The Good Mother System

b City No. 1 Middle School Office for the first year.

"Hey, I said Teacher Shan. I heard that your daughter has returned from graduation. How about it. Do you have any plans?" Xiao Wu, who is dressed simply, walked to the side of Shan Jingqiu and blinked at her. Imply that both of them are well-kept.

Shan Jingqiu shook her head. When she opened her eyes, she saw a neatly collected desk. There was a student's composition under her hand. The typos on it were circled in red. At this time, she was a Chinese teacher in Class 1 and Class 2 of the first grade of the first high school in the city. Every day after class, she would sit in the office to correct homework, test papers or prepare lessons.

She raised her head. The one who just talked to was Teacher Xiao Wu, who teaches geography. She was not too old. She had a brother who was a policeman in her family. He mentioned it to her several times a long time ago and wanted her brother to be with Shanshan. See the previous side.

In other words, it is the so-called blind date. The two parties have already selected the conditions of the family and career. Basically, it is basically the basic conditions that meet the requirements. Before this, this Xiao Wu teacher The younger brother of Zhen Zhengqi and the original son is at the forefront of the rankings.

"I..." Shan Jingqiu just opened her mouth, and her husband Zhen Zhengqi, who was sitting behind her, couldn't hold back anymore. He stiffened unconsciously when he heard Teacher Xiao Wu talking, for fear that his wife would not be able to come back. The daughter's reputation was ruined.

Zhen Zhengqi stood up, tried to keep the peace on his face, looked at Teacher Xiao Wu’s face and tried to relax: "Mr Xiao Wu, our family Shanshan has been in poor health recently, and she is quitting to recuperate at home. For such a baby girl, I also want to take good care of her, so I want to keep Shanshan more, and blame us for being busy, but I didn't tell you anything, look at my head!" He stretched out his hand and patted his head. , Made a very upset look.

"Huh?" Teacher Xiao Wu was a little surprised, but this kind of blind date is what you want. Her brother didn't just find someone to have a blind date. Although he felt a little unhappy about being let go, he could see Mr. Zhen. With a guilty expression on her face, she didn't want to say much, so she had to smile, "It's okay, Teacher Zhen, this environment is quite young and the health is not good, so we need to take good care of it, and it's good to stay longer now!"

"Okay, thank you for understanding Teacher Xiao Wu." Zhen Zhengqi smiled and patted the other person on the shoulder, very polite.

"It's okay, there's really no problem!" Xiao Wu smiled easily, then turned back to his position, but felt a little pity, after all, it is like a dual-employed family like Teacher Zhen's family, who has small savings in the city. It's already pretty good inside, and it's a pity to miss it, but people have shown that their health is not good. From her point of view, there is nothing to say.

Shan Jingqiu pursed her lips and said nothing. She could feel Zhen Zhengqi behind her quietly sighing, and then sat down in her seat again. When her head looked to the side, she could see the reflection in the window. Zhen Zhengqi was straight. Only a few days have passed on his back, this person has been thinner several times than the original memory.

She already knew the time of her arrival. At this time, it was probably in the original world. The original body went to her daughter’s rented house to take care of her daughter, only to discover that her daughter had an extraordinary relationship with He Mengqi, and then she informed her husband and He Mengqi’s family. , Now the two little girls have been locked in their own homes, and the families are forced to separate.

The phone on the table vibrated suddenly. She looked at the phone and it was Zhen Zhengqi who sent the message. As teachers, the two of them are actually very "close" to electronic equipment. After all, if you just talk about preparing lessons, using the videos, and watching courseware, you basically have to use computers, and mobile phones are even more useful auxiliary tools, plus At present, the school has long mandated the establishment of a family-school-integrated contact group through WeChat. Even if they are 50 years old, they can be said to be handy.

Although the couple often use this mobile phone, they hardly used WeChat to chat before. After all, they usually sit back to back in the office and lie in a room when they come home. They also use their mobile phones to chat. That's not taking off their pants. Farting, is it unnecessary? But recently, it's different. Zhen Zhengqi and Yuan Shilao have some suspicious neighbors, for fear that this unwilling news of their family will accidentally leak out, secretly, like a joint underground party.

