The Perfect Hidden Marriage

  213, I was wrong, I shouldn’t force myself, I'd rather lack than overdo it

   "It's easy."

  Jin Yuan faintly connected:

  "If he really cared about that woman, he wouldn't be dating for more than three years, and he didn't take it home.

  "If he really likes Gu Lijun so much, it is impossible for him to not let her become his woman after falling in love for so long.

  "If Gu Lijun was led to the door with a big belly at that time, besides I would be hospitalized with anger, what else could I do with her?

   "The child who forced her to fall in the belly?

"impossible.

   "If this is the case, I will be caught in a dilemma.

   "Acknowledging her, I will never feel comfortable in my life; if I don’t recognize her, I will lose my son forever...

  "Fortunately, this kind of thing did not happen.

   "Why, don't you believe it..."

  After seeing Su Jin showing a look of surprise, she asked back:

   "Could it be that you thought Hengyuan and Gu Lijun slept in bed?"

  Su Jin doesn’t know how to answer, a bit embarrassed.

  Analyzed from the closeness of the photos seen in front of the frame, it would be almost impossible for this man and woman to have no physical relationship.

  On that wall, there are photos of them sharing the bed together, and a picture of him joking around with a bath towel and clutching the pillow... It's so difficult and difficult to make her think less.

  But again, when she and Mu Bai slept together, they never crossed the line of defense...

so what…

  Jin Hengyuan, nothing has happened between them, it is normal.

  "Don’t believe it. This is true. Gu Lijun’s first man was Xiao Zhidong."

  Jin Yuan’s rhetoric is hard to believe:

   "As for Hengyuan, I guess he has never had a woman in these years. That kid is not so rare to be bored by a woman. After those things happened, he increasingly avoided women..."

  These words reminded Su Jin of an event that happened before.

  About buying a condom.

  He said that he had never had that experience.

  At that time, she was sour in her heart:

  What I gave was the first time in my life; but he was a man with long experience and rich experience...

  Now it seems that Jin Yuan’s conjecture may be correct.

  These words made her feel extremely complicated.

  Look, I don’t know enough about him.

  So, it’s very possible, what happened this time, it’s really unkind...

  Jin Yuan didn’t know what she was thinking, so she went on:

  "Men are more interested in desire ~ hope, few people can do purely spiritual love.

   "I don't say there is absolutely no, but it must be phoenix horns.

  "Or this man is so demon that he loves this woman, and he doesn’t want to blaspheme the goddess in his heart; or this man can’t do it at all...

  "In my opinion, Hengyuan values ​​career more than this woman.

  "The reason why he agreed to marry Gu Lijun was because I was too urging to marry him. I thought that the girl he was dating was okay, so it would be so-so.

  "There may be other reasons.

   "From my point of view, he is just going.

   "Later later, there was a mess of gangsta.

"Xiao Zhidong was in trouble because of Gu Lijun's kidnapping, and he easily stepped into the trap of the other party. In the end, he and his dead wife's son died at a young age. The two elderly people in the Xiao family, because the grandson did not I cried so much that I fainted several times.

  "The kidnapping took more than a month and a half before it stopped.

  "When I was rescued, the situation was terrible.

  "As for me, since I divorced Xiao Zhidong, I would never take care of the Xiao family anymore. After all, I have remarried separately. It is my most important thing to maintain the harmony of the current family.

  "But because Hengyuan participated in the rescue operation, I was concerned about his safety, and it was inevitable that I would pay more attention to it. Therefore, I still heard a little bit of the inside story of being blocked.

  "Later, Hengyuan came to talk to me about this in person.

   "So, naturally, I know all the details.

   "That conversation was very unpleasant.

   "Because Hengyuan is here to show my determination.

  "He said: He must marry Gu Lijun, because of this, he has to take full responsibility. It's because he didn't take good care of her.

  " He also said that he wants to move to the UK and plans to start over with Gu Lijun, forget everything here, and hope I can fulfill them.

  "He said: ‘Mom, you are the one who taught me to grow up. I really hope that my marriage can be completed under your auspices. That will be the greatest blessing in life with me.’

   "What about me, of course I disagree.

   "I forced him to ask: ‘Do you love her so deeply? You can tolerate such a thing deeply.’

  "‘Now, you have married her for a temporary duty. In the future, once you find that the person you love is not her at all, can you keep this marriage to the end?’

"'Your dad doesn't love me. Back then, I forced his marriage. I tried so hard to get into his heart. After the marriage, he gave birth to two children, but our hearts are from beginning to end. Didn't get together. Finally had to divorce. Are you sure, you won't follow in your father's footsteps? It ruined your life.'

"He replied to me:'On the road of marriage, before the end of life, no one can guarantee that the woman you are looking for when you decide to marry must be the one you can go to the end of your life with you. Um. Saying that life is long or not long, or short is not short, it is too easy for accidents.'

  "He begged me to say: ‘Mom, I can’t think about things that haven’t happened in the future. Whether it’s wrong or right, I think it’s my responsibility and I can’t avoid it.’

   "At that time, his tone was very firm, and that was determined to be responsible for this matter.

  "But I firmly believe that his attitude is all about blame, not love.

  "And, I don’t think this is his responsibility.

  "Furthermore, it is unwise to use responsibility to prop up this marriage that has been deformed from the beginning.

  "This is my experience.

   "There are many feelings in the world, and they will eventually go on the road of parting ways. I don't want him to hit his head on this road.

