The ceo's secret

This is my way to Heilong mountain at that time, and I published a series of unreasonable heresies to Linlin!

At that time the feeling is sweet, feel oneself in front of the person you like eloquence is a very enjoyable thing! But now I think of Linlin and these scenes, I no longer have a sweet feeling in my heart, but a complex emotion of pain, acerbity, guilt and sadness! ——

Guilt, of course, refers to yunyun. Every time I think of Linlin, I also think of yunyun. To be honest, this kind of feeling is really uncomfortable! Feel chest stuffy, feel chest blocked by what is very dead, breathless that kind of feeling! ——

However, even if I feel guilty, even if I feel pain, I still can't help myself not to see Linlin. As long as Linlin beckons to me, I will run to her bravely -

in the city, yunyun puts me out of the car and instructs me to take a taxi home -

I go to the street, light a cigarette, take two puffs, reach out and wave to the farthest rental car -

when the red Ferrari disappears at the corner of the street, I can't help it He dismissed the driver on the ground of accepting the price, turned around and ran straight to the direction of Wuyi Square -

soon I saw Linlin's car, which was parked beside the unified parking area of the square -

there was a good green belt around Wuyi Square, planted many flowers and plants, and many flowers were full of bright flowers. There are cherry trees, begonias, palm trees -

last time sister Qin and I came here and sat in her Tianlai car and talked for a long time, it was when Liang Binhai was in a dilemma about her marketing plan! ——

It's almost two months since that happened. At that time, it was the flowering period of Begonia. The fragrance of Begonia was floating inside and outside the car window. Now, the trees are full of green fruits with a slight red halo. These fruits will soon enter the mature period.

and now it's September, and the Begonia has withered, those once white and beautiful flowers The petals have turned into dust, and the thumb sized fruits are looming among the branches and leaves -

Linlin's BMW car is stopping under several tall Begonia trees -

I touch my nose, breathe a long breath, and walk straight over -

Linlin has seen me in the rearview mirror for a long time, she has opened the front passenger's door for me, and I walk to the car "Xu Ming," she said with a slight smile, bent her head, raised her hand and gathered her hair, "shall we talk in the car? ——”

I nodded, bent down and sat in the car -

at first, for a moment, we all sat quietly in the car, and no one spoke. Linlin's eyes looked through the windshield at the crabapple trees above the car, with a sad look and lonely eyes -

I looked at the conch on the front platform and nervously raised my hand from time to time Nose, I know that I picked up the conch from the seaside and gave it to Linlin! ——

"Xu Ming," she turned to look at me and said with a smile, "look at these crabapple trees. They are blooming and withering. Now they are fruiting. In early autumn, the fruit will be ripe -"

I nodded and looked at her. I didn't know what she wanted to express by using this crabapple tree? ——

She sighed, and then said: "the flowers bloom and wither. The Begonia trees are in strict accordance with the laws of nature. If the flowers and trees go against the laws of nature, everything will be in chaos. Breaking the law will lead to disorder - "

is she suggesting the hidden rules of this society? Are you implying that she and Ouyang Ze are also bound by hidden rules? ——

I touched my nose and said, "no rules, no circles! ——”

"Xu Ming, do you have Begonia trees in your hometown? ——”Linlin looked at me and said with a smile.

"there are a lot of crabapples in front of and behind the house Linlin asked me.

I said, "yes. When I was a child, I loved to eat it, but it didn't taste very good. Just picked fruit, oral not sweet, very sour, very sour! ——”

just like the feeling in my heart at the moment!

Linlin's eyes picked out the window and fell on the crowns of the crabapple trees. She said quietly, "the taste and shape of the crabapple fruit are all like hawthorn, which can be eaten fresh or made into preserves. The crabapple that my nanny can make is sweet, sour and delicious. Yunyun and I especially liked to eat when we were children! ——”

I touched my nose and said with a forced smile, "really? ——”

Linlin nodded to me and said with a smile, "you can't eat the Begonia fruit when you pick it. It will be sour and astringent, with a bitter taste! To get rid of the bitter taste, we should store the Begonia fruit for a period of time before eating. I remember when I was a child, there was no refrigeration equipment, but my nanny had a way! ——”

"what can I do?" I said.

