I don't know why, the days after growing up seem to be much faster than when I was a child. This is Zhao shensan's greatest feeling when he woke up in the morning and saw a calendar on the wall torn off by him, revealing the big words "December 23"!

He doesn't know where Zheng Yanhong went last night. He only knows that he drove to the door and waited for a long time, but Zheng Yanhong rushed out, got into a taxi and left. He didn't even say hello to him. Just when he was at a loss, Zhu Changshan came out with a calm face and said to him: "you go back, I'll go too!" Then he left. He had to drive home by himself. He was not happy about the strange relationship between Zhu Changshan and Zheng Yanhong. Then he fell asleep.

He got out of bed slowly. Although it's a small new year, he doesn't have the energy to celebrate the new year. Although his life has been booming recently, why can't he get up at all?

while he is brushing his teeth slowly, he is trying to get himself into the state quickly and restore his vitality and momentum, but when he spits out his teeth Cream bubble, but found more listless. He tried to open a big smile in front of the mirror, and told himself in his heart: "Zhao shensan, you are good, you are the pride and dependence of all those who love you, you must work hard and try again!"

However, in the past, as long as he was in low spirits, he used this move, and the repeated encouragement also lost its effect, because he thought of a person, and even more of the person he could not get through any struggle. Now she has another protector that he might not be able to compare with all his life. When will it be his turn to be her guardian Zi, he was stunned, no matter what, he couldn't surpass her idea. The juice of poisonous snake generally eroded his nerves and made all his fighting spirit lost. At this time, he was very formal to examine his feelings for her. At this time, he realized that no matter how many times he had promised to completely separate from her emotionally, it was a trick of self deception. Even if it was a temporary retreat, he firmly believed that as long as he had the ability to give her all the needs, she would immediately become his unique baby. This ending was all his struggle The power of fighting!

In the mirror, next to his gray face, another face gradually appeared. That face is so beautiful, and it complements his face. He just wanted to raise his hand to feel pity, but there was a dark cloud beside the beautiful cheek, which was so hateful between the two faces, and gradually became another man's face. Zhao shensan angrily raised his hand and wanted to sweep away the face. Unexpectedly, the front and back of her face appeared a little bit of the portrait of a man. He finally realized that his ideal could not be realized. He could drive away one of those people, but how could he drive away four of them

just when he wanted his face to retreat from the mirror, he suddenly found out that it was impossible He was inspired in a moment. He found that among the faces around the beautiful face in the mirror, one was fuzzy and decayed, the other was false and treacherous but pretended to be smiling, the other was sinister and expressionless. Although the last one looked friendly, it was clear that it had no love with the woman's face Come on, those faces are incomparable with Zhao shensan's young face full of vitality and true feelings. With this comparison, his face becomes clearer and more confident. At last, those faces gradually fade away, and gradually become a few dense black fog. Finally, a little bit dissipates. In the mirror, there are only two faces made in heaven!

He impulsively thought: "suffering in suffering, just for people, if you want to completely get Zheng Yanhong, you must get ahead as soon as possible! But the only way to get ahead is to be patient. Even if I have a sharp blade hanging in my heart, I will rush out. I believe that as long as I have enough strength and determination, I will be able to get what I want! "

He doesn't have to warn himself now. This comparison makes him understand his strength. That is, although he can't compare with those people who have husband's status, power or power, or brother and sister's affection from childhood to adulthood, he has some true love that others don't have, and his determination and ability that can be tempered to be flexible People can not compare the advantages of youth, then nothing is impossible!

Zhao shensan went downstairs and saw the couple selling Shaobing come out of the stall early in the morning. They were kneading the dough and baking cakes there. He said with a smile, "why did you come out so early today"

the man didn't expect that Zhao shensan, such a respectable man, would greet him. He was flattered and said, "ha ha, you go to work, have a new year today, wait to buy Shaobing There will be a lot of people preparing the cakes, so start to prepare them early. Do you want me to leave some for you at noon?

Zhao shensan thought that he would like to eat Shaobing and sesame candy in Xiaonian. Yundu dialect calls Shaobing "huoshaoer". He has heard his mother sing to him since he was a child: "23 Er eat huoshaoer, 24 sweep the house, 25 grind tofu..." I realized that I was going to eat Shaobing today, so I bought some and went to work with them.

Zheng Yanhong was very surprised to come soon after Zhao shensan arrived. He took a close look at her. He didn't see anything abnormal on her face, so he followed up her office, poured tea and handed the pancakes to her, saying: "Zheng leader, it's not easy to buy pancakes at noon today. Take these back to eat."Zheng Yanhong seems to have just found out and said in general amazement: "Oh, is it 23 so soon? This year has passed..." After that, he took out a baked cake and ate it. Then he was surprised and asked, "how is it still hot?"

