring Festival in the next year to meet his mother. However, his unwillingness to be killed by Yasuo made him attracted by Xianxian. In the world at that time, he relived the scene of being killed by Raast, and the unwillingness that only Yasuo survived.

But even so, he wouldn’t say much, because Yasuo is his younger brother, even though their brother through childhood is not pleasing to the eyes of each other, if it weren’t for the brother, he would have already become an enemy. , But he was willing to give his life for his brother. And after he died, he finally understood why he hated Yasuo, because he was essentially the same arrogant person as Yasuo, but Yasuo had a talent that he couldn’t catch up.

He longed for Elder Ma, because it was Elder Ma who helped their orphans and widows to live, and even taught them martial arts and studies, taught them the principles of life, and protected the village when they were young. So he aspires to be a person like Elder Ma, and he aspires to be a proud person of Elder Ma and his mother. So he worked harder and succeeded in obtaining these.

However, Yasuo appeared. When that man appeared at their home, Yongen even had the idea of ​​living in Elder Ma forever, or finding a dojo to work as a handyman, because he didn’t want to Disturb mother’s happiness for his own reasons. However, his mother left him behind, allowing him to have a place in the new family. The fact that Elder Ma accepted him as a disciple greatly eased their family’s difficulties.

Yongen thought they would live such a happy life in the future.

But the man left after leaving Yasuo! He ruined it all!

While he and his mother tried to maintain this home, the man left Yasuo who was waiting to be fed! This irresponsible behavior puts the misty home of wind and rain directly on the verge of collapse. My mother does everything possible to feed their brother, but it is simply a foolish dream for a weak woman to feed two children. If it were not for the help of Elder Ma, Yongen felt that his family would not end well.

This makes Yongen attach great importance to responsibility, but he did not see this in Yasuo. He only saw a jerk who was exactly the same as the man who abandoned his wife and son!

Fighting, stealing things, not caring about the family’s life, and only knowing to be lazy when practicing swordsman, always make mother cry and sad.

Yasuo enjoys the peaceful life they have worked so hard to achieve, but they have not treated him kindly. Instead, they feel that they deserve it, just like his father! But his talent is terrifying, and he is a born swordsman. With no difficulty, he learns the sword skills that others need to learn and practice hard to master. Without much hard training, he can have a physical fitness beyond ordinary people, and even the extremely difficult Royal Wind Sword technique, he learns as instinctively. Just as easy.

This makes Yongen extremely jealous.

He is jealous of Yasuo and don’t have to worry about life, because there are a bunch of people worry about him, he is jealous of Yasuo’s talent, because although his talent and strength are also outstanding, it is undoubtedly dependent on the number of people. Be Qin learns and trains to get it. He hates Yasuo because he is obviously the younger brother, but his strength is far surpassed by his big brother.

But Yasuo doesn’t have to do anything, he has everything. He did not make that many efforts, and he gained strength beyond himself.

But he always hides his jealousy, because he is the big brother, and…

He actually likes Yasuo very much, whether it’s his innocence when he fights with himself, or The fierceness when defending one’s mother’s reputation, or the sensibility when getting some prey from time to time to improve his life. Or it is to practice sword reluctantly under his own pressure, to get rid of his crying face when his body is bad, and the changes his increasingly stronger strength brings to his family, as well as the face of his mother. smile.

The most important thing is that although Yasuo has become more and more bohemian, he has gradually become more reliable, unlike his father, who is an irresponsible person. Although he will never like his over-assuming personality, the fact that Yasuo has gradually become a man still makes him feel relieved.

He feels that his jealousy will slowly hide in his heart, until he is completely sensible, and understands their hard work, and completely replaces himself as the pride of Elder Ma and his mother. That day.

At that time, he might be able to give up the burden on his body, reveal the pure side of a swordsman, and truly compete with his younger brother.

However, everything has changed. After being killed by that Raast, he thought that Yasuo would stand up strong and take up the honor of the dojo instead of himself and those who died. The beamer of their family will take good care of the mother so that she can have a stable old age.

But what did he see in Xiexian?

A bastard who even had a knife put in a urinal and peeed was totally indifferent. He drank all day and let his mother do all the work. He only lived in the drunken stupor at home? ! Ignoring the Master’s pain and other people’s expectations, only immersed in their own grief, but dare not to bear the responsibility of smashing? ! It doesn’t even matter if you are possessed by Yazhakana, the trash you just want to escape!

One, exactly the same rubbish as his father who abandoned his wife and son!

I sacrificed everything just to make you this trash survive? !

This is something that Yongen cannot tolerate, because his sense of responsibility makes him simply unable to ignore such things, and he can’t tolerate that his life will only survive in exchange for a waste. And he can only watch this waste destroy everything that he cherishes, and everything that he has worked hard for disappeared after his death.

He wants to see his mother happily spend the second half of his life, he wants to see that Elder Ma can laugh at every dísciple’s achievement, and he wants to watch his ineffective younger brother become A man who is able to support both heaven and earth and Chief-In-Charge. So he can’t die, he can’t just watch all this, he must be able to act, he must be able to return to the human world, and he must be able to have enough power!