Zhen Zhengqi: I have to dictate to the students at noon and watch them take a lunch break. You will go back to deliver food to Shanshan first. She ate very little yesterday, and I want her to eat more today! Also, she has been arguing about asking for a mobile phone and coming out, Jingqiu, don’t be soft-hearted, now she has fallen into the evil and is following the evil ways. Think about the Internet addictions and Students in the rebellious period can tell any lies, don't believe it!

Shan Jingqiu: I received it, I understand.

After receiving the reply, Shan Jingqiu continued to look forward, but the more she looked at her lips, the tighter her lips were. The chat history between the two began four days ago, and it suddenly increased. They all shared what they said. "Countermeasures", Zhen Zhengqi also pulled the original body into several group chats that he did not know where he found, what are the names of the anti-gay alliance, the measures to control homosexuality, the abolition of homosexuality and the maintenance of social order, the group friends inside Some are because of religious beliefs, some are personal emotional disgust, and some are homosexuals like their relatives and friends, they want to help twist it... and the news inside is one by one, and people can't help but shake.

"Currently 33.4% of AIDS is transmitted through homosexuality. Homosexuality will bring about social destruction!"

"God opposes homosexuality. Homosexuality is a crime and needs to be completely stifled! This is unacceptable!"

"China's traditional culture since ancient times is to reconcile yin and yang. Homosexuality violates the five elements of yin and yang. It is against the heavens! It is the behavior of the ancestors and the ancestors!

"My colleagues! If the world is homosexual, then how humans reproduce and survive, these people are abnormal! They are damned people! If they can't be changed, they will completely destroy the people around them!"

...

One by one, all of them radiated horror signals nakedly, almost blatantly and clearly, maybe the people who entered the group had their attitudes in the middle. Looking at these not only uneven, but also disgusting and disgusting remarks, I am afraid they will only follow. I hate homosexuality, but feel that this is a total mistake.

This is true for Zhen Zhengqi. Shan Jingqiu just looked at the chat records between him and Zhen Zhengqi, and he could see that the other party's thoughts were tangled from the very beginning, and he wanted to rectify it gently. Later, he became more agitated and hated his daughter. He hated his daughter for choosing a path that was incompatible with society and the world. He even felt that if his daughter refused to change, he would be able to change his daughter by keeping it for a lifetime, or even asking her for a husband in a group. Concept.

Shan Jingqiu can only be silent. In fact, in the real world, Shan Jingqiu used to uphold a more popular point of view, that is, he never discriminated against homosexuality or actively promoted homosexuality. He respects but does not promote homosexuality, and only treats them as harmony. An ordinary person like himself.

It's just that she asked herself, if she went to her own family, could she also bless and support unconditionally? Unlike her clear-cut point of view, the answer after this question was silent.

She knows how difficult it will be to choose a different road. On this road, perhaps relatives and friends will leave them, and there will be people in society looking at them with disgust, even strangers who have walked. People, when they see them holding hands, they even feel nauseous. She is willing to respect, but when it's her turn to her relatives and friends, she is reluctant to take them down the hard way, and even wants to lead them back to the right way, even if the right way is for them It means another level of pain.

In the dark space, Shan Jingqiu also thought about it for a long, long time. She saw the painful entanglement of the original body with tears. She knew that Zhen Shanshan and He Mengqi in the original world would accompany each other until they died, without any regrets... What is worse than a loving couple?

Shan Jingqiu stood up, it was time to get off work, she simply put the textbook and composition into the bag, and walked out step by step. She thought that this world might not just be "saving" the two because of love. The tortured child is letting her open her eyes and really put certain people on a completely equal position.

...

