Tensegrity

Curiosity sometimes creates danger. Even if Jun-Kyung experiences humiliation as a spouse due to partner cheating, it is his own problem to take care of. To be honest, even having a faint sense of humiliation is a bit too much.

‘After all, it’s a marriage for the sake of children. It’s a contract marriage and an arranged marriage.’

When he thought of grandiose words that seemed to come out of a novel, he felt like laughing.

‘You’ve grown a lot, Jun-Kyung Ho. Trying to get into an arranged marriage with the successor of the Taewon group.”

Born and raised in a world-class drama powerhouse, Jun-Kyung naturally acquired countless stories. As things go, feelings in an arranged marriage is a way of ruining your life. In the movie, the protagonist fell in love and threw away all the promised wealth. In the end, his feelings become sincere and fail to kill the person he was supposed to kill and face a miserable end.  Additionally, there are many supporting actors who sacrifice themselves. Even if Jun-Kyung can’t remember the title, somehow the actors, lines, and scenes come to mind vaguely.

To judge calmly, Jun-Kyung is not the main character. He is a supporting actor cast to speed up the development. He can’t see a good ending because he is stuck between the main characters, Executive Director Min and Lee Si-Eun. The virtue of the supporting role is to not be arrogant and to quietly breathe.

“I think I’ve said this before, but I’m going to make it clear again.”

Unsurprisingly, the main character made a strong warning statement, even mentioning the incident.

“Don’t worry about Lee Si-Eun for nothing. Our family is intertwined, so you will see her occasionally, but that’s all there is. You just have to be a bit polite with her. No need to get involved with her personally.”

“Yes, I understand.”

The attitude of the opponent who clearly drew the line was unusually cold and rigid. They will see each other due to family reasons. There’s no reason to care whether you feel bad or not because you are ignored. In addition, make sure to manage your facial expressions and attitudes and do not discuss it again. He didn’t actually say that, but if that wasn’t the implied meaning, what else?

“And if you have enough interest to give to someone else, why don’t you focus on me?”

It even comes with a subtle twist. As for Lee Si-Eun, she is sincere. Why does he want to marry another person when there is a person he likes? Since they are family acquaintances, the marriage would be good. But the question should be left just merely as curiosity.

“I’ll try.”

“Thank you.”

After giving a thank-you speech in what sounded like a threat, Director Min kept his mouth shut. There was a heavy silence in the car all the way home.

Jun-Kyung thought the rest of the evening would be cold, but as always, Executive Director Min broke his expectations. As soon as he got home, Director Min knocked Jun-kyung down on the sofa without changing. Two eyes filled with anger looked at Jun-Kyung and roughly kissed him.

“Ugh.”

Now he’s quite used to kissing. Kissing the other person feels a little euphoric, even though there is no sexual interest in them at all. It is a classic phenomenon where the mind follows the body.

Usually the kiss would end when Jun-Kyung was out of breath. This time, he thought it would be the same, but it went on longer than usual. In addition, a large hand began groping Jun-Kyung in an erotic way.

“Why… why are you doing this?”

“I’m trying to get Jun-Kyung’s attention.”

Each word was unfamiliarly sweet, but the actual voice was as cold as dry ice, making it difficult to breathe. Jun-Kyung was afraid of both the cold and the hot burns.

Is this what it means to be an alpha? To defeat an opponent who shows even a slight interest in his precious woman? Since Jun-Kyung is a pregnant Omega, he would not be able to defeat Jun-Kyung openly, so he resorted to show off his superiority by mounting and at the same time providing a sense of humiliation.

‘shit.’

The doctor’s warning not to do it until the end was like a meaningless piece of tissue paper in front of Executive Director Min’s change of heart. If he stays like this, he will suffer. Should he push him away at all cost of any physical reprisal? Or would it be better to bear the psychological damage and be quiet? In an instant, Jun-Kyung judged his chances of survival.

The opponent is superior to Jun-Kyung in terms of strength, power, and wealth. When faced with force, Jun-Kyung cannot afford the follow-up with power and wealth. Moreover, the contract marriage with Executive Director Min is not a single match. Since it is likely to last for at least two years, it is necessary to prepare for a long-term war. Considering the repercussions, it is better to bow down and declare surrender.

There was also a friendly announcement the other day. Hyun-Seung Min wants to be a real husband and wife. The timing is only a little early.

