The Great Era of Rebirth: 1993

  Chapter 587, Cross-heart (please subscribe!)

   Qin Yueming asked Xiao Shi: "Do you like him, does he know?"

   Faced with this question, Little Eleven was silent.

   She looked up at the ceiling and said after a long time, "He knows."

   Then she said: "I don't want to study abroad, I have my own ideas.

   It’s just that I haven’t told you and my dad because there are some things that I’m not sure about myself. "

  Qin Yueming couldn't wait to ask: "What's not sure about? Tell Mom."

  Xiao Shiyi said: "I don't know where to start? I can't seem to say a word or two."

  Qin Yueming said: "Then start from your acquaintance, from the fact that you have a good impression of him. Mom has time today."

  Xiao Eleven thought for a while and said, "You know from a young age that I have high vision.

  What I don’t like, I won’t let it go if I die. But I don't usually let go of things that I like.

   In one sentence, you won't give up if you can't call the Yellow River. "

   She said: "Actually, the first time I saw him at Uncle Ruan's house, my heart skipped a beat.

   At that time, he gave me a different feeling than other boys. What is the difference? I don't know, and I didn't think about it at the time.

   Once playing badminton, I bought him a bottle of soda and he said thank you. The moment I looked at him, I saw something in his eyes. "

   Qin Yueming asked, "What?"

  Xiao Shishi said: "He and I are the same kind of people, and they are very proud at heart.

  I knew then that he was hiding.

   Although he was very submissive to Aunt Yingman. In fact, he didn't care at all, or he didn't care about Aunt Yingman's little actions and attitudes. "

  Qin Yueming looked back and thought: "You mean, he already had a lot of money in his pocket at that time, and he was very confident in his talent.

   So he looked down on Yingman as a clown in a condescending manner? "

   Little Eleven nodded: "Although the words are not pleasant, the meaning is almost the same.

   But he wasn't so extreme.

   After all, Zhang Xuan respected Uncle Ruan very much, so he kept restraining himself and stayed at Uncle Ruan's house. "

   Hearing this, Qin Yueming's face became a little hot, why didn't she have the same mentality as Yang Yingman?

  Because she heard many complaints from Yingman and because of Zhang Xuan's background, Qin Yueming didn't take Zhang Xuantai seriously.

  Thinking of this, Qin Yueming felt very powerless, and felt a causal cycle, and the retribution was unhappy.

  I didn't look down on others at first, but as a result, my pearl in the palm of my hand fell in love with him.

   Qin Yueming slowed down and asked, "What happened later?"

   Little Eleven said, "Isn't there military training in the first year of school, I didn't know what I was thinking at first?

   has been following him very much, followed him to the store to buy sanitary napkins, followed.”

   Qin Yueming frowned: "Sanitary napkins?"

   Little Eleven smiled: "It's not what you think, it was because of the needs of military training."

   She recounted the story of the two of them buying sanitary napkins at the grocery store.

   then continued to recall: "During the entire military training, every time he was there, I would unconsciously straighten my collar and straighten my back.

  In military training, he completed every action in high spirits. He would **** his ears to listen to him and his classmates talking, and eavesdrop on all the gossip about him.

   Even if a classmate occasionally mentions Zhang Xuan's name, I will be very energetic.

   But at that time, I was quite reserved, and behaved like a lady.

   At that time, I was afraid that someone next to me would notice my attention to him, so I asked myself not to show the slightest interest in him.

   When chatting with the female classmates in the class, I can only rack my brains and lead the conversation to the boys in the class first, and then to their dormitory. Finally, when everyone finally talked about Zhang Xuan, I pretended to read a book, and pretended to sleep on the side, expressing indifference. "

   Hearing her daughter's mental journey, Qin Yueming suddenly felt very sad.

   Seeing his mother like this, Xiao Shiyi Nuo Nuo said: "No need to do this, in fact, I have always been proud of this fake and very happy."

  Qin Yueming asked: "And then, did you become active?"

  Xiao Eleven said: "Afterwards your old friend was good."

   Qin Yueming glared at her.

   Little Eleven changed his words with a smile: "Later, the director of the management institute asked me to be the league secretary in the class. One of my duties was to send and receive letters from the class, and I slowly discovered his secret."

  Qin Yueming was curious: "What secret?"

  Xiao Shishi said: "I found out that he was contributing to "Zhiyin" magazine and "Youth Digest", and these two magazines also opened a column for him, and I learned that his pen name was "March".