The community where the Zhen family lives is located near the No. 1 Middle School of the city. It was bought quite early, and now it is considered an old house. The relationship between the neighborhood is exceptionally harmonious. Basically, you can wave your hand and say hello when you meet. Shan Jingqiu was carrying a bag and just bought some fresh greens from the vegetable shop at the gate of the community. She nodded all the way. The familiar faces passing by were very affectionately calling out Teacher Zhen, and then she didn't bother much. Working on her own, she walked to the door with a smile, picked up the key in her pocket, and opened the door.

After opening the door, Shan Jingqiu's eyes were greeted by the "photo wall" hung on the back of the sofa. The largest one was a family portrait of three people who went to the photo studio to take a photo of Zhen Shanshan's face when she was in elementary school. It was full of childish looks, with lipstick painted on his lips, and a small red dot on his forehead. Mom and Dad were sitting on the left and right, and the family of three were tightly attached. Even the always serious Zhen Zhengqi laughed. flower.

The next few photos are big and small. There are photos taken by Zhen Shanshan at the entrance of the university when she went to university, and photos specially washed back during her graduation trip... Xu is that Zhen Zhengqi and the original body have not paid attention to these photos, but there are some in them. There is also the look of He Mengqi.

Used to divide the dining room and the living room is a transparent glass cabinet with various trophies and awards placed in a photo frame. Even Zhen Zhengqi and the original body are only placed in the cabinet for awards such as excellent teachers. At the bottom, and in the most conspicuous position, are all Shanshan's certificates. Even a three-good student in elementary school has been kept as if it were new, and there is no trace of time.

She couldn't help sighing in her heart. She knew that for Yuan Shi and Zhen Zhengqi, although they loved face, they loved their daughter more. They were always trying to "save" their daughter in their own way, but the result was beyond They imagined that in the end the daughter was gone, and on the day when the daughter was gone, she still hadn't "reformed" as her parents had requested.

The white rice in the kitchen was ready early in the morning. Shan Jingqiu's movements were very quick, and she prepared the food and soup in a short while, as she remembered, she locked the two doors and put up the door chain. , And took a long bench stand, and the couple's door and balcony were also locked.

After making preparations, she finally walked to the door of her daughter's room. While calling her daughter's name softly, she turned the lock.

...

Zhen Shanshan was sitting in front of the desk, and under her hand was the graduation photo from her third year of high school. The two stood on the side together, smiling at the camera, with immature faces on her face. She was in a daze. At that time, she blamed herself very much. At first, she took countless photos with Mengqi. Because there were mobile phones, they were basically stored on the mobile phone, and only a handful of them were washed out. So now the mobile phone has been collected, and she even connected There is not a single photo, and this photo is still the "fish that slipped through the net" when she moved to rent a house, otherwise she would not even have anything to miss.

The folded notebook was full of pain, and the heart was cut like a knife. It was not the case. This was already the fourth day of being locked up, and the corners of her lips were slightly ridiculed, and she turned her head slightly. The window sills and windows have long been densely sealed with interlaced wooden boards, and they are tightly fixed. With her strength, she can't pull them off no matter how hard she works. Because the wooden boards are sealed, even the sun can't get in. If you don't turn on the lights, it's like it's evening, a dark room.

She felt uncomfortable at first, but now she only feels absurd. She doesn’t know what crime she has committed, so she should be locked up like a prisoner like this. She is given food and food every day. The range of motion is the same in the room. It’s impossible to get out of the house, let alone a communication tool.

She lowered her head, her long hair hanging down on both sides of her cheeks concealed her complicated look, and after a while, tears fell again, and Dou Da’s tears fell on the photo drop by drop, the only thing to be thankful for The photo is sealed with plastic, otherwise I am afraid that her tears will be damaged by this precious baby.

She still remembers that when she was in high school, because her parents were old school teachers, any of her developments would be reported to her parents in a timely manner, especially in the second and third years of high school. After the division of classes, she became more and more stressed, for fear that she could not Maintaining the leading position has made her parents embarrassed. She has always been the pride of her parents and all of her parents. This being taken seriously has gradually become a constraint, making her unable to breathe.

