The Forbidden Alpha

I wake up feeling like I’m being doused in ice-cold water. I inhale a deep breath that my throat restricts against. I can’t believe it. I don’t know what’s going on with my dreams but I’ve never seen anyone I know in them before.

I was crystal clear on what I saw, or who I saw. What does this mean? Maybe it’s a coincidence, maybe with everything that’s going on I’m starting to see people I actually know in my dreams… but it wasn’t just seeing people. His face was finally clear when I would have the dreams before I couldn’t see the person’s face clearly.

I’d see his hair, his jaw, his lips but never really saw him. Last night… last night I watched Ethan as his heart was ripped out of his chest.

I bit the inside of my cheek hard enough to draw blood. What would Alpha Ethan think if I told him about my dreams? What would he think if I told him about what’s been happening to him in my dreams?

“Our mate won’t judge us, he will listen and want to help with the dreams. We can talk to him.” Kor nodded, “He’s on our side.” 

Kor didn’t know what she was talking about. It’s crazy but I feel my dreams are trying to tell me something. I’m not sure what but I know Ethan is part of this now.

“The full moon is coming up soon, Adea. We will be able to shift,” Kor says a little excitedly.

I flopped back down in bed, feeling defeated now that my mind is filled with thoughts of shifting. I’ve been told the first few times hurt, your bones crack and move as your body tries to change into wolf’s form.

“I don’t know if I’m ready for that Kor,” I whisper.

“I’ll be with you the whole way Adea. I’ll lend you strength.”

Even though there was a small part of me that knew she was only trying to comfort me, I was still mortified. I’m going to go from walking on two feet to walking on four paws.

I took a few calming breaths, trying to calm the storm raging in my mind. In order to mind-link someone, you had to be a part of the pack. Even though Ethan and I are mates, we haven’t discussed the Luna ceremony or the Mating and Marking process.

“Are you ready to be Luna?” Kor asked.

“I know you’re ready but I don’t think it’s something that I’ll ever be ready for. I do understand that this is my home now. It’s just a lot, not only have I found my Goddess-chosen mate but I’m also going to be Luna.”

I looked around the bedroom and realized I was in my room. Ethan wasn’t in the bedroom and he wasn’t in the bathroom.

A soft knock sounded on the door, and when I opened it I was face-to-face with Ethan. Closing the distance between us he picked me up and placed me on the bed.

I watched as he stood up and removed the belt he was wearing, putting my hands together, he secured them with the belt. He shoved me back onto the bed and pulled me towards the headboard.

Ethan pulled me towards the headboard and hooked his belt to it, forcing my hands up, and leaving my body exposed to him. My heart was in my chest and I didn’t know if I was angry with him for being forceful or if I was insanely turned on. Maybe I was both.

He slowly prowled towards me until he was right across from me. He slid in between my legs and I watched as he shredded my underwear and tossed it to the floor. I could feel his hot breath on my lips, and I couldn’t help the shiver that ran down my spine.

Ethan looked up at me knowingly. I watched as he leaned down and his tongue darted out and slid down and up my lips. My hips bucked, and I let out a small moan.

He growled in approval, “You’re all wet for me.” His tongue licked me unabashed and mercilessly, the pressure in my pussy grew tighter, and his fingers entered me while he sucked on my clit. Ethan moved two fingers in and out of me at a slow agonizing pace.

My hips lifted up, needing more. Ethan’s eyes lifted back to mine, he chuckled before sucking my clit again. “You’re so responsive to me.”

His head bobbed up and down slowly as he licked up the inside of my lips. His fingers still sliding in and out of me at the same pace. “What do you want?” He murmured in between licks.

“I want…” my mind is foggy and I can’t think straight. “I want to cum,” I whisper.

He chuckled, while his fingers sped up, pushing in and out of me. My body reacted to him, craved him.

“Good girl,” He snarled, as his lips latched onto my clit and sucked. His fingers fucking my pussy. I was close, so close. He sucked, and his fingers slammed deep inside of me until pleasure racked through my body.

He continued licking and sucking while my hips rode his face. When I finally came down from my high, he was watching me with a smirk on his face. He kissed my sensitive lips before rolling over and laying down beside me.

I wanted him inside me. The thought crossed my mind again but this time I didn’t shy from it. I wanted him inside of me, I wanted him to fill me. I wanted to orgasm from him filling me.

The thoughts running through my head sent a hot blush rushing to my cheeks. I prayed he couldn’t tell. Darting into the bathroom, I turned on the shower and stepped in, and sighed when hot water cascaded down my body.

When I finished showering, I had a devious thought cross my mind.

“Oooh, I like the way you think, Adea.” Kor laughed.

“How about a little surprise?” I laughed.

Dropping my towel, I braced my shoulders and lifted my chin. Maybe I’m a little crazy, maybe I’m not but seeing his shocked face would be worth it. I opened the door, channeling confidence I didn’t know I had, I strolled into the bedroom ready for his reaction.

I locked eyes with Beta Odis, his eyes widening as he took in my nakedness. He cleared his throat before looking away from him.

“Shit, shit, shit.”