The Rest of My Life

This conjecture struck me like a thunderbolt.

Sherman was still standing by the bed, smiling at me.

She was waiting for me to answer.

I looked at her in silence.

Her smile was very kind, but perhaps it was because she was naturally charming. Her sexy aura seemed to come from the depths of her bones.

Only this kind of woman could make such a strong man like Zhou Xun fall in love with her.

I whispered, "Thank you. For the time being, I can't think of anything to say to Uncle Zhou."

Qin Xueman smiled and said, "I understand." She paused for two seconds, then said, "Old Man is going to take Rui Rui fishing, Rui Rui won't be coming today."

I just noticed that Rui Rui didn't come, so I'm not surprised.

She went out on her thin high heels.

Today, she was still wearing her black suit. Her long black hair was draped over her shoulders and her waist was busty. Even her back looked unparalleled.

I turned and looked out the window at the sun, which was growing bright.

The weather was obviously good, but there seemed to be a layer of haze covering my heart.

Zhou Xun... What did it mean?

Is it even possible for him and me?

Should I have cried and begged him to let me stay with him?

I can't make up my mind.

In fact, a week ago, when he asked me to make a decision, I had already made up my mind not to leave him.

The thing is, he didn't want me to stay at all.

He was forcing me to give up, and now he was passing his message even through other people.

And the person who sent the message was Qin Xueman.

It was obvious from Qin Xueman's expression that she definitely liked Zhou Xun.

Zhou Xun had always been intelligent. How could he not understand her?

However, he still treated her as his trusted aide, passed little Rui Rui to her, and even told her to pass a message to me.

I had to wonder if he was doing it on purpose.

Maybe he wanted me to see who was in his heart.

But in reality, as long as he makes it clear to me, why would I pester him …

I was depressed.

What should I do to make Zhou Xun's gaze land on me and carve my name into his heart?

In my mother's and Su Yan's relationship, I only see betrayal and viciousness, and in my short life, there has been no one who can teach me how to manage feelings.

I could only rely on my intuition to slowly approach Zhou Xun.

But perhaps it was my mother's experience that left me with lingering fear. I didn't dare to give up all of my sincerity, so I didn't use all of my strength to chase after Zhou Xun. All of my passion and love could only be sealed away in my heart.

Even if it's a confession, I can only say that I like it.

I couldn't express my feelings as brazenly as a girl of my age.

But because of my cowardice, I don't even have the right to stay by his side anymore …

I was thinking, should I go all out and just pester him?

But my mom's persistence only got Su Yan's disgust.

I hesitated for a long time, long enough for the sun to hang high in the sky, long enough for the sun to gradually sink to the west.

At the end of the night, the city was blanketed in a sea of neon that replaced the sun and flickered outside the windows.

I finally could not hold it in and sent Zhou Xun a WeChat message: [Uncle Zhou, I missed you so much.]

However, this message was like a stone sinking into the ocean, no response was received.

I didn't sleep all night, and at first I thought maybe it was early in the morning at his place, so I didn't see any news.

Later, time passed bit by bit, and by midnight, it was already broad daylight at Vancouver's side. However, there was still no reaction from his phone.

My heart sank.

But I still had a faint hope that maybe he was busy...

Just like this, the sun rose on the second day in the imperial city, but Zhou Xun still did not react at all.

I couldn't hold it in any longer and began to cry.

Fortunately, that day, Qin Xueman didn't come to the hospital, so she didn't see my embarrassment.

However, little Rui didn't come either.

I don't know what to do, but I'm not thinking of leaving without saying goodbye, I told myself. Wait a little longer, don't worry, don't give up so easily.

Otherwise, he would definitely regret it.

I finally made up my mind and called Zhou Xun.

Instead, his phone was turned off...

This was his private number, and he wouldn't turn it off under normal circumstances.

Did something happen?

Feeling sad and worried, I quickly dialed Zhou Ning's number.

This time, Zhou Ning also followed Zhou Xun to Vancouver. Unexpectedly, he managed to reach him, and the phone was turned off.

I was very uneasy.

But I didn't want to find out from Qin Xueman, so I had to find Zhou An.

Zhou An hesitated for a moment, then said: "Third Young Master didn't tell me where we are this time."

I couldn't help but feel sad.

That's true. Zhou An is now one of my men, and I don't think Zhou Xun will ever take Zhou An as his trusted aide again.

I looked at Zhou An and said, "Sorry, but it's all because of me …"

Zhou An shook his head and said, "Perhaps …" I can try contacting Third Young Master. "

I hesitated for a moment before saying, "Forget it, I'll wait a bit longer."

And then I sent Zhou Xun a few messages --

[Uncle Zhou, I'm waiting for you to come pick me up.]

"Are you okay?"

[I like you.]

"Uncle Zhou, I'll be waiting for you."

It was still like falling into the ocean.

Finally, on the third day after the appointed time, I went to find Qin Xueman.

I went straight to the point. "Can you give me Uncle Zhou's contact details?"

Her smile was as charming as ever. "I'm sorry, Miss Nian. I don't have the authority to do so."

After a moment of silence, I looked straight at her. "Did something happen to Uncle Zhou?" Where is he now? "

To be honest, although I was disappointed by Zhou Xun's lack of response, I was more worried.

