The Charming Cannon Fodder
Chapter 23: Bright Star Way 23
At the moment when the voice fell, his eyes were tightly locked on her, as if he was expecting and worried, and as if afraid that she would refuse, he quickly added: "I promise that I will take good care of you in the future and will not let you suffer any more. I will definitely find someone to heal your hand."
Sheng Hanze said something. Ying Rusheng didn't hear a few words, but she didn't seem to say clearly to Sheng Hanze. She couldn't paint anymore and had to wait for him to finish.
She sighed: "Do you have to talk now?"
Her eyes are very pure, he looked at her, but his voice was faint: "You can think slowly, I will wait for you." Even for a lifetime.
As soon as he finished speaking, she seemed to want to paint again, and he immediately held down her hand, "But you can't paint anymore now, it will hurt you."
Having been blocked too many times, Ying Rusheng finally put aside the paintbrush directly this time: "Well, since you don't let me paint, let's do it all at once to avoid trouble in the future."
She said that she didn't hurt, but he didn't believe it, and he wanted to stop her from continuing to paint. He wanted to abuse her, no wonder she.
"I think Mr. Sheng, you will say that just now. It's nothing more than listening to what I said in an interview the other day, right?"
Ying Rusheng mentioned the words in the interview very calmly, Sheng Hanze suddenly felt flustered: "I'm sorry, Asheng, I thought you were lying to me at the time, I didn't dare to believe it, I was too cowardly, and I said something like that, sorry...but Believe me, I will not be wrong again in the future. I love you too, I only love you, and I have never touched other women."
As if thinking of his scandal, he lowered his head guiltily, not daring to look at her gaze, but in the end he confided all the worries he had deceived in the past seven years.
"The reports on the Internet are also rumors. I don’t even remember their names and appearances, let alone contact them. I’m just scared. I want to know if you don’t care about me...those words that irritate you and say you love them. , I am also afraid, afraid that you will leave me, afraid that you will not even hate you, even if you are clearly by my side, but I am still afraid...A Sheng, I am afraid."
Pride is like Sheng Hanze, but also afraid.
He didn't say what he was afraid of, but Ying Rusheng understood that what he was actually afraid of was not the past, but the present and the future.
She looked at this moment with confusion in her eyebrows and even Sheng Hanze, who looked very similar to the original body when she collapsed in despair, but smiled. This world is always good fortune.
After all, Yuan Shi and Sheng Hanze actually had a crush on each other back then, but it's a pity...
However, even without Sheng Ruyuan’s calculations, she didn’t think that the original body and Sheng Hanze could come together. The original body was too proud and too inferior. She would never take a step before she could not be sure of the other party’s mind. Sheng Hanze was born. The proud son of heaven is even more reluctant to bow his head in front of feelings, and is destined not to take the initiative.
This is a dead end, and the best ending is just to miss. And to this step, Sheng Hanze is willing to abandon all pride and dignity and express his intention to retain her because of the seven years of injury, but also because of the seven years. , Even if the original body is still there, with the pride of the original body, even if he knows how much Sheng Hanze has secretly paid for her in the past seven years, I am afraid that he will not be willing to look back.
"I believe you." Her voice was soft.
Sheng Hanze's eyes suddenly brightened.
"But since you watched the interview, you should know. I also said that it is the past, and it is only the past. For seven years, you are only willing to believe it now. Do you think it is possible between us?"
She said, "In the past seven years, although I haven't mentioned my feelings personally, I still don't understand enough what I have done? I throw a bone at the dog and he knows to wag his tail at me, Mr. Sheng, you gave it back to me. What is it? Mr. Sheng, are you worse than a dog?"
Sheng Hanze breathed, his face suddenly pale.
Then, she slowly said, "Actually, I should thank Mr. Sheng for your asylum for seven years. Without you, I would have died long ago, and my mother would not be treated. Secondly, I would also like to thank you for seven days. Help me block sulfuric acid, although I don’t need it."
When she left the alley that day, she heard Sheng Ruyuan's bits and pieces of cursing, and then remembered that Sheng Hanze's abnormality and indeed only stimulated the original body in words in the past seven years, her original plan also changed.
After a short pause, she continued, "And the last thing I want to say is that I can understand the pain on both sides when you don’t know the truth, but you want to use the so-called jealous stimulation to judge a person’s feelings. Pushing the person you intend to get further and further away, and using so-called verbal stimulation to avenge someone, but refuses to believe the person in a word, and only hides the truth. There are thousands of ways, you choose The most wrong and irretrievable one."
"The thing that kills the most is not necessarily a sharp weapon. It may also be the words and cold violence of the people who care about it time and time again."
Sheng Hanze inexplicably remembered the smell of gas that filled the living room, and the hand holding Ying Rusheng's wrist trembled unconsciously. If he was standing at the moment, he might not even be able to support his body:
"I know I used the wrong method. I will change it in the future. I will change everything you don't like. Can you...can you give me a chance? Just once."
Once Sheng Hanze was so proud and how unwilling to bow his head, Ying Rusheng knew, but at this moment, he completely abandoned all pride and dignity and begged her for a chance.
"Hanze." She didn't answer, but called him softly.
This was the second time she called him this way, and his breathing was lightened unconsciously.
"I don't know if you have heard a word." She asked.
He subconsciously asked, "What is it?"
"Late and affectionate is more inferior than grass," she said.
The look in her eyes was too calm, it seemed like the day she put on the red dress, everything in the past vanished in a moment.
All Sheng Hanze's words got stuck in an instant, and his mind went blank.
**
When Ye Yunci and Rong Gu found Sheng Hanze, Sheng Hanze had already lost his mind as if he had gone crazy, surrounded by countless wine bottles. Seeing someone coming, he suddenly staggered.
