The Perfect Hidden Marriage

  396, the second diary of the new year: if you don’t have the rest of your life, just forget it (depending on it)

  The first night I was arrested by Zhou Wen, I was waiting for dawn in panic and hunger.

  The vast night, dark, cold and cold, a thin quilt, wrapped in Wu Ting and me, who are leaning against each other for warmth, but cannot withstand the invasion of the cold.

  Wu Ting kept asking me: "Aunt Su Jin, can we really get out alive? Will we really be okay? When will Uncle Jin come to rescue us?"

  I can’t answer these questions.

  But, I have a little girl’s heart.

  "I don’t know when he will come to rescue us, I only know that he will come to rescue us. What we have to do is to stay calm and save our energy. It’s useless to panic."

"Oh!"

  The tired and scared little girl, later fell asleep in my pat.

  In my sleep, I couldn’t stop convulsions, and I was frightened.

  Me, I can’t sleep, thinking of Zhou Wen’s last words:

  "You and Jin Hengyuan can only live one. Tomorrow next year, it will be your sacrifice day. And you are willing to die..."

  Such words, if they are just bluffing, that would be great.

  But, I faintly feel that my good fortune has been used up. Next, I will continue to take photos of bad luck until the end of my life.

   Looking around, the coldness of the eyes seems to indicate that my future will be dark and there will be no light.

Ugh!

  It’s a little cranky, it's time to sleep.

  But, I really can’t sleep.

  When life can only be measured in hours, should I waste time sleeping?

Do not!

  I want to use it for memories.

  At this moment, my mind is showing an unprecedented wave of thought.

  I don't usually think about it, I think of it all at this moment.

  Of course, I also want to escape.

  The question is, how can I escape?

  One did not have one-to-ten skills; two did not have superior resourcefulness, three Xiao Xiao was still in their hands.

  Even if I can escape, I can leave her behind, and there is a Wu Ting who can’t run even hungry, and then run away by herself?

  Remember to watch such a Hollywood horror movie:

  A group of good friends, go on an adventure together.

  They entered a primitive cave in which an unidentified creature that cannibalizes grows.

  These good friends, when facing life and death, can no longer care about the friendship in real life. In order to survive, they follow the most primitive law of nature: each depends on its ability, the strong live, and the weak can only become food for those creatures.

  The whole escape process was very **** and cruel. My friends died tragically, and only one ran out in the end.

  Although she survived, the trauma left on her soul is eternal.

  This story made me experience a cruel truth: people are selfish. In desperate situations, if you want to live, you have to be unfeeling and unrighteous. If you want to be a loving person, then you have a 90% chance of dying in it.

  And I can’t be unfeeling, so I won’t run away. Can't escape either.

  I don’t want to spend my whole life to regret the past afterwards.

  I can only wait and endure the panic. In this invisible night, let the irritating restlessness invade my mind.

  At this moment, I really felt a kind of coldness.

  The house without heating is really cold.

  Because of the cold, I desire warmth even more.

  The warmth brought to me by my dear.

  The feeling of warmth to the bottom of my heart is the best thing he has given me these days.

After half a year of marriage, the time at night is usually a matter of opening and closing your eyes. It flies quickly, so fast that you can’t feel it. The next day we hug and sleep in a hurry, we can’t help it. In the soft kiss, came quietly.

  But this evening, there is no cold night of Hengyuan, it is so long that I can’t stand it.

At this moment, longing swells in my veins and keeps swelling. It can’t wait to grow wings, take my trapped body, fly to the place where the heart is attached, and then get into his arms and draw warmth , To learn from safety, to learn from comforting smiles, to calm the fear and panic. When I opened my eyes again, everything passed. I am in his world and continue to be safe.

  Yes, this idea can only be imagined.

Ugh!

  Imagination is always beautiful.

  I caressed the lower abdomen with my hand. Last night my husband and wife slept together, talking about the future, but who can predict the future.

  At this moment, there are countless puzzles in my heart that are difficult to understand.

  Back then, what happened that made me fall outside the Ming family?

  What kind of grudges did that person have with the Ming family to embarrass me, a little hairy boy?

  Today, how was Xiao Xiao brought out by them?

  I thought about it indiscriminately, panicking in my heart, very uncomfortable.

  That kind of feeling, I really can’t figure it out.

  I can only let it go, wrap my heart, and block it on my chest.

