The Perfect Hidden Marriage

  259, heartbreak: he shouldn’t be like this, he is with the darkness, with the depravity...

  There are lights flickering in the darkness, and laughter echoes.

   Once such a happy time, now, all have been buried.

  Some of those memories are blurred, while others are sharp and sharp.

   and Su Jin, she never dared to remember during the day, and only in the dead of night, would she hide herself under the blanket in the dark night and think about it in her dreams. Then, let the tears soak his face. At dawn, you still have to smile to meet all the trivialities in life, and walk your own life with a calm mind.

  Once, countless times, she always thought about such a thing in her heart, why did he give up their agreement and abandon her like a joke.

  The breakup without an answer, tortured her endlessly day and night.

  In the winter of that year, she stood on the bridge and jumped resolutely. Like a madman, she wanted to be buried for her love.

  Because, life without him is like the earth without the sun. In the darkness, she can't find a way out, and she just wants to be relieved in pain.

When the cold river water stings her skin; when Mu Sheng desperately hugs her tightly; when she looks up and sees the bright blue sky above the river; above the high bridge, the car is still busy; above the river, the boat Who will be saddened by her passing?

  At that moment, she found that she was small.

  It should be said that everyone is small.

  The life and death of a person has nothing to do with others. He lives in obscurity, and he dies quietly. The world will not change color for you.

  No matter how insignificant people are, they are unique and unique with themselves. Self-esteem and self-love are the correct attitude towards life.

  The world is a big stage, and being broken in love is just a small thing, a trivial drama in life.

  Yes, that’s what she told herself over the years, and she was so bearish.

   On the surface, it seems to be let go, but there is always such a thorn in my heart, it is difficult to remove, and the pain is unforgettable.

  Jin Hengyuan’s appearance, like a meter of sunshine, gave her warmth and an idea to rely on, but in the deeper part of her heart, such a dead knot still remained unresolved.

  In her eyes, Su Mubai has always been a dragon and a phoenix among people.

  He is as gentle as jade, he is personable, his ability is extraordinary, he has always been the representative of perfection...

  In the past, she cherished him with incomparable worship, and she would be overjoyed because she was liked by him...

  In her eyes, he is superior.

  He shouldn’t be like this, with the darkness, with the corruption, with the decadence...

  How could he become like this?

  A cruel voice reminded her:

  It was you who caused the damage, you caused it all, and all of this was caused by you.

  Her heart can't stop shrinking.

  Slightly, she walked over, stood at the flash of the computer screen, looking at him.

   "Twilight White..."

  She called out softly, her voice trembling.

  In the darkness, he was motionless, as if he didn't exist at all.

   "Shall we turn the lights on? It's too dark, you know, I have night blindness..."

  She asked softly, her voice getting hoarse.

  Yes, she has night blindness. At night, she can’t see clearly. Because of this situation, she has fallen many times.

  Su Mubai feels sorry for her, goes for a walk at night, and will give her a flashlight thoughtfully.

  ……

  But he still didn't say a word.

  Not even the breathing sound.

  She had to fumble, trying to turn on the light next to the bed.

"go out!"

  The hand was suddenly closed, and the only light source disappeared in an instant. In the darkness, he opened his mouth in a low voice. The indifferent voice revealed the coldness that made Su Jin painful.

  Like the winter, a piece of ice, attached to a fiery back spine, shivering, it is an instinct.

  "From now on, please stay away from me. I don’t need any visits or sympathy...especially you. Where do you come from, please go back."

  He, is this hating her?

   "Twilight White!"

  She retracted her hand that was frozen in the air, and screamed again.

  "Please leave here now!"

  He asked coldly there, the tone she had never heard before:

   "Here, it shouldn't be where you came."

  Su Jin froze there.

  This is indeed not where she should be.

  But, can she not come?

  After knowing that he had an accident, if he hadn’t heard of it, if he didn’t see it?

  She can’t be indifferent.

  Because of?

  Because this is the childhood sweetheart she grew up with when she was a child, this is Mu Sheng’s beloved brother, this is the most proud child of her adoptive father... is the last hope of grandparents.

