I am dead biting the lip, a heart almost jumped out of the chest.

Will you forgive her? I have never thought about this issue, and I have never thought that Qin Lian would raise this issue with me at this time. I really hate her so much that I can't help myself.

I hate that she told me to leave me when I was young, and I hate that she ignored me for so many years, but what I hate more is that she used a scornful tone to ridicule my father, as if it was not her who did something wrong, but me and my father.

I will answer this question very well, but now my mouth seems to be stuck. I can't open my mouth.

Qin Lian didn't get my answer for a long time. She couldn't help but smile bitterly and whispered: "whether you are considerate or not, you will understand sooner or later. After I'm gone, you should get along with Linlin. After all, she is your only relative. "

I forced tears, no reason to flow down, tears blurred my vision, I forced to cover my mouth, do not make the slightest sound, now anything can not be said, regardless of Qin Lian's cry, quickly left her room.

"Really, what's the matter with you?" Sun Qinghe saw me crying and running out, with a concerned look on his face. He asked in a hurry, worried that something had happened to Qin Lian, and rushed to Qin Lian's room.

I walk in the street, the cold wind blowing on my face, dried the tears on my cheek, cheek dry pain. I wrapped up my coat, walking in the street, mind disorder, disturbing me.

"Diddiddidi!" There was a sharp car whistle in the quiet street, and I looked back.

Yin Jingtian leaned out of the window and said in a low voice, "get in the car. I'll take you home."

I shivered with cold. I didn't refuse at the moment. I got on the bus quickly.

"And Linlin, won't you come back with me?" I didn't see Linlin and asked suspiciously.

Yin Jingtian answered vaguely and said: "Linlin wants to accompany her more."

Hearing this, the movement on my hand was suddenly stiff. I pursed my lips slightly and didn't speak.

Yin Jingtian glanced at me and asked in a low voice, "I thought you would have no feelings for her. Whether she lives or dies has nothing to do with you."

I gave a bitter smile. I thought I could be so ruthless, just like Qin Lian was so ruthless to me. However, when I saw Qin Lian's pale face and weak body, I couldn't help feeling sad. At that moment, it seemed that I saw my father lying on the hospital bed weakly. It's also like Qin Lian, weak and heartbreaking.

It was also at that moment that I understood what blood is thicker than water. Even if I was betrayed and hurt, I could see that when my relatives died soon, the heartache could not be ignored.

"She asked me if I would understand her?" I lowered my head and asked in a dull voice, "if it was you, would you understand her? I understand that she has been indifferent to me for so many years because of her guilt. I understand that she had a hard time abandoning me and my father. Will you understand her? "

Yin Jingtian's brow was locked and silent for a moment. He spoke slowly and said, "really, to tell you the truth, I'm surprised to see you and her get along peacefully. I always think that even if you don't see her all your life, it won't make people think that you are indifferent. "

His short words, but let me instantly red eyes, I inhaled nose, quickly looked out of the window: "how is the wedding preparation?"

"Just so." Yin Jingtian's tone suddenly cooled down and said vaguely.

I was shocked and looked at him in surprise.

Yin Jingtian seems to be aware that his tone is not right. He takes out a smile and explains in a low voice: "Linlin wants to have a wedding at the end of this month."

"Why so fast?" I asked suspiciously.

"Linlin said she wanted to get married before she left." Yin Jingtian said.

After listening to Yin Jingtian's words, I felt a little complicated and asked in a dumb voice, "is she very ill? How much longer can we live? "

"Sun Qinghe didn't tell you the truth. Your mother was sent to the hospital because she vomited blood." Yin Jingtian looked at me and continued: "the doctor is not sure how long she will live."

I sighed a long time, and suddenly felt that the stone pressed on my chest was a little heavier.

Back home, I lay in bed, thinking about what Qin Lian said to me. My chest was stuffy and painful, as if blocked by something. I toss and turn, no sleepiness, get up and sit by the bed looking at the stars, the stars in the sky flash, some bright and some not bright.

I don't remember who told me that once a person died, he would become a star. After my father died, I was outside with a big stomach, and no one told me my pain. I just looked at the stars in the sky and thought about which star my father changed.

Sometimes it's unfair to think about God. For 30 years, I didn't know who my mother was. I finally found her and told me the bad news. I would rather not know Qin Lian's existence from the beginning, so even if she died, I would not be hurt.

The next morning I went to find Zhao Tianyi. When he saw me, he was a little surprised: "have you had breakfast? Do you want to join me?"He seems to have forgotten yesterday's sneer at me, his face is still hanging shallow radian.

I shook my head and asked in a low voice, "where's Ann?"

Zhao Tianyi's hand movement stopped slightly. He couldn't help but smile bitterly. He seemed to have expected that I came to him just to see An'an.

"I'll take you to Ann after breakfast." Zhao Tianyi lowered his eyelids and continued to eat breakfast.

I clenched my finger, hesitated for a moment, and continued: "I came to discuss with you whether ANN can live with me during this period of time."

Zhao Tianyi's eyebrows are slightly frowning, and the veins on his forehead are protruding. He holds the chopsticks tightly. Because of too much force, his arms are shaking slightly. He puts the chopsticks on the table, trying to suppress his emotions.

"It's true that I've been giving in to you again and again, not for your sake." Zhao Tianyi looked up at me, a pair of deep eyes full of unhappy look.

I swallowed nervously and explained in a low voice, "Qin Lian, she has liver cancer. Maybe..." I stopped and continued, "I want her to meet Ann."

Zhao Tianyi's face suddenly changed. He patted the table hard and made a huge noise in the open space. I was startled by his sudden action and looked at him blankly.

Zhao Tianyi strode toward me, slender fingers holding my chin, almost gnashing his teeth in general asked: "Xia Zhen, you are always thinking about others, love others, but when can you think about you, love yourself?"

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