This little girl wanders alone in this big city. In fact, her life is not easy!

Now it's very difficult to find a job in this society. It's even more difficult to find a good job. She just graduated from university and has no experience in work. If she loses the good job of beautiful clothes, what should she do in the future?!

That night, I didn't go back to my residence in the western suburbs, because it was early in the morning to send Zheng Ying home, so I slept directly with her.

I sleep on the sofa and Zheng Ying on the bed, with a pink curtain in the middle.

After the light went out, there was no movement on the bed inside the curtain. Zheng Ying seemed to be so tired that she fell asleep.

When she fell asleep, I was relieved. However, in the middle of the night, whether the time was right or not, there was still an indescribable breath in this kind of night -

I drank a lot of wine, and my whole body was hot and dry. I turned over on the sofa and looked up at the dark night outside the window -

I suddenly remembered the words Hao Jian had published to me before It's a fallacy. It's about ten opportunities to have sex with a woman. And when a girl is sad, it is one of the ten opportunities. Hao Jian is very sure that the girl who is in a sad mood is the most vulnerable and needs to be comforted. This time will push her down the probability will be very big!

At that time, I refuted his fallacy. I said that it was typical of taking advantage of others' danger!

Hao Jianze laughed at me and said, "this society is so chaotic. Who are you going to show me! You can't believe that when a girl is sad, if you have the courage to push her down, strip her, hold her tightly and enter her body, it is the most effective comfort for her. She'll appreciate you afterwards, and it's not easy to forget you! More than a hundred words of comfort!

I don't know if Hao Jian is right, but when a girl is sad, I can't push her down!

What's more, Zheng Ying is a good girl. She treats me as her brother all the time. She trusts me. How can I fool her by drinking? If so, what's the difference between Liang Binhai and me?!

………

Zheng Ying didn't fall asleep. She heard me turn over and her soft voice came out from behind the curtain I'm afraid. Why don't you come in and talk with me? "

She turned on the light in the room again -

I was stunned for two seconds, but I still turned over from the sofa and sat up. I decided to go in and have a talk with her for a while, and I would sleep when she fell asleep. ^It's a great shock for a girl to know about the world tonight!

Zheng Ying's mood eased from Liang Binhai's rudeness, but she began to be afraid of other things. {m} She said she was afraid to see Liang Binhai in the company tomorrow. He is the manager of the planning department. We all have to work under him! She still keeps blaming herself. She blames herself for implicating me!

I comforted her and told her not to be afraid. I said that the name of pretty dress is Lin Bu Fu. Although Liang Binhai is the manager of the planning department, he can't cover the sky with only his hands. He also has vice president Yang and President Liu on top of him. He can't do anything to us!

I sat by the bed, looking at her gently, and holding her hand for comfort. Zheng Ying's mood fluctuated. She looked up at me with tears flashing in her eyes. She suddenly sat up from the bed, rushed to me and hugged me tightly.

"Brother! ——”She pressed her warm face close to my neck. "You're so nice! If you didn't show up in time, I, I don't know what to do?... "

I patted her on the back, told her not to think about anything, have a good sleep, everything will be better tomorrow!

She nodded obediently.

I let her go and sent her back to bed. I said, "have a good sleep. Tomorrow the sun will still rise from the East! Don't be afraid of anything. There's my brother! "

I said, "go to sleep! Sleep at ease! I've been watching you. I'll go to sleep when you fall asleep! ——”

She pouted slightly and said, "brother, what can I do if I can't sleep?"

I said with a smile, "close your eyes first, I will teach you to count sheep, and then you will fall asleep."

She gave a clever "um" and closed her eyes.

I said: "now count it with me - pleasant sheep, lazy sheep, beautiful sheep, boiling sheep..."

Zheng Ying was amused and burst out laughing.

I said: "now count by yourself, from the first one to the last one, and then from the last one to the first one. You can fall asleep after counting several times! Treatment of insomnia, significant effect! Hehe - "

at this time, Zheng Ying made a very unexpected move. She moved her body to the inside of the bed, reached out and patted the mattress, and said softly," brother Can you sleep here?... "

I was stunned. I touched my nose and said, "this, this..."

