The day I shared a flat with my female boss

I said with a smile, "nothing. Xi'er and I are friends. If a friend is in trouble, we should try our best to help him. "

The reason why I got involved in "Gold Coast" is really just to help Xi'er. I didn't want to prove anything through this.

At the dinner table, Lin Xiaotian leads the topic to the engagement ceremony of Xi'er and ouyangze.

He looked at everyone with a smile and said: "today I want to announce a good news, that is about the engagement ceremony of Daya and aze! If there is no accident, I decided to arrange the engagement ceremony next Friday! At that time, I will invite celebrities from all walks of life in Binhai city to join us

Xi'er hooked her cheek and didn't speak.

I didn't speak, and I ate in silence.

Only Ouyang Ze was very happy. He looked at Xi'er and Lin Xiaotian, and said with a smile, "thank you for worrying about me and Daya!"

"Aze!" Lin Xiaotian interrupted Ouyang Ze and feigned anger, "you should change your tongue! Aze! Why do you call me Dong Lin? "

Ouyangze raised his hand and scratched his forehead. He looked at Lin Xiaotian with a smile and said, "Dad!"

Lin Xiaotian said with a smile: "that's right! Aze! Tell your parents the good news as soon as possible! This is your life! It's related to your life-long happiness! To achieve a couple of daughters is to break the hearts of both parents! "

"Yes! Dad Ouyang Ze said with a smile, "I'll call them later. In fact, my parents already have this psychological preparation! "

Lin Xiaotian looked at Ouyang Ze with a smile and nodded: "that's good, that's good! Come on! First of all, I wish you two a long life together

Ouyang Ze bowed his head and said with a smile, "thank you, Dad!"

Everyone raised their glasses and stood up one after another, so I had to stand up with my arms stiff, holding the glass

Everyone's eyes turned to the night when they sat there with their heads down.

Ouyang Ze said with a smile: "Xier..."

Lin Xiaotian said: "Daya may be a little shy. After all, this is the first time in her life! Ha ha ha

Before Lin Xiaotian's voice fell, Xi'er suddenly stood up from his chair, looked at Lin Xiaotian and said, "I'm sorry, I'm not comfortable. I'll go back to my room first..."

Then she abruptly turned around, left the dining table and walked quickly towards the door of the dining room.

The rest of the table was stunned.

It was Lin Xiaotian who made it through again. He said with a smile: "Daya is probably tired recently. Well, let's have a drink first

Lin Xiaotian drank all the wine in his glass and sat down again. Although he had a smile on his face, his eyes obviously became cold.

Ouyang Ze also looked a little embarrassed. He sat there with a smile on his face, and his expression seemed strange.

"Dad! Shall I see if Xier is OK? " He stood up, leaned slightly toward Lin Xiaotian and left the dining table.

I also stood up, looked at Lin Xiaotian and said, "Dong Lin, I think I should go."

Lin Xiaotian raised his eyes and looked at me, two sharp eyes projected to me at the same time.

"Mr. Gu!" He looked at me and said, "remember what we were talking about upstairs!"

I didn't answer, leaned slightly towards him, turned and left the table

I think I've got all the inside information, and I realize that I've been forced into a corner!

I have to make a choice, either stay with Xi'er and fight against the secular power, or I will leave Xi'er completely and fade out of Xi'er's world forever!

From the restaurant to the entrance of the hall of rose castle, I have been asking myself, "do I love Xi'er? How much do I love her now? Have you surpassed Xi'er? "

This is not the first time I have asked myself this question.

After Xi'er's love was pressing me step by step, I kept asking myself this question. Sometimes I realized it, sometimes subconsciously.

As Xi'er asked me that day, if she married someone else, would I be sad?

Yes! There is no doubt that I will be sad!

The topic discussed with "Hong Xiu Tian Xiang" that night, can a man fall in love with two women at the same time? The conclusion of the discussion is affirmative! Not only one man will fall in love with two women at the same time, a woman will fall in love with two men at the same time!

It's not promiscuous! This is not a flower heart! This has nothing to do with amorous love and flower heart! It's a nature! It's also a kind of confusion, a kind of emotional confusion!

The reason why I asked the question of "red tea fragrance" that night was that I thought I had fallen in love with two women at the same time, one never forgets, the other is reluctant to leave!

I don't know who is the white rose and who is the Yellow Rose of the Lin sisters. I don't know who is the White Snake and who is the green snake. I only know that I will be sad if I lose any of them!

I'm not a fool! I'm not puzzled!