Zhao shensan said with a faint smile, "I'm afraid you didn't have breakfast. I'll put it on the heating. Don't drink tea on an empty stomach. I'll make you a cup of milk."

Zheng Yanhong's expression is quite complex, looking at him to help her make the milk, she quietly eating and drinking, suddenly said: "Xiao Zhao, you give the last time you take medicine doctor contact, let him prepare a course of medicine, wait for director Qiao to call back, he will go to get it."

Zhao Shen didn't remember what she said about the doctor or medicine, but he suddenly woke up and said with surprise: "Oh, it works"

"well, Mrs. Li called me early this morning to thank me. Then she was very embarrassed to ask me where I bought the medicine. You didn't tell me how to answer her, so she had to say that she would call director Qiao The telephone number gives the detailed address. " Zheng Yanhong said.

Zhao shensan was angry and funny. He looked at her and said something about her. But he knew that she was the leader, so he had to say something about her: "er After all, it's not good for director Qiao to go in person for this kind of thing, because some ingredients of the dispensing are very It's not good for the leaders to know. In my opinion, you might as well push today's activity for a day. Let's go and buy it and send it back to Mrs. Li's home. Isn't it another chance to get in touch with her? If you give the address to director Qiao, won't our use be over Ah, I'm such a pig, but I've already told Mrs. Li what to do "

Zhao shensan looked at her chagrin and said respectfully," it's OK. I'll explain to director Qiao later. Please look at the work report quickly, sign it and I'll hand it in. Then he said to leader Feng that you can't go today. I'll give you a message this afternoon The Secretary of the first room can attend the video conference for you. Just come back and sort it out after recording. "

Zheng Yanhong naturally understood the reason why Zhao shensan didn't tell Qiao Yuanzheng where to sell medicine. But she was very glad that he planned for her so much, and felt how relieved to have him by her side, so she waved her hand to let him arrange it, and she began to read the work report Zhao shensan wrote for her.

Although she seems to be looking at the words in the report line by line, her mind is in a mess. Last night, she took a taxi to the door of Lin Mao's house, but she didn't go in. Instead, she sent him a short message: "I'm sorry, leader Lin, my husband is also ill, so I can only go back to take care of him. You'd better take my wife to her side to save her discomfort Take care of. " Then she told the driver to turn around and go home.

Lin Maoren may have been stimulated, but she didn't call her or send a text message again, so that she didn't get harassed all night. However, in her heart, there was a burning feeling of hot pepper pouring on her skin, which made her feel uncomfortable all the time. After all, her former feelings couldn't be evaporated like a basin of water splashed on the sun at noon in midsummer Once a little bit of tenderness has always hovered in her heart.

To be fair, for Lin Maoren, her feelings are far too high and bright. Gao Ming Liang, a coward, must have wanted to steal food. However, Lin Maoren had an exclusive momentum from the very beginning. However, they didn't cut tofu with a knife, and they also invested 100% of their feelings in her. However, she was not free, and she was not as persistent as Lin Maoren. Her feelings for him were to a large extent It is out of a moment of emotional fluctuations, left also thin.

This let her have a very serious look at themselves last night, and a very terrible conclusion to their own!

This conclusion immediately startled her! Because before, she had never associated this word with her.

She recalled her own emotional experience with guilt, from accepting Zhao shensan's false reality, to giving in to Gao Guangming, and finally to her love hate relationship with Lin Maoren. Every emotional and physical experience seemed to be a kind of willfulness, and she didn't even systematically consider where she would like to go Liang that man, originally was a nightmare, kicked also kicked, not a pity, now can be ignored. As for Zhao shensan, she naturally knows the significance of him to her. Now she has positioned herself as a helper in her career. Two people can control emotional affairs, so she doesn't need to think about it for the time being.

Then the rest is Lin Maoren.

After the Spring Festival, Lin Maoling and his old girlfriend asked him to help, hoping that he would not stop trying to get married. Zheng Yanhong was very uneasy at that time, because after she learned that Lin Maoren was actually a divorced man, she had a kind of inexplicable joy, so she agreed vaguely.But last night, Zhu Changshan's words were like a ladle of cold water, pouring through her heart again. She didn't even dare to tell Zhu Changshan that Lin Maoren had told her that he was divorced, and she thought that even if he was divorced, the reason for the divorce must be that the woman couldn't bear his imprisonment and fought for freedom after escaping !

