The ceo's secret

If you can't marry her, why do you want to have a good time and put others to bed? **It's just a brief joy. If I for that moment's joy, destroyed other people's lifelong happiness, then I too selfish! What if the man you meet in the future is a man with serious sexual complex? Well, didn't my behavior cause her misfortune?

Even if I can marry them all home, even if I have the ability, can I give them happiness? Several women share the same man's love, they will inevitably compete for cool, and it is not impossible to fight together all day. Isn't that the problem that existed in ancient men's wives and concubines? It's not easy for three wives and four concubines to live in harmony?

No! I think too much! I think too far!

Now I only recognize one truth. If you can't give happiness to others, don't have a relationship with others.

Don't make too many evils, there will be retribution! I don't believe in karma, but I still believe in the truth that if you do wrong, you will die!

After seeing off Mengying, my mind is full of tears, which can't go away --

"Mengying, I know you are very sad now, but sooner or later, you will understand my intention. I refuse you mercilessly because I want to love you in my heart

I murmured in my heart -

in the following days, I devoted myself to my work -

Elia came to see me every two days and heard that Mengying had returned to Binhai. She didn't seem to have any reaction, but I could see that she was very satisfied with the result in her heart -

she asked me to visit Tianshan at the weekend, and we had an appointment before Tianshan, but because of meeting my mother and stranded -

I should go to Tianshan with her, but I declined -

I said that my work is very busy now, the pressure is very big, I have to study at home at the weekend, to recharge myself, a lot of problems about the real estate industry I have not fully understood -

Elia listen to my tone is very firm, also no longer advise Say I'll go to Tianshan Mountain -

"well," Elia said on the other end of her mobile phone, "we'll go when you're free. Anyway, we have plenty of opportunities."

I said, "thank you for your understanding -"

"shall we have dinner together that evening?" Elia asked from the other end of the cell phone.

I said, "I don't want to go out at night --"

"another excuse," Elia said on the other end of her mobile phone. "You've been trying to avoid me since Mengying left Urumqi these days. What did I do wrong? "

I said, "Elia, you didn't do anything wrong, and I didn't do anything wrong. Most of the time, it's not what we do wrong, it's us Not suitable... "

"Not appropriate?" Elia said on the other end of the phone, "why? Godmother said that we are the most suitable couple. You are the future leader of Apollo fund, but I am the future leader of Elia. According to the old Chinese saying, we are made for each other. "

"Elijah," I said, "you don't understand that love has nothing to do with the labels we attach to us. Love has something to do with our hearts. In modern society, we may be happy, but we may not be happy. The reason is that our love is tightly combined with many material labels. We enjoy the rich material world, we are happy, but we are not happy. "

"I can make you happy..." Said Elia.

I said, "Elia. Unilateral will can not give each other happiness, happiness is based on the basis of consensual, you understand? If it is a unilateral will, no matter how much you pay, the other party will not necessarily get the happiness he wants from you. Do you understand? "

"I don't understand," Elijah said stubbornly, "if a man can get all the love of a woman, he is happy -"

"that's not true happiness!" I said.

Elijah said on the other end of the mobile phone, "there are not so many people in this world who cherish each other, and there are not so many people who never leave. Do you know why there are so many men and women left now? Because a large part of them stubbornly believe that they will always meet that person. But in the end, they couldn't meet each other, so in the end, they had to find anyone to marry and have children. Is this the happiness you want? Ming Ming... "

I said: "in fact, you are also very stubborn..."

"In your words, it's also called persistence!" Said Elia.

I said: "there's a saying you haven't heard. The most sad thing is to insist on what you shouldn't insist on and give up what you shouldn't give up."

