The princess who loves to "cry" has candy

Xiaochun's eyes are all red and swollen. Bai Yinling said that for her, nothing is better than the collapse of the sky. Her body trembled and she didn't know how to deal with her words. She just choked. Looking at her so pitiful appearance, Bai Yinling is not a taste in her heart. She should not have tortured her body in order to deal with Bai ruotong.

She should be responsible for herself. Bai Yinling's tears fell from her eyes unconsciously. She stroked Xiaochun's face and said in a soft voice, "Xiaochun, would you like to hear the past of your mother?"

Xiaochun choked. On weekdays, Bai Yinling never wanted to talk to her about anything. This is the first time that she talked to her. Xiaochun's expression moved and nodded seriously.

"Go and pour a glass of water."

There was something dry in her mouth, she ordered. Xiaochun smell speech, quickly get up to the table, give her a cup of hot tea. Bai Yinling took a sip of tea and then slowly opened her mouth. From her childhood experience to her revenge in Nanyuan, she told Xiaochun everything. She didn't do this to let Xiaochun take revenge for herself. She just wanted to tell Xiaochun to let her know what kind of person her mother used to be.

Bai Yinling didn't stop until the sky turned white. Xiaochun was so shocked that she couldn't speak for a long time. Although she had already guessed that her mother's identity was extraordinary, she never thought that she had such a wonderful past. She was... Royal. Xiaochun was surprised and speechless.

"Do you think your mother hates you?" Bai Yinling asked with a bitter smile.

“……”

Xiaochun didn't know how to answer. She was poor rather than bad. In her story, she and her mother she knew were two people. She didn't know how to describe her feelings and how to express her surprise. After a while, she slowly spit out a few words: "at least now, my mother is a good person."

A man who can't be better.

If it wasn't for her, she would just be on the street.

Now she finally understood why the elder brother had said that he wanted to be a good man.

"Now..."

Bai Yinling gave a bitter smile and shook her head: "mother is not a good person now..."

She never wanted to be a good person. She always wanted to take revenge on those who had been sorry for her. But now... She has seen through all the things before. She can't help it

She fought, but she failed.

But she didn't regret it. If she did it again, she would choose the same thing and fight with Bai Rutong again.

……

After Xiaochun left, Bai ruotong slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.

She's so tired. She's really tired.

Although so many years have passed and she is far away from the place where she is sad, she is still very tired

Living for her, has no meaning.

She did not understand what she should do to make her heart less evil.

At the beginning, she was sorry for many people, those who had worked hard for her, those who really cared about her, she was sorry

But now, she didn't want to think about it.

Her life has come to an end, perhaps this is the best fate, God is fair, she killed so many people's lives, it is time to repay.

But there was an expectation in her heart

If there is an afterlife, she still wants to meet Gu chenlian.

She wants to start over with him, want to... Want to use the debt of this life, to repay this man