The Male Secretary to Female CEO

Poor Zhao shensany has been enduring the fluctuation caused by his high and low emotions all day long. In addition, he has to make a strong humiliation from Yin Rou again, and Zheng Yanhong's attitude of irrelevance. In addition, Lin Maoren's blow has made him feel unreal in the cold night.

When it was cold at night, people's emotions were easily fragile. Once Zhao shensan, an invincible talent who had to disguise himself, once removed his mask, his weakness was even worse than that of ordinary people, and he was even swallowed up by weakness.

The lonely and chaotic Zhao shensan did not dare to go to Lu Bowen's place. Zheng Yanhong did not want to go to his new home alone. He lingered in the street for a while and smoked half a box of cigarettes.

He crumpled up the empty cigarette box and threw it away. Seeing the scattered snowflakes falling from the sky, Zhao shensan staggered into the car and drove off subconsciously. Although there was heating in the car, the passers-by outside the window all wrapped their heads in down coats and ran home in a hurry. For a moment, he felt like a rootless duckweed, even though he was a family I can't feel the warmth.

A burst of inexplicable loneliness and loss, mixed with a sense of confusion where I am, suddenly hit my heart. The infatuated Zhao Shen San drove aimlessly through the streets of the provincial capital. Unconsciously, he suddenly saw a familiar door face, and a couplet composed of two lines of neon lights rushed into his eyes, "spotlessly clean, perfect the same return to the Prajna gate."

For no reason, Zhao shensan's heart was filled with warmth, as if he had never remembered where the place would provide him with much-needed consolation. In this longing, he and a lost child stopped the car when he heard his mother's voice, and rushed in like a sleepwalker.

How many of you, sir? What kind of room do you need? Where are you going, sir? " A waiter came to ask Zhao shensan, but he looked as if he was possessed by a demon. His eyes were straight and he kept going down the corridor. The waiter was in a hurry and chased him to ask, but he didn't dare to pull him.

A beautiful woman poked her head out of a room and was obviously disturbed by the sound. When she saw that the wandering soul was Zhao shensan, she rushed out and said, "it's OK. He's here to look for me. Go ahead."

When the waiter left, the woman quickly came over and took Zhao shensan with her soft hand and said, "you silly child, how could you be infected by evil? My hands are so cold. Come with me and get warm. "

Zhao shensan knew that the woman must be trusted, so he nodded and let her pull him. However, his heart seemed to be covered with a thick layer of snow. He was so confused that he couldn't wake up. Naturally, he couldn't see the room where the woman came out. In fact, there were two people in the room. They were both exploring He looked at him with astonishment in his eyes. One of the women was ready to come and pull him, but he was stopped by the woman who was pulling him. The two of them left.

And the woman who pulled him took him into the suite which was only one screen away from the room where the two people were sitting. She immediately poured a cup of hot tea and handed it to him for him to drink.

After a cup of hot tea, the warm feeling rises up the stomach and esophagus, and finally spreads to the brain frozen by ice and snow. Although the recovery of consciousness is not enough to return to Zhao shensan's strongest state, at least his eyes can focus slowly and finally gather on the woman's face who is looking at him with a loving smile, More subconsciously, she handed over a name: "aunt Lingyan..."

Indeed, the place in Zhao shensan's subconscious mind that can best resolve his depression is the tea house Prajna hall opened by Lu Bowen's confidant Lingyan. He seems to have nothing to send on the street just now. In fact, what haunts him all the time is the woman Zheng Yanhong who has been loved by him like bone marrow. His obsession is that he has to lose it again Women, want to find a close person who has a great relationship with this woman to talk about. Therefore, he could drive here only by his sixth sense in the sleepwalking state of his brain.

Lingyan looked at him and understood what he was stimulated by. Seeing that he could recognize himself, Lingyan quickly said with a smile: "silly boy, I'm afraid you're stupid. I didn't expect to recognize my aunt! What's the matter with you? Why does it look like you've been wronged? "

Zhao shensan suddenly cried.

Yes, not tears, but tears.

