Ten Days End

Hearing what Jiaqi said, tears welled up in my eyes.

What on earth am I... doing?

I once said "I am willing to do anything" to the person I least wanted to be with in the darkest corner of the world, and I also showed the side I least wanted to show in front of the only person in the world who liked me.

I am really sad.

The better Jiaqi treats me, the more I want to escape.

I shouldn't drag him down anymore.

"Chenze... what's wrong with you?" Jiaqi put my clothes back on and stroked my hair, "What happened last night? Do you need me to help you solve it?"

"I..."

I know that as long as this matter is told, it will not only be my own business, Jiaqi will be implicated anyway.

Even if I want to kill the family of three myself, Jiaqi will become an accomplice who knows but does not report it.

"It's okay..." I can only shake my head and bury all the past in my heart, just like every day before.

Article 274 of the Criminal Law states that those who extort a large amount or extort repeatedly shall be sentenced to fixed-term imprisonment of not more than three years, criminal detention or control. For huge amounts, the sentence shall be between three and ten years.

If Chengcai is imprisoned for a few years, it will be meaningless to me. After he is released from prison, what awaits me will be eternal hell.

Jiaqi looked at me for a long time and slowly smiled bitterly: "Chenze, I have seen an interesting question. Let me ask you?"

"Yeah." I came back to my senses and nodded.

"If I give you 10 million, do you want it?"

"What?" I didn't understand.

"If someone wants to give you 10 million now, will you choose to take it or not?" Jiaqi repeated.

"If someone gives it to me for free... then of course I will take it." I stared at him blankly.

Xiao Sun smiled and nodded: "What if, after giving you 10 million, you will die at dawn tomorrow, will you still want it?"

"I..." I sighed with a wry smile, "Then I definitely don't want it."

"That means in your eyes, waking up tomorrow morning is more important than 10 million." Xiao Sun held my shoulders and said seriously, "So every day when we wake up, we must tell ourselves that this is a day more precious than 10 million, and we must never let it down."

"What...?"

"Chen Ze, your ability to wake up every day is more important to me than many 10 million." Xiao Sun still showed that firm and clear expression, "We still have a long future, let's cherish every day and move forward."

He buttoned my buttons one by one, and then touched my head: "You don't need to do anything you don't want to do in front of me, because I don't want to be just your "boyfriend", I want to be your real other half. ”

Oh, my life.

My miserable life is really one wrong step after another.

If I could accept Jiaqi’s love earlier, perhaps my whole life would be different.

If there is someone in this world who can love me like this, I can completely abandon the ethereal family affection and not have any illusions about those blood relatives.

I can’t naively return home and give my brother a red envelope as a sister.

I can’t naively think that after twenty years away from home, their hostility towards me will be reduced. It’s impossible to think that after twenty years away from home, the changes in my hometown will be greater.

I will never be locked in that dark room.

It’s a pity that I have never been a smart person, just a stubborn ordinary person. When I make each choice, I can never think of my own ending.

So this is all my fault, and I can’t blame anyone.

Don’t be nice to me anymore, I don’t want to have any hope anymore.

Because I am about to "destroy my entire family" and become a well-deserved demon in this world.

In the next few days, I stayed with Jiaqi as if nothing had happened, just waiting for that day to come.

On the morning of the fifth day, I turned on the air conditioner and TV at home, then went downstairs to unplug the power cord of the dashcam on my car and turned off the positioning function of my phone.

Then I contacted the scalper with the highest price online, but I didn't call them and insisted on communicating with them through WeChat.

After spending 18,000 yuan, I successfully bought the backstage ticket of Jay Chou's concert from the scalper, and then asked him to buy some Jay Chou's support peripherals for 200 yuan.

I took a photo and posted it on WeChat Moments, blocked Chengcai and wrote "So excited".

Seeing that someone started to like it, I anonymously posted the QR code on the ticket stub with "Do not disclose" written on it to Jay Chou's forum, and posted a question "Excuse me, is the ticket I bought real?"

If nothing unexpected happens, even if I don't go to Jay Chou's concert,This ticket will also be consumed at the concert.

Then I contacted several "gray area" figures who asked me to help with the lawsuit before, and asked them to buy me some "murder and arson" essentials without making a sound, and gave me a high hush money.

The last step was to go to the printing shop on the street and print two blue background numbers to paste on the license plate to change the license plate number. I don't need to change all the numbers, just two numbers, and my car is no longer my car.

After everything was prepared, I drove towards "home" facing the rising sun.

I didn't take any highways or national roads, and tried to travel through the small roads in each village as much as possible. Although the license plate number has changed, I still have to try to avoid cameras.

In the evening, I circled the last section of the mountain road, parked the car in an inconspicuous place at the entrance of the village, and then opened the taxi app on my phone and called a car from my home downstairs to Jay Chou's concert.

A few minutes later, the driver called.

"Hello?"

"Beauty, I'm here, where are you?"

"Master, I won't get in the car, you drive directly to the destination, I'll pay for your fare."

"What?"

"That's it, hang up."

Looking at the mobile phone software display "trip start", I locked the phone screen, turned on the mute, put it in my pocket, and then walked towards the village with my handbag.

I chose the least noticeable path, avoiding everyone's eyes along the way, and came to my "home".

I hid the handbag next to the water tank at the door and knocked on the door.

They seemed to be watching TV, the family laughed, and they came to open the door after a long time.

"Zhang Lai Di?" Cheng Cai smiled with joy after opening the door, "You're back?!"

"Well, let me in." I said to him with a smile, "I want to chat with you."

"Mom, Zhang Lai Di is back." Cheng Cai shouted.

"Damn it!"

The woman was watching TV happily. After hearing Chengcai's words, she immediately walked out of the room cursing: "You damned thing, you're back?! What did you do? Why did the police take Lao Ma away?"

She moved her bloated body in three or two steps to my front, pointed at my nose and cursed loudly: "Everyone in the village says you are a jinx! What the hell did you do?"

"Hey! Forget it! Forget it!" I, an old man, smiled and grabbed the woman, "Laidi finally came back, don't curse me."

Seeing the old man's smiling face, I also smiled and walked towards him, then pushed him away and walked into the room behind him.

This happy room is full of my photos.

I am crying in every photo.

But they were laughing here just now.

Yes, I didn't quite understand why the old man smiled every time he saw me before, but now I understand.

Every time he looked at my body, he would show this smile.

My new sister-in-law was holding my photo and catching melon seed shells. She was watching TV and laughing, and she never even looked at me.

"Sister-in-law." I shouted.

"Hahaha!" She laughed and spit out the melon seed shells, then glanced at me.

If possible, I didn't want to do anything to this girl, because she might have the same experience as me.

Before I could say a word, she handed the melon seed shells in her hand to me: "Hey, throw it away."