The Female Partner is the Most Beautiful, But the Male Lead is Not Worthy

If she really changed.

really came out.

She would never have thought of stuffing a lump into her father's body.

"No." Shaoyin shook his head, "You are confused."

She looked at him and clarified to him seriously: "I assume that I am the me ten years from now, the me who lived well and came out. It doesn't mean that I have forgotten hatred and pain."

It's two different things.

Some people think that walking out means being free and easy, open-minded, not caring about the past, letting go of others and letting go of yourself.

But, not so.

Small things, she can smile freely, forget about them, and stop worrying about them.

For example, she is jealous that Ruan Jingjing is favored by her mother and loves her from the bottom of her heart.

She is already an adult, has read books, has the capital to support herself, is young and beautiful, and she no longer has to be jealous of Ruan Jingjing.

She can use other ways to get her love. For example, go out, make a few good friends, talk about a boyfriend you like, or start a family with someone you love. Or, go inward, love yourself and put all your love and energy into yourself.

These are small things, which can be "open-minded" and "free and easy", to tolerate, to let go.

But there are some things, belonging to the category of hatred, that affect her whole life, she will never forget, and it is impossible to forget.

Such as Yu Peiyin to her father.

She just hates him.

hate him deeply.

If he was not a bastard, Shi Yunong would not have divorced him back then, and would not have run away after the divorce, leaving her lacking maternal love for many years.

If he wasn't a jerk, even if she didn't have a mother and was raised in a single-parent family, she could have a normal childhood and live a normal life.

Even if there is no love and a rich material life, at least she will not be twisted and full of hatred.

Hearing this, Jin Shaohan gradually understood.

"He carved a hole in your heart," he said.

Just like his heart, it is also riddled with holes.

Those cold, cruel and cold things have corroded pits in their hearts. These pits will not be filled. Perhaps, they have a chance to heal. But, before they healed themselves, they were further corroded, eventually becoming permanent wounds.

"So, it's impossible to forget." Shaoyin said in a firm tone.

It is impossible for Yu Peiyin to forget her father's hurt to her. Even if a miracle happened one day and she was cured, she would never forget or forgive the bullying and pain he inflicted on her.

That is, he died.

If he lives, she will repay him.

"Yes." Jin Shaohan nodded slowly.

It might be that the light in the room was too bright, and he only felt a ray of light in his cold and dark heart.

Those uneven waves gradually became more intense, and he unconsciously pursed his lips. Because of the excessive force, his lips became more and more bloodless.

"It's good." He suddenly relaxed and laughed slowly, looking at her with a cold gaze, but with a little jumping joy, "I thought that if you become like you, you will forget hatred."

Also forget about revenge.

That was unacceptable to him.

Jin Shaohan felt that people who forget hatred are hypocrites, cowards, and lunatics in another sense, which is simply unreasonable.

"It's noon, do you want to eat?" Shaoyin looked out the window. The noon sun began to become hot and intense. Normal people would not want to walk under the sun, but people like them who grew up in the dark, In addition to the disgust and resistance, I couldn't help but feel a little yearning, "Let's eat together?"

Her tone was plain and natural, as if inviting him to dinner was a natural thing that couldn't be more natural.

After hesitating, Jin Shaohan nodded: "Okay."

The two went downstairs, locked the door of the studio, and found a place to eat.

Jin Shaohan was in poor health and could not eat many delicacies, so Shaoyin took him to a restaurant specializing in light meals.

The two did not chat.

hers, his.

They all kept silent.

During this period, Shaoyin showed great sympathy for his recipe. And Jin Shaohan also expressed light congratulations to her that she was finally rich and could afford to eat out.

After a very happy meal, the two exchanged contact information naturally.

At this time, Ruan Jingjing and Xu Qingming were also eating.

Today is not the weekend.

After Xu Qingming was busy with work, he took time out to drive to Ruan Jingjing's school and pick her up for dinner.

Ruan Jingjing is of course very happy!

When she got into the car, she fastened her seat belt and asked lively, "Brother Xu, why are you free today?"

"I'm not very busy today." Xu Qingming looked at her from the rearview mirror, his eyes fell on the girl's face, only to feel that she looked bright and full of energy, and her expression softened.

When Ruan Jingjing heard such an answer, she was not very satisfied. She snorted softly and taught him, "Brother Xu, you can't be so straightforward when answering a girl's question. You have to say, I miss me, so I made time to look at it. I."

Xu Qingming was indeed busy, so he took time out to see her.

"Okay." He nodded, "I'll say so next time."

Ruan Jingjing was satisfied, watching the car drive slowly, and asked, "Where are we going to eat?"

"Where do you want to go?" Xu Qingming asked.

Ruan Jingjing happened to hear a friend talking about a western restaurant, so she hurriedly reported the name: "Let's go eat here?"

"Okay." Xu Qingming had no opinion and drove towards the destination.

Ruan Jingjing was of course happy to see the person she liked, and she talked to him about the school with a beaming expression. Which class is hard to learn, which teacher is strict, which classmate is annoying, etc.

Xu Qingming listened to her quietly, her expression always soft.

