The Rest of My Life

I stared at the night, stunned.

Qin Xueman had gone through labor for Zhou Xun?

This... Is that true?

However, Zhou Xun was a very noble person, how could he possibly have a relationship with one of his trusted aides? Furthermore, from what I can see, his attitude towards Qin Manxue has never been faked, and the two of them don't seem to be involved.

I held my phone and stared at Wan of the Clouds. "You can eat whatever you want, but there are some things you can't say. Aren't you afraid that I'll go back and ask Uncle Zhou for confirmation and expose your lies?"

"I'm not lying to you. Grandfather and the others all know about this. If you don't believe me, go and ask Elder Cousin Xun. "

I frowned.

She even brought out Grandpa Zhou with such a promise, so she wasn't afraid that I would confront Zhou Xun … So, she really didn't lie?

At first, I assumed that she was making up a lie to provoke me.

Now it would seem that what she said was the truth.

But... I just can't accept...

Zhou Xun had actually been with Qin Xueman before? And even let Qin Xueman miscarry him?

My miscarriage was fake, but he and I were husband and wife. What about Qin Xueman?

If even Grandpa Zhou knew about this, did it mean that the two of them had indeed been together before?

However, Zhou Xun didn't seem to have any old feelings for her. Was he deliberately pretending to be cold and detached towards Qin Xueman, or was he just born to be heartless?

I found myself in a state of panic.

Wan Xiang looked at me with pity. "I really don't like you, but you should know that I didn't have any ill intentions towards you in the beginning because I didn't think that you and Elder Cousin Xun would be able to reach the end. You also didn't have the ability to hold onto Elder Cousin Xun in your hands." Compared to you, I am more afraid of Qin Xueman because she is a woman that all men yearn for, not to mention that she is Elder Cousin Xun's trusted aide. "I can see that Elder Cousin Xun is very different from her. No matter what she did wrong, he never had the intention of letting her leave …"

I was a little taken aback.

The first time they met, her attitude was indeed quite good. But today, when Qin Xueman appeared, her hostility towards her was very strong.

In other words, she didn't view me as a real opponent, and was even more wary of Qin Xueman.

Thinking about it more carefully, when Qin Xueman had done something wrong before, Zhou Xun had asked her to accept the punishment, but he was not really angry. This time, when Qin Xueman brought Shen Zixian over, Zhou Xun did not have any intention of pursuing the matter. In fact, he did not even mention anything about her mistake …

Furthermore, with his intelligence, it was impossible for him to not see through Qin Xueman's feelings for him. However, he still kept her by his side … Was it because he felt that he owed her?

A storm was raging in my heart.

However, I didn't want to reveal my true feelings in front of Wan Zhenghao. I pretended to be calm as I said coldly, "Why are you telling me all this? Even if what you said is true, I can't leave Uncle Zhou."

The sneer on Wan Xiang's face intensified, "I just wanted to remind you that you're not the first one to miscarry for Elder Cousin Xun, and you won't be the last one either. If you really like Elder Cousin Xun, you should listen to my advice and give up the position of fiancee. As I said, I don't mind if you continue to be his lover. "

I looked at her and said, "Are you that sure that you can marry Uncle Zhou?"

Tang Wan smiled faintly and said: "As long as my mother is here, I will definitely marry him."

She was so sure that I found myself unable to refute her.

No matter what, Aunt Zhou had raised Zhou Xun. Even if Zhou Xun wanted to draw a clear line between them, he would have to see if she was willing to do so. Especially considering that Grandpa Zhou was still alive. Although he preferred Zhou Xun, she was still his biological daughter. At a critical moment, Grandpa Zhou would never let her go.

At that time, perhaps Auntie Zhou and Nightmare would have had their way.

After a moment of silence, I said, "You really don't mind me being Uncle Zhou's lover? "I know that you like her and like someone else. All of them want to monopolize her …"

Then he smiled at me and interrupted me, "What's wrong with that? As long as I'm elder cousin Xun's legal wife, I'll be fine. Besides, my mom taught me to relax a little. She said I can't handle Uncle Zhou, and instead of being jealous, I might as well be a good wife. "

My eyes widened.

Aunt Zhou had actually instilled such an idea into her since she was young?

I don't know if she's doing it for Zhou Xun's own good or if she's disgusted with him.

However … If Zhou Xun was that kind of man, he would probably be very happy.

There are many men in this world who wish to have three wives and four concubines.

It was just that he did not know which type Zhou Xun was.

I had trusted him to be a loving man, or at least a clean one. But if Sherman really did knock out the kid for him, I'm not sure...

When I think about how he liked Bei Bei and yet ended up rolling around in bed with me, I feel even worse and more depressed.

She looked at me and said, "You should consider my suggestion. The Zhou family isn't as simple as you see them. I advise you to leave as soon as possible. Otherwise, you'll be reduced to nothing."

There was a trace of goodwill in her tone.

I didn't say anything.

Without another word, she turned and left.

The door closes and I sink into a daze.

I felt as if the air around me had thinned, and it was hard to breathe, and there was a splitting headache.

