The ceo's secret

If I promise Linlin, I will completely lose yunyun. If I continue to wait for yunyun, then I will lose Linlin -

Linlin's love, Linlin's struggle, Linlin's pain -

I see everything in my eyes, through my heart, but I can't save her, I can't even save myself -

a choice is more than a choice, A choice has two sides. If you choose a, you will lose B. If you choose B, you will lose a -

this truth applies not only to me, but also to Linlin. If Linlin marries Ouyang Ze, both Lin and Ouyang will be happy. If Linlin chooses me, she will lose everything -

Yes! Is to lose everything! That's what Lin Xiaotian said to me!

I can't be so selfish. Linlin is the best successor in Lin Xiaotian's mind. She chose me, and what she lost is not a little thing -

can I make up for what she lost? The answer is no! ——

Yes! I know that Linlin is willing to give up everything for me, but I have nothing to give up, I can only give up myself -

the more Linlin loves me, the more I can't bear to accept her love, because it's too heavy for me to bear in my life -

my mind went to the garage and stretched out my hand to open the door——

"Xu Ming, stop! ——”

Linlin ran out of the hall of "Rose Castle" and yelled at me -

my body was stiff for a moment, and I turned back slowly -

Linlin had already run to me -

my mouth moved and I only sent out two words: "Linlin..."

"Xu Ming! Do you want to just walk away? ——”Linlin approached me, looked me in the eye and said -

ouyangze's figure appeared at the entrance of the hall -

I said: "Linlin..."

Linlin looked me in the eye and said, "I just want to ask you, do you love me? ——”

I closed my eyes painfully -

"tell me! Say it! ——”Linlin reached for me and shook me hard -

I opened my eyes, looked at her and said: "Linlin, I can't answer you this question -"

"can't answer? That's your acquiescence, right? You love me, you don't want me, do you? ——”Said Linlin, looking me in the eye.

I closed my eyes again in pain -

Ouyang Ze walked towards the garage -

Linlin turned to glance at Ouyang Ze, looked back at me and said: "if you love me, you can tell aze yourself now! Tell him you love me! Tell him you won't give me up! You tell him yourself! ——”

I raised my hand and pulled my hair, frowned at Linlin and said, "don't push me! Linlin... "

"If you don't tell Azer yourself! ——”Linlin stared at me and said, "I'm going to be engaged to aze, I'm going to marry him, I'm going to be his wife!..." But if you tell me that you love me, if you tell Azer that you love me, I will go with you, even if I have nothing left!... "

Tears have infiltrated Linlin's eyes, and the nasal voice in her words is very strong -

I also reached for Linlin's arms, gently shook her and said: "Linlin! You calm down, you with me, you will lose everything! ——”

"even if I lose everything, I will not hesitate!" Linlin asked me with tears in her eyes, "I just want you to tell me You still love me... "

Tears welled up -

Ouyang Ze had come over -

he said: "Linlin I'm embarrassed that you did... "

Linlin didn't answer the phone. She kept staring into my eyes and said, "Xu Ming! You tell Azer! You tell him yourself! You told him that you would not allow me to be anyone's wife except you! Except for you... "

Her emotion was unprecedented excitement -

Ouyang Ze's face was livid, and slowly came to me -

he suddenly reached out and grabbed my collar, and a hook hit my mandible heavily -

the sound of his fist hitting my mandible fiercely was very clear -

before I was completely stunned, Ouyang Ze was another "over shoulder fall", He threw me on the concrete floor -

I felt that my waist was about to break, so I held my breath in pain -

Ouyang Ze came up and raised her foot to kick me in the stomach -

Linlin jumped up, reached out and pushed him away -

she looked down at me lying on my back and cried in pain: "coward! Xu Ming! You are a coward You can only be beaten passively. Why can't you fight back? Why? Why?... "

I struggled to get up from the ground and put my hand on my waist -

I looked at Linlin and said: "yes!..." I'm a coward I never learned to take the initiative to attack others I'm a coward, coward!... "Ouyang Ze frowned at me and said, "Xu Ming! You won't win! You are doomed to lose to me! ——”

I didn't answer, and my mouth was full of blood. A mouthful of blood vomited on the snow, and bright red stood out in my eyes -

I looked at Linlin and Ouyang Ze and said: "I wish you all a long life together! ——”

with that, I opened the door, got into the car, started the engine, and Mazda went out on the road ahead

