The Humble Love

"You..." When the words came to his mouth, Su didn't know how to comfort Jack.

"Do you remember when we met?" Jack looks at Su, with a smile in his eyes.

"Yes." Now think of it, at that time, Jack was very close to Su shallow language, and once let Su shallow language think she had a problem.

"At that time, I was curious about what kind of woman Mu always liked? Why the woman he loves is you, not me. " Jack's sour smile, "later I understand, Mu always falls in love with you, unreasonable, but also is predestined." Jack looked at Su, envious.

"How do you say that?" This is the first time someone told her that Su's language was novel.

Jack looked down at his hand, and she let out a long breath. "There's no reason why Mu likes people, no one knows. But you fall in love with you because you are the woman he loves, and that's fate. " At the moment, Jack is like a philosopher, saying things that are not easy to understand.

"I don't understand." Yes, she's not. She's going to raise her glass

"Well, cheers." Jack raised his glass and drank with Su.

"By the way, what are your plans for the future?" Jack asked Su about his plans.

"I've bought a ticket back to country y in a few days." Su said in a leisurely manner.

"You..." Jack took a deep look at Su and said, "you really don't regret it?"

"No matter how many times I ask such a question, I will only have one answer. I don't regret it. I never regret it. " Su Shanyu once again determined the answer in her heart.

"Well, well, I see." Jack and Su shallow language continue to drink, two people drink, the friendship between each other seems to deepen a lot.

After Jack leaves, Su is sitting on the couch by the French window with a little bit of drunkenness. She was rocking and rocking the couch, and tears came out of her eyes.

Su shallow language bows waist, encircles oneself whole person. In this way, she curled up in the reclining chair, and her grievances and sorrows fell through her tears.

Tears and sadness, the air is filled with a strong sense of sadness. Su's tears made him fall into the dream of his past experience.

When he was young and ignorant, Su Qianyu just came out of school and looked for a job everywhere.

Many people because of her low education, only high school education, coupled with her so young with a child, no company dare to ask her. Even if it's cleaning work, no one dares to ask Su to do it.

At that time, it was the saddest time for Su Qianyu. She even had the child's father who was so muddleheaded that she was pregnant with a man's child.

If it wasn't for the child in her stomach who supported her through that period of time, she didn't know where she would be now?

Child, her child!

Su Qianyu woke up from her sleep with sweat on her forehead and on both sides of her cheek. She was panting.

At the end of the dream, she saw words. Seeing him running behind the car, Su wants to look back, but finds that he can't turn back.

"I'm sorry, Yan Yan. It's mom who's sorry for you." She is not a good mother because she has forgotten her child.

Yanyan is her first child, and also the first to make her feel like a mother. In those days, if it had not been for Qiao Lushu's words and Youyou, everything would not have been like this.

Su Qianyu grabs his head and immerses himself in deep remorse.

With the wine, she sleeps all night and wakes up with a splitting headache and heartache. Su's face looked more haggard. At noon, Su didn't even eat, so he went out directly.

In the old alleys and mottled ground, Su Qianyu, dressed in a beige long coat, walked in the place where she once lived, and the emotion in her heart could not help but flow.

This is the place where she grew up. She lived here until she was received by Mu Jinghan. Over time, she seemed to forget that she had once had a home, a shabby and fragmented home.

Walking along, Su Qianyu went to the vegetable market she used to go to. At that time, she often did not have the money to buy vegetables. Chen Bo, the vegetable seller, gave her many dishes.

"Shallow?" People here like to call her that way. When she heard her voice, she said happily, "Uncle Chen?"

"It's really you, shallow." Chen Bo thought that he had identified the wrong person, but he didn't expect that it was su shallow language, which made Chen Bo very happy.

"You girl, where have you been these years?" Chen Bo held Su's hand and asked her to turn around. "She's fat. She looks good."

Su said with a smile, "Uncle Chen, it's been a long time. Sorry, I didn't come back to see you after I left. "

"Silly boy, what do you say. Alas... " "After you left a few years ago, I was still worried about whether you would have a bad time outside. But now, if you look safe, your parents should be at ease. "Chen Bo mentioned Su's adoptive father and mother. Su was a little sad. "Chen Bo, our house is now..."

"Don't worry, it's still there. Before, some developers wanted to tear down our buildings here, and every neighborhood resolutely disagreed, which saved this place. "

Chen Bo pointed to the distance, "the house of your family is still there. It's just that for so many years, no one lives. It's all gray. "

"It doesn't matter. I'll go up and have a look." Su said and walked forward, now revisiting the old place, her heart is full of feelings.

Chen Bo looked at Su shallow language to go upstairs, "I will accompany you up." Chen Bo threw away his dishcloth and went up with Su.

Walking on the floor full of stains and black stains on the walls, Su Qianyu stepped on it slowly and went to the top of the old building.

She stood in front of her own door, slightly raised her hand, and opened the old door with a history of many years.

The familiar feeling, along with the smell of rust, surged to Su Qian and said, "cough, cough..." Su was choked by the dust in the room and coughed incessantly.

"Are you all right? No one has lived here for a long time. The dust is too big. "

"No problem." Su Shanyu waved his hand and waved away the dust in front of him. She stepped into the room, and every table, every chair, every piece of furniture was covered with ash.

Su's heart is heavy. When she comes back to the place where she grew up, her heart is full of five flavors. Her adoptive father, her adoptive mother, had left her.

She still remembers that in the past, Zhang Lingzhi used to play mahjong outside, and she didn't live at home for three days. Father is a smoker again, and the money he earns by coolie every day is not enough for his own cigarettes.