The Days of Opening a Restaurant on an Abnormal Earth

"Only euthanasia."

At the pet hospital, the two-year-old orange cat, Xiao Huang, is no longer suffering from the pain of being unable to breathe. I couldn't even make a sound, and after I said the three words euthanasia, it seemed like something collapsed.

I brought him home when he was two months old. Xiao Huang is very obedient. He has been very obedient since he was a child. Not afraid of people, mischievous, lively and honest, even if it is beaten, it does not know how to dodge. Instead, it looked at you stupidly, not understanding why you hit it, let alone running away.

When it sees me, it will turn around at my feet, and when I am working, it will jump on my keyboard and not allow me to work, and let me pet its head. When watching TV, he would jump into my arms and roll, then stand up and look me in the eyes, and put his head on my chin.

Every time I come home it jumps on the ledge when my motorcycle sounds. Standing on the windowsill and looking at me, he kept meowing at me, telling me to go home early.

When I fell asleep, it would sneak in, get into my arms, and sleep with my arms as a pillow. Suck your palm when you are in a good mood, just like a baby.

I was the person it trusted most, but I failed its trust.

It's sick, but I didn't notice it the first time. It was already very serious when it was sent to the hospital. After a week of continuous treatment, its condition went from bad to worse.

Although the doctor made repeated psychological preparations and I was well prepared, I still had a faint hope. Sometimes spending money can't solve all problems, such as illness.

Its weak coat has lost its luster, like a weed. It is very weak, its barking is very hoarse, and it is very uncomfortable. But after seeing me, she still wanted to get into my arms. I stroked its chin with my hand, and it closed its eyes, no longer screaming hoarsely. It seems less painful.

But it has no vitality. I told the doctor as calmly as possible, if it doesn't work, I can only euthanize it, and then I turned and went out.

But when I walked out of the hospital and put on my sunglasses, I couldn't control my tears. I dare not continue watching it. I didn't even have the courage to send it off for the last time, so I had to ask my mother to pick it up and go home.

For a week, I have been in a bad mood, very tormented.

When I went home today, I ran into a friend and asked: Why are your eyes red?

Me: Riding a motorcycle too fast, without a helmet, the wind blows.

What a good excuse, so I don't look so vulnerable.

During the two years of company, Xiao Huang brought me a lot of joy. Because I am lonely, there is no one to talk to in my big city, only it is very well-behaved. He always trusts me so much, and will get into my arms at any time, and comfort me with his little head.

No update yesterday, no update today.

Because I really can't let go of such emotions. If cats are also reincarnated, I hope this little elf can be found by me again. This time I will be careful and gentle, so that you can live a long life and have a worry-free life.

Tomorrow I will resume the update and resume two updates.