Then, with an air of narration, Linlin told me about the unforgettable scene when her nurse helped her and her sister to make Begonia fruit when she was a child -

Linlin said that her nurse first put the picked fruit into the hay basket and put it in a cool and ventilated place. When the snow, winter solstice around, the northwest wind blowing, the surface of the fruit from a layer of light frost, at this time, the special flavor of Begonia fruit to fully show - sweet, slightly sour, slightly crisp, fruity - and then the sour, by no means apricot, plum comparable! No matter how cold it is, the fruit will be frozen. Put the fruit in the yard, and the fruit will be frozen into hard ice lumps. Like the frozen persimmon, pull it out in cold water, wait for a thin layer of ice to come out of the fruit, then you can eat it. However, eating frozen Begonia is really not a bite to eat, the juice is white and dross, you have to put the whole fruit in your mouth, and then pull the handle of the fruit. The handle is connected with a small red bead like core, which is pulled out. The flesh left in your mouth is cool, sweet and sour, natural and delicious, and the taste is beyond words. At that time, peddlers would sell these Begonia fruits in the streets, usually in "bingzhan'er" cars. But the taste is not as good as the frozen Begonia made by my nanny!When Linlin finished, I said: "maybe what you miss is not the taste of frozen Begonia fruit, but the taste of childhood. And that smell is gone forever, and it's irreplaceable, right? ——”

Linlin nodded and said with a smile, "it's like love. I remember someone saying that we don't fall in love with someone. We fall in love with the feeling of being with someone and the happy time of being with someone. "

I can understand this. As far as ye Mei is concerned, I have not loved her since the day when she fell into the arms of that rich old man! The reason why I can't forget for a long time is that I was fettered by the past time! Since she left me, what I can't forget is not ye Mei, but the happy time I spent with Ye Mei, the kind of happy and sweet feeling I had with her!

I seem to understand the reason why Linlin uses local materials to talk about Begonia trees. She just wants to explain this! But why did she explain this to me? Did she want to tell me that she didn't love me, but just fell in love with me, or did she want to tell me that I didn't love her, but fell in love with her? ——

Linlin didn't go on talking about this topic. Instead, she turned to the fact. She told me the truth about the relationship between her and Ouyang Ze, from their acquaintance two years ago to now -

frankly speaking, when I saw her and Ouyang Ze together in the Mediterranean commercial building, I really hated her! But this kind of hate can't stand the test of time. It's hard to survive in the crevice of love. This kind of hate gradually fades away with the passage of time until it's invisible -

frankly speaking, I don't hate her any more.

"Xu Ming," Linlin sighed and looked at me, "in fact, I know what happened to you and yunyun --"

I was stunned for a moment, and my heart was shaking. I looked at her, opened my mouth, and didn't say anything --

she said with a smile: "it was probably when we met for the first time that I realized that yunyun had fallen in love with you! ——”

"the first time? ——When I robbed your driver's license downstairs in Xuguang building? ——”I was surprised.

Linlin nodded and said with a smile, "Well! At that time, I didn't know you. I thought you were a thief. I was going to call 110 at first, but yunyun didn't promise -- "

" because of this? ——”I said.

Linlin shook her head and said, "it's because of yunyun's words -"

I said, "what words?"

Linlin said, "yunyun said," sister! Don't bother me! If you take that hick to the police station, I'll have to go and bail him! " ——”

"that's it? ——”I said.

Linlin said with a smile: "yunyun is my sister, we grow up together, I can easily insight into her mind! Although at that time I don't know if she fell in love with you, but I know she must be in love with you! ——”

what happened that day suddenly crossed my mind. That day, yunyun was in the elevator after work. She grabbed her driver's license when I didn't pay attention, kicked me in the crotch, and repeatedly threatened me with the police! ——

Now think about it, if you really like what Linlin said, yunyun likes me from then on, then yunyun is definitely a first-class actor! Is the most inconsistent girl! Because at that time, she gave me the feeling that she hated me! ——

"Later, I saw yunyun take you to haiyunjian Hotel, take you to Lili's birthday party, take you to Simei's proposal meeting, as if you would show up where she appeared. Although she told me that you were just her acting boyfriend, I felt that yunyun was slowly falling in love with you! ——”Linlin looked at me and said, her eyes showed a kind of deep love and sadness -

Linlin's words still surprised me. I didn't vaguely feel that yunyun had a good feeling for me until before and after going abroad. I didn't expect that Linlin had seen it for a long time! Is love really a spectator's eye?! ——