It worries me a lot! ——

Before receiving Gu Tong's call, I gave up. I wanted to leave the beautiful clothes. But after receiving Gu Tong's call, I hesitated. I can't give up a job easily. In case my mother needs lumbar disc surgery, it must cost a lot of medical expenses.

Mom must be very painful now. Lumbar disc herniation is a very painful disease. Based on my understanding of this disease, sleeping at night alone is a very painful thing. Because of low back pain, you can't lie flat, you can only lie half, and you don't need to pad pillows. When it's serious, you can't bend down, or even sit all night until dawn!

Also has the prominent lumbar intervertebral disc compression spinal nerve causes the lower limb radiation pain, the light may cause the movement inconvenience, the heavy may cause the lower body paralysis! Thinking of my mother working all her life and finally being paralyzed in bed, I can't help but feel cramped!

How did mom get this disease? It's not for me and Gu Tong to work hard to get sick. Now she's getting worse, and she probably needs to have an operation on lumbar disc herniation. I heard that it's a major operation, which costs more than 100000 yuan in operation and medical expenses! More than 100000 yuan! For me, a wage earner with a monthly salary of more than 3000 yuan, that's no different from an astronomical number!

At this juncture, if I lose this job again, how can I afford my mother's medical expenses?

………

All afternoon, I was at home, sitting on the balcony of my bedroom, overlooking the bustling city not far away, the colorful world -

my mind was wandering, thinking about things in the company, things in my hometown, things in the past, people and things that once appeared in my life, and things that came from my own life The scattered people and things in life are also thinking about the dream of being young and frivolous, and the reality of today's extremely cold, and also thinking about Linlin -

suddenly, I find that my sight has become blurred, the whole prosperous city has become blurred, the flower world under my feet has become blurred, and all things have become blurred -

only Wang Feng's song "North China" The song "Beijing, Beijing" reverberates in my ears, in my heart, the vicissitudes of life are incomparable, but it is incomparably clear -

"when I walk in every street here

my heart seems never calm

except for the roar of the engine and the sound of electrical appliances

I seem to hear his heart beating like a candle bone

..."

people are

Beijing

if one day I have to leave

I hope people bury me here

here I can feel my existence

there are too many things that I am attached to here

I laugh here

I cry here

I live here

I die here

I pray here

I am lost here

I'm here to find

and here to lose

Beijing... "

I didn't leave the balcony of my bedroom until I heard the sound of footsteps coming from downstairs, which was the crisp sound of high-heeled shoes knocking on the delicate tile floor -

I knew that it was yunyun who came back from work. I went out of my bedroom and walked to the spiral staircase -

I knew that yunyun would go straight to my bedroom, and I could know her mood by listening to her footsteps -

What's going on On the spiral ladder, we met, with four eyes facing each other -

she looked at me and said, "Mingming! Why don't you answer my phone? ——”

I said with a smile: "the mobile phone is off. I don't want to hear the police

"Still laughing! ——”She turned to glaring at me and said, "don't you know I'm worried about you? I'm so worried about you! ——Why don't you answer the home phone? ——”

I touched my nose, looked at her and said, "did you call home? ——”

she glared at me angrily and said, "do you want us to check? I made at least ten phone calls. I thought something happened to you! ——”

I said with a smile, "what can happen to me? What can happen to a living man with developed limbs? ——”

she looked me up and down, then glared at me again and said, "have you eaten yet? ——”

I shook and said, "not yet. Not very hungry

She raised her hand to hit me and stared at me angrily -

"here! Take this to my bedroom, "she tossed her bag to me." I'll go downstairs and cook for you! ——”

………

Since I came back from overseas travel with yunyun and had a physical relationship with her in France, yunyun's performance really satisfied me and made me look at her with new eyes. She seemed to jump from one extreme to the other, which made me feel that it was not a reality, but just a dream!When she spoke to me, her voice became full of meaning of negotiation. Her eyes were as soft as dawn. Now I am basically used to living under the same roof with her. She takes the initiative to clean the room. In the morning, she will make breakfast for me. Even if she doesn't, she will go downstairs to buy breakfast for me. She also makes coffee for me, which is very expensive Sumatra Island civet coffee!