   "Therefore, I strongly disagree.

  "It was also when I was opening my heart to chat with him, I received a call from Xiao Zhidong.

  "He told me: ‘Jin Yuan, Gu Lijun is pregnant. The child is mine, so she must never be with Jingheng anymore. We must stop.’

"I listened, stayed for a long time, and then asked him with a sneer:'Your son is now persuading me to let him take Gu Lijun to the UK to get married, as a remedy for the harm she has suffered. You think, based on your son's personality, Can I convince him?'

  "He thought about it for a long time and then threw a sentence: ‘Let Jingheng look! It’s better to lock him up and ask the third brother-in-law to help. I’ll cut off his thoughts.’

   "On this day, I thought to put Jingheng down, and then, after looking for a relationship, I put him in the special confinement room of his three uncles.

  "Closed for three days, let him out for one day, and then used an intravenous injection to make it difficult for him to move. Shut him for another three days, and let him go for another day. In this way, I was sleepy for ten days.

   "That time, I was really determined.

  "The solution Xiao Zhidong thought of was to force Gu Lijun to marry him.

  "On the third day they registered, I went to find his third uncle and let him go, and told him that Gu Lijun had married his father.

   "He didn't believe it, so he ran away with anger and went to look for his father.

   "On the same day, Hengyuan flew to the headquarters in Hong Kong. After getting off the plane, he rushed to the Xiaoshi Building to ask about Gu Lijun's whereabouts.

  "His father persuaded him to stop that idea and told him that Gu Lijun is now his legal wife.

   "That day, Hengyuan was dizzy. After running out, he snatched the police officer's gun and fired three shots at the ceiling above his father's head when he returned to the living room.

   "Because of the three gunshots, things were a bit loud.

  "Fortunately, what happened later was all settled by Xiao Zhidong's public relations department.

  "After that, Hengyuan still frantically looked for Gu Lijun for a while, but didn't find it.

   "At that time, Gu Lijun was indeed taken care of by Xiao Zhidong. Because he was afraid of his son's mischief, he finally made the matter out of control.

  "He said, in this matter, he can only do this. Even if Hengyuan hates him forever, he must be so tough to the end.

  "I also agree with his approach.

  "On this point, I and his views are surprisingly consistent.

   "Maybe you will despise, but I have no choice. I can't look at my son and be ruined by such a woman.

   "So I went crazy and wanted to stop.

   "In those days, Hengyuan was very painful.

  "The most painful thing for him is that he found more than a dozen diaries in Gu Lijun’s old house.

"He read all the content inside: it was written with the whole process that she and Xiao Zhidong recognized, and he knew that they were the relationship between the funded person and the funder, but Gu Lijun never explained this relationship. At the same time, he knew more clearly that she finally approached his purpose.

   "For this, he was very uncomfortable and hated.

"He was sad: he became a tool in her hands inexplicably, so that the father and son turned against each other, and the most beloved eldest brother was also affected by this incident. When he was flourishing, he was taken away by the **** of death. That family At first, it was not like home anymore. As a result, it became more and more miserable, and the family was no longer a family.

  "After that year, he banished himself for a while...doing nothing, just drove the car and wandered.

  "During this period, I couldn't worry about him, so I ran to see him a few times.

  "He has lost a lot of weight. His mental state has not been particularly good.

  "After a while, he went back to Jiashi.

  "There are too many memories of him over there. The memories of him and Zhicheng, the memories of him and Jing Xun... Most of his childhood and teenage years were spent there...

  "Wandering in such a place, touching the scene will definitely hurt his feelings. I am afraid that he will become more and more unable to think about it. Several times I persuaded him to return to Beijing or go to the UK, instead of staying in China.

  "He refused.

   "Once, I went to see him, had dinner together, and had some wine.

"After drunk, he said to me by drunkenness: Mom, I was wrong, I shouldn't force myself, I'd rather lack it than abuse it. Why am I so stupid, why do I have to use such a method to force myself Put it down...

  "What does that sentence mean, I really don’t understand.

   "I only know that later, he borrowed money from me to build the small villa in Shanxian County, people gradually wanted to open it, and began to put all their thoughts on work. But there was no other relationship.

  "No matter how we introduce him to someone, he just looks at it, but doesn't care about it.

  "And you, Su Jin, are the only one who got his marriage certificate on the same day after his blind date.

   "If it weren't for something special about you that attracted him, he would never be so impulsive to promise him a lifetime."

  Jin Yuan’s long narrative is full of strong emotions.

  The tone of Xiao Zhicheng was mocking when he mentioned that Xiao Zhicheng had fought hard for Gu Lijun but ended up in danger.

  Speaking of Xiao Jingxun's passing, she was sad.

  Retelling that when Jin Hengyuan wanted to marry Gu Lijun for responsibility, his eyes were angry and painful.

  She feels distressed when she thinks about her son's exile because of knowing the truth...

  Jin Yuan is definitely a woman with extremely rich and delicate feelings, so in the marriage of her son, she is ruthless to play the role of a bad mother who destroys her son’s idea of ​​marriage.

  But it can’t be said that she is bad.

  Pity the parents of the world, that can only show that she loves her son too much. In order to preserve his son's happiness for the rest of her life, she has no choice but to do nothing.

  Su Jin, after listening to the last sentence, I don’t know what to say, and I feel very complicated.

  I don’t understand, what is there to attract him?