"At least I think I'm sticking to the right thing -"

"that's what you think," I said. "Do you know what's the biggest weakness in human nature? It's self righteous! Usually, each of us is very self righteous. We think this way and that way, but we don't know that it's just our personal biased indirect. The idiom "more listening, more understanding" tells us that people should not be too opinionated, but listen to different opinions, so that you can understand in your heart. It's being stupid and living alone! ——”

"you call me stupid?" Asked Elia.I said, "no! I'm not talking about you. We're talking about the matter now! ——”

"there are times when people are stupid," Elijah said, "when a wise man thinks twice, he will lose, not to mention us ordinary people? You can be strict with yourself, but not with others. Mingming, you are a thoughtful man, but you are also stupid sometimes, especially in love - "

" right? " I said.

"Because you stubbornly insist on what you shouldn't!" Said Elia.

I said, "really?"

"Do you think I can't see it?" Elia said on the other end of the phone, "you still love Liu Linlin! Your mobile phone screen is her picture, your computer screen is her picture, you think I don't know who she is? Now in the information age, I just need to search the Internet to find the photos and personal information of any slightly famous person! As long as you search for "Liu Linlin", there will be more than ten pages of personal information about her! ——”

"this It's just a habit of thinking, "I stammered a little." you know, even if you break up, you can't forget someone you once loved so quickly, right?... "

"In that case, why do you stubbornly refuse any woman?" But I don't want to continue this topic, I want to end this topic --

"Elijah," I said, "it's not that I stubbornly refuse anyone, it's that I'm married. You saw the wedding ring on my ring finger, too! I told you that Mel and I are married. I'm married! ——”

"is it meaningful for you to keep this promise for a dead girl?" Elia said on the other end of the phone.

I said, "of course it makes sense. This ring, I will never take it down! I've been married once! I'm a real married person now! ——”

"May is dead!" Said Elia.

"But she's still alive! Live in my heart I said.

"Let her live in your heart." Said Elia.

"I've given up on other women -" I said.

At least I haven't given up on Linlin. Not only haven't I given up on Linlin, but also --

"you are just against human nature, against nature! Who says widowed men can't remarry? I think the dead may also hope you can live happily Elia said on the other end of the phone.

I said, "at least I don't think about anything now. I just want to work hard in Xinjiang -"

"I don't think about anything," Elia said. "I just want to catch the man I like! Whether he is married or not, and whether he still loves others, I will not care! Because I firmly believe that my charm will not be inferior to any woman

"It's up to you." I said, "anyway, I've said everything."

"Shall we have dinner together?" Asked Elia.

I said, "no interest! ——”

"shall I go to your house and cook dinner for you?" Said Elia.

I said, "No. I can cook and fry myself. "

"It seems that you forced me to use the godmother relationship to deal with you!" Elijah said with warning.

I lazy way: "please! ——”

………

My first thought of returning to Binhai was before and after Linlin's birthday -

at that time, my yearning for Linlin reached its peak -

sometimes distance is a mysterious aphrodisiac, and so is time. Yearning ferments and expands in the change of time and space, until it is irresistible -

of course, the change of time and space sometimes stifles yearning and makes a relationship disappear Gradually cooling -

but this is not the case between me and Linlin, at least I am not. The barrier of time and space makes me miss Linlin even more!

On the eve of Linlin's birthday, after I get up every morning and open a new page of the calendar, I clearly know that Linlin's birthday is getting closer and closer -

I even wonder if I suddenly appear in front of her on her birthday, will she be very surprised? ——

But it's just my accidental thought. I know I won't do that. I came to Xinjiang to escape from Linlin. If I send it to her by myself, it's meaningless to escape! ——

It can also be said that I paid such a great loss, is equal to the past wasted!

But the missing in my heart has not stopped, and the pace is faster and faster!

I began to pay close attention to Linlin's QQ space, her personal signature and her blog -

Linlin has recorded a lot of her thoughts in these cyberspace, maybe she also thinks I can see it? ——

Linlin's birthday finally arrived. On this day, I was in Xinjiang, and Linlin was in Binhai. The distance between us was 5000 or 6000 kilometers!