The Perfect Hidden Marriage

  340, sharing the past, she laughed at him as a "little color blank"; regrets it is too much, and cannot live by committing sins

  Su Jin looked at him, unconsciously smiled, and couldn't help but stroke the beautiful face of Fu Xiao Hengyuan:

  When he was a child, he was so cute!

  Heh, I don’t know who that little girl is, she would be kissed by his wolf...

  Looking at it carefully, she felt that the girl was really delicate, and after so many years, she must have already been out of flowers...

  A little curious in my heart, how could Jin Hengyuan lose follow-up development with others?

  Being able to be photographed like this, I want to have a relationship with Jin Xiao’s family.

  This kind of relationship can easily become an in-law relationship. As a result, it makes her cheaper...

  Of course, this kind of thought only flashed past, and after that, she turned over another one with the word "eight years old" written on the side of the photo.

  In this photo, he wears a red scarf and salutes the national flag. His childish face gradually becomes cold.

  Then it was the photo at the age of twelve...

  Su Jin stared at the twelve-year-old Jin Hengyuan, looked and looked again, and the sense of familiarity became stronger-brother Erjin, isn't this just a reduced version of her brother Erjin?

  Cool, not smiling, his face still shows a little impatience, little rebellion, little arrogance, there are several pictures on the whole face, all of him at this age.

  One of them, the most funny, he hugged Jing Huan, Jing Huan peeed all over him, he was frowning, and the urine was dripping ticking down.

  Ha, it’s so interesting.

   Fourteen years old, the small appearance of brother Erjin completely matches the shadow in the memory.

  The only difference is that he doesn't smile in many pictures, and his smile is bright only when he is with his mother.

   At the age of sixteen, the traces of two catties gradually disappeared. Without him, the hairstyle has changed, the body is taller, and the eyebrows have become sharp.

  There are a few of them, as if they were playing a basketball game on the school’s basketball court. He was pouring the blue, showing his domineering attitude...

  A continuous shot, which accurately captured his shooting process...

   is very imposing, people can't help but imagine the thunderous scene of the audience at that time.

  Alas, it’s a shame not to be able to see it with my own eyes...

At the age of eighteen, he gradually lost his childishness. In front of a garden of flowers and trees, he put his hand in his pocket and looked down. A little tail was hugging his thigh. His short hair was very fluffy. Looking up, it was Jing Huan. What about him, and he has a thoughtful look on his face, and he is still squeezing a happy little face with one hand.

   Twenty years old, in a camouflage costume, he is posing with the most handsome POSE, his eyes squinted, a sense of danger, and a cold color quietly formed.

  At the same time, the man’s wild handsomeness is revealed invisibly.

   Twenty-two years old, Zorro is dancing with her at the fancy dress party.

  That night, she smiled brightly and his lips were curved...

  The picture, I don’t know who captured it, it was so perfect, it made people stare in a daze.

   Twenty-four years old, dressed as an elite, he celebrated his birthday in front of his family, a family portrait, everyone laughed happily, but he had a light expression and did not know what he was thinking, his eyes drifted a little far away.

   Twenty-six years old, he was lying on a soft couch, closing his eyes and resting. Xiao Jinghuan, who had a strong girlish breath, came over and covered his eyes.

  The feeling of closeness between the two brothers and sisters is so obvious that people watch and envy them.

  There is another card. Jin Hengyuan and Xiao Zhidong are playing chess. Xiao Jinghuan pours water on the side. The family of three looks very harmonious.

  You can watch and watch again, somehow, she always feels like something is missing.

  At the end, Su Jin flipped through it again, and finally knew what was missing?

   Missing a hostess: an important component that can make this picture more complete.

  Yes, the whole album contains a single photo of Jin Hengyuan, a double photo of a sibling, a parent-child photo of a mother and son, and a life photo of a father and son. There is no single family reunion photo.

  And after that, there is nothing...

  There are still several pages of photo albums left, all blank.

  Inexplicably, she sighed softly:

  Jin Hengyuan has lived for thirty-two years, although he was born in a rich family, except for the mood he showed in the photos before he was eight years old, he was not happy. After the age of twenty-six, the joy of family is completely gone.

  This is really sad.

   "What are you looking at?"

  Jin Hengyuan took his clothes back and put it on the sofa, cheating him over.

   "Album."

  Su Jin raised his hand, then turned to the first page and said:

  "You were so cute when you were a kid, but the bigger you get, the less you will laugh. You have been pretending to be cool since you were eight..."

   "Really? I'm not smiling very well!"

After taking a glance, Jin Hengyuan deliberately gave an exaggerated smile. So fake.

  Su Jin immediately smiled crookedly, pointing to his smile and saying:

   "You are completely in two states before and after."

  Jin Hengyuan put the person in his arms and kissed him: "It’s so boring to live so tired in front of you?"

Too.

  This sentence really makes people feel superior.

  She burst into laughter unconsciously.

   "How about, I watched so many, which one do I like the most?"

  He took the photo album in his hand and hadn’t turned it over for a long time.

Actually, he doesn’t like to read this album very much, but because it’s his mother’s preference, after his parents’ divorce, if he took any memorable photos, he would still make two photocopies and continue to insert one copy here. The other is given to mother.

  It’s just that every time he turns over it, his heart will be inexplicably uncomfortable, so he rarely appreciates the past ***.

  "This one..."

  She rolled her eyes at the six-and-a-half-year-old picture:

   "Who is this little Maotou? Why are you smiling at her like this? You actually kissed her stealthily?"

