Revy took a deep breath and finally understood that this was a problem that had bothered him for a long time.

Why is there a girl who looks almost exactly like Theresia, who has always existed in this place where she can sometimes enter and sometimes it is difficult to enter.

Because this place is a corner of the mind that she is unwilling to face, the girl who is a memory hides herself in this corner that brings her endless painful memories, while easing the pain of emotions, while waiting for herself to find this place one day.

At that moment, it was when he really faced his unbearable looking back.

[At this point, I don't know if I should be surprised——].

I don't know how long it was silent, as if there was a century of hard work, before Revy slowly spoke: [Or should I say... Surprise? 】

[For me, this is indeed a surprise. 】

Teri sighed, but there was a faint smile on her face: [After all, in the original plan, "I" should only be an emotionless memory, and should not be inherited together with Theresia's personality. ] 】

[Wait, that...].

Revy seemed to remember something, and suddenly opened his eyes: [The previous "Demon King", also because of this? ] ......】

Rarely, Terri's eyes showed a hint of sadness, and then shook her head.

[Revy, have you heard of "Geyamagara"? 】

Instead of answering Revi's question directly, the girl instead threw out a question that seemed unrelated to the topic.

[In my impression, it seems to be a monster that only exists in legends, right?] 】

[Actually, that's fake, Geyamagara, like Wendigo, is an ancient bloodline of Sakaz, maybe even older than Wendigo.] 】

Faced with Revy's consternation, Teri said: [According to legend, the original emperor of Kazdale had the power of Geyamagara, because when this bloodline awakened, it was enough for the holder of the bloodline to ride a thousand and match an army with the power of one person. 】

【...... However, it is also dangerous. When Geyamagara's awakening, it will also cause the bloodline possessors to fall into madness, allowing them to completely transform into berserkers and frantically attack all enemies in sight until they die...

Teri paused and concluded: [Therefore, the bloodline of Geyamargara has died out hundreds of years ago, and has always been only used as a secret of the royal family of Kazdall, and various legends have appeared among the people. 】

[I also always thought... It's just a legend. 】

[No, it's not right. Revi's face was a little ugly: [My parents are ordinary Sakazi, how could I-]

[Geyamargara's bloodline does not depend on reproduction. 】

Terri's expression was serious: [In the uncharted history, Geyamargara often appears without warning, but their most striking feature is that the body contains a strange trace element that converts cells into active molecular clusters to expel and modify the internal environment of themselves and other living organisms - this is also the source of Geyamargara's power and madness. 】

[For this reason, Geyamagara, also known as the terminator of civilization, is the embodiment of heavenly punishment and calamity. 】

[And Revy ... Your blood contains a lot of these trace elements. 】

Terri's voice muffled: [Remember the time at Chernoborg?] In four years, that was the only time I couldn't do anything... But you finally survived and returned to your original state of sobriety].

[You... It was the last Geyamagara, and the only one who remained sane after awakening... Geyamagara, who is still alive. 】

Revi's body stiffened, and the words "Theresia" seemed to echo in her ears.

(For this reason, Geyamagara, also known as the terminator of civilization, is the embodiment of heavenly punishment and disaster

.)

yes, he remembered.

The bloodline of the curse, the end of madness, the cluster of Chernoberg's source stones and piercing on it, there is still no dead integration movement, as if everyone is looking at themselves, they have not lost consciousness, in that crazy time, when the slaughter -

I always maintain a clear consciousness.

[Nope! No! Not as you say! You lied to me! You lied to me!! 】

Roaring and screaming, Revy roared as if he were venting.

(Why?) Why should this be! Why me? )

Gradually, these faces coincided with the unwilling faces, sad faces, and angry faces in his memory.

- Monsters!

(No, no, I'm not a monster!) It's not a monster! )

- Stay away from me! Infected person!

(I... Well, I'll go! I'll go!! )

- Don't! Why did he come! Every time he comes, natural disasters will follow!

(I obviously ... Just wanted to tell you guys... )

- If you had come earlier, he wouldn't have died! Give me back my son, you murderer!

(Forgive me, forgive me...) Don't blame me all the time... )

[I'm not a murderer! ] Not a monster! Bastard! Get out of my head! I don't care about you!! Don't look at me like that!! You know what! What do you know!! 】

Theresia watched in horror as Revy rolled around furiously, then tore her hair, screamed and cried, and kept banging her head against the floor - she rushed forward and hugged Revy desperately to prevent him from doing more harm to herself.

She had no way of knowing why Revy was out of control, but no one understood Revy better than she did.

As a symbiotic memory in Revy's body, she has been another "soul" in his body since birth, experiencing the joys, sorrows and sorrows that belong to Revy in the past four years.

She knows very well that although the appearance is unharmed, Revy's heart has always had a thick layer of separation from the real world, and the sadness and despair in the real world continue to add scars to his fragile spirit.

For a long time, the inner pain, confusion and guilt made Revy live in confusion. He suppressed these in a corner of his heart, constantly accumulating, constantly suppressing, but wearing a false mask, living as if nothing happened.

But today, his own words ruthlessly removed the last layer of Revi...

It was as if he was pulling back from a cliff, but he found that behind him was another abyss.

[Ahem, ahem... No! ——】

The continuous roar caused a turbid breath to roll on Revi's chest, which eventually turned into a cough and choked out, and he tried to stand up, but fell down again.

Teri took him in her arms and gently rubbed his back until the sound of his breathing subsided.

[I... I'm not...... Not a monster...].

Revy trembled and leaned against her chest, his lips twitching and making dream-like sounds. Godless eyes stared at her face, as if trying to convince her, or just to get a glimmer of comfort from her.

Theresia understands that the current Revi is still immersed in the past of watching Theresia die and can't do anything, and he still feels that it is his fault - this guilt turns into a heavy shackle that wraps him tightly.

But it wasn't his fault – it shouldn't be his!

Suddenly, a strong tenderness filled Teri's spiritual body, and she hugged Revy with her body again.

[Of course you're not a monster, you're Regulus Harvey.] It is the legendary messenger of natural disasters, the battle leader of Kazdale, and the hero of "me". 】

[Revi, maybe the world is not friendly to you, or maybe you are also full of disappointment in the world. 】

[However, you are still alive... With my past, my memories live. Because of my selfishness, you have had to bear innocent accusations and have to live with guilt that does not belong to you. 】

Holding Revy softly in her arms, Theresia said softly: "Please forgive me—more importantly, you have to forgive yourself..."

[Ten thousand steps back, even if you really failed to save Theresia, but you gave me a future so that I can continue to live as "Theresia", isn't that enough? ] 】

[I'm not really Theresia, but here, deep in your memory and thoughts—I can be "Theresia" who belongs to you alone, okay...].

The following words became lower and lower, and the murmur in his ear cut off the last taut string in Revi's mind, and the rushing magma suddenly burst, and as the last trace of sanity of the Sakaz man was eliminated, he pounced fiercely....

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