She turned away shyly, but I could still see the blush on her face, her cheeks were red, even her small and delicate earlobes were red -

I knew that she had the courage to say so, if I refused her request, she would be more embarrassed, and I would be more embarrassed!So, I simply grinned: "OK! good! ——”

in order to ease the atmosphere, I immediately said a witty saying, "brother snores later, don't cover my nose with a pillow! ——”

………

Whether I want to admit it or not, I can't ignore the fact that Zheng Ying and my former lover Ye Mei are very similar, not in appearance, but in character. I didn't deliberately analyze where they are similar. However, every time I see Zheng Ying, ye Mei's shadow will appear in my mind consciously or unconsciously -

it's me But can't let go of Ye Mei, or does Zheng Ying really have the shadow of Ye Mei, especially Ye Mei at the beginning of my acquaintance? Think about the spring when ye Mei met five years ago, wearing a floral dress and smiling in the bright sunshine. I'm afraid it's hard for me to erase that picture from my memory. ^{m}

"if life is just like seeing for the first time, it's suitable for autumn wind and sad painting fan."

Maybe everyone has had this unique experience more or less?!

Believe it or not, I never took the initiative to pursue girls before I met Ye Mei. It's not because I have low self-esteem. I don't have low self-esteem at all. On the contrary, I'm very confident, and even a little conceited of literary youth. When I was in college, I was the backbone of the literature society and a good sportsman. At that time, I was a bit high spirited and frivolous. I had Mao Zedong's ambition of guiding the country and encouraging the writing. {m}

in fact, before and after falling in love with Ye Mei, some girls gave me a note, or expressed it directly to me, but I politely refused!

There is only one reason why I resist love to divide my life, that is, I have a strong sense of responsibility.

When my father died early and my family was poor since I was a child, I knew my mother was not easy. She worked hard to bring my sister Gu Tong and me up, and she had to teach us both!

My mother relies on hard work and frugality. She cultivates her vegetable garden and our family's life. She works late at night. She has 365 days a year. My mother has never lived a comfortable life!

When the vegetables are planted, they will be sold in a town several kilometers away. It can be said that my little sister and I are all funded by my mother with her weak but tough shoulders! Under overwork day after day, year after year, her hair turned gray, her waist bent, and her lumbar intervertebral disc protruded.

I always remind myself that I can't live up to my mother's expectations. When I was a freshman, I tried every means to lighten my mother's burden. During the winter and summer vacation, I worked part-time to earn money. The living expenses of four years of University were basically earned by myself!

Who said inch grass heart, reported three spring sunshine? Mom, this life is really not easy!

How many times does my mother have to go back and forth on that dirt road for a year's tuition fee of Gu Tong and I in college?! When I think of my mother's rickets walking on the dirt road in my hometown, I can't help but feel pain! A woman suffering from lumbar spondylosis has to get out of bed and pick up her food load before dawn and crow every day, and rush to the small town food market several kilometers away in the dark. No matter in spring, summer, autumn and winter, or in severe cold and heat, what kind of pain does she have to endure?!

Oh! My great mother!

Therefore, what qualifications do I have to fall in love on campus?

However, many things are often unexpected, such as love. Before I met Ye Mei, I thought that even if there were girls chasing me, I would not be moved. However, after I met Ye Mei, I was not only moved, but also confused. I have never been in love, began to sway, after ye Mei's many warm hints, I involuntarily fell into her love!

………

The next day when I got up, it was less than six o'clock, and Zheng Ying was still awake, so I got out of bed quietly. {m} Don't dare to wash, for fear of disturbing Zheng Ying. Zheng Yaoying had a good feeling of getting out of her apartment after touching her jeans.

Last night, I did that kind of obscene thing to Zheng Ying. I'm so dirty that I don't waste any more!

The elder brother should have acted against the younger sister in such a rebellious way, and should have been killed in groups!

"Yinger, Yinger! I'm so dirty! You forgive me! I have no face to treat you any more! " I can only scold myself in my heart.

………

I want to call my mother. I haven't called home for a long time. I ran straight to the IC phone booth on the street. Call with IC card, no matter long-distance or short-distance, it's 10 cents a minute, which is many times cheaper than long-distance call with mobile phone!

My mother doesn't have a mobile phone. I call her to choose the time when she is still at home. It's six o'clock in the morning. At this moment, my mother may still be feeding pigs, ducks, chickens and dogs. Later, my mother may not be at home. She must go to the field to work!

Mom is very happy to receive my call. She doesn't blame me for not calling home for a long time. She is just very happy!

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