  The two old people are both so old, and they have experienced two times of white hair and black hair. Now, he is the only hope for them to live-Mu Bai has had such a big thing, they are so sad and uncomfortable.

  But they didn’t tell her?

Why?

because of love.

  Grandparents love her.

  They are reluctant to ruin her peaceful life that she finally got.

  They hope she can live happily and happily in her world.

  The pain, they don't want her to share it.

  Because she is already married, she only needs to be responsible for her family.

  It doesn’t matter how others do...

  Yes, is it really not important?

she does not know.

  She only knows, distressed.

  Like an iron arm, tearing open the chest alive, digging for the heart.

   "I want to take a good look at you."

   She said bitterly.

  "A trash, what is so good about?"

  A sharp sneer, in Ling Chi's heart:

  "You came so far away, are you here to see me making a joke?"

   "No. I didn't mean that..."

  She was anxious to argue.

   "Get out! I don't want to see you. Please get out immediately!"

  His words were louder than one sentence, with faint anger.

  Living together for so many years, he has never spoken harshly to her, let alone a bad temper-the relationship between them always makes people feel comfortable.

  Today, his abnormality can only show that he is full of despair in life.

  He wanted to scold her away, not wanting her to see his pathetic situation.

   An inexplicable sorrow hit the heart violently.

  Tears came, she turned her head, stumbled and folded her head out, but did not leave, but stubbornly turned on all the lights in the room, and there was a switch at the door...

  It was bright, and she rushed in again.

  He quickly pulled up the quilt to cover himself.

"roll!"

   A loud roar burst out from under the quilt.

  I have known each other for so many years, how could she have been so fierce by him.

  Su Jin gritted his teeth and turned his mind, and went to uncover his quilt.

But he was tightly entangled in it, just didn't want her to see his embarrassed appearance, but he couldn't compete with her... after lying down for too long, she was exhausted, and she robbed her of the quilt bit by bit. past……

  He was wearing pajamas and pajamas, lying straight just like that.

   "Su Jin, what do you want?"

  Like a demon, he suddenly raised his upper body in anger, widening his originally tender and affectionate eyes, squatting his teeth, and his eyes showed pain that could not be concealed.

  Yes, he can't move!

  He can only support himself like that and confront her.

  She wanted to cover her lips, but tears were already welling up.

  This is an athlete who can win the gold medal in the sports meet; can attract the screams of girls on the blue court; can take her to perform the most beautiful dance steps...

  But now, he can only lie there.

  She did not cover her lips, she just gritted her teeth, wiped away the tears, and roared back, with unprecedented fierceness:

   "This should be the one I asked you. What do you want, why do you want to bore yourself at home? Why not go for treatment? Why do you want to be like this?"

  Before, she was soft and soft in front of him. How could she be as fierce as a tigress than him.

   "Is this related to you?"

  With a touch of sarcasm, he jumped on his thin, pointed face:

   "What do I do, what does it have to do with you? What qualifications do you have to take care of me... Get out... Get out of me now..."

   grabbed an ashtray on the bedside table and smashed it over.

  Su Jin was unprepared and was hit with a "bang" on his forehead.

  A pain came, and when he stretched out his hand, he touched the blood of one hand, and the scarlet stained the snow-white fingers, it was so shocking.

  Yes, he hurt her.

  Su Mubai also stayed for a while, watching the **** water meandering down, feeling distressed so much that he wanted to check it out, but he couldn't move—now he was just a useless waste.

  The feeling of distress, flashed by, he hardened his heart:

   "If you don't roll, be careful I kill you!"

  The voice was fierce and vicious, but the sound trembled a few times, which was a manifestation of a certain emotion that he couldn't control.

"OK!"

  She picked up the ashtray from the ground, approached, and put it back into his hand:

"Come... smash it... cruelly, smash this head to pieces... I know, you hate me to the bone... That day, if I didn't drive you, you wouldn't have done this... If that's the case, let's smash it...Today, if you can't kill me, you are a fool..."

   She yelled, clasped his hand and hit her **** place...