The Film Emperor Has Brain Damage

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The actor's hands trembled violently uncontrollably.

He clicked on WeChat on this phone, which showed that the account has been logged in on another device.

The avatar and account number hanging in the center clearly told the actor that this mobile phone was the one that the psychologist had lost before.

His heart has never beaten so fast, and there is something about to come out.

He started rummaging like crazy at home, and he was subconsciously certain that there must be other clues somewhere.

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He found a diary in the study room with his name: Liang Rong written on the sky blue cover.

The actor had the habit of keeping a diary since he was a child, and this habit remained until his sixteen-year-old, when his mother died.

Later, he never touched the diary again.

However, the current one is obviously not left before the age of sixteen, and the start date of the diary is also three years ago.

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September 10, 2016

I met an older brother named Song Ning, who was my family doctor.

He is twenty-six, ten years older than me, but he doesn't look like him.

His eyes are very beautiful.

October 5, 2016

Song Ning came to my house every day. I asked him why he came. He said that my mother asked him to come with me.

I missed my mother very much, but Song Ning told me that she was on a business trip and would not be able to come back after a while.

December 1, 2016

Song Ning prescribes a lot of medicines for me. I don't like to take them. Those medicines will make me sleepy, but he said that my health is not good and only medicine can get better. He was a bit like my mother when he spoke, so I had to listen to him.

January 28, 2017

Song Ning came to accompany me on New Year's Eve. There were only two of us, so deserted.

We made some dumplings, one for each person. To be honest, it was not very delicious. Song Ning said that he has only recently started to learn how to cook. I can understand.

March 17, 2017

He has improved in cooking.

May 29, 2017

Something seems to be wrong with me. Recently, I can't help but look at him secretly, and even dream of him when I sleep at night. He is so good-looking.

June 13, 2017

Shit dreaming of him again, got up in the middle of the night to wash his underwear.

July 6, 2017

After all, I shouldn't like him.

August 31, 2017

I confessed that he was so scared by me, I shouldn't be so reckless.

September 10, 2017

Ah ah ah ah he promised me! I am so happy, I kissed him hahahaha, his lips are very soft, almost as expected, my God!

November 5, 2017

Aning is so cute, he leaned in my arms to sleep, he was not ten years older than me at all, his face was so soft.

December 26, 2017

I gave him a watch, and I said it was a token of love between us, and I couldn’t take it off in the future.

He said yes.

February 16, 2018

I'm particularly prone to sleepiness. I think it's a side effect of those medicines. I secretly missed two pills yesterday, but I was discovered by Aning. He murdered me.

He is so cute too fierce.

March 19, 2018

Today, I went to the playground with Aning. He said that there are too many pollen in spring and I wear a mask. I actually don't like to wear it. I took off the mask and kissed him while riding the roller coaster. His ears were red shyly.

April 8, 2018

I slept for a long time during the day today. When I woke up, I had to have dinner. He took me to eat crayfish. He seemed to like this shop very much.

May 12, 2018

I love him so much, I want to stay with him every day and don't separate.

June 22, 2018

I have been sleeping longer and longer, and every time I wake up I find that it has been several days.

I asked Aning if I had some narcolepsy. He said no, but he refused to tell me why.

July 8, 2018

Aning was hiding something from me. He dared not look into my eyes when he was talking to me.

July 18, 2018

Today I gave him a bouquet of hydrangea, and he said it was his favorite flower.

I said that when I propose to marry him, I will also give him hydrangea, and he happily said yes, I see his eyes are red.

Hey, it would be nice if you could get married when you were sixteen.

Forget it, I'll wait a few more years.

August 30, 2018

I...I saw the diagnosis report in Aning's office.

how so.

it is ridiculous!

I do not believe!

September 1, 2018

I do not believe! I am not sick!

September 12, 2018

I'm not sick! I am obviously sixteen years old!

September 30, 2018

I slept for another half month.

I can't remember many things, and my memory is getting blurred.

What should I do, what should I do...

Why did Aning lie to me...why?

October 31, 2018

I haven't come back for almost a month, and I may only come back for a few hours this time.

Aning, I'm so scared...

December 28, 2018

I don't want to go.

February 14, 2019

Today is Valentine's Day.

I came back and went to his clinic to take a look at him.

I really don't want to go.

What should Aning do after I leave? Will he forget me in the future?

April 18, 2019

He confessed to me, I knew I could not stay in this body. We hugged and cried for a long time, and I heard him say love me over and over again and say sorry to me.

There's nothing to be sorry Aning, I love you too.

always loveyou.

June 30, 2019

I am leaving. This is the last time I will stay in this world with the memory of 16 years old.

I used to tell Aning that you are ten years older than me. In the future, what should I do if you are old and I am not old? You must take me with you when you leave.

I didn't expect that the one who left first was me in the end.

I don’t know what kind of person the 30-year-old I was. I heard that I was a actor. I didn’t expect that I would be so good. But no matter how powerful, I hope he can take good care of Aning for me, and best love him.

I love you, Aning.

Goodbye, Aning.

(End of the first article)