That Man’s 101st Bad Ending

When the violets wither-5

I remember the first time I met Theresia.

The days when I was trying to get in the eyes of my father, who did not yet know the concept of regression.

Yuria still disapproved of me.

It was a time when I couldn’t escape the shock of losing my mother, and I remember it as a mentally difficult time in many ways.

It was Theresia who approached at that time.

The day I first met Theresia, who followed me to the social church and talked to me standing on the balcony.

The old hinges swayed and dust flew from the open door.

There was only one person’s presence in the old mansion.

Theresia, remembering that name, took a step forward.

-You’re doing too much. Even so, how can a person be like this…!

He was the first person to be angry at my wounds, and the first person to sympathize with my situation.

So I was drawn to it.

Perhaps, naturally, it is natural for my heart to go to the person who takes care of me since my mother.

At least I think I was sincere. Until the first death, then several deaths.

It was Theresia who supported her in enduring the series of deaths.

There was a time when it was Miragen, but isn’t that a story a little later?

I remember that the meaning of the name fiancé faded and I felt betrayed probably when I suffered the fifth death.

The first thing I thought about when I died was to focus on my family.

It was unfair that the crown prince was accused of treason, but I judged that such suspicion would soon be resolved if I was trusted by my family.

Aren’t they the only dukes in this empire?

They say no in such a place, but even if they were crown princes, they would have no choice but to apologize for the charges of treason.

Still, it didn’t change. If you gain trust in your family, things go wrong in strange places.

Thus, It was Theresia who found the cause.

Hopefully not. I was looking for it with the mind that it would be so, and I finally found out what she had done through the name Taylor.

-Sorry. I didn’t expect to get caught like this, but I was a little surprised. Since when did you go after me?

A person’s mask changes in an instant, and the woman who always had a gentle smile showed a colder sneer than ever.

There was no more love in those eyes.

There was no woman who smiled at me, loved me, and promised me a future.

Didn’t believe it. He said that this would only be the case this time around, and he repeated his unnecessary death.

If Theresia did such a trick, she would die, if she showed such a will, she would die, and if she saw her take away her property again, she would hang herself.

What I realized in my repeated life was that I was never loved in the first place.

I think I may have wandered quite a bit since that time.

He deliberately seduced Mirazen while having a fiancee, and made Mirazen a place of rest for a while.

Even after Mirazen died and the time when I held the sword again passed.

I still had Theresia as my fiancé. It didn’t mean anything different.

I just tried to read all the variables to find the detailed reason why I was dying.

He died despite receiving family support.

Even though he tolerated Theresia’s eccentricities and even went on to marry her, nothing changed.

So he turned his attention to the crown prince himself, and reached the goal of killing the crown prince.

I thought something was screwed up. There were things that couldn’t be done with effort.

No matter which direction I go, no matter what means I use, time always flows in the direction I die.

if, if. Even though she lived with these words in her mouth, Theresia always had them in her heart.

I am finally living in a time without Theresia.

The floor, which had been full of dust, was slowly becoming clean.

As if someone had walked around here, I realized Theresia was getting closer to the floor revealing its own color.

If we meet, what should we say first?

When he thought about it, he had nothing to say to Theresia.

I didn’t even think that we would meet again like this, so it was natural.

As he went to kill Theresia, what would he say to the target he was going to kill?

– The letter didn’t come today. You might be a little upset.

Climbing the spiral staircase, memories also go upward together.

There were not a few memories of being with Theresia. Maybe more than YuRia.

Memories of the time I believed in it always haunted me, so I laughed bitterly at the thoughts that filled my head.

-From now on, if Sogaju bothers you, tell me. I’ll try to do something.

After hearing Theresia’s words, Yuria imprisoned me underground.

He didn’t know that it was Theresia’s plot.

I just believed, so I didn’t know if I should blame me for just believing.

Believing is a sin It was a sin to trust a person and think that person would be good.

-Isn’t it the fault of the person who believed? I don’t know why I thought I would love someone like you.

Then, is there no one in this world who is not a sinner?

If trying to be trusted is a sin, if just drawing a future where everyone survives is a stupid and immature act.

I’d rather be a fool

It’s given up now.

Isn’t the man who tried to be a fool dead now?

The future drawn by Robert the 101 will be even more desolate than that.

Koogoo Palace-

When I reached the end of the stairs, I saw a huge door.

Unlike this old and dilapidated mansion, it was a clean and stylish door that seemed to have just been made.

Perhaps it read my movements, the door opened its own gap and came closer to me.

The door opens so slowly.

Even though my hair fluttered in the wind that spread around me, my eyes were always on the woman sitting across the door.

When I first started returning, there was a greeting that I heard while staring at Theresia in a daze in the garden.

– Good morning, Robert.

“Good morning, Robert.”

The voice was a little colder and dreary than then, but the words were the same.

However, there were quite a few differences as far as the eye could see.

The words I always heard against the backdrop of the garden were now heard in a room stained with blood.

I grabbed the sword. With trembling hands, he gripped the handle tightly and looked at Theresia as it was.

The bloody woman was looking at me.