The moment he reached that conclusion, he released his strength from the arm that had pushed his opponent away. No, he tried to withhold his strength. People don’t change in an instant just by making up their minds. Aside from the determination, he has to fight his instincts. Especially when it comes to these issues, it was difficult to give up resistance altogether because of his masculinity.

Whenever he touched something very private that had never been allowed by anyone in his sane mind, Jun-Kyung would reflexively strain his whole body. He struggled consciously to control his rough breathing. Maybe it’s because he’s folding his body, Executive Director Min noticed Jun-kyung’s tearful efforts.

“I’ll take it slow… relax.”

There was no gentlemanly retreat not to do it. Hyun-Seung Min gave Jun-Kyung a chance to take a breather. On the contrary, the definitive declaration made his mind dizzy. As the Executive Director said, he will really do it.

Jun-Kyung closed his eyes and braced his body. His heart was beating fast as if it was about to jump out.

He’s never been so nervous in a match. His closed eyes frowned, then he took a deep breath and let the strength out of his body. His vision was a little blurry because he took a deep breath after hyperventilation.

The stubbornly inhaled oxygen calmed the body trembling with fear a little. How can he use the various related knowledge he has acquired as a judo prospect in such a way? Did he repeat the bloody training for this? Somehow, the corners of his lips twisted.

Instead of making a hypocrisy of asking if he’s okay, Executive Director Min gently kissed his lips. He should welcome the opponent who only gently knocks, without forcing his lips to open.

When the second kiss began, Jun-Kyung closed his eyes again. Then, giving up all his resistance, he opened himself wide toward Executive Director Min.

***

When he woke up late the next morning, he was alone.

There were traces of someone sitting next to him, but the warmth was gone. His body senses informed her that it was well past noon. He rolled over as he tried to check the time on the cell phone. Not only was it nowhere to be found, but it was too difficult for him to reach his arm less than a meter away.

It felt like going in and out of the exercise press machine ten times. In fact, considering the weight of Executive Director Min, he thinks it would be similar.

After staying at the sofa, Director Min kindly brought Jun-kyung to the second floor bedroom. Maybe it’s because the large sofa is too cramped. Thanks to this, the psychological burden of being dismantled in an open living room was relieved to the extent of a hair.

‘ah.’

He had a strange feeling. He was drowsy and depressed, and on the other hand, his body was full as if he had overeaten. Each joint was stiff and mushy, like a crucible that had been thoroughly cooked, accompanied by a strange sensation.

Some muscles relaxed excessively while others began to cramp. If he doesn’t relieve it with warm compresses and stretching now, the muscle pain will get worse. A

‘Still, he didn’t do it until the end.’

While biting and tearing the body, twisting joints, and exploring, Executive Director Min didn’t touch the core. Jun-Kyung, who could not overcome the strange stimulation that was applied the whole time, finally relieved himself.

Even thinking about it now is terrifying. The fortunate thing is that Executive Director Min seemed to be satisfied with Jun-kyung, who was writhing in shame, and then no longer touched him. Immediately after, Executive Director Min, who had only taken off clothes from his upper body but was still wearing pants, went to the bathroom. A low moan was heard before the shower spouted water.

It was inevitable because Jun-kyung didn’t do anything about it, but on the other hand, the fact that a person who only touched a stiff man’s body became like that caused a lot of embarrassment in Jun-Kyung. He was also an alpha, seeing how even men react to omega.

He rolled his blanket over his head, turning his body redder than when he was in the middle of the fever. The sound of the shower couldn’t be any louder.

Before he came out, Jun-Kyung rested for a while and tried to wash himself in another bathroom, but when he woke up it was already morning and no one was beside him.

“It’s a relief.”

He rolled around thinking of what happened last night. He was trying to shake off the growing shame and strangeness, but when his waist was about to break, he lazily got out of bed. He pulled up his drowsy limbs, did a simple stretch, and went into the bathroom. And as soon as I looked in the full-length mirror, he was terrified.

“What is this? Argh.”

He thought he had some kind of contagious disease from his neck to the top of his knees. It was full of blemishes. Most were faint, but some were as thick as bruises. Even on the shoulder and neck area, there were several tiny blood formations due to rupture of small blood vessels.

Jun-Kyung wondered how he made teeth marks on his hard clavicle and pectoral muscles. The body temperature, which had been in a somewhat quiet state after stretching, suddenly rose sharply again.