The Humble Love

"I hate him. I should hate him. I hate myself more. Words are what I killed." Su said, looking at his shaking hands, "but I But I can't. why am I so weak? "

With the strength of wine, Su shallow language will be these days she has been holding in the heart of entanglement, contradictions all told.

Su shallow language tightly hugs own body, weak ground curls up in a group, "I am wrong, is I wrong."

"Shallow words." You're wrong, Su Qingyu, she didn't cry

"You don't hate him, you just love him too much. So you're not wrong. It's the people who are making trouble for you

"Wuwuwuwu..." Su shallow language burst out crying, in the surge of wine gas, all her emotions are pouring out.

She knew that Yan Yan's death had something to do with Mu Jinghan. If Mu Jinghan had not chosen to give up Yanyan, Yanyan would not have died.

Reason told her that she should hate, hate Joe lush, more hate Mu Jinghan, she should find him revenge.

But when she faced Mu Jinghan, she found that she couldn't do it at all. She hated Mu Jinghan, but she also loved Mu Jinghan, even if he let Yan Yan die.

Hatred and love mingled in confusion, and then turned into pain, which tormented Su Qianyu and made her desperate.

"Cry, cry as much as you can. After crying, everything will be OK. " Sunny soft voice comfort, with their own shoulders to support Su shallow language helpless and weak.

The dark night sky is dotted with stars. Stars blink and blink, coldly looking at the balcony that person's sorrow, that person's hatred, that person's pain.

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"Ah..." At dawn, Su woke up with a headache about to crack. She shook her head as if it were going to be thrown out at any time.

Dizziness wrapped in Su's words, "how much did I drink?" Su said in a low voice, "Mom, are you awake?" Youyou appears at the door with a bowl of soup in his hand.

"Yo Yo, what are you carrying?" Su Qianyu is afraid that you can't hold the things in your hand, so she runs to take it.

"This is the sobering soup you cooked for your mother. When you let go, you hid your hand behind you.

"Sobering soup?" Su shallow language is surprised, only six-year-old youyou unexpectedly can make wake-up wine soup for her, "you, how can you make wake-up wine soup?"

Su's eyes flashed, and he noticed youyou's hands behind him, "what's wrong with your hands? Let mom see. " Su shallow language will leisurely hand hold, "Mom, I did not..."

You also want to cheat Su shallow language, "how to get it? Why are there so many bubbles in your hands? " Su Qianyu was deeply distressed. "Well, mom, youyou is the first time to do it. If you are not careful, you just..."

"Silly child, you are still so young, mother doesn't need you to do anything to wake up wine soup, do you know?" Maybe she is too incompetent, so you have to be so sensible when you are so young. The more so, the more uncomfortable Su's heart.

Her eyes slightly ruddy, squat down to look at you seriously, "Yo, mom has nothing, now only you. Promise mom to take good care of you, OK

"Mom. What do you mean, Yo Yo is always taken care of by her mother from time to time? " Youyou is still young and can't hear the fear and worry in Su Qian's language.

"Ah, you're right. It's mom who is too nervous." Su shallow language feels long thin body, "what mother wants to say is, in the future, without mother's consent, don't go to the kitchen casually, you know?"

"Well, I see, mom." You took the sobering soup on the table, "Mom, drink it quickly."

"Good, mom." Su shallow language one mouthful will long specially cook sobering soup to drink up, "well, mother drank up." Su put the empty bowl on one side of the table, "Yo Yo, have you washed your face? Have you had breakfast

"No You said, shaking his head, and could not help touching his hungry stomach.

"Didn't Aunt sunny make you breakfast?" She was so drunk last night that she didn't know anything about it. Her drinking capacity was always good in sunny and rainy days. She should not be still drunk in the bar now.

"Mom." You take Su Qianyu out and walk to the sunny room. On the bed, sunny rain was holding her beloved bear doll, sleeping like a dead pig.

"Mom, you see, sunny and rainy, Auntie has been sleeping till now." Youyou sighed helplessly. He spread his hands and looked like a little adult.

"Ha ha..." Su shallow language can not help but smile, "you go to wash your face first, mother to call sunny aunt up."

"Good." Go to wash your face and brush your teeth first.

"Rain, get up." Su shallow language push bed sleeping rain, "well." The rain moved, turned over and continued to sleep.

"Ah, you..." Su said helplessly, "Zhang Qingyu!" Su shallow language even with a surname to Zhang Qingyu's name, scared Zhang Qingyu directly jumped up from the bed, "what's the matter? Is it the tigress in our family

As soon as Zhang Qingyu heard that there was someone with a surname and surname around her, and she was still so impolite, she could not think of anyone else except her mother.Zhang Qingyu looked around clearly. There was no one but Su Qianyu standing beside her.

"Ouch, shallow language ah, what are you doing? I'm sleeping now and asking me to do something." Zhang Qingyu saw that it was not her mother's temporary inspection, so she quickly went back to bed and grasped the time. If she could have more rest, she would have more rest.

"Why did you go back to sleep again?" Zhang Ziyu pulled the heavy rain from the bed.

"Oh, no, no, don't move me." Zhang Qingyu was so sleepy by Su Qianyu that she sat up angrily, "Su Qianyu, my aunt, how can you even interfere with my sleep. You don't think about who drove me crazy yesterday and made me go to bed so late

Su shallow language facial expression a congealed, "then I also am not very late to sleep, moreover I am drunk, I all got up, you are still asleep." Su turned her eyes and went to the cloakroom to choose the right clothes for Zhang Qingyu.

"You, go and wash and change your clothes." Su shallow language takes a white dress to come out from cloakroom, "you see, today wear this how?"

"Oh, my aunt." Zhang Qingyu patted his forehead, "forget it, I've convinced you. Who told me to let you live with me?"

"Live together?" Su shallow language frowns, "I don't plan to stay here for a long time. When I find a job and find a place to live, I will move out with you."

"Su shallow language!" Zhang Qingyu suddenly got angry: "yesterday, I worked so hard for so long. Oh, it turned out that you still don't regard me as a friend?" Zhang Qingyu's logic has its own school. Su Qianyu doesn't want to live here with her, that is, he doesn't regard her as a friend.

"Sunny rain, of course I take you as my friend. It's just that friends are friends, and I can't live with you. " Su Qianyu insists on her own idea. She has enough trouble for Zhang Qingyu, and she doesn't want to trouble sunny rain any more.

"You Su's stubborn temper made Zhang Qingyu speechless, "I don't care, you have to live here. If you don't live with me, we'll never be friends again. "

"Zhang Qingyu, you Why are you so unreasonable? " Su was completely defeated by Zhang Qingyu, "anyway, we didn't know who I was on the first day, don't you know?" Zhang Qingyu got out of bed and put on the dress that Su Qianyu took for her. "You, just settle down here. I don't charge you rent. Just ah, you can make me a dinner every night."

"What do you mean by that You live here, too? Not going back? " Su shallow language this just can hear Zhang Qingyu's words in the wrong, "otherwise?" Zhang Qingyu put on his clothes and tied a neat ponytail for himself, "I have already made an agreement with the hospital, and I will work in the Branch Hospital of a city from now on."

Zhang Qingyu has always been vigorous in his work, saying that the wind is the rain. Su is speechless, but he is also used to it.

"So." Zhang Qingyu picked up one side of the fisherman's hat, "how about you, I'm glad to meet such a good talking landlord."

Zhang Qingyu went out with a smile, "what a crazy woman." Su shallow language helpless smile, "you don't eat breakfast?"

"No, report to the hospital first."

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