  The first ray of light in the morning, just like this, came quietly in my cranky thoughts.

  I quietly put down Wu Ting, got out of the not-so-warm bed, and went to check.

  Outside the windows, there are anti-theft windows, and the only door to go out is locked from the outside. It is a dream to escape.

  Yes, now, I am facing the situation: it is difficult to fly with wings.

Ugh!

  I sighed faintly in my heart again!

  I saw Wu Ting’s schoolbag inadvertently, and was left beside it.

  I stepped forward and turned it over. It was all the textbooks of junior high school, as well as the test papers. The two-digit scores starting with "9" showed that the little girl is an excellent child. A girl full of future, her life has just begun.

  Finally, I found a blank book and pen, so I sat down on the withered grass.

  Facing these two things, I stayed for a while, and finally, I finally wrote my second diary for the new year on the top.

  It’s just the taste, which is completely different from when I wrote it yesterday.

  At this time, I don’t know what the future will be, and I don’t know if there is still a chance to go out.

  If I can’t get out, then these words may be the last thing I can leave.

  If these things will eventually be destroyed, if I write it, it would be nothing but writing, but I still want to write something to dispel my thoughts and panic.

  Yes, facing death, facing an unknown destiny, who will not be surprised?

  After all, I’m just a mortal, and I can’t escape this most instinctive mood swing.

  But what should I write?

  There is a voice in my heart saying to me:

  I should leave a few words for my dear one...

  What if you can't survive this catastrophe!

Ok!

  ……

  ……

  ……

  Dear brother Erjin, dear Mr. Jin, I have a few words, I really want to say to you:

  If one day, I am gone, can you promise me?

  Live well, live happily, and find another girl that suits your heart, another love, another baby, forget me...

  Or lock me deeply in your heart, don't let your next wife know, give her happiness, and give yourself happiness, don't let down the hundred years of life...

  ……

In the faint morning light, Su Jin looked at the words she wrote and sighed faintly. Her heart felt a dull pain. He wanted to tear it off, but in the end he still left the date and signature on it: January 2014. On February 2, Su Jin wrote in an unknown prisoner's hut.

  After writing this, she silently closed the notebook, rubbed her hand for a long time, wanted to put it in the bag, but took it again, and wrote a few more words in the last blank space:

  "Hengyuan, in a hundred days, you secretly kissed me. At that time, I was just an ignorant little doll with no memory.

   "When you were eight years old, you gave me a sense of stability as a mountain. At that time, I saw you as the only refuge.

   "Twenty-six years old, you made me fall in love with you all my heart. At this time, I always feel that I am destined to marry you as a wife.

   "Since it's destined, then it should remain white until old.

  "So, I only wish that today, all my worries about the future are a kind of worry; I only wish, I am really your destined bride, and the happiness of this half year is not a dream.

"Hengyuan, to this day, I feel that my decision to marry you was the wisest decision I made in my life. Now, when I am here, I know how deep I love you. When people are in disaster, they will be more Craving for the usual ordinary life. This is true.

"I always feel that I am not tight enough to hold you, I always feel that I am not enough with you, I always feel that I love you not deeply enough, if I have the rest of my life, I will love you twice, until I can no longer love or hold you, and I need to be with you. At the moment of long burial, I will accompany you in the cold underground.

  "This is my wish.

  "Yes, if the rest of my life is no longer...

   "If the rest of my life is no longer...

  "If you don’t have it for the rest of your life, just forget it.

"real……"

   After writing the last word, she glanced faintly, closed it and stuck it in her heart for a long time, then stuffed the pen and paper into the school bag.

  When the day broke, there was a noisy voice outside the door: "Let go of me, let me go, let me go... big bad guy, you let me go..."

   is Xiao Xiao’s voice.

  Su Jin was startled and anxious, ran to the window and looked outside eagerly, without yelling, saying that it would not solve any problems.

  Xiao Xiao was carried by a man in a black hood, like an eagle catching a chicken, followed closely, the door opened, and Xiao Xiao was pushed in.

  The action is very rude.

  Su Jin hurriedly helped Xiao Xiao who had almost fallen over.

"Mother……"

   "Xiao Xiao..."

  She hurriedly hugged the child who was scared and pale.

  The door is locked again.

   "Mom, who is this, who is this? Why are they arresting us, and why are they detaining us?"