Zhou Xun had always been a man of his word. He had said that he would come back when I made my decision, and then he would definitely come back.

Thus, there must be a reason for him to break his promise.

But for what reason could there be no news of him for three whole days?

That's why I'm guessing what happened to him...

Qin Xueman didn't seem to think that I would ask such a question. She stared at me silently for a few seconds.

Then she opened her red lips and said, "Teacher is very well."

I narrowed my eyes and said, "Sister Xue Man, I know you are someone that Uncle Zhou values greatly. I also respect you a lot …" I just want to know if he's safe. "

Qin Xueman smiled slightly, "I told you, he's doing very well."

This tone of voice really did make me feel a bit unhappy.

However, I didn't get angry. Instead, I kindly said, "Please help me pass this to him. Tell him that I have made up my mind. I have decided to leave."

When Qin Xueman heard this, she paused for a moment before saying, "Wait a moment, I will report to him immediately."

As she spoke, she took out her cell phone and dialed, then walked out.

I lowered my eyes, my mind clear.

Sure enough, she could directly contact Zhou Xun.

She was different.

Soon, Qin Xueman came in. She handed me the phone and said, "Mister is looking for you."

I took it from him and calmly asked the person on the other end, "Uncle Zhou, are you okay?"

There was no sound, only the occasional shallow breath, letting me know he was there.

I didn't know why he kept silent, but at the moment, I wasn't in the mood to pursue the matter. I repeated, "Uncle Zhou, how are you?"

A few seconds later, Zhou Xun finally opened his mouth. "..." "Right."

I smiled and whispered, "Then …" "Goodbye, Uncle Zhou."

After saying that, I didn't wait for him to reply and directly returned the phone to Qin Xueman.

Qin Xueman maintained her appropriate smile, but her smile contained an additional hint of inquiry.

Naturally, I had no interest in explaining to her. "Sister Xue Man, I will go through the discharge procedures as soon as possible. You don't need to take the time to come visit me. Thank you for taking care of me during this period of time."

She nodded, but didn't try to persuade me otherwise. "If there's anything I can help with, feel free to look for me."

I smiled and agreed.

Then she left.

In front of her, I always had a faint smile on my face.

But once she was gone, I could no longer control my emotions and let the tears flow.

In fact, when I spoke to Zhou Xun on the phone, I almost forgot to cry.

But I didn't want Zhou Xun to know that I was weak, and I didn't want Qin Xueman to laugh at me, so I endured until now.

At first, I thought he was in danger, but in reality, he just doesn't want to bother with me.

Qin Xueman could find him at any time, but I could only count the time until he replied. Unfortunately, he didn't respond to me from late at night until daytime.

I think it's time I left.

Letting him out on WeChat, calling him, confessing to him, that's all I can do.

I didn't know what else to do to make him like me.

And my mother's previous example, also let me dare not pay more.

After crying for a while, I pulled myself together.

I had to think about the rest of my life. I had to be alert.

Fortunately, after recuperating for more than a month, my injuries had stabilized and my shoulder was recovering quickly. It's just that my right leg is a little troublesome and I still can't walk.

Of course, he wouldn't completely lose his ability to act.

I found Zhou An and asked him directly, "I'm going back to Flower Lover. Do you want to stay here or come with me?"

Zhou An didn't hesitate for a moment. "I'll go with you."

I was slightly surprised.

As expected, he kept his promise. Even when I left Zhou Xun, he still followed me.

After some thought, I didn't persuade him to stay.

Because I need his help.

I asked, "Then can you help me with something?"

Zhou An nodded. "Please speak."

After that, Zhou An helped me get out of the hospital and booked me a plane ticket for my latest return trip.

It was almost noon and was finally ready.

I was pushed out of the room in a wheelchair by Zhou An.

It was unknown if it was because of Zhou Xun's orders, but the bodyguards did not stop us.

Zhou An called a taxi and we drove to the airport.

Along the way, I looked at the verdant trees on either side of the street and the bright sunlight above me. I felt more and more downcast, as if something were clogging my chest, and I felt very uncomfortable.

After counting the days, Zhou Xun and I have been together in the capital for almost two months.

For the first month, we had been together almost every day, especially at night, when Zhou Xun was always tormenting me.

When I was injured, Zhou Xun took care of me and even moved his work to the hospital.

He was so kind to me.

Good enough to make me think that one day, he would fall in love with me.

At this moment, I looked out the window frame by frame back of the scenery, finally a little regretful.

I wonder why he didn't like me?

Or, rather, why can't I make him like me?

Maybe it's because I'm not good enough.

But... I really can't bear to part with him.

Every second I spent with him, he made me feel that he cared about me. Maybe he was just acting, maybe it was just my imagination, but I really wanted his warmth.

In the future, perhaps even this imaginary warmth would no longer exist.

I can't bear to part with Rui Rui. He's so cute, I have to leave him before I can make him feel motherly love …

After arriving at the airport, Zhou An went to check in.

We had almost no luggage, and I sat in my wheelchair, bored, looking around the hall at the hurrying travelers, wondering where they were going, whether they were going on a trip or not.

Just as I was thinking, a shadow loomed over me.

I came back to myself and looked up.

The dreamy face appeared before me without warning.

My eyes widened as I muttered, "Uncle Zhou, you …"

He leaned over and stared at me coldly. "Where are you going?"