She lay quietly in the dark last night. For the first time, she seriously considered her own feelings. Only then did she find that she did not know when she had been poisoned by Lin Maoren, and she started to think about their future with him!

Does she love him, too? No! She quickly denied, even if it is love, it is also a kind of illusion caused by the natural admiration of the enterprising woman for the successful man! If she is in love with this person, it is better to say that she is in love with his position!

She understood that if she understood this, she would be even more shameless. But she immediately thought to herself that the people walking in the official world, no matter male or female, have a kind of worship to the successful people, because this kind of worship will directly trigger a sense of urgency to get close to each other. So Lin Maoren, the leader, is actually pursuing her, and she is so proud Sincere and persistent, even tender and single-minded, how can she not be flattered and mistakenly think that she has fallen in love with him? But if he leaves the golden chair and returns to be an ordinary silent man of 50 years old, the love will still have a little bit of her original devotion to him Now I think it's a kind of naive Zhengzhi investment. From the very beginning, the vain panlongfufeng was built on the illusory desire for power. When the colorful Xiayi named "leader" was taken off his body, this feeling would have no foothold.

That's all! In less than two years, she has experienced so many men, even if it's a try or experience, it's time for her floating soul to find a place to hide!

Lin Maoren is a hungry wolf hidden in sheep's skin. If he catches him completely, he will only be put into a golden cage. What Zhu Changshan said is right. She doesn't care about her temper so much that she was shut up in three or two days.

"Damn, can't I have committed a peach blossom robbery? After the new year, I must go to the temple to have a good bye and find a good gentleman to figure out if there is something wrong with me. Why do I always worry about this kind of thing?" Zheng Yanhong finally thought of it, and then thought that there must be a way to get to the front of the mountain, so she had better sleep.

Early in the morning, she woke up. Last night's entanglement made her still nervous. Moreover, it's a bit hard for her to let go of Lin Maoren's feelings. After all, she hasn't got beyond that

"Alas She raised her head from the report and sighed deeply for no reason. Who knows, she saw that Zhao shensan had come back and was looking at her with concern.

"Leader Zheng, I've arranged it. Have you finished reading the report? Let's leave early. Director Qiao also asked us to have dinner together. I think this opportunity is very rare. I agreed for you. You won't be unhappy," Zhao shensan said.

But Zheng Yanran said, "it's not a good chance to have dinner with you. Don't understand

Zhao Shen was stunned. What does leader Zheng mean by that? Is it that he should not make his own decision for her? If she thinks so, be careful!

When he got on the bus, Zhao shensan felt uneasy and said, "er Leader Zheng, I just talked to director Qiao on the phone and told him that the dispensing of medicine by other doctors was very mysterious and we didn't want to let unfamiliar people take it, so we had to take it and send it to him. I asked whether it was for him or for Mrs. Li directly. How clever director Qiao is. He immediately said that it would be better for us to send it by ourselves, and one less person would know. Then he asked us to have lunch. If I asked your advice before I agreed, I'm afraid director Qiao would have an idea, so he agreed If you don't think it's right, I can try to push him. "

In fact, Zheng Yanhong has been absent-minded since the morning, although she has no expression on her face. So after Zhao shensan had just said such a long speech, she thought for a while before she realized that he was explaining to her why she would make her own decision.

She suddenly felt funny, but she didn't want to explain, so she looked at him silently, then casually closed her eyes and said lazily, "if you agree, just eat. Why do you want to push off a" No.2 chief "of others? If your boss is refused a meal, you don't want me to mix up with you"

Zhao shensan was confused by her attitude He turned over to look at the road ahead and sighed silently, thinking that maybe with Zhu Changshan, the "Xiangyang brother", he was more dispensable in Zheng Yanhong's mind.

When he arrived at the provincial capital, Zhao shensan looked at Zheng Yanhong, who was still a young lady's temper and didn't command anything. He didn't care and felt anxious. He made his own arrangements and was afraid that she was not happy. He had no choice but to keep silent for a long time. Then he said: "leader Zheng, it's not good for us to go to leader Li's house in broad daylight, so we don't have to worry about taking medicine. We can go again in the afternoon . But it's almost noon now. It's not good for us to have dinner with director Qiao for the first time. But if you give him a gift, he won't accept it. Do you want to prepare some exquisite giftsZheng Yanhong's face is still indispensible: "OK, then you go to prepare."

Zhao shensan almost collapsed because of the way she dumped the shopkeeper. I'm afraid she's still absent-minded when she has lunch. In that case, it's better not to contact Qiao's expedition.