The ancients said that you can't have both fish and bear's paw. The ancients also said that the moon is full of ups and downs, and people have joys and sorrows. Fish and bear's paw, white butterfly and yellow butterfly, green snake and white snake all tell us that we can't all want them! ——

Liu sisters are certainly very beautiful, I can not all want to embrace, and, as it turns out, Liu sisters, I can not get anyone! ——

So, I can only bless them silently! ——

Where am I going to leave Binhai city? I don't know -

but at the moment, I really want to leave this city -

just like Yun Feifei's song "sad city" --

"all the past will pass away with the wind,

I want to forget the past vows,

try to get used to the days without you,

I want to say goodbye to this sad City,

everything will pass away Start over... "

Back to "the sunshine of Aegean Sea", Zheng Ying is kneeling in the living room, wiping the birch floor -

seeing me walk in with a blank face, she stands up quickly from the floor -

she says: "brother, you are back..."

I nodded and said, "have you eaten yet?..."

"Yes. Brother Xilu, haven't you eaten yet? " Zheng Ying looked at me and blinked.

I reluctantly laughed and said, "I've already eaten..."

Zheng Ying looked at me and said, "have you had dinner at Rose Manor?"

I nodded and said, "well. Yinger, I'm a little tired, so I go back to my room to have a rest - "

then I go straight into the bedroom -

I throw myself on the bed, staring at the ceiling -

the room is a little quiet, only the alarm clock ticking -

I start smoking, one after another, painfully close my eyes -

in front of me is Linlin That tearful face, as well as some good memories of the past with Linlin -

from our first meeting downstairs of "Xuguang mansion", of course, the first meeting eight years later -

to the memory of "QingCaoHu" and then to the memory of "Heilongshan hunting ground"

from our acquaintance, acquaintance, love, and then to the forced separation -

I remember the night when we broke up, in the underground parking lot of the KTV, Linlin's tearful face is clear now -

today, I saw Linlin's tearful face again -

in my impression, Linlin only cried so much these two times -

Zheng Ying quietly appears at the door of the bedroom -

she whispers: "brother, are you asleep?..."

I turned my back to her, didn't turn around, just said: "soon..."

Zheng Ying said softly: "brother, you smoke less, the room is full of smoke..."

I said: "I see --"

"brother, what's the matter with you today?..." Zheng Ying asked softly and walked into the bedroom -

I said: "nothing -"

"brother, what happened to you? ——”Zheng Ying stood by the bed and asked me.

I was silent, turned around and looked at her -

Zheng Ying took the opportunity to take the cigarette out of my hand and gently twisted it out in the ashtray on the bedside table -

Zheng Ying sat down beside the bed, looked at me and said, "brother, can you tell me? ——”

I looked at her and moved my mouth -

I said: "Linlin is going to be engaged -"

Zheng Ying looked at me in surprise and said: "when?..."

I said, "next week..."

Zheng Ying lowered her head and whispered, "so fast?..."

I nodded -

Zheng Ying looked at me and said, "is sister Linlin engaged to that Ouyang Ze?..."

I nodded -

both of them were silent for several seconds, then Zheng Ying looked up at me and said, "brother, do you love sister Lin?..."

elder sister Zheng Yiying nodded her head for two seconds and said, "I must be in pain."

I was stunned for a moment, looking at Zheng Ying and said: "how do you know? ——”

Zheng Ying put down her face and said with an unnatural smile, "people who are in secret love are always more painful than those who are in secret love..."I looked at her and said, "what? ——”

Zheng Ying looked at me and said carefully: "brother, I, I think Sister Linlin loves you very much But brother, you seem to have great scruples about sister Lin's love

I looked at Zheng Ying and didn't say anything -

Zheng Ying then said, "I can't let Yun Yun go? But But sister Yun has become a thing of the past. Brother, you can't always indulge in the love of the past

Can't help it? ——

Zheng Ying looked at me and said, "brother, you are a man who values love and righteousness. However, always immersed in yunyun's past love for you, it will make your life more painful. At the same time, you will also make the people you love deeply - I mean Linlin - suffer as well... "

I was quite surprised at Zheng Ying's words, but I didn't expect that she knew my mind like the palm of her hand -

I bowed my head and sighed: "it's not so easy to forget the past love and the past people I used to love so deeply... "