The beautiful boss is on

Then, Zhao shensan more insipid helped Zheng Yanhong stand up, looking at her still soft appearance, forced to nestle up to him, took the opportunity to put her on one side of a chair, he stepped back two steps and stood there looking at her.

At this moment, Zheng Yanhong was embarrassed to continue pretending to be dizzy and clinging to him, so she leaned on the chair weakly and looked at him quietly. She cried out sadly: "husband..."

Zhao shensan said: "Honghong, I still call you today because you have just explained all the misunderstandings, and I totally accept and trust you, because I don't think there is any need for acting or cheating between you and me. After all On your terms, even without my fake husband, Zhao shensan, I don't worry that no one who loves you is willing to give you a lifetime of care and love. "

Although all the words Zhao shensan said were expected to hear by Zheng Yanhong, his watery expression and his tone as if he were telling something unrelated to him made Zheng Yanhong have a kind of bone chilling feeling, and even a kind of foreboding feeling. This feeling was so strong that she quickly stopped Zhao shensan's story in fear and interrupted him in a hurry "Three, three, three, three, don't talk about it, OK? No one can love me more than you. All they do is for conspiracy. How can it be compared with your sacred love?

let's go to Zhang's house together. Don't mention any fake or not. In my Zheng Yanhong's heart, if you are a fake, who else can be a real husband Look what I have to look forward to without you. I don't even care to dress up! "

Zhao shensan saw Zheng Yanhong say, and when he had the momentum to rush to embrace him, he quietly stepped back a few steps, and continued to say faintly: "don't get excited, speak slowly. Honghong, I just said that. In fact, it's not to deny the love between us. But what I want to tell you is that your conditions are so good that there's no need to cheat me, so I believe your explanation.

I'm very sorry for the negative impact of escaping marriage. Please forgive me. However, through this incident, it also exposed a very practical problem, that is, there are many problems in the combination between us.

First of all, there is a big gap between us. In the past, I was always too arrogant. I always felt that I could overcome the gap by my ability, use my love to make up for the gap in my position, and take care of you from the emotional point of view. But now I know that I am too naive, which is impossible.

Because, in our country, and even in our circle, everyone has a scale in their heart. The scale's fixed star is either other or level, which is an insurmountable yardstick.

So, even if I feel good about myself, in other people's eyes, I'm still a shameless person who depends on your nepotism. I'm tired of this kind of life. Really, after listening to the morning and evening drumbeats these days, I'm completely tired of that tricky circle, and if I get out of it, it's even more impossible for me to be with you. Secondly... "

Zheng Yanhong was very patient after listening to Zhao shensan's "first", but now she found that he had "second". She was always pampered in front of Zhao shensan, and finally got angry. She angrily scolded: "Zhao shensan, don't pretend to be a monk who has nothing to do with the world. We don't stay together for a day or two I don't know what kind of person you are.

can you really transcend the desire without asking? Then dare you say that when you first fell in love with me, your purpose was so pure? Don't you have any idea of speculation? Some things are tacit. At this moment, it's just that I Zheng Yanhong wore a jewelry by mistake, and I've been disgraced by your runaway marriage, and become the pride of the people of the whole province Laughing stock, this punishment should be enough.

but even so, I still choose to look for you everywhere without any regrets, and even ask the Bodhisattva to pray for Zhang you. God, I'm so lucky to meet you here. Why do you want to be noble and detached in front of me?

to put it bluntly, we are both inseparable from the same status. If we don't share the same bad taste, how can we fall in love and know each other I'm wrong, I admit. Let's talk about things. Why put on a saint face to prevaricate me? If you think I'm not sincere, I can apologize again, but I don't need to play with these empty words. Zhao shensan, I just ask you one thing, go with me or don't want me at all "

ZHENG Yanhong's angry accusation didn't get Zhang Ying from Zhao shensan, he is still motionless Yu Zhong's indifference, but after Zheng Yanhong asked the ultimatum like words, a trace of irony finally appeared on her lips. Her eyes looked down and glared at Zheng Yanhong, who was sitting on the chair "Huhu" panting: "since you have said that, then I won't beat around the bush.

