Sweet Wife is Hard to Pursue

"Aren't you doing well now? Why think about the past? " Chen Luban stared at Lu Qinghuan. After enough, he found a place to sit down.

"Maybe I shouldn't have been born in the beginning." Lu Qinghuan said expressionless.

This sentence made Chen Luban tremble in his heart. What degree of despair would he say these words.

"Your parents certainly don't think so. I think you must have been excellent in the past. Anyone who is not a saint can make mistakes. You just did one thing wrong. Why should you punish yourself with one thing?" Chen Luban patiently enlightened Lu Qinghuan.

Lu Qinghuan raised her head and looked at Chen Luban. "I'm not punishing myself. Do you know this feeling? I hurt the people closest to me. " Lu Qinghuan was in tears when she said these words. She couldn't think about those things. She felt very painful when she thought of them.

"You're just punishing yourself. I know that feeling. I often wonder if my parents won't happen if I try again, but it's impossible. Time can't go back. Even if it does, I can only do that at that time, you know? We can only make up for it. " Chen Luban said very seriously that he didn't want to mention some things to anyone, even to his sister. He kept these things in his heart, because he felt that as long as he knew it alone, he could solve everything slowly, and don't spread this trouble, This is not a problem worth sharing.

Lu Qinghuan shook her head. She shook her head desperately.

"I don't understand. I don't understand anything. It can't make up for it. Can the dead come back? Even if I die, my parents can't come back. Why isn't it me who died? I just died in a car accident at that time. " Lu Qinghuan burst into tears. She couldn't stop her tears at the thought of these things. She didn't understand why the people in the movies were so strong. She couldn't accept them. These things were caused by her. How could she accept them? What is a person who is not a saint and what is youth and ignorance? She didn't understand and didn't know, She only knows that because of her, her parents are dead and will never come back. This trauma can't be recovered for a lifetime. She is unhappy and won't be happy.

"Why do you think so? Can't you cherish your life? " Chen Luban looked at Lu Qinghuan in front of him and felt very distressed. It was the first time that he loved a girl so much. In his opinion, the people in front of him didn't need to bear these things. Why should she bear these things? This shouldn't be what she should bear at all. She's just a girl.

Lu Qinghuan shook her head. She felt that she had lost everything now.

Lu Qinghuan, who was shaking his head, suddenly felt that his brain was blank, and the man fainted on the sofa.

"Miss Lu." Chen Luban shouted loudly.

In the hospital, the doctor is telling Chen Luban about Lu Qinghuan.

"I've seen her case and checked her body. If there is no accident, I think she may suffer great psychological trauma again this time. She may choose to escape like before, lose some memory, or don't remember anything. It's possible. This situation is not optimistic, Patients are likely to choose extreme ways to end their lives. I think you should stay with her more and accompany her more after she wakes up. " The doctor said seriously.

Chen Lu Ben nodded, "I know."

What else can he do about this kind of thing? His mother was depressed because she couldn't accept his father's death. He knows the feeling of powerlessness best.

After seeing Chen Luban, the doctor patted Chen Luban on the shoulder and left here.

The doctor knew Chen Lubin. He was his mother's attending doctor before, but within a few days of treatment, his mother had something irreparable because of her psychological quality. Now the doctor is afraid that the same thing will happen again. Chen Luban will not be able to bear it at all.

Looking at Lu Qinghuan in the ward, Chen Luban hopes that Lu Qinghuan can be strong. There may be no way to explain many things in the world and say them clearly, but he hopes that she can be strong to face the difficulties in the world, because she has no choice but to be strong.

Lu Qinghuan woke up in the morning. When she woke up, she found that she was alone in the ward. There was no one else in the ward except her. Lu Qinghuan sighed deeply and tears fell from the corners of her eyes again. She was crying all the time.

When Chen Luban came with his food, he saw the people in bed crying all the time. He hesitated at the door, and finally pushed the door open and went in.

"Have something to eat. I brought some food." Chen Luban finished the table and put the food on the table.

Lu Qinghuan still shed tears and didn't want to say anything.

Last night, Chen Luban investigated Lu Qinghuan. He didn't know much about Lu Qinghuan before. Now he found out what was going on. In fact, Lu Qinghuan was really excellent. He had been a very positive top student since school. All the changes probably started with the stepsister. Later, she and her stepsister fell in love with the same man, She was extremely paranoid about this matter. She might have tolerated it before. She didn't expect that the stepsister would do such a crazy thing. Later, Lu Qinghuan changed her name and made a comeback and got the man she wanted, but she also suffered a lot of psychological torture, and then a lot of things happened, Chen Luban was shocked when he saw Lu Qinghuan forgive the stepsister. Lu Qinghuan did forgive the stepsister, because she blamed all her mistakes on herself. She has always been so kind. Even if something like this happened, she is still kind. She will only torture herself and never blame the world, This is a very unexpected thing for Chen Luban. How kind a person should be to bear such a painful thing alone. In fact, it will be much more comfortable to vent on others, because this kind of cruelty will soon be forgotten, but if it is vented on himself, I'm afraid this hatred can't be forgotten for a while.

Maybe it's because it's too kind, so it's so hard and painful.