So, after being forced to be possessed by the Yazhakana sneak attack, Yongen calmly accepted the power of Yazhakana, and his heart was enveloped by hatred and unwillingness. And began to wander on the land of Ionia, searching for Yasuo and the information about the monster that killed him. During this process, he also slowly recovered his sanity, and after seeing the power of the void, he was completely awake, his eyes were no longer completely covered by hatred, and he found his younger brother.

Suppressing the killing intent in his heart, and his own laughter within the body Yazhakana, Yongen resisted his urge to kill his younger brother, because he saw that his own The younger brother is not hopeless.

He still has honor in his heart, but he dare not face his past mistakes. He is also like a little child, eager to have who can suddenly stand up and help him solve everything, just like himself, mother, and Elder Ma.

He is still like a child. His life is so smooth. He considered that many for him, but he didn’t dare to bear the responsibility at all.

Because he passed away, so Elder Ma is old, and his mother is also old.

Yasuo, you must learn how to take responsibility. Regardless of my own resentment, my own unwillingness, of course I don’t want to die and my jealousy of Yasuo, but…

“…but I have accepted my current self, Yasuo, my strength It comes from hatred of you. But, I will not kill you, because now only you can take care of our mother, and to rebuild the dojo of Elder Ma. You must shoulder this responsibility, because besides you, No one can do this.”

Yasuo subconsciously wanted to escape after hearing this. That many people died, and even his big brother died because of his own decision. Let He can no longer believe his own perceptions and judgments. He is afraid that after he makes judgments again, he will kill his only remaining relatives and respected people, so that he can only be completely alone in the world. There is nowhere to go.

He is afraid of becoming a wind that will never have a place to live.

He dodges Yongen’s gaze, afraid to look at Yongen’s expression.

“I have committed a big mistake. I am already a sinner. I am not qualified to do those things. Now everyone wants to kill me to wash away the shame of Elder Ma, and I …I think it is better for me to die in their hands. Only in this way can the shame of Su Elder Ma be washed away…because I killed you…”

Yasuo gritted his teeth and said He got the most truthful words in his heart, because he felt that way, if he was wronged, if no one listened to his excuse, he would run away and constantly find the real culprit. But the mistake was his, and his enemy was indefatigable. The Wind Sword technique he was so proud of couldn’t even scratch the opponent’s skin. He must not be able to beat his cultivation for several decades.

So he might as well die.

Such Yasuo made Yongen really want to kill him and kill such a cowardly trash, but Yasuo’s grief for their death caused a warm current in his heart, which is rare. The affection between my brothers flowed into their hearts at this brief moment. But two people will not admit this, and will not believe it.

And Yasuo also feels that he has no face to see Yongen, especially after knowing why Yongen came back, he just wants to plunge into the dirt now, when he doesn’t exist.

But Yongen understands that his own bastard younger brother was destined to be sober when he appeared and revealed his identity, because it was just like he couldn’t understand Yasuo, and Yasuo couldn’t. Used to him. He has always hated his big brother who treats him as a son to discipline him, and he also hates that he uses his own standards to demand him as a genius, and he can’t be accustomed to taking all the responsibilities to himself, thus ignoring his own ideas. As.

So he knew that he wanted to persuade Yasuo, he just had to say one more sentence.

“So, did you admit defeat?”

“…Perhaps I was the one who was wrong.”

“Have you ever been right? “

With these words, Yasuo couldn’t help rubbing his nose, then raised his head.

“At least…I am always right in swordsmanship.”

Yongen raised his eyebrows, because this was a fact that he could not bear, and he The culprit of jealousy, so he relentlessly satirized.

“Really? Then you can still hold up your sword now? Are you still proud of your sword?”

Yasuo once again bowed his head and looked towards the one in his hand Broken Sword, Broken Sword trembles and screams constantly. This broken Old Partner is now calling for himself, calling for the once high-spirited and vigorous. I feel that the world is so big that I can go there, and there is nothing to do. I can’t do it myself. The most important thing is that my heart is also calling for the one I used to be, calling for my own renewal.

He took a deep breath, he knew that he could not continue to be decadent, his big brother crawled back from hell for himself, and cut off his connection with Yazhakana, if If he continues to fall…

“I never deny that I am better than you.”

Don’t you admit that you are worse than this bastard big brother?

“damned bastard.”

Yongen lightly snorted, he retracted the sword back into the sheath, and then his silhouette disappeared. The next time he appeared, he would It has appeared on the only remaining tree.

Yasuo ran two steps quickly and caught up with his big brother, but finally hesitated to ask.

“They all said that only a fool would believe that I still have hope, so do you believe that I will not continue to fall? After all, you beat me severely.”

Yongen didn’t reply, his silhouette completely disappeared in a cloud of mist, and when Yasuo turned and left in anguish, a burst of cherry blossom petals blew past his side with the wind, and brought Yongen’s sound.

“Maybe only a fool would believe that you still have hope.”

A petal fell into Yasuo’s hands.

“But I believe.”