CEN Qinghe has begged for forgiveness from others, and has been begged for forgiveness. She is very lucky that she has not only been forgiven, but also forgiven others.

The more you grow up, the more you understand that people will make mistakes. Some of them are really hard to get rid of. So relief will become a kind of self salvation. It's lucky to be able to be relieved.

Somehow, she suddenly wanted to share her biggest secret with Jin Nan. He did not let her go. She simply stood and said, "do you know why I came to night city? In fact, I never thought of leaving anling in my whole life, because all my family members are there, as well as my ex boyfriend. We started to fall in love secretly from high school. In order to prevent my mother, we still fell in love underground after graduating from high school. Later, I went to Japan to study, and he waited for me to come back home. We said that we would have a showdown with my family when I returned home. I wanted to marry him. "

"I didn't tell my family on the day I returned home. Only he came to pick me up. He took me to his home. You know, young man, I lived with him for seven years, and I wanted to cook cooked rice before I went to show my cards with my family. In this way, I would have more chips..."

Speaking of this, cen Qinghe's lip corners gently lifted up, but also smile.

"I promise, what I'm going to say is true. We're not waiting for bad things to happen. His door suddenly rings. He says his mother won't come back, but suddenly we don't have a way. I don't want to see my future mother-in-law in this image. He is also worried. Without saying a word, we'll hide in the closet in his room."

, "as like as two peas in the bedroom door, I heard my ex boyfriend take his other people home. He was a man. I just felt like the voice of my dad when I opened the door."

Even if the wound has been bruised, the bruise will not show again.

But Jin Nan is once again a whole body tight, every inch of muscle is tensed.

CEN Qinghe said with a smile: "I didn't believe it at that time. I didn't believe there was such a coincidence in the world, my father? My ex boyfriend fuckin '? Do you believe it? I wanted to rush out of the closet several times. I wanted to go out and have a look at it face to face, but I didn't dare. Finally, they went into other rooms and my ex boyfriend took me away. Before I left, I saw the key chain on the tea table in the living room. I gave the key ring to my father. "

CEN Qinghe thought that the past had passed for a long time. She had forgiven Cen Haifeng for a long time. If she mentioned it again, it should not hurt. But I don't know when to start. Her sight was blurred after all.

His nose was sour and his chest was stuffy, but Cen Qinghe tried to maintain his normal voice and said, "I hated my father for several years. I thought I was destined to break the father daughter relationship with him in my whole life. I said such ugly words in front of him. At that time, I really hated him. Because of him, I was yellow with my ex boyfriend, and I came to night city alone without family, I don't know how to survive without a lover and all day fighting in the workplace. "

Jin Nan tightened her arm a little. Cen Qinghe knew he was worried about her, so she said with a smile: "it's OK. I've survived, and now I'm living well. My work is smooth and my love is going well. By the way, I've forgiven my father because I've been pitiful for several years, and I don't want him to live in guilt for the rest of his life. I'll feel heartache."

Jin Nan gave a very light "um" sound, as if to tell her that he was listening, also seemed to be in response, agreed that she had done right.

CEN Qinghe patted Jin Nan on the back and said to him, "this is the biggest secret in my heart. In addition to the client, only Shaocheng knows it. I only told him about it for nearly a year. I didn't even tell Xinyuan. Now I tell you, from now on, we will be difficult brothers and sisters. There is no secret. As long as you have any unhappy things, please tell me at any time. I don't know if I can I can help you, but I'm willing to be your listener. If I have something I don't want to tell others, I'll tell you. It's a secret we both share. "

Jin Nan loosened his arms and looked up at Cen Qinghe. Both of them were red in the eye. He asked her softly, "is it still painful?"

CEN Qinghe smiles and shakes his head, "forgive will not, I let them go, also let me go."

After that, she patted him on the shoulder and said, "you should also learn to let go of yourself. Some mistakes are not made by us. Why should we hold them in our mind? It's really tiring to hate a person, not to mention hate yourself? "

Jin Nantong's eyes were red with tears.

His life experience is his biggest secret and the biggest burden. In fact, he still has a secret in his heart. At first, he didn't dare to say it, but later he didn't want to say it. Now There should be no need to say.

He likes her, I do not know from when, once found out, it is already late.

He won't tell Cen Qinghe that Chang Shan talked to him one night before he was hospitalized. Maybe at that time, Chang Shan had already realized that she was going to die, so she only asked him to promise one thing.

"Brother, you promise me, if I'm not here, you treat Qinghe as me, like a sister."

Jin Nan is so smart that she can't hear Chang Shan's implication. She is telling him not to love Cen Qinghe any more. She can be intimate and intimate, but just like a brother to his sister, it has nothing to do with love.It's hard work to love a person, not to mention silently. Chang Shan is afraid that Jin Nan will be lonely forever after she leaves, so she breaks his mind in advance. This is also the last thing she does for him.

What is a good friend?