At that time, He Mengqi was always by her side. At the beginning, they were the best girlfriends. The two took turns to be the first, and they cooperated in learning. You come and go, as if you have found the lost half. Just like a circle, as long as she is with each other, she feels at ease and happy. Until the third year of high school, she gradually realized that she was not right. Her possessiveness towards her friends seemed to have crossed the boundaries, until someone said with a smile that they both It was like a loving couple in the class. Only when people were too envious did she realize that her feelings for her friends had deteriorated.

At the beginning, she didn’t panic. Let alone homosexuality, she was terrified when she said that she had enough premature love to be a good girl from a young age, but she tried to check the information on the Internet, and the opinions from above can be said to be different. When people talked about it, they became angry and disgusted, and even said that they wanted to vomit; some people made many suggestions, telling her that homosexuality is not a disease.

Zhen Shanshan had been hesitating for a while, and even gradually alienated He Mengqi, but this estrangement did not last long. If walking on this rugged road is destined to be a kind of "unlucky", then the biggest fortune is she and He Mengqi Always consistent, she is not unrequited love.

After realizing her alienation, He Mengqi resolutely stopped her. For the first time that afternoon, she realized that she was not like what she said on the Internet, but that she had too deep feelings for her friends, and she could not distinguish the boundaries between love and friendship. I just don’t know much about the concept of homosexuality...

She doesn't reject the kiss and hugs that come. She doesn't want a man who will be with her for life, but as long as she thinks of walking with the person in front of her, she can't help but smile and feel extremely happy.

He Mengqi and Zhen Shanshan have agreed. The two of them will go ahead and try. If they have the ability to support themselves after graduation, they are mature enough to make a comeback for their decision. If you want to hold hands with you, then start thinking about confession with your family. Time flies quickly. The past four or five years have passed by, and occasionally there will be small stalemates and small quarrels between couples, but they are not disturbed until after graduation. On the day they were about to go home, the two made a secret decision together. They had to slowly save the country and change their parents' minds. If they couldn't, they would hide from their parents, live together as best friends, and maintain an unmarriage outside. image of.

They made countless plana and planb, but they didn't expect that they would be discovered in this way. When Zhen Shanshan saw her mother shivering out of the kitchen, she knew it, and everything was over.

In the past few days, she hasn’t said a word, just like a dumb who can’t speak and is blamed. She listened to her parents saying that she was sick, saying that she was ashamed, saying that she wanted them. The two couldn't lift their heads and couldn't be people...Sentences, like needles, stuck in her heart, causing her pain and despair.

Having been locked up for four days, Zhen Shanshan no longer understands, when did loving someone become a sinful thing? She didn’t destroy other people’s families, but she followed her own heart and fell in love with a good person. She held hands with her for five years. No matter the wind and rain, she never changed, but today she has become The downright sinner.

She stared blankly at He Mengqi in the photo, calling the other person's name in her heart. She didn't know, would she change if she was kept in such an endless confinement and disciplined like this? Will she become a so-called normal person? But is that still her?

She carefully pasted the photo on her chest and said softly, Mengqi, please give me strength and let me continue.

Since she was a child, she has always been a well-behaved child. She abides by all the rules and regulations, and abides by all the rules and requirements specified by her parents. But to this day, she still can't even be herself.

"Shanshan, it's time to eat, mom go in now, you have to be fine." Suddenly, there was a knock outside the door, and the mother's gentle voice was synchronized, but the words made Zhen Shanshan laugh bitterly, "Good "Doesn't this so-called good thing mean letting her sit down obediently, don't run away, and cooperate seriously?" She understands, she understands.

The sound of unlocking in the ear is very close, but Zhen Shanshan can't bother to think about it. She hurriedly wiped away the tears with her sleeves, hurriedly put the notes and photos together and stuffed them into the drawer, stiffly stood up straight, facing Open the door.

Shan Jingqiu entered the house with the food, and what she saw at a glance was Zhen Shanshan standing there stiffly. Whether it was compared with the photo in the house just now or compared with the original memory, Zhen Shanshan at this time No matter how embarrassed I look, I lost a circle in just a few days. The only thing that is swollen is probably the red eyes. Su Rili is so full of energy. At this time, even her eyes are a little dull, standing there. at every turn.