I don't know why she suddenly becomes so clever. Frankly speaking, her cleverness often leaves me at a loss -

at 7:30 in the evening, we have already had dinner.

I was sitting on the Roman marble terrace outside the living room window, looking at the dark blue sky above my head, thinking a word in my heart!

"Women need men's training! Can not blindly cater to her, at the right time, let her know that men are the real masters of the world

I admit that women should spoil, but don't spoil too much! Let her know that he is good to her because of his love, not because he owes her in his previous life. He has to pay endlessly in this life! When necessary, let her know that she will lose him too, if she goes too far!

This is too extreme, but it is not unreasonable!

If I have read this sentence before, if I apply it to my relationship with Ye Mei, is it possible that she will not betray me in the end? Will not betray our five-year love? Is it possible or not? I don't know whether it's possible, because many things have no ifs, only results -

of course, this is not applicable to yunyun and me. Strictly speaking, we are not really lovers. No matter what yunyun thinks, at least I think so, I still feel that I lack a feeling of love for her! ——

"Mingming! Ming Ming!... "

Yunyun floated out of the room like a butterfly, holding a delicate glass fruit plate in his hand! ——

I turned to see her, she looked at me with a smile, her smile with a hint of playfulness, her black hair in the back of her head, wearing a white suspender skirt, wearing a cartoon pattern apron on the waist, like a sexy and sweet little woman living at home. {m}

"have a try," she said, handing me the fruit plate. "This is the fruit salad I made for you

A three-month-old Yorkshire dog followed her heel into the terrace and let out a "Wuwuwuwu" cry. She promised to take her home in the evening. While we were abroad, Yorkshire had been living with her sister Linlin. This Yorkshire of pure British blood cost more than 10000 yuan. However, it's really cute. She likes to stick to her hostess!

I took the fruit tray, put it on the white rattan table beside the white rattan chair, and said with a smile to her, "if I had never imagined you wearing an apron or cooking before. However, now it seems that my imagination is not enough. You can not only cook, but also sit on fruit salad, which makes me feel like a miracle! "

Yunyun glared at me and said, "what do you mean! What's this called? It's called the typical one with low vision! ——”

look! Now when it comes to vulgar words, she also knows how to avoid them. How big and "terrible" are the changes that have happened to her?!

I puffed out a puff of smoke and said with a smile, "yes! You do surprise me

Allow to raise hand to hit me, raise face to make disdain shape.

"You know," she said, looking at me, "that Miss Ben has a lot of housekeeping skills! In the future, your surprise will be endless! "

I said with a smile: "looking forward to it! Ha ha - "

she urged me to say:" eat salad! This helps with digestion after meals. "

I raised my cigarette and said with a smile, "OK, when I finish smoking this cigarette."

Actually, I don't like fruit very much.

Allow horizontal I one eye, pounce on, take away the cigarette in my hand.

"Is it that easy to smoke?" She glared at me and said, "smoking is bad for your health, don't you know? ——”

I said with a smile, "I'm addicted. I can't help it."

"Then give up!" She said.

"It's not that easy. Mark Twain, the great American writer, has given up more than 100 times, but he still can't give up!" I make fallacies.

She didn't believe it, tilted her head, looked at me and said, "is it so hard to quit? People who are addicted to drugs can give up drug addiction. Can't you even give up smoking? ——”

I said with a smile, "my willpower is too weak."

"All naloxone replacement therapy, you can also eat something else to replace the desire to smoke Yunyun offered his advice. He looked very serious and naive.

I said, "I've tried many times. Candy, bubble gum, tea, it doesn't work! What alternative can I find? ——”

yunyun squeezed his eyes at me and said, "how about replacing me? ——”

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