I thought it would be full of hatred, but eyes full of indescribable emotions turned to me.

“…Really, it’s been a while.”

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By the time Robert came to visit, all the memories had already returned.

Theresia laughed lightly.

The scars on her body were the ones she had inflicted on Robert, so she thought that she had endured them well.

It was painful even though I gained strength like this, but to endure this with a mediocre human body.

I learned to live 101 lives.

After all, he also belongs to Robert’s 101st life,

I also knew now that the Robert who came to kill me was completely different from the boy I first met.

If it wasn’t for that reason, I wouldn’t even bring up the topic of breaking up.

“Should I say it’s been a while, or should I say I’ve met you too many times. Actually, I’m confused right now.”

“I can’t even call you a human anymore. Did you still want to take revenge on me? Giving up even their own identity, while killing people.”

Robert’s gaze turned to Theresia’s body itself.

Rather than a human form, it was a shape closer to the demon tribe that the dragon had summoned in the past.

His pale, gray skin, and his black eyes.

I knew that I was influenced by the dragons, but the constantly regenerating flesh was not human at all.

“It can’t be helped. Everything is ruined because of you.”

Then, Cook, he bursts into laughter.

As I regained my memories, my confused mind came back to some extent.

It was he who killed his family and the attendants.

Wasn’t it a coincidence that my older brother died?

Robert had seen his brother’s death over and over again, and in the end, he got his revenge on Violet untouched.

There is no revival. As long as you have already made contact with the dragon,

There would be no chance of Violet’s revival in this empire.

Rather, it was great that he did not abandon himself until he died 100 times.

If he had been Robert, he would have dealt with the betrayer first.

Sorry, Theresia smiled lightly.

If you call this feeling of sorry now, it was a very vicious feeling even if you think about it.

Didn’t you approach without even a word of love in the first place?

Then it was discovered, and eventually it got twisted and became like this.

There was no reason to be sorry. However, this gross thing that procrastinates in my heart.

It’s a more complex emotion than that.

Emotions that have been passed on through repeated regressions, emotions gained from killing Robert several times and feeling the pain.

Her desire for revenge faded a little, and her eyes toward Robert slightly wavered.

“He is a pitiful man. you are.”

I wonder if this could be called compassion.

To the man who risked his life for stupid things and died 100 times,

And it might have been a funny feeling for him to have killed such a man over and over again.

But now that he realizes that he’s twisted himself, he knows that everything wasn’t Robert’s doing.

I was able to look at him with a slightly objective gaze.

“I don’t know what it means to be pitiful.”

“If a person dies 100 times and still lives like that, wouldn’t everyone think that way?”

“…what.”

It was the face that showed the most emotion I had ever seen.

Looking at his trembling body, he smiled a little. Perhaps no one has ever found out the memory of the previous episode.

A giggling laugh escaped from the torn mouth.

Robert’s eyes grew a little more serious, and his pale blue eyes turned to Theresia.

“Did you think of it? About the past.”

“I remember everything now. How I killed you, how you died.”

He looked at the finger poked at his temple, then smiled and added:

“I remembered everything.”

“That’s why it was so relaxed. I thought you might be a little crazy.”

“I did everything, so why go crazy? And recalling memories won’t change anything.”

Kugoogu Palace-

The ground started to vibrate.

The ability he gained while receiving the power of the dragon was special. A power that no ordinary person possesses,

Because there was a power that only beings called wizards can get.

The corner of Theresia’s mouth twitched as she pulled out a red tentacle from the ground before long.

“You can’t die gracefully here.”

seureung-

Theresa’s eyes froze as she saw the sword being drawn neatly.

That sword is not ordinary.

It was supposed to be a sword wielded by someone who had mastered the sword at some point, not Robert, who was powerless.

I haven’t seen all the life he’s lived. He only glimpsed the life that he had been involved in, the life that had died to him.

If this feeling is called regret, I thought it was inappropriate.

this is resignation Just because he realized what he had done.

Now, even if I let go of everything, it just doesn’t matter.

Is there no place for the person who killed his family to return to?

Even if you live here, you will eventually die somewhere.

If anything, it wouldn’t be bad for her fiancé, whom she had been with for a very long time, to die.

“…Ah, I have something to tell you.”

He whispered in an alluring voice, and Robert’s body trembled again.

The way he reacted to every single word was just ridiculous.

What kind of mind is that man standing in front of here?

A man who at one time truly loved him and later realized that he had been betrayed.

With what eyes are you looking at yourself?

“When I said I never loved you, I really meant it. All my life, every word you’ve heard will be the same.”

Theresia could not understand Robert.

It’s probably the same as not being able to understand each other.

However, it was certain that this would only end when one of them died and disappeared.

It seemed like it wouldn’t be too bad to be killed by Robert.

Since it was a relationship that was made with bad luck in the first place, if you suffer from killing yourself… wouldn’t that be the cleanest ending?

– Theresia.

There was a man who whispered softly to himself.

Still, there was one woman who merely tried to take advantage of him, even to kill him.

Recalling the letters that were always sent to her, Theresia smiled slightly.

Soon, the laughter grew louder and louder, only to change into that of a madman.