Tensei Shitanode Tsugi Koso wa Shiawasena Jinsei wo Tsukande Misemashou

"Dear Liz, what do you say to me?"

"I'm sorry"

Wake up and apologize for the flat out early. I was hilarious.

Three days after the kidnapping. It seems it's been three days, I've been unconscious and sleeping for three days, so I don't feel anything around it.

Since then, Jill and the Knights have come and rescued us from the kidnapping organization. He had a really long hair, and one more step later, I would have died, that's all.

It seems my mother has desperately healed the wound and it is healing without a trace. Mother Boulder.

"What would you have done if I hadn't made it? Good thing we made it."

"I'm sorry."

After I woke up, Jill thought he would say a kind word, and I woke up and went into sermon time early. Well, then. I acted in a far-fetched way, so I was in a crisis like this. I know you're mad at me.

"Why are you trying to escape something that you should have waited so long for?"

"Because,"

"It's not because. It's too broad. Please refrain from acting more frivolously, Master Liz. Just because a lot of magic can be used better than a person is another exception to the actual battle. You've never shot anyone with interpersonal witchcraft."

"... but"

"But what do you do if something happens to Liz? It must have been horrible."

I can't say it back, and I just have to push it back.

Everything Jill says is true, and it's not wrong. I should have grown up because I knew I was coming to help. I'm the one who put everyone at risk for their lives with reckless thoughts and actions. If Jill hadn't come, he would have died for sure.

Thinking about it, I'm suddenly starting to get scared.

"Sorry, dude."

I was afraid of the fact that I put people's lives at risk. I was afraid that my life might have been lost because of me. And most importantly, I was afraid I'd die again.

What will happen to me when I die again, and will I be reincarnated somewhere else, or will there be no more of me? I don't know, I was scared. I was afraid Jill, my father, and my mother would leave me with His Highness.

"Ugh, Jill, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"

Maybe this is the first tear I've spontaneously cried.

My head is full of fear and guilt, and I can't stop the tears that poured out once. The amount of tears that come out of it is just one word. It's getting painful until you breathe, squeaking and melting tears down.

Is Jill surprised that I cried out, stiffened up a little, and then she comes cuddling and rubbing her back. When I hugged him, he stroked his head gently, and it made me cry again because I was asexually happy.

I didn't know why I was crying so much at the earliest, but I'm sure I was happy to be alive. I feel this way because I'm alive, and Jill worries me, and I'm held tight. Because if I die, I won't feel it anymore.

"Jiru, jiru, sorry, jiru..."

"It's okay, I'll be by your side."

Jill kept gently refraining from crying to me forever.

"... Guru, Guru, Jiru, Chicken, Hannazu, Shizuru"

"Yes, sir."

It was refreshing after a scattered cry, which didn't translate. I still have feelings of guilt and fear. And my nostrils are sloppy and I'm the face that ended up being a woman of sorts.

Jill, smiling bitterly, gave me the chisel, so I kept my nose full of it. The runny nose with the tears isn't that good yet because it's a tear, but what if it's attached to Jill? Luckily, my clothes aren't dirty, so I'm glad.

"Why are you laughing, Jill?"

"No, I saw Master Liz cry for the first time. I thought you were just a kid."

"... I'm sorry, I'm a child, I'm in danger"

"Please don't cry, because I was just teasing you. It's cuter to be stubborn like always."

"... you want to inquire about the usual image of Jill"

"Yes, at that rate."

Ok, ok, just smiling and stroking my head, kinda makes my lips point that this is being ridiculed. I felt Jill had been treating me like a child a lot lately.

Well, for Jill, I'm a child, and I can't help treating you like that.

... Ah.

Is it because I'm sweet on Jill?

You think I'm like your sister because you've been snuggling around with Jill lately because your fathers don't mind me. Jill said she was the youngest son, and for her first sister, maybe she wants to spoil it.

"Jill, I'm not your sister."

"Why did you come to that idea?"

"Is it not?

"No, sir."

Denied in the face.

"I see Liz properly as my master, as a woman."

"Are you out of your mind to make fun of me for that?"

"Sweetheart, for that matter,"

"It's also convenient to lie"

Puppy, turning away and responding to Jill's teasing without hesitation, Jill grins and hugs me and strokes my head. So that's how you treat your children, and that's not what you do to your master.

When I told him that, "I don't trust you," he lowered his brow a little and laughed.... It's not that I don't trust you, it's just that I'm sure I'm only seen as a child when it comes to this.

I don't need to be seen by adults at the moment, but I don't want to be treated like a child, but I also want to be sweet.

I swelled my cheeks just a little bit and whined "Jill's Fool" with Jill's chest, keeping my eyes closed.... With this temperature together, I think I can sleep right away.