When he got out of the car, he asked Xiao Yan to drive them to the mall. "I'll get a card. Are you waiting in the car or going in by the way?"

ZHENG Yanhong got out of the car and walked inside without saying a word behind him. Zhao shensan was angry and funny, so he had to wait and go in with her.

As soon as he entered the shopping mall, Zhao shensan went to the finance room where he handled the shopping card. Unexpectedly, after a few steps, he turned around and found that Zheng Yanhong didn't catch up. When he reluctantly turned back to look at it, he saw that Zheng Yanhong was staring at a couple of husband and wife like people next to the jewelry counter. The man was affectionately helping his wife hang a string of beads. The woman said happily: "it's so expensive, don't..." The man with a proud face said: "silly words, this is my new year gift for you, how can you not? You don't care about the money, I will make it!"

Zhao shensan moved in his heart, looked at Zheng Yanhong's envious face, sighed and whispered in her ear: "Alas! Honghong, I bought a gift here long ago. I just dare not give it to you... "

"Oh, what gift, I want!" Zheng Yanhong's eyes brightened, and the envy on her face changed into joy. She turned around and stretched out her hand.

Zhao shensan didn't know when he felt that this woman was no longer the omnipotent sister in his heart, but the little sister who needed to be cared by him in the palm of his hand, so he just changed her name naturally.

With a smile of indulgence, he took out a small brocade bag from his pocket and handed it to her. When she opened it, a crystal pendant with platinum inlaid on a platinum chain appeared. The graceful peony was so beautiful. She carried it out in ecstasy and tried to compete on her neck. Who knows that the salesgirl just recognized Zhao shensan with her sharp eyes and cried happily: "Oh, sir, your wife is so beautiful. It's not in vain that you've come here several times and bought this pendant. She's really elegant and beautiful!"

The couple nearby also praised their good looks, and the man said, "Miss, do you have the same one? Please give it to my wife for a try." The young lady would say, "this is a limited edition. It's the only one in the world. This gentleman has vision and bought it for his wife long ago. You'd better choose the one just now. There's only one left. Don't forget it."

When Zheng Yanhong heard that the pendant was unique, she was as happy as a child. She wore it on the spot and kept looking at it in the mirror.

Zhao shensan was full of pride and said, "Honghong, you wait here. I'll get the card and come out later."

When he came out with the card in a hurry, Zheng Yanhong was already very familiar with the salesgirl. She must have told her how Zhao shensan had been there several times before she made up her mind to buy her this limited edition pendant. When she saw that the price was four zeros, she looked at him more brightly.

After going out of the shopping mall, Zhao shensan first found his position with man's reason, and then followed Zheng Yanhong, who was as happy as a girl. He bent down slightly and made a standard secretary look.

When she got on the bus, Zheng Yanhong sat in the back seat silently. Her heart was full of happiness and joy, and she had a romantic feeling like a little girl in her first love. At this moment, Lin Maoren had nowhere to escape from the entanglement, the tasteless eating before the model, and the pitiful marriage, all of which couldn't match the one that gently patted her white chest from time to time Fall.

She has never been short of money since she was a child. As long as she wants to buy tens of thousands of jewelry, she will not have any financial problems. However, from small to large, fan Qianjin can buy a house for Shuangshuang, but she never thinks that her powerful wife, who is not short of money, needs him to satisfy the vanity of a little woman with one or two luxury items occasionally, and experience the feeling of being spoiled, but Zhao shensan did it!

Zheng Yanhong's excitement actually lies in that she has not really understood Zhao shensan until now. He has long been not that cramped little employee. Tens of thousands of dollars is not half a year's salary for him. His school can earn 10000 yuan in ten days, and now he is just like a fox with her mother tiger. She doesn't know it She can receive benefits in the name of her salary.

She thought vaguely, why should she worry about Lin Maoren? She didn't need to worry about the feeling of inferiority that one person had been hovering among several men last night. She thought, the body and the spirit can be separated, in spirit, she can be a pure goddess, but in the body, she can be a God who makes men crazy and makes her happy!

This is the reality. Since women can make use of their unique conditions to avoid many detours and get the same happiness, why should they confine themselves with secular ideas and look down on themselves? Those men with three wives and four concubines who are not proud of their ability to have several partners are just in the mood Accept the happiness sent to the door just, why should endless use "cultivation" to restrain themselvesAs a result, Zheng Yanhong has adjusted her mood when she is close to the hotel she has made an appointment with Qiao Yuanzheng. After Zhao shensan gave her a surprise, she is in a good mood for a long time. The meeting with Qiao Yuanzheng has paved an unimaginable golden road for her and Zhao shensan's future career Development

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