Taking Care of My Husband in a Tragic Novel

Chapter 67

“Don’t be anxious. Don’t be afraid. I’m here. I’m by your side. So let’s live in the present. No matter what the future is or what the past is, let’s stop thinking about it and live in the present. Okay?”

“But I… I’m afraid something will go wrong with you, Wife…”

“It will be okay. Trust me. Am I that untrustworthy?”

“No. It’s not that you’re untrustworthy, it’s that I’m afraid I’ll lose you because of a moment’s greed.”

“It’s not greed. It’s a given. It’s only natural that you want me. And I want you, too.”

I grabbed his hand and led it beneath my dress. The wet secret place has been wanting him since before. My body twitched when touched by his fingertips. And we kissed each other’s lips.

“If you can’t breathe, tell me. Okay?”

“Uhng, yes. Mmngh…”

Bleon’s movements were very careful compared to how he usually was before, but I decided not to push him any further. Knowing that his worries could not go away in an instant, maybe that would have been impossible in the first place, so I was content just to be able to reach this point.

“Ahhk, hnng, aahh…”

Bleon buried his face between my legs and rubbed my cl*toris with his tongue.

“Haa, Wife, are you okay?”

“Yes, it’s so good, nngh… Ah!”

The tongue, which had stayed over the small nub for a while, went down and licked the entrance. Then, the soft, moist flesh that just wandered around soon went inside and began to stir. Even if it was completely different from the fingers that could go in deeper, he quickly stimulated my inner walls, and the pleasure surged little by little.

“Hnng, put it in now… Please? Hurry…”

Still, the thing that made me feel the most when he put in his manhood. I begged Bleon to put it in quickly.

“A little bit more.”

“No. Mmmh, put it in now.”

As I continued to whine, Bleon reluctantly positioned himself over me. The blunt tip of his member was touching my opening, and I felt my face heat up in anticipation.

“Ahhhn, huhk… AH!”

Without a moment’s hesitation, he pierced the palace between my legs. And Bleon slowly moved. He moved slowly however, but this much was still too tantalizing. I purposely rolled my hips to the rhythm of his movements. Then, Bleon grabbed my waist and stopped me from moving.

“Ugh, Wife. Don’t do that.”

“Hnng, ang, aahh, faster, faster, hhnn, do it faster…!”

As I asked him to move faster, his hips started to speed up little by little, and Bleon couldn’t stand it any longer. Slap! He pushed himself all the way inside.

The thick pillar struck against the inner walls as it went in and out, over and again. My spine tingled and my arousal soared. And as he constantly touched the part of the walls where I felt it the most, the most extreme pleasure I ever felt began to rush through me.

“Hu-aanngg! Hnngh, ahng, ah! Ahkk, ahhng!”

A mind blowing climax came in waves through my body and I moaned with excitement. I was twitching inside, continuing to clamp over his penis as though my entrance wanted to devour him completely, but his member still felt immensely hard.

I looked up at Bleon to see he was watching me, too.

“Hnngh, I’ll do it, hhnn, from on top.”

Without parting from him, I laid him back on the bed. Then, I settled on top of him and slowly moved my waist.

“Huhk, stop, don’t do it.”

I didn’t listen to him, but I grabbed his two hands and led them to my breasts. Noticing what I wanted him to do, Bleon soon rubbed my chest.

“Ahhht, huhng, ahhk…”

Although his deeply embedded pillar basically stimulated my entire inside, my movements alone were not enough. I pouted at him as I moved my waist up and down. Fortunately, after reading my eyes, Bleon began to move as well.

“Hahng, huht, ah, so good, hahng!”

As I moaned, Bleon quickly raised my upper body and hugged me tightly, then thrusted into me with terrifying speed. I tried to stop him, but the unstoppable moans continued to burst out from me, and I felt the pleasure of reaching my climax again, and my vision turned white. And he let out a deep moan and poured his fluids into me.

With two climaxes in a row, my body became drowsy and I fell asleep. I fell asleep just leaning on his shoulder.

* * *

A year passed quickly. We had a happier time than anyone else in the world. Thinking that we couldn’t be happier like this, we cared for and loved each other.

And now I was lying in bed, ready to die. I could barely breathe anymore and I had a gut feeling that my life was about to end.

“Gasp gasp, Bleon…”

I let out a rough breath and called out Bleon’s name.

“Listen. Haa, just in case, I don’t wake up, huuhk, promise me. You will live your life properly…”

“I don’t want to… I will wait for you, Wife. You’ll be back. You’ll come back to me right away. So don’t say anything like that.”

However, for lovers who somehow believed that we would meet again, our expressions were not as bright. It was because of the fear that this magic might fail.

“I’ll come, haa, but you never know. Huuk, so, promise me.”

“…….”

Bleon didn’t answer. But I knew. That he will surely keep his promise. Now he was different, and I knew he wouldn’t lead a self-destructive life like he used to. So I could comfortably close my eyes.

“I love you.”

“I love you.”

By the end of those words, I was getting more and more choked and it was getting harder to breathe properly. My consciousness gradually faded away. At the same time, the sound of Bleon crying and calling me was getting fainter. No matter how many times I died, I was not used to death.

And there, I met my third demise.

* * *

‘Where am I?’

It was an unknown space that I had never been to since I died. The whole place was pitch black. As I instinctively looked around to find where I needed to go, I saw a light in the distance. Following the light, I ran quickly.

When viewed from a distance, it was clearly a single light, but as I came closer, the light was split into two. And there was a way along the light.

‘What?’

It was surprising. I thought I would wake up right away without anything when I died, but something like a dream was blocking me. However, something was amiss. I didn’t think it should be taken lightly. So I stood still and pondered. What should I do and how do I go in the direction I want to go?

It was then. Two images flashed through my mind quickly. One was my life before coming here and the other was my life with Bleon. And only then did I realize what the mage meant. She kept talking about my will, so I didn’t think much of it, but I now knew what she was saying.

My will.

It meant that I had two options and chose the life I wanted more according to my will. I first thought of my family. Mom, Dad, and my younger sibling… It was as if I had not yet died there to have given me the autonomy to choose. I wanted to see my family. As Astell, as much as I wasn’t loved by my family, I was loved to the fullest there.

‘If I die, they will be very sad.’

They really would. As I thought of them, it was natural that I should go back to where I originally lived.

However… He’s waiting for me. I told him to live on, but if I don’t come back, I knew clearly that he would spend countless days crying. And I really hated to see him cry.

‘Sorry. But I just can’t let go of this love.’

In the end, I had only one choice, not two. I didn’t need to choose in the first place.

After making a decision in my mind, I walked towards the one that felt the strongest of the two lights.

No, I ran. I wanted to return, if only just a little faster.

And as the light grew bigger and bigger, when I reached the end, I couldn’t open my eyes in the strong light, so I kept my eyes shut. Then, the illumination faded little by little, so I opened my eyes that were quietly closed.

The blurry vision became clear, and there, I saw the face I’ve been longing to see all this time.

It was him, my light.