I deeply feel Xi'er's love for me. I can feel everything Xi'er thinks. Just because I don't respond doesn't mean I don't know.I know all Xi'er's thoughts, but it makes me at a loss!

Just, I really don't know how to choose? This choice seems more and more difficult for me!

If I promise Xi'er, I will lose Xi'er completely. If I continue to wait for Xi'er, I will lose Xi'er!

Xi'er's love, Xi'er's struggle, Xi'er's pain, everything, I see in my eyes, through my heart. But I can't save her, I can't even save myself!

A choice is not just a choice. A choice has two sides. If you choose, you will lose. If you choose, you will lose.

This principle applies not only to me, but also to Xi'er. If Xi'er marries Ouyang Ze, the Lin family and Ouyang family will be happy! If Xi'er chooses me, she will lose everything!

Yes! Is to lose everything! That's what Lin Xiaotian said to me!

I can't be so selfish!

Xi'er is the best successor in Lin Xiaotian's mind, she chose me, what she lost is not a little thing!

Can I make up for what she lost? The answer is no!

Yes! I know Xi'er is willing to give up everything of Lin family for me! However, I have nothing, nothing to give up, I can only give up myself!

The more Xi'er loves me, the more I can't bear to accept her love, because it's too heavy! It's a burden I can't bear in my life!

I went to the garage in confusion and reached for the door

"Gu Yang! You stop for me

"Rose rushes out of the hall of the castle in excitement.

My body froze for a while, slowly turned back

Xi'er has already rushed over

My mouth moved, only issued two words: "Xi'er..."

"Gu Yang! Do you want to leave like this? " Xi'er comes up to me and stares into my eyes.

Ouyang Ze's figure appeared at the entrance of the hall

I said: "Xier..."

Xi'er looked me in the eye and said, "I just want to ask you, do you love me or not?"

I closed my eyes in pain

"Say it! Say it Xi'er reaches for me and shakes me hard!

My heart next horizontal, open eyes to look at her, with cold tone to her way: "Xi'er, this question I can't answer you!"

"Can't answer? That's your acquiescence, right? You love me, you don't want me, do you? " Xi'er stares into my eyes and asks aloud.

I closed my eyes again in pain

Ouyang Ze walks towards the garage

Xi'er turned and glanced at Ouyang Ze, looked back at me and said, "if you love me, you can tell aze now! Tell him you love me! Tell him you won't give me up! Tell him yourself

I raised a hand to pull a hair, frown at Xi'er way: "you don't force me! Xi'er... "

"If you don't tell Azer yourself!" Xi'er stares at me and says, "I'm going to get engaged to aze! I will marry him, I will be his wife! But if you tell me that you love me, if you tell Azer that you love me, I will go with you, even if I have nothing

Tears have infiltrated Xi'er's eyes, the nasal voice in her words is very strong!

I also reached out and grasped Xi'er's arms, gently shook her and said, "Xi'er! Calm down! If you stay with me, you will lose everything

"Even if I lose everything, I will not hesitate!" Xi'er asked me in tears, "I just want you to tell me You still love me... "

I burst into tears

Ouyang Ze has come.

He said, "Xi'er It's embarrassing for you to do so... "

Xi'er didn't answer, and always looked into my eyes: "Gu Yang! You tell Azer! You tell him yourself! You told him that you would not allow me to be anyone's wife except you! Except for you... "

Her mood is more exciting than ever!

Ouyang Ze, with a blue face, came slowly to me

He suddenly reached for my collar and hit me in the jaw with a hook

The sound of fist pounding mandible is very clear!

Before I was completely stunned, Ouyang Ze fell on the concrete floor again!

I feel that my waist is going to break, and I hold my breath in pain!

Ouyang Ze comes up and kicks me in the stomach

Xi'er pours on him and pushes him away

She looked down at me lying on my back and cried in pain, "coward! Gu Yang! You are a coward! You can only be beaten passively. Why can't you fight back? Why? Why... "

I struggled to get up from the ground and put my hands on my waist

I took a breath, looked up at her and said, "yes! I'm a coward! I never learned to take the initiative to attack others I'm a coward, coward... "Ouyang Ze frowned at me and said, "Gu Yang! You won't win! You are doomed to lose to me

I didn't answer, my mouth is full of blood, a mouthful of blood spit on the snow, bright red in the eyes!

I looked at Xi'er and Ouyang Ze and said, "I wish you all the same heart and a long life together!"

Then I opened the door, got into the car, started the engine, and Mazda sped out to the road ahead

Xi'er chases me behind the car, crying

I can't bear to look any more. Stepping on the gas pedal, Mazda quickly drove away from the fountain square