She walked straight and put the food directly on the desk. She could feel her daughter's a little nervous body when she approached the desk. Shan Jingqiu didn't say much, but just gently pushed her daughter to make her do it. Then quietly sat on the side of the bed and watched the child eat.

Zhen Shanshan has been pushed by her mother to the desk and started to eat. The food and soup in front of her are steaming. She has known how hard her parents are since she was a child. After all, the main teacher and head teacher of high school has a lot to worry about. These days Here, no matter how busy she is, her parents will definitely come back to prepare meals for her and talk to her. Not only did she lose weight, but her parents also lost weight.

Because of this, Zhen Shanshan is even more painful. It is painful to be separated from her girlfriend, not to be accepted by her family, and to be imprisoned... But it is also painful to watch her parents lose weight twice because of her. The solution is also painful. Obviously being locked up like this and beating a mandarin duck, her heart should be full of resentment, but more of it is sorry.

She split into two in these four days. The one who hates herself as a useless daughter makes her parents painful and tortured. Since the novel, she must be filial to her parents, and to make her parents happy has become an empty rhetoric. Instead, she has become The one who stabbed his parents with a knife. It is precisely because she knows that her parents are doing her good, she blames herself even more. When she woke up from a dream occasionally, she would wish that she was a "normal person". If one of her or Mengqi was a male, she might not at all. Under these obstacles, they can love each other happily, stay together happily, and get blessings from everyone, but because of their gender, they are opposed by their parents like a storm.

But the other, her face was full of stubborn dissatisfaction. She held her head up and said that she was not wrong. There are men and women in this world, but who rules that only men and women can be together? Homosexuality is not about following the trend, let alone being young and rebellious. She just loves someone from the heart. This person happens to be of the same sex. The world's unblessing does not mean that they are guilty, but the world has never really respected them.

The two little girls kept beating in their minds all day long, one prevailed for a while, and the whole was overturned in the next second. You are not polite, but it makes Zhen Shanshan more and more painful. I woke up from nightmares time and time again, and felt in a daze that I was back when I was depressed in high school, and I couldn't find any chance of being happy again.

Shan Jingqiu’s eyes fell quietly on her daughter. She could see her daughter Zhen Shanshan who was sitting at the front end slightly bent over, holding the chopsticks and holding the rice quietly. Yes, holding it, she almost It was delivered in small bites, and I just took a bite and chewed hard for a long time, and then even lightly put a hand on the stomach, asking her to follow the heart, but earlier exchanged with 008 Her medical scanner can confirm that her daughter's body has not had any major problems at this time, otherwise she might have to take her daughter to the hospital on the spot.

But even if he knew that there was nothing wrong in his heart, looking at the child who couldn't even eat a bite of rice, Shan Jingqiu was still worried.

It seemed that she had fallen into a long contemplation, and even the atmosphere in the air had stalemate. Shan Jingqiu suddenly said: "Shan Shan, my mother has checked a lot of information in the past two days, and she has some understanding of homosexuality. ...I want to talk to you."

Zhen Shanshan's body stiffened for a moment while she was eating hard, and she was silent for a long time before she replied softly: "What are you going to talk about? I told you from the beginning. I was born like this. I can't change it. Illness, this is just like you love dad, grandpa loves grandma, grandpa loves grandma, the most ordinary affection, the only difference is that you like the opposite sex, and the person I like happens to have the same **** as me. "

"Shanshan, my mother has read a lot of information. Mom really wants to talk to you. I also hope to know what you really think. This is never a trivial matter." Shan Jingqiu slightly Bringing the body closer, the hand has been gently placed on the daughter's body, and she patted gently.

This is the first time in a few days that I have felt "a little" kindness from my parents. In this shot of my mother, Zhen Shanshan's tears will almost be shot down. She sucked hard, but still did not turn around, for fear that she might look too much. After being embarrassed, he mumbled and asked, "Mom, what do you want to know? What do you want to know?"