Maybe it's Cen Qinghe and Chang Shan. They never plot, but they have a good heart. CEN Qinghe said to Jin Nan, "Chang Shan is gone. I'll be your sister in the future."

As early as that embrace in the morgue, Jin Nan regarded Cen Qinghe as Chang Shan, so he held it so tightly that he wished he could not use all his strength, because even if Chang Shan was alive, he would not dare to hold her so hard.

Love, too ethereal things, perhaps only a moment, he inexplicably feel like it, but also can in a moment, all love into family affection.

Jin Nan knows that Cen Qinghe doesn't mean anything to him, otherwise she won't hold him tightly twice. He really can't love her secretly to such a simple minded person. In this way, he will feel sorry for Chang Shan, for Cen Qinghe and for shangshaocheng.

So they looked at her again and said softly, "thank you."

Thank her for giving him a bunch of warm sunshine in the darkest days of his life;

thank her for peeling the most painful scar in his heart to him;

and thank her for being willing to fill the biggest vacancy in his heart full of holes. She said, I will be your sister.

No matter love or hate, it's a matter of a moment. To put it down is also.

This day, no one knows what Cen Qinghe and Jin Nan talked about in the ward, because this is their common secret.

Later, Jin Nan and Cen Qinghe informed people around that Chang Shan's funeral was scheduled for the fourth day of the new year.

Originally, Shang Shaocheng had to stay in New York for a few days. The new company was listed. He had too many important people to see and too many important things to deal with. But he couldn't let go of the domestic side, especially worried about Cen Qinghe.

Therefore, he rang the bell on the 30th of the Lunar New Year and went back to China the next afternoon. Because of the time difference, he went to night city on the second day of the new year.

CEN Qinghe went to the airport to meet him. The two talents just met, and five meters away, cen Qinghe suddenly became red eyes, and then his tears kept flowing down.

Shangshaocheng's assistant, Mingshi Er, walked away with her luggage. Shangshaocheng stepped forward quickly, pulled her into her arms, clasped her back brain, and whispered, "it's OK, it's OK."

CEN Qinghe tugged at the clothes of Shang Shao City, as if to vent all the anger accumulated in the past few days.

There are few people at the entrance of VIP passageway, but it's not that there are no other people. Even some familiar people have said hello to shangshao city on the plane and said hi. After seeing this scene, they don't know what's going on. I'm sorry to stop to see it, but I can only pretend to ignore it.

Shangshao city opened the windbreaker coat and wrapped her in his arms. He coaxed her and said, "when I get on the bus and cry again, many people are watching. I don't know what I did to you."

CEN Qinghe was in his arms for half a minute, then he raised his head and pulled out his red eyes.

She drove here by herself. Shangshao city had been flying for too long. She was afraid that he would be tired, so she asked him to take the co pilot.

After getting on the bus, Shang Shaocheng asked, "how's Jin Nan recently?"

CEN Qinghe sighed in his heart and said: "except that day in the morgue almost collapsed, other times are OK." After pausing for a few seconds, she added, "just bear with it." What else?

Shang Shaocheng reached for his pocket and asked, "can I open the window and smoke a cigarette?"

CEN Qinghe did not answer, and directly helped him to lower the window.

Shangshaocheng was really bored. After smoking half a cigarette, he said: "he often Shan such a sister, but he is not in good health. God chooses soft persimmon pinches. He refuses to accept so many criminals. He is a good girl..."

CEN Qinghe had known Shang Shaocheng for such a long time. For the first time, he heard him complain about God. It can be seen that Chang Shan's death in all people's hearts is incomparable with regret, and even complain.

These days down, cen Qinghe has accepted the reality, she said: "life and death have a life and death, hope Chang Shan next life health."

Shang Shao City leaned against the seat and sighed heavily.

On the fourth day of the new year's day, Chang Shan's funeral did not have much pomp. All the people who came to Chang Shan's funeral were his closest family members, including Cen Qinghe and Cai Xinyuan, who were only thirty or fifty people in total.

In the small side hall, Chang Shan's photo is hung in the middle. When he presents flowers to the body, cen Qinghe cries again and goes around the crystal coffin. Finally, he expresses his sympathy to his family members.

Jin Nan had a pale face, and his eyes were covered with red blood.

Shang Shaocheng stood in front of him without saying anything. He only raised his hand and patted him on the arm. When Cen Qinghe was facing his four eyes, Jin Nan suddenly burst into tears.

Chang Shan left and never came back.

When Chang Shan was cremated that day, cen Qinghe was so depressed that he went outside to take a breath. Originally, it was sunny outside, but now he didn't know how to start snowing. The snow was getting heavier and heavier. It was only 40 minutes. When Jin Nan came out with the ashes box in his arms, the snow on the outside had already gone beyond the sole of his shoes.CEN Qinghe looked at the long box of mahogany and said silently in his heart: Changshan, it's snowing, you can have a snowball fight.

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