The concealed love story

"Congrats!" that is the words greet me as I step my feet on the ground of the school. I do my daily routine as they greet me. I just nod and smile. Almost 90% of the students say it but my best friend still not saying those words. I still can't see her. This is new.

"Hey, Mr. Sanchez is calling us." Thea said as she saw me. I just nod and give her a sign I will go. I look around my eyes to search Amy but different person reach my eyes. It's Julius. It seems he is shouting with someone. I walk silently through his direction.

"It must be me!" he shouts. His lively voice suddenly turned into aggressive one. I hear the crack of tiles. He is hurting himself!

"You play her feelings." The monotone suddenly turns into throb. My heart starts to pump hard. I know, the idea I have right now is wrong but I can't stop thinking that there is possibility, this is right.

"No... I'm not the only one. Heh. We both play her.-"I don't know but I think they are pertaining to me. I can feel it. *dug dug-dug dug-dug*

"-we play lene..." by that, I face them. I almost melt on what I saw. I can't feel anything. This can't be. So all this time?

"Lene/lene!" they both utter. I look at them blankly. But deep inside, I'm drowning. I'm already drowning.

"So, who are the real you?" I utter. I may be utter it bravely but deep inside, I'm broken into pieces. I look at them. They are both wearing the pleasant face. They are both look alike.

"L-lene?" The lively voice utter. I look at him.

"So I think you are Julius, the funny one." I point my index finger to the other one.

"And y-you is leve. I think that is the reason why you don't want me to call you Julius because all this time you are not Julius.-"my voice is now cracking.

"So, who is the first person who helps me? The first person I first met?" I ask. No one of them answered. I crumpled my fist. Heh.

"m-me/me!" they both say. I sight. I just walk away from them. Then, it suddenly turns into run. I heard them shout my name but I don't bother to stop and face them.

"Where have you been?" Llieon ask. I just shrug. First, love first heartache. How funny.

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The next morning I prepare myself. I still don't talk to Amy. I can't see her after that day. That day. Shit! I must fix the problem I have towards Amy. She is the most valuable for me. I don't say what I done with her. I must say it. I go to their classroom to search her but she is not there. Strange. I go to the cafeteria but she is still not there. While walking, I saw leve. I know its leve because of the serious face. His face suddenly changes into soft side as he saw me. I ignore him. It is still painful.

"Amy!" I shout as I saw her. I shock on what I see as she turns into my way. No it can't be.