Until she got to the restaurant, because of the quiet and elegant atmosphere, she couldn't say this or that in a lively tone, and gradually kept her mouth shut.

Ruan Jingjing dined quietly.

As soon as she looked up, she saw the handsome face of the man, and the tide was surging in her heart, and she couldn't even taste the delicious meal.

"What? Not to your taste?" Xu Qingming noticed her absent-mindedness and asked with concern.

Ruan Jingjing pursed her lips and raised her head, but met a pair of gentle and tolerant eyes, her heart swayed, and she couldn't help blurting out: "Why, why don't you ask my sister?"

He rarely found time, why did he go to school to pick her up, but didn't ask his sister to join him?

Ruan Jingjing was not stupid, of course she felt the anomaly between him and her sister.

There is no couple like them, who are not intimate at all, neither talking on the phone, nor going out to play, holding hands or kissing, she has never seen them.

In retrospect, Ruan Jingjing even felt that there was no older sister between them who came after him eagerly! You know, at that time, she often saw her sister sitting on the sofa and calling him sweetly!

Her eyes were full of confusion and confusion.

Xu Qingming paused in his hand holding the knife and fork, not knowing how to answer for a while.

He never thought that she would ask him this.

"Try this lamb chop, it's very well grilled." He skipped the topic and turned to recommending dishes that she had never touched before.

Ruan Jingjing didn't eat this set at all, stared straight at him, and asked stubbornly, "Why don't you answer?"

Last time, she asked him to be nicer to his sister, and he didn't answer.

Ask him this time, but he doesn't say anything!

"Don't you like my sister?" She looked at him suspiciously, very protective of her sister's appearance, "You are all getting engaged, you can't do this, you have to be nice to my sister, otherwise I... I will not let go you!"

Her words and expressions were so sincere.

Xu Qingming believed at once.

Some headaches.

"Me and Yu Peiyin," he considered his words, "we won't get married."

Yes, not getting married.

All he could say was this.

Originally, he didn't want to tell her, but looking at her expression, Xu Qingming was worried that he would cancel the engagement with Yu Peiyin in the future, and she would get angry and even ignore him.

"Yu Peiyin also agrees." He said again.

Ruan Jingjing suddenly widened her eyes and looked at him in disbelief: "What?!"

Xu Qingming looked at her quietly.

"Why, why?!" Ruan Jingjing believed it. He wasn't joking, "How could this happen?!"

Her heart was filled with unreasonable joy, and because of this strong joy, she felt a deep sense of guilt.

With an angry look, she said, "Impossible, my sister likes you so much. You, are you playing with my sister's feelings?!"

"I didn't." Seeing her reaction so big, Xu Qingming had an even more headache, put down his knife and fork, and said warmly, "This is an adult's business, so don't ask."

Ruan Jingjing was suddenly set on fire, and put down her knife and fork: "I'm an adult too!"

"Yes, yes, Jingjing is an adult now." Xu Qingming coaxed, "Lord Jingjing, if you don't eat vegetables, it will be cold. Eat first, okay?"

He had already coaxed her like this, Ruan Jingjing pouted and let him go for the time being.

But the doubts in her heart were not dispelled.

However, no matter how much she asked, Xu Qingming would not say anything. After dinner, I sent her back to school.

Ruan Jingjing was not in the mood for class, so she managed to wait until the class was over and immediately called the driver to pick him up.

Shi Yunong is at home.

But Ruan Jingjing thought and thought, but she still didn't ask her mother.

"Jingjing, what are you looking at?" Shi Yunong couldn't help but ask curiously when he found that his little daughter kept looking at the door.

Ruan Jingjing picked up the phone, glanced at the time, and mumbled, "Why hasn't my sister come back?"

"Are you looking for Yinyin?" Shi Yunong said, "Then call her."

Ruan Jingjing didn't want to talk about it on the phone.

She responded casually, unlocked the phone, and then texted Shaoyin: "Sister, when are you coming back?"

Shaoyin was in the studio, drawing a picture for Teacher Wang.

Hearing the voice of the text message, just as he was about to put down the brush, he heard Mr. Hui say, "It's Ruan Jingjing, I want to ask you when you will go back."

Then there is no need to go back.

Shaoyin continued to paint.

It was only after nine o'clock that I packed up, locked the door, and drove home.

"She was about to fall asleep when she was waiting, and was urged back to the room by Shi Yunong." Mr. Hui told her the ins and outs of the matter, and finally said excitedly, "Are they finally talking? "

Shaoyin smiled lightly: "I'm also curious."

Twenty minutes later, Shaoyin returned to Ruan's house.

At this time, it was past ten o'clock.

At this time, Ruan Jingjing was already asleep. But she refused to go upstairs today and had to wait for Shaoyin to come back.

Shi Yunong asked her to go back to the room and wait, but she refused. She still remembered the last time she knocked on her sister's door, but couldn't open it for a long time. She didn't want to encounter such a situation again.

"Sister, you're back!" Ruan Jingjing, wearing her cute pink sandals, ran out when the car turned off, "Why did you come back so late? I've been waiting for you for a long time."