Just as he felt uncomfortable, WeChat rang again. There were a few consecutive messages from Shen Zixian.

[Don't blame me for not reminding you. Zhou Xun came looking for you for another reason. He might be the one who killed your mother!] Why don't you think about it? What kind of status does Zhou Xun have? Do you think that he would want to be with you for no reason?]

[What can you do about it? Your looks can only be said to be average, your family background can only be said to be passable. All these young mistresses, which one of them is not stronger than you?] Why did he choose you?]

"Do you think your inner self is attractive enough?" But I feel that Qin Xueman is much stronger than you! After following Zhou Xun for several years, he has always been able to win Zhou Xun's favor!]

[That's why it's better if you have a snack. Don't be fooled by Zhou Xun and help him count the money!]

I read them word for word, and the taste in my heart became harder to decipher.

Although he said it harshly, his words hit the nail on the head.

What did I deserve to be liked by Zhou Xun?

Of course, Zhou Xun only asked me to pretend to be his girlfriend in the beginning, which meant that he didn't use his feelings to deceive me.

But then his tenderness and delicacy gave me the illusion that he might come to like me. Furthermore, he got jealous several times during this period of time. This made me think that even though he still had other people in his heart, he at least cared about me.

Now that I think about it, he never said that he liked it.

I stared at the message from Shen Zixian, who also mentioned Qin Xueman.

Was there really something between Zhou Xun and Qin Xueman?

I thought about how Shen Zixian told Gong Shan to hint that my mother's death might have something to do with Zhou Xun. I always thought Shen Zixian was deliberately framing Zhou Xun... Am I wrong? Perhaps Shen Zixian has some kind of evidence that reminds me time and time again?

I have no relationship with him, so why would he reveal it to me?

But... I remembered that Tao Zhizhou seemed to be prejudiced against Zhou Xun as well...

Maybe they did find out something?

I remember that Qin Xueman was involved in a murder attempt. Although the suspicion was cleared, Tao Zhizhou and Shen Zixian still seemed unwilling. Can I assume that they are the official investigators of the case? They probably know something, but they have no evidence.

Also, when Wu Mei died, Zhou Qiao was also in the mall. Although he later explained that he went after the mercenary leader, I had no way of knowing what the truth was.

Logically speaking, I should have trusted Zhou Xun, but my brain was still muddled and I couldn't help but let my imagination run wild.

Adding on the words I had just said, my mind was in a whirl.

I didn't reply to Shen, but I didn't delete him, just deleted his message.

Outside, the sky gradually darkened. The sunlight faded, leaving only darkness behind, just as I was feeling now.

It was already time for dinner, and Zhou Xun had yet to return.

Aunt Ning and Little Dong Xiao brought me food. They told me that Zhou Xun and Grandpa Zhou were discussing something, but Rui Rui was sent over to accompany me to eat.

I hid something in my heart, but in order to prevent Rui Rui from seeing it, I calmed down and focused on eating with Rui Rui.

However, Aunt Ning seemed to have noticed something and hesitated to speak several times.

I smiled at her and told her not to worry.

Although we've only known each other for less than half a year, Aunt Ning and little Dong Xiaoxiao have followed me from the flower to the capital and have always taken care of me. I have a very good relationship with them.

After we finished eating, Little Dong took Rui Rui to wash her hands. Aunt Ning took the opportunity to say: "Nian, your most important thing right now is to keep a good mood …" "You are still young now, and there will be many opportunities for you to have children in the future. Don't be too sad."

She misunderstood that I was upset because of the child, and I was even more upset, but I didn't want to worry her, so I smiled and said yes.

Aunt Ning seemed to want to say something, but Zhou Xun suddenly opened the door and walked in.

I watched him approach with complicated eyes.

This man, even if he was just walking on the road normally, would certainly attract everyone's attention.

But I can't help thinking, maybe his heart is not as bright as he looks...

Aunt Ning and Little Dong Xiaoxiao tactfully left.

Zhou Xun carried Rui to the bed and sat down. He looked at me gently. "Are you feeling better?"

I nodded, trying to control my emotions. "Have you eaten yet?"

Zhou Xun acknowledged and said, "I ate with grandfather."

I didn't know how to answer.

He could tell that I wasn't in a good mood, so he gently asked, "Darling, what's wrong?"

As I listened to his gentle words, and to his precious words, I felt all the more sorry for him.

Available... Should I tell him the truth?

I bit my lips tightly, but couldn't hold it in. I asked: "Uncle Zhou, do you think Sister Xue Man brought Shen Zixian here on purpose today?"

Zhou Xun seemed to be surprised that I asked this. He raised his eyes to look at me for a moment before saying, "Why do you say that?"

I stared at him and said, "Did you really not see the abnormality of Sister Xue Man?"

He was silent for a few seconds, then said: "I agreed to let Shen Zixian come."

What he meant was that even if there was something abnormal with Qin Xueman, it was only with her permission.

The emotions in my heart churned even more intensely. My hands were tightly locked together. After a long time, I said, "Just now, Little Wan told me that she had also helped you to have a baby … Is that true? "