Honghong, do you really "accidentally" come to worship Bodhisattva today, pray to find me, and then "accidentally" meet me? Then I'm standing with my back in a monk's robe, and you're praying. How do you know that I'm the one who rushed to stop you from committing suicide, and you fainted after bumping into me? Why do you open your eyes and call my name clearly? Don't you know that I'm here long ago What's more, although I'm facing ancient Buddhas in Yunshan temple, there are still TV sets in the temple. How did leader Zheng dress when he accompanied the leader to inspect yesterday? There were pictures in Yundu news last night. At that time, you didn't seem to be so old-fashionedWhen I choose to believe you, I have already explained that I appreciate everything you have done. The next reason is that I don't want to make you too uncomfortable. However, since leader Zheng is not willing to listen to it, I'd better not say "second".

Leader Zheng was right. At the beginning, Zhao shensan was really a speculator who wanted to take advantage of you. But a moment's speculation does not mean that I can speculate all my life, nor does it mean that I won't feel humiliated when I speculate. Moreover, I've speculated for so many years, and I should be tired of this kind of shameless speculation career, and I know more about our feelings No matter how sincere the love is, it still can't resist the humiliation brought by these two words.

The scar on my heart is caused by years of personality damage. Otherwise, even if you bring the wrong family jade bracelet to marry me, why not? After all, it's Zhao shensan, not the leader of Lin Maoren, who hugs you on the wedding night. If I can be more shameless, I can even feel that Lin gave us a valuable jade bracelet for nothing but didn't get him Want you, absolutely lost his wife and folded soldiers, I Zhao shensan is a big profit, should be elated!

Alas! It's a pity that if I'm not a good person, it's not good that I want to be a bad person and I don't want to go against my conscience, so I will suffer, humiliate and contradict, just like a slut who wants to build a memorial archway after being a whore. Even bad people can't be pure. I really don't deserve you to look for me in such a low voice. What you want is a happy word. I can answer you now. I'm not going to go on with you. Please seal it

Zhao shensan finished, slowly turned around, and slowly walked towards the door of the hall, the tall figure in the monk's robe was pulled by the old man.

Zheng Yanhong was red in the face because of what he had just said. Now she looked at his back, which was so strange that she even forgot to stop him. She watched him walk slowly to the door, and saw him step out of the door with one foot. Then she felt panic and cried: "Zhao shensan, are you really a monk? I don't know Believe me, you can lose me! I don't believe it! What are you unconvinced about? Let's debate again. I don't look down on you! You are not allowed to go, let's have a good communication, OK "

Zhao shensan stopped, but there was no Zhang tou, just standing outside the door and inside the door, facing the sky and looking up, Zheng Yanhong naturally could not see the tears in his eyes, only saw his proud back, almost desperate waiting for his reply.

Finally, Zhao shensan gave a long sigh and said, "Alas The debate is so poor that it is like a drop thrown into a huge gully. This is the so-called way of Buddha. Shen San is stupid and doesn't dare to understand, but he doesn't want to argue with you any more, let alone go to the muddy water in the turbid world.

After that, I may not become a monk, but you and I will never return to politics. You Take care of yourself. "

With that, Zhao shensan finally stepped out of the door with his foot. Slowly but firmly, he stepped down the steps step by step. The setting sun threw his shadow into the hall. He looked so lonely, so lonely, and even more determined. Zheng Yanhong couldn't help crying

And Zhao shensan refused Zheng Yanhong, the pain in his heart is less than her? If he can really be as indifferent as he showed, why did he turn around the corner after leaving here, and when he got behind Zheng Yanhong's invisible, he immediately lost his calmness and steadiness, and almost ran to the back mountain like a desert, where he almost exhausted all his strength The tree stood up and cried.

Zheng Yanhong naturally can't see all this. At the moment, she has completely lost her old determination and pride, and the feeling of being abandoned. The poisonous flame burns her blood. She has lost the element of performance. She once again falls helplessly on the futon in front of the Bodhisattva seat, weeping and whispering: "Bodhisattva, what's wrong with me? Why does he really despise me He really didn't want me But he used to love me so much