Tensei saki de suterareta no de, mofumofu tachi to oryouri shimasu ~okazari ouhi wa my pace ni saiky

What awaited me after a melancholy dinner was a call from your father.

Your father is always very busy and eats separately in the morning and evening.

There were many days when I never met him.

You must have heard about the breakdown of your engagement by calling me back home.

I went to your father's office, feeling that the excess spice baptism was lowering the tension even further.

"You've done a terrible thing to me."

The baritone voice greeted me as if it had sounded from the bottom of hell at the very beginning of my stay.

Though the intimidating bass, which does not seem to be intended for my real daughter, the Lord of Voices is a clean father to me.

Gardosia Gramwell, the Duke of Gramwell.

He is the father of a name that makes a strong impression, but his face is also quite powerful as the name suggests.

Even if you objectively pull out your family's greed, I think that the face itself with the mustache is quite ready.

... but it's the kind of beauty that puts fear and pressure on people, and, to put it mildly, it's the kind of beauty that children cry about.

I'm sorry for your father, but I was glad that my appearance resembled that of my late mother now.

My father and I have only purple eyes in common, and my golden hair and face are my mother's gift.

And not only is your father's face, but his eyes are always sharp and the atmosphere is very respectful.

To be honest, even I was a little scared, and I wasn't comfortable talking to her.

"Leticia, are you listening? You don't understand what you did today?

"... I'm sorry, Father. I'm really sorry about the engagement and the deportation."

Even though it was the best option at that time, it was also a choice to mud the Duke's sign, which would swallow the unreasonable demands of Prince Wang.

It is only natural that your father should be angry, and I have no choice but to apologize for the discord between me and the Crown Prince in the first place.

I will report the details of today's engagement breakdown to my father, who will silently encourage me to continue.

As the story progressed, the wrinkles between your father's eyebrows deepened, and I saw the hallucination of releasing a black aura from his body.

"So you were robbed of Lord Fritz's fiancée's seat by a pompous little girl who calls herself the Virgin."

"... that's right. Unless I'm sorry I broke your father's engagement."

When I lowered my head, my chest tingled and hurt.

In the first place, it was for your father's sake that I did not deserve to be the fiancée of the Crown Prince.

As the future princess and princess of the king, you will gain the knowledge and education to deepen your friendship with Fritz.

What a splendid daughter, with pale expectations that her father would praise her as well, she had been nursing her queen for five years.

For me, the disappointment and reprimand from your father was more painful and painful in the deep part of my chest than when Prince Wang threw me out of my engagement.

"Keep your head up, Leticia. You are the Duke's daughter. Stand tall, holding your breast."

"... yes, Father"

"I have to find a country that is more suitable for you than my exile can cover anymore. You'll be busier, and you won't have a chance to talk to me for a while."

"I'm sorry for the inconvenience....."

The apology to your father came from the heart.

... the reason is in front of your father's eyes.

The eyes were sharply hanging from the original eye, but now the white eyes are slightly congested and the shadow around the eyes is thicker.

Thanks to this, your father's face has grown even more miserable... but he's definitely overworked.

Now that I remember the animal days surrounded by colleagues with earthy faces, I can assure you with certainty.

"... this is natural. I can't let you, my daughter and Duchess, blind me.... you know you shouldn't be in the Academy now that you're under Lord Fritz's care, right? Stay in this mansion until you know where you're going."

"I see. I'll let you do that."

"... you don't have to do any more education as Princess Wang. If there are books that I have not had time to read, do you have any hope about how to spend time in the Mansion?

"Hope...?"

Think a little.

............ anyway, I'll ask you to be ready to crush your balls.

"Father, would you please allow me to enter the kitchen?

"In the kitchen? What are you gonna do?

"I want to cook. Of course, I know this is an insane offer... Can't I?

Basically, noble-class women in this country do not have access to the kitchen.

There were very few ladies who cooked, regardless of the preparation of a little tea confectionery or tea.

That's why I couldn't do it, and I was just trying to talk about hope.

Okay, I'll give you permission.

Huh?

It was understood lightly, and a voice came out.

"Father? Are you sure?

"What? It was just a whim or something, and you didn't mean it?

"... no, it's not. I was just about to try cooking, so I'm really happy."

"Are you happy...? It's okay to float, but be careful not to look outside. Fire and blades can hurt your body. Be careful and comfort your boredom."

When I offered my sincere thanks to your father, who said so in a double bass, I left the room.

Your father is going to be busy from now on. I wanted to refrain from staying long.

I was escorted back to my room by Lucian, who was holding out the door, and I exhaled inside.