   When I found out about this secret, I was shocked, and then I somehow wanted to keep it secret for him, not wanting others to know his talent. "

   Speaking of this, Xiao Eleven showed obscurity in front of people for the first time: "But I did my best, I didn't expect that he already has a girlfriend.

   He is also a classmate of junior high school and high school, a childhood sweetheart along the way. "

   Qin Yueming understood: "So you changed your attitude?"

  Xiao Shishi said: "When I first learned that he had a girlfriend, I was very sad.

   I ran outside to buy three bottles of soda and drank it, and then sat in a daze on the grass. It was then that I saw my heart clearly, and I fell in love with him unknowingly.

  In the beginning, I thought that what I liked was his talent, and I wanted to forget him for a while.

  But later I found out that I was wrong. I not only like his talent, but also like him as a person.

   As a result, every time I go to class, I can't help but want to sit next to him, even if he has a girlfriend, even if others will talk about me behind his back. "

   Qin Yueming saw the weakness on her daughter's face for the first time, and she felt distressed that her fingernails were digging into her thigh flesh.

   His eyes fell on Qin Yueming's right hand, Xiao Shi sat down next to each other, put his head on her shoulder and said:

   "At that time, I was calm on the surface, but in fact, I was always tormented, weighing whether to persevere or not? Do I want to do something wrong?

   Later, I overcame myself and decided to honor my heart. I want to try what I like.

   So I started to observe him and Du Shuangling and study them.

   Even secretly made a good relationship with the people in Du Shuangling's girls' dormitory.

   After a period of observation and research, your daughter came to the conclusion: Zhang Xuan likes Du Shuangling very much, and loves Du Shuangling very much. I can't get him by conventional methods. So I went the other way and got him to pay attention to my way first. "

   At this point, Little Eleven sighed silently.

  Qin Yueming asked: "What's wrong?"

  Xiao Shishi said: "There is an example who tells me that my path is not the best.

   I should have made friends with Du Shuangling and be sisters with Du Shuangling, so that I would have more opportunities to get along with him.

   wouldn't make him wary either.

   It's just that I'm young and vigorous, and my pride doesn't allow me to do this. "

   Qin Yueming was confused and looked at his daughter with a puzzled expression.

  Xiao Shi did not tell Wen Hui, but said slowly: "I told you everything I should say.

   Although I didn't really fall in love with him at first sight, it was better than love at first sight. It has remained the same for three years, nothing has changed. "

   Although her daughter said it calmly, as a past person, Qin Yueming heard that her daughter loved Zhang Xuan to the extreme.

  My own daughter understands how her eyes were above the top in the past?

   From childhood to adulthood, boys are not fake.

   If I hadn’t really given my heart this time, I would never have been so accommodating to a boy with a girlfriend, and it would have been impossible to do this.

  Qin Yueming asked: "Have you really thought about not going to study abroad? What if you don't succeed in the future?"

   looked at each other, and Xiao Eleven said frankly: "Mom, I want to try it. If I miss a lot of things, I won't have it again. Just like the director of the management school in college with you, I don't want to leave any regrets."

   The sentence "I don't want to leave regrets" brought Qin Yueming back to his memory, and his heart was deeply touched.

   stunned in place for a long time, Qin Yueming asked back to his senses: "I see his expression before, it seems to be towards you"

Qin Yueming didn't say "I'm not tempted" behind   , but she believed that her daughter could understand.

  Xiao Eleven remembered the scene in the restaurant box outside. She knew that Zhang Xuan was not completely unmoved by her, but she was very restrained and restrained.

  Xiao Eleven smiled confidently: "You have always been proud of me, you should keep believing."

   Qin Yueming woke up: "but he has a girlfriend."

  Xiao Shiyi said: "This is exactly what I am not sure about. In fact, how could no one like him around him as an excellent man?

   Even if I am his girlfriend now, I still have to face the temptation of countless women. Do you think such a billionaire, world-famous writer will have only one woman in his life?

   His heart can hold 9999 women, can he hold back the 10000th woman? "

  Qin Yueming suddenly became anxious: "Then you are?"

  Xiao Shiyi said: "Mom, give me two years, if I don't see any chance, I will listen to you and leave the country."

  Qin Yueming asked seriously: "Really?"

  Xiao Eleven said: "Really."

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