Sweet Military Marriage: Mr. Jing, Please Spare Me!

Su An An's eyes were wide open because she was confused by Luo Bing Bing's words, "What... what do you mean? How could it be? Your father loves you a lot... He did so many things for you..."

Luo Bing Bing scoffed but tears were rolling down, "I know what you are thinking about. You must be thinking that my father loves me because he had been helping me settle people like you in school. If he didn't love me, he wouldn't have done that, right?"

Su An An slightly nodded her head subconsciously.

Luo Bing Bing scoffed again, "You are wrong about that. Very wrong. No one knows how it is like to be in my family. No one knows how my parents are truly like except for me."

"Yes, my father seemed to care about me a lot because he had done so much just so that I could get what I want. However, does he really know what I want?! No! Whatever that I had done was only to get their attention! I wanted them to tell me and scold me and spend time with me to tell me that whatever that I had done was wrong! The number of times I see my father is probably just twice of you. Twice because he would only appear when I ask him for something and the next is when he is doing that something for me. You guys never saw my mother in school before, right?"

Su An An was stunned by Luo Bing Bing's words and she shook her head when she heard her question.

"Yea. I guess the last time I saw her was maybe a few years ago. I am surprised that she even knew how I looked like even though she bȧrėly saw me. I guess it's because I inherited quite a lot of her features. I think it is quite funny that even though we are supposed to live in the same house, she and I bȧrėly saw each other. I think a big part of the reason is that she takes this place like a hotel. She rarely comes back and when she does, she wouldn't even bother to check up on me. She would stay for one or maybe two nights and then disappear for like months?"

Luo Bing Bing then sat on the floor abruptly and brought her knees close to her ċhėst as she burst out in tears. Her back was resting against the footboard of her bed. Meanwhile, Su An An kept quiet as she felt that Luo Bing Bing had a lot to say and a story to tell.

"I continued to do more and more stuff that only bad students would do in hopes of them coming back home one day to talk with me even if it was for five minutes. I just wanted them to show that they actually cared about me and not that I am just a thing that they could throw away. However, did they spend time with me to correct my actions? No! They did nothing of the sort! They only wanted to brush me aside quickly just so that they could get back to their work, and that's why they agreed on whatever that I requested! They gave me what I asked for but not what I truly wanted! They never bothered to ask me what I truly wanted! Their attention was never on me unless I asked them for things! Yes, I was jealous of you. Yes, I was jealous of every other girl that did better than me or looked better than me. However, when I told my parents about it, they did nothing to correct me and stop me from what I am doing. I started to bully other people in the school in hopes of them finding out and then realize that they had neglected their daughter. However, they didn't..."

"Do you think that they actually cared about me when they sent me away to another school?! No! They didn't! They just wanted to save their own companies! They wanted to save their faces! They felt that I was a disgrace to them when things happened! That was why they sent me away! Did they think that I was a disgrace when I asked them to those things for me? No, because they just wanted to brush me aside and get me out of their life quickly! How ironic! They blame me when things happen and got out of hand. However, they don't even bother to spend a few minutes to correct me and my thinking when they know that such things are bad. They knew that whatever that I had asked for was wrong, but they never bothered to correct me."

"When I was away, they didn't even bother to contact me! For months, I was alone! Guess what they told me a few years back when I last truly saw my mother. Yeap, in the past, every single year of my birthday, they would tell me how good Wen Ting Ting is and how capable she is. Not saying that they don't say it now, but since my mom never came back to the house often and that my dad rarely appears, they hadn't really got the chance to say it. However, they still say it whenever they saw me! However, they never complimented me even when I got full marks for my exams! The only time they actually paid attention to me was when I got first place in class! That was the only one time they actually told me that I did great! However, what happened after that? After they complimented me, they left for work again. Then, I never truly saw them again! The only time I would get to see them again was when I asked them to remove those girls that did better than me from our school!"