There is a big cry, and there is a loud cry. However, this kind of crying is also a genuine cry. It is not a "howl" with no tears, nor a silent "cry" with tears. It is a kind of crying that completely lets go of itself.

If there is anyone in the world who can be understanding to the point of channeling, then suffering from the torment of the world, but never die, a pure smoke of spirit is absolutely one.

Facing Zhao shensan's crying, she heard more about the movement on the other side of the screen and said, "don't move. Let him cry. It will save you from getting sick."Immediately, the opposite side was quiet, but Zhao shensan only cared about crying. He didn't realize that Lingyan's words were not for him at all. He just cried for himself.

Lingyan took Zhao shensan in her arms like a mother and patted him gently. Finally, this state made Zhao shensan's perception deviate greatly. Today, his unpredictable out of control state reached the peak again. His crying voice dropped, but he began to speak intermittently.

"Wuwuwu Auntie, do you know how tired it is to be a man? Do you know? Wuwuwu... " Zhao shensan sobbed in Lingyan's arms like a child.

"Oh, silly boy, my aunt knows it. It's not easy for her to know you." Smoke soft voice soothing way.

"From small to large From childhood to adulthood, my father taught me to learn from those noble great people and become an honest, responsible, conscientious and trustworthy man. I did it! Aunt, I tell you, I really did it! When I was in college, I was still a hot-blooded young man. I hated all the unhealthy tendencies in the world and vowed that one day when I had the ability to turn around, I would destroy all these unhealthy tendencies, and establish a new world with complete justice and justice and the theme of spring and autumn!

Ha ha, auntie, am I stupid at that time? Ha ha ha! Later, I graduated and took the civil service examination with my own knowledge. At that time, I felt that all my father's teaching was true! With my strong knowledge, I got the golden house and Yan Ruyu. I also became a civil servant like the favored son of heaven. It seems that everything is so beautiful and pure! Ha ha ha!

But what happened next? Ah? What happens next? Do you know, auntie, I am a famous university graduate. I was treated as a handyman in the unit. Even a junior staff member graduated from a secondary school and arranged with a nanny of our boss's family could command me around! I still feel that as long as I do a good job, I will be appreciated. So I try my best to show my ability, and I want to let the leader find out my talent. In this way, I started the nightmare of being cheated and suppressed for a while

At that time, I was very confused. My outlook on life in the first 20 years was overturned by the terrible reality! The world is so fucked up. The rules of the game that the winner is the king are popular in the big circle and small circle, but where to win? That's what you have to do.

So how do you drill? Must let the boss say hello! But there are so many villains around me who are more prominent than me. How can the boss see me? If I still adhere to the nihilistic and powerful spiritual power that I have adhered to since I was a child, that is, the great righteousness and ethics of spring and autumn that my father taught me to adhere to and firmly believe in, I will never be able to break free from the shackles of my heart all my life. I can only watch the children around me laugh at my persistence and try their best to surpass me, and then I will become a victim The reality abandoned, poor stink nine! Even if it's moldy, it's a stone in a pit. No one will sympathize with me... "

With the pouring out, Zhao shensan's speech speed became fluent, but his voice was full of inexplicable indignation and strong sarcasm. The Lingyan could not help but cry silently, and the other half of the people who did it were also silent.

"So, I decided to change my aloofness and pride and began to adapt to the world. If I could not get out of the tight encirclement and run without fame, I had to muddle along! In the face of cruel reality and eyeful villains, I learned, no, I am used to pretending to be happy, pretending to be sad, pretending to care, pretending to be free and easy, and pretending to be indifferent. I am used to facing everything alone.

Slowly, I can say it's OK when I'm in pain, it doesn't matter when I'm sad, I laugh when I'm lonely, I'm happy when I'm helpless, and I'm still happy when I'm desperate Ha ha ha! Auntie, I was just like this a little bit of the real cover up, a long time, the fake turned into the real, and the real I was like that to see the ghost of the reality to evaporate ah! Evaporation, do you understand auntie, is missing, no!

Ha ha ha! I am a living good young man, so no more! What is left behind is such a full of lies, which seems to be respectable but in fact hypocritical