"Shanshan, I want to know, have you really thought about it?" Shan Jingqiu's voice was serious, "In other words, do you have to be with a girl? Like an ordinary person, find an ordinary person The boy who was born, and then gave birth to a child, and lived his life happily. Is this really impossible for you? Is it because you don’t want it, or you don’t want it.”

"Mom, I said, I only like girls, and I only like girls." Zhen Shanshan stood up, her body trembling slightly, her face was already full of tears when she turned around, she looked at her mother, I just feel that all these psychological words that my mother said to listen to her are deceptive. It is the same as before. She only feels that "she" is sick, that she is impulsive, and that she is crazy.

Shan Jingqiu immediately followed and stood up. She took Zhen Shanshan into her arms with a little bit of force. Because of her age, Zhen Shanshan didn't dare to struggle too much, but her body still shook when she was hugged. Shaking, she gently followed her back for her daughter, and then after another: "We said that we had a good talk. Mom never thought you were lying to me. Do you believe in your mother too? You can talk to your mother calmly. If you hold the heart that hopes we can understand and hope that we can understand your heart, you have to calmly tell your mother, otherwise, where will mother go to find out what Shanshan's heart is thinking?"

She cautiously used Qiao Jin, took her daughter to sit on the bed together, looked directly at her daughter, gentle and calm, and the quiet atmosphere in the room finally calmed down the somewhat out-of-control Zhen Shanshan, she looked into her mother's eyes It was full of apologies, and repeated with tears: "Mom, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, it's really okay." Shan Jingqiu gently shook her head. She looked at her daughter quietly, and said again, "Shanshan, you have been the pride of mom and dad since childhood. What I said is a bit extreme, but my mother wants to tell you that you are still the pride in my mother's heart and will not change because of these things."

"It's just that my mother may be a bit outdated, and also a bit old-fashioned. When encountering these things that are too advanced for me, my mother has to admit that I can't accept it, and I don't understand why all this happened to me, even To fall on you, for four days, my mother has been thinking and thinking all the time. Mom has read many, many articles and accepted all kinds of different ideas, but I found that maybe it was my mother who misunderstood you and blamed you. ."

Shan Jingqiu saw Zhen Shanshan’s eyes full of sorrow, she just continued to say: "If all this is born with the earth, why did you make a mistake? The one who gave birth to you was your mother, and the one who brought you up was also your mother. , If you are really to blame for all this, shouldn’t you be more to blame on your parents?" Her eyes were suddenly a little far away, "Mom has been a teacher for so many years and met so many people, but she still didn’t think about it. understand."

"Mum may be a bit late to figure it out, but now slowly my mother also understands that you are not wrong, you just follow your heart to like someone, you do not love the rich, do not violate the law and morals, you are There is nothing wrong." She said word by word.

"But..." Zhen Shanshan looked at her mother in a daze, her eyes were a little confused, and she was silent for a while before she asked, "But why, you have to ask me whether I like boys... I really only like girls... "

Shan Jingqiu's eyes became a bit serious, she held her daughter's hand in her hand, and said seriously: "I am your mother, even I will struggle and hesitate, not to mention this society What? Don’t say anything else, your father still suffers."

She drew a big circle in the air with her free hand, and then a small circle inside: "If society is a big circle, our relatives, friends and interpersonal relationships form a small circle. We are all Being in a small spot in this big circle and small circle, just because we are in it, it will become more and more difficult to move, just like the story my mother told you before, do you remember?"

"What?" Zhen Shanshan didn't react. Her parents have been teaching her since she was a child. The so-called stories can be said to be one set after another. So now her mother suddenly tells the story, she does not react.

"Do you remember, you used to watch TV dramas with your mother and saw a TV drama about the death of a woman's husband in ancient times. Even if she was young and had no children, she had to stay alone and die, and finally use this The loneliness of a lifetime is exchanged for a chastity memorial."