"I can't believe I'm getting permission..."

I felt as unbelievable as happy considering my relationship with your father until now.

What kind of blowing is that?

"Father, are you worried about me being abandoned...?

It was always tight, and the language was tough, but there were words that made me think of us, such as "Be careful not to scratch your body"....

"... is that it...?"

After all, your father wasn't laughing at all.

... not just now.

I haven't seen a smile on your father's face since about the time I realized something.

... I hear your father rarely laughs.

Still, when the three brothers were little, they occasionally smiled.

The reason that such a father doesn't laugh at me is because of his late mother now.

My family is four brothers, and I am the eldest and youngest.

My father and mother were politically motivated marriages, often as nobles, but they seemed to be a friendly couple.

... it seems, because I don't remember my mother and only know her portrait.

After giving birth to me, my mother's poor postpartum fattening made her sick.

It was for your father that I was born in this world in exchange for the death of my beloved wife.

... that's why I gave up in the middle of the day, even if your father didn't love me.

I've never been irrationally yelled at or abused... Similarly, there's almost no parent-child interaction, and it's always been a distance-sensitive response.

Of course, your father was busy and didn't have enough time to get involved with me...

In that case, I never saw your father smile before, and I didn't think he was loved.

As a public official, I respect your father as a nobleman, but as a parent and child, there are walls.

As it stands, I can only assume that the words that work for me come from a sense of duty to the Duke.

"... there are so many things about my father in my previous life..."

The father of this world is your father.

My father and I used to call him that.

My father used to complain about his work and there were pitiful things, but when he was a kid, he was taken to various places to play, and I think he had a good relationship even when he was an adult.

... Dad, I've been worried about getting hungry lately, but I wonder if I've made a proper diet.

I was also worried about Jiro, a firewood dog, who had been left at the accident scene, but I was also worried about my parents' health.

Even though there was nothing I could do now that I was reincarnated, I was still worried about what was bothering me.

I had a strong brother in my previous life, Chiya, so I had no choice but to pray that he would support my parents.

"Nh......?

There is a small hook.

What is the identity of the discomfort?

My brother Chiya?

Why does my younger brother care so much?

"No...."

I can think of a wipe.

It's a name.

I remember the name under my brother. I also remember the names of my mother and father. I can remember my best friend's name and the teacher's name in elementary school...

"What's my name...?

Like being pressed against the ice on my spine.

I can't remember the name of the previous life that I should have been used to.

And what I hadn't noticed so far was that I couldn't contain the chills.

It's as if they've been eaten by insects.

I could not remember my last name or name at all.

"What is this...? The Impact of Reincarnation............?

The truck caught me, and I realized that I was reborn into this world.

I don't remember seeing God or anything like that, and I don't remember being given a special mission.

However, this carnivorous defect could only be considered an effect of regeneration.

Once I realized it, there was nothing unnatural about it.

And I sought the name of Me, and turned my head upside down.

I remember. I remember. Remember.

What was your nickname?

I must have remembered how high and low I used to be called by an nickname.

However, I can't remember what the nickname is or why it is a clue to my real name.

Remember, remember, remember.

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Yes?

Momentary thoughts freezed into the misplaced words that came to mind.

Then I remember when I was a junior in elementary school.

Ooh, relax. Looks like Kapibura.

Usually, I'm blurry, but when I do, I do it. Is it a quick-moving Kapibura?

I remember my classmates calling me "Kapiko."

Kapiko is similar to Kapibara. I'll do it when I do it. I can move quickly, Kapibara.....

"Pu, what is that...?"

It sounded so dumb that the bitter smile fell out of my lips.

Previously on me, Kapiko...

As soon as I remembered that, I realized that my shoulders were relaxed.

... I can't help but remember my real name or the nickname I would have used, even if I was worried.

There are a number of things I am concerned about, such as the circumstances of the reincarnation, but I don't think I can think of anything right now.

Anyway, I was a mediocre OL at my own pace so that I could nickname my previous life Kapiko.

As Duchess, I thought about the fate of the country and worried about my relationship with your father...

After all, I don't think I'm the right person to be worried about magic forever.

The Japanese OL and the Duchess of another world.

I was convinced that it seemed like a completely different personality and that both were me.

It was today that my memory came back, but I felt that the personality of the Big Book was the same.

Then perhaps I could relax my shoulders a little bit now.

As the princess and princess of the future, and as the duchess of the duke, it was every day that I kept my guard on.

I wanted to be allowed to live as freely as I liked.

"... let's go to sleep for now..."

There was a lot going on today.

Sleep tightly and rest...

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