Ye Yunci frowned slightly and held him.
Rong Gu lowered his voice and reprimanded: "Hanze, what are you doing!"
"What are you doing?" Sheng Hanze asked blankly.
As if he could see the visitor clearly, he suddenly grabbed the collar of Yong Gu, his eyes flushed, "I want to know what I am doing too! She is obviously mine, obviously loves me, and I love her... we Obviously we can be together, so what about brothers and sisters? They are not biological brothers and sisters...but why, why are we here today, what did you say I did!"
He felt ironic. Back then, he thought she didn't love him, so he desperately suppressed all feelings and lied to himself that he didn't love her. He told himself, isn't it just a secret love that has never seen light?
Even if it was the first time I was tempted, I would forget it after a long time, and no one would know it. In the end, it was just a trivial past.
He has always been clean and tidy, and since he decides to forget, then he completely forgets.
So he quickly concealed all the traces of his love, threw away all her treasures, cut off all thoughts, and waited until he thought she used him to give Yun a medicine, she hurt Ruyuan despicably, and he gritted his teeth when he hated her. , He felt that it was just hate, those loves had long been forgotten.
But how can he retaliate against this person? How could she go to jail like her parents said? Isn’t it the best revenge to let her stay by the one she doesn’t love forever, and not get a look from the one she loves?
So he forced her to stay by his side again, and every time he saw her, who was always calm and gentle, moved his emotions, he always felt so happy that he was heartache, why he gritted his teeth with hatred, but she was indifferent?
After forced her for seven years, he thought he would continue like this in this life, but when she was injured and fell in front of him, he suddenly felt panic and frightened. When he learned that her arm was injured, he dared not look at her eyes. .
That day, he ran away.
Although he didn't want to admit it, he gradually understood that he had never let go. How could it be? He obviously should hate her.
He hated her, but after that day, every night, he couldn't help thinking about her, remembering the desperate look in Xuetian's eyes and the smell of gas in the room that day.
He suddenly became scared, afraid of his own turbulent feelings, so he fled abroad, but in the repeated suffering day by day, the more he realized that he might never be able to escape. He couldn't forgive such self. She lied to him and hurt Ruyuan so much, but he still loved her.
But when he learned that her arm had been injured seven years ago and could hardly recover, all his emotions collapsed in an instant.
Her hand was also hurt. He thought he could lie to her so that he would pay back the hurt Ruyuan. He would forgive her for the rest of his life, but he suddenly learned that she was his sister and she loved him too. Ben also belongs to him.
It’s just that it belonged to him, but it was completely destroyed seven years ago. He even pushed it away and destroyed it with his own hands, even afraid that it was not completely destroyed. In these seven years, he broke himself step by step. All the retreats, also lied to hate her.
Obviously they like each other. Obviously, they have been together for seven years. Only a little, they will be together forever. Now that he wants to lose her forever, how can he be willing?
How fate is so tricky, he suddenly wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh, and his heart was riddled with holes, "How can you let me be willing and how to let it go? She is my life, I can't let it go..."
Rong Gu was dumb, he never expected that Hanze and Ying Rusheng's entanglement would reach such a point.
Xinglan needed to receive psychological treatment abroad, so he also studied abroad by the way. Because he was curious about Xinglan's disease, he stayed with Xinglan for those years. Only after returning to China did he vaguely know that Hanze had raised a child. Women who are not very obedient, but he doesn't care too much. Although Yunci and Xinglan don't raise women, in fact, there are many women in their circle, and Hanze only raises one.
Even if it was later learned that Han Zeyang's woman attracted Xing Lan's attention, he actually had a lot of mentality to watch the show, because he didn't think Xing Lan would fall in love with such a woman, but because he could touch it, it was fresh for a while.
Unexpectedly, Xinglan seemed to sink in step by step, and now... he learned that Ying Rusheng and Hanze were brothers and sisters, and even learned that Ying Rusheng and Hanze had such entanglement.
He was startled and suddenly didn't know how to speak.
But Sheng Hanze, who grabbed his collar, was about to make trouble again.
Here, after hearing all the narratives, Ye Yunci squinted his eyes slightly, his gaze wandered around what was obviously a woman's belongings in Sheng Hanze's left hand, and the next moment, he slashed over with a hand knife.
"This?" Rong Gu hurriedly caught the fallen Sheng Hanze.
"Theory to a drunkard." Ye Yun sat down slowly, "When he wakes up, let's talk about the theory of love."
Yung Gu placed Sheng Hanze and said, "Hanze and Xinglan both fell in love with Ying Rusheng... I think Hanze does not seem to be able to put it down even if he now knows that he and Ying Rusheng are brothers and sisters. As for Xinglan, his character, you know, he is going to be really crazy..."
He rubbed his temples with a headache, how could such a thing happen, he had known it, he shouldn't have watched the show.
After taking care of the rest of the words, Ye Yunci understood, his gaze stayed slightly on the hairband in Sheng Hanze's hand, "Look again."
Yung Gu had a headache, but she could only watch it again.
**
And Wen Xinglan, who was called away by Wang Ying, is indeed here at Ying Rusheng. He came a little late, and when he arrived, Sheng Hanze had already been stimulated by Ying Rusheng and left.
Author: The next chapter will pull the timeline, and the dog will grow up a little milk, a little trial I will write, Keke Well, now you can not care about literacy is not, after all, I just graduated preschool Hee hee hee.
Finally, cough, cough, cough, I suggest you read the last sentence of the patrons over and over again. At that time, Wen Xinglan is really crazy to do something, don't look for me, it is because Wen Xinglan is mentally abnormal and has nothing to do with me The melon line of dime.
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