After listening to her mother, Zhen Shanshan also remembered the TV series she had watched. At that time, she asked her mother: "Mom, why does this wife no longer marry? She is still so young, and it hasn't been two years since she was married. Isn't it all her life? Do you want to live in this small mansion?" In fact, the lady still plays in the TV series. This lady wears dark clothes for life. Even if there is a male among the foreigners, she must hide and avoid, otherwise she will have someone Pointing and pointing, even twisted the personality behind, forcing the widow in the nephew's house to follow the widow who has been guarding her for a lifetime, and set up a chastity archway worthy of "proud" for their family.

Zhen Shanshan nodded, and Shan Jingqiu went on to say: "At that time, my mother told you that although there were no famous sayings in ancient laws, the so-called rules and ethics completely tied these people to death. They wanted to survive in this world. , Had to pay countless price to sacrifice, maybe many people know that this is wrong, this is wrong, but it cannot be reversed."

"Shanshan, just like you and Mengqi, the relationship between you, as you said, although the law does not clearly stipulate legality, it is not a crime, but in this society, the common sense of everyone is still stubborn. The concept of...all of these forces, whether it is your father, me, or even you, to comply, just to live better in this circle."

Zhen Shanshan straightened her back and squeezed her mother's hand, her eyes suddenly seemed to have a look: "But do you remember? Mom, you told me at the time that those ethics are wrong, they are cannibalistic In the feudal era, those young girls who were prosperous and prosperous were eaten by this etiquette. Fortunately, these are so much better now." She said word by word, "Maybe people now, Many will feel that I am unruly and unconventional, but I am not guilty."

She shook her head gently: "Mom, maybe one hundred years from now, or even less than one hundred years later, someone will stand up and say that they were just swallowed by social customs and rules, not that they should have to. Accept this kind of life!"

Shan Jingqiu smiled and nodded her daughter's head: "You, you really know how to draw inferences from one another." Then she saw her cheerful daughter. What she said just now seemed to inspire Shanshan and asked her to wipe it off. The haze before.

She straightened her face and said seriously: "But mother still wants to tell you, do you know? If you are with Mengqi, have you ever thought about the difficulties you will encounter? Friends and relatives around you will look down on you and think you Disgusting, will stay away from you, you are incompatible with most of the people, you may not have your own children in your life, even mom and dad will be embarrassed because of you..." She said cruelly, even if she said The words smashed into Shanshan's heart to make Shanshan's eyes wet again, but she didn't want her daughter to make an impulsive decision without careful consideration.

It seems that after a long time of thinking, Shanshan leaned over and gave Shan Jingqiu a hug: "Mom, I know you are for my good, you are thinking about me, I really thought about it, yes, maybe When I change it, everyone will think that I am the kid who makes you proud and happy, and even everyone will not reject me or stay away from me."

She smiled and shed tears: "But mother, at that time I would not be happy. I will only suffer more and more, and not only my suffering, I will let another person follow the suffering. I have taught me that I can’t lie. I’m not a smart person. I can’t lie for a lifetime. If I really want to find someone to marry and have children as you hope, then I am worthy of him and worthy of my children?"

"I don't want to lie to others, to lie to myself. Maybe you are all right. In the future, I will be very painful and regretful, but at least the pain of separation from Mengqi is too deep and too deep, and it makes me even happy. Abilities are lost."

She said very seriously and did not waver: "I have really thought about it, and I have never changed my mind. I want to be with her, and I only want to be with her. Mom, you My father and my father are one of the most important people in my life. Even if people all over the world look down on me and despise me, I hope you can tell me that you are on my side, okay?"

Shan Jingqiu was taken aback by her daughter's question. She felt sore in her eyes. She was silent for a while, and nodded heavily. She saw that her daughter seemed to be getting better with naked eyes. It seemed that she had just such a support, and she was refreshed. She was so charming that she couldn't help but laugh.

The mother and daughter looked at each other and laughed for a long time. She looked at her daughter and opened her mouth again: "It's just that your father hasn't figured it out so quickly. I also hope you don't blame Dad. During this period of time, you will be inside. People are iron fans. It’s steel. You have to eat well and take care of yourself. Mom will help you persuade