  The child snuggled in her arms and cried out in fear, holding his hands tightly.

  Su Jin coaxed her, not knowing how to explain their current situation to her.

After coaxing for a while, Xiao Xiao settled down.

  After such a disturbance, Wu Ting naturally woke up, and she snuggled up.

   Xiao Xiao saw Wu Ting and was very surprised. The two children talked for a while, and fear was the only expression on their faces.

  Su Jin looked at him, his heart sinking, as if a cloud of dark clouds pressed the sky, and the whole world was gloomy.

  I don’t know how long it took, the door opened, and someone holding a tray brought in some cold steamed buns and cold water.

  Wu Ting was already starving, so she ate immediately.

  Xiao Xiao shook her head straight, how could she have suffered such a grievance, how could she eat this kind of thing.

  Su Jin persuaded a few words: "Daddy doesn't know when to save us, we must have something to eat. If we are hungry, we won't see Dad..."

  Xiao Xiao barely ate some.

  Time is ticking in the past.

  Xiao Xiao and Wu Ting hugged each other and started talking lowly.

  Su Jin walks around the house, knowing that there is no hope of escape, but still wants to work hard to find vague vitality.

  This utility room is divided into two rooms. They are locked in the east half and the door in the west half is locked.

  She went to observe at the outer door, and the person guarding them seemed to be absent.

  Maybe she should smash open this inner door to find out.

  After thinking so, she really did.

The first one did not open, the second one was loose, and the third one was broken. The door opened and the sound was a little loud. I hope the wind outside is loud enough that they can’t hear it. The movement.

  Inside there are various machine parts, which are thickly covered with dust. There are windows on three sides, all closed tightly. The air was filled with a strong smell of engine oil and iron, which was unpleasant.

  Su Jin pinched his nose and checked it. There are anti-theft windows on the front and back.

  Peeked out from the front window, facing the sun, guarding a man wearing a mask, playing with a mobile phone.

  She took another look at the rear window and made a security window. However, because the material used is not very good, it is a bit old, and it seems that it is not very strong...

  She pushed the aluminum alloy window to the side, leaned in to look at it carefully, and carried it a few times with her hand. A surprise happened. The screw prying the anti-theft window broke, and the window shelf was picked by her in her hand.

  Full of joy, Su Jin's face is brightened.

  At this moment, she was afraid that the anti-theft window would make a noise and all the people in front would be recruited. What should I do?

  "Xiaoting, come on, you squat on the windowsill and help me mention it.

  She called Wu Ting over and stepped aside.

"it is good!"

  The little girl climbed up and helped support.

  Su Jin jumped up and found a supporting point. Together, the two people quietly put the big guy on the ground bit by bit.

  "Okay! Xiaoting, you jump down, and then I will send Xiao Xiao out for you to pick it up, can you do it?"

  Su Jin felt that the child was obviously weak.

"no problem."

  Wu Ting took a few breaths, nodded, and jumped down with Su Jin's support.

  After landing safely, Su Jin returned to the house, carried Xiao Xiao and sent it out.

  Wu Ting was small and was hungry for two more days. She couldn't hold Xiao Xiao, and the two of them slid down the muddy ground full of hoarfrost and made a little noise.

   Xiao Xiao, who was in pain from the fall, broke her skin and almost called out. Wu Ting covered her mouth. The two children stared with big eyes and saw the panic in each other's expression.

   "Can't bid."

  Wu Ting whispered.

  Xiao Xiao nodded.

  At the right time, Su Jin crawled out of it, picked up Xiao Xiao, and asked, "Does it hurt to fall?"

"It's not bad!"

  Xiao Xiao also lowered her voice.

  "What shall we do now?"

   Wu Ting asked quietly.

  Although they escaped from the house, there is a wall outside, how can they get out?

   "There is a dog hole over there, let's climb out and have a look..."

  She took her two children to the dog hole where a lot of bricks had been demolished.

  The dog hole was full of messy bricks. Su Jin carefully removed them one by one and lay there to look outside the wall.

Beside a wall, there is a long alley paved with bluestone, and there is a dilapidated courtyard on the opposite side. The top of the wall has been pushed down halfway, and sunlight is refracting from the broken wall, brightly reflecting into her joyful eyes. .

  At the end of the road, there are pedestrians passing by...

  Great, they can escape now.