  Jin Hengyuan took a closer look and looked at her speechlessly: "..."

  I was surprised.

  There are so many photos that she liked this one at first glance.

   "It's actually a small color blank?"

  Su Jin is still making fun of there.

   "What are you talking nonsense? At that time, how can you understand the color and the color..."

  Jin Hengyuan knocked her forehead.

  Of course, children do not have gender distinctions, so they can express their liking with a kiss, which is the product of parental education since childhood.

   "Anyway, I can see that you like her... Hengyuan, what is her name?"

  She asked again curiously.

   "Little crescent moon."

  He replied, staring at her for a few moments, and then took a deep look at the little doll in the photo.

  "Little crescent moon?"

  She repeated one sentence, feeling familiar, after thinking about it, her eyes widened:

   "She is Ming Ruoxi's dying sister?"

"Um!"

  Jin Hengyuan nodded and remembered:

   "It was her who had a hundred-day banquet that day.

   "My mom and I are guests.

  "At that time, I was young, and I don’t remember the specific circumstances. I only know that this little baby has been crying. When I went over, she laughed.

   "Mom thinks I have a good relationship with her, so I have to take a few photos with her as a memorial...

   "My mom is so good at coaxing people, I was so coaxed by her that I could only take two shots together.

   "Little Crescent Moon was asleep, very well-behaved. After the banquet, I went to see her and saw that she was sound asleep. I couldn't help but sneak a kiss, but my unscrupulous mother snapped it..."

  His tone is a little emotional:

  "When we were very young, sometimes, we were just toys for our parents. I was no exception.

  "My mother likes to catch my embarrassment best, and then take a photo as a souvenir. There are a lot less embarrassment in this album, and there is also a special embarrassment record on my mother's side."

  These words really make people yearn for!

  Su Jin inexplicably began to look forward to:

  "I will ask my mother to check it out...Hey, it's funny...In the future, I want to give birth to a baby and also record all his growth..."

  Look, when I look at it again twenty years later, it looks like a picture...

  Jin Hengyuan laughed unconsciously:

   "Go back to Beijing, I'll show it to you..."

  Before, he felt that those photos were simply a disgrace to his life. Now, after he has fully matured, he discovered that it is such a blessing to share the past bits and pieces with a loved one.

  In this way, a photo album, they studied for a while.

  Later, Jin Hengyuan had his phone rang, and he went to the study room because of business troubles.

  Su Jin went downstairs, looking for water to drink, but saw that the door of the main house of the villa was open, and went out.

  It was cold outside and there was no wind, but it was very cold. The street lights all over the garden were all on, and they were connected to the stars in the sky—it looked beautiful.

  She touched her shoulders, only wearing a sweater, the cold air penetrated her viscera, and she thought to herself: Maybe someone forgot to turn off.

  She was going to turn back, to remind Hengyuan to make a call and turn off the light. It was a waste of resources——

  At this moment, a low voice came from the corner, grabbed her step, and attracted her to step over there.

  On a delicate swing, Xiao Zhidong and Jin Yuan, who was unconsciously drunk, sat together. A thin blanket was draped over the two of them.

  "I’ve never seen the stars with you, I’m sorry, I’ve always been busy before, I always want to use my busyness to relieve the emptiness of my heart, but I don’t want to leave you in the cold... You shouldn’t...

"I never accompany you to go snowboarding. I'm sorry. I always procrastinate for what I promised. In the end, you are impatient and your heart is cold. Only then do you realize that you are so stupid... wrong It's great... Finally, regretful...

"I have never accompanied you on a trip with Jingheng and Jinghuan. I said yes, as soon as I have time, I will go to my second honeymoon, bring the children, and take a lot of photos together. It makes the life of our family of four look even more It makes sense, because you’re busy...you’re busy and I’m busy too...

"When I celebrated my birthday last year, Huanhuan blamed me: No matter how much money you make, what's the use of you? You can't get what you want. The family is not a family, and there is not even a person who talks to warm the bed. Day, is it what you want?

  " Huanhuan questioned me: Dad, ask yourself, are you happy?

   "Oh, how can you be happy?

  "Think about it now, aside from work, it is only when I am with you that I am happy.

  "It’s just that happiness is so short-lived.

  "Who is the blame?

  "Heaven’s sin is forgivable, self-inflicted, and you cannot live...

   "But I didn't tell Huanhuan about this. I don't want her to be uncomfortable with me.

   "I just want to tell you.

   "Yes, Ayuan, I have held these words in my heart for too long, too long. I have always wanted to tell you, but I have never had a chance.

   "I dare not tell you.

  "You are now someone else’s wife, and I am just your ex-husband.

   "It's no longer appropriate to say.

  "I can only leave it alone.

  "Fortunately, you are so drunk, otherwise, I could only hide it forever...

  "Now I have nothing to ask for, I just hope you will have a good life. I only hope that Jingheng and Jinghuan are both happy. I only hope that this world really has the so-called afterlife.

   "If life can be repeated again. Next time, I will pursue you for me. I will never let you feel wronged. I promise."

  ……

  It is said that love is regardless of age.

Is such that.

  The younger generation, by virtue of their youth, will be crazy about love; the older generation, they have also been young, they also have a fiery heart.

  Compared with their generation, the love of their parents’ generation may be more restrained due to the age.

  Or because it was too introverted and lack of communication, it was missed.

  Su Jin stood there, listened quietly, suddenly had a new understanding of this man who had made her hate so much, and began to sympathize with him.