The Road to One Day Be the Strongest

Lesson 137

I'm not a good man, as you know.

If you ask me how not a good man......, well, it would be a little villain or something on that level.

I'm counseling over there because I was simply talented, and even if someone helped me with my actions, I guess that didn't change the outcome even if the person I consulted wasn't me.

─ ─ ─ For example, day and night.

I was dying when we met in the dungeon, but I guess that was around Reaper helping even if I didn't. She wouldn't have a good personality to die in front of.

─ ─ ─ For example, Dawn Ho.

It was Dawn Ho manipulated by some stupid intermediate god, but there was Elsa in that city. That would have been pointless of me to put out. [M]

─ ─ ─ For example, zero.

She was surrounded by herds of zombies...... but to be honest, I would have swept that stuff away if she meant it. You would have used your powers if I hadn't helped you in the first place, just before you died.

I recall them and conclude.

I've never felt existential in my life.

The world goes around without me. [M]

─ ─ No, maybe my presence in this world is having a negative effect.

Then what's the point of being alive?

How the hell did you think that was?

Well, at least if you were counting, you'd have thought about it so much that you didn't have Kiri, and people other than me would have thought about it once.

Some say,

"I was born to watch my son grow up"

Some say again,

"I guess I've only been born to see this view"

Some say,

"Don't ask for meaning or anything in life"

Some say,

"I was born to enjoy life with mountains and valleys."

Yes, they... my patients said.

─ ─ But some of the patients I had had a lot of opinions.

No, it would be close to a kind of "enlightenment," not an "opinion."

They said-- there's a slight difference in words, but here's what they said.

'It's a life to see and feel this rotten world,' he said.

Life, happiness doesn't always come to everyone.

The one who is single for life, the one who has a short life expectancy due to a birth illness, the one who is deaf to ears or eyes due to a disability, the one who is abused solely because of his or her appearance at birth.

It's irrational, not equal to life.

Efforts are more unrewarded than rewarded.

If you were not born well, you would have ended your life.

The media take up the successful, but more overwhelmingly those who have failed and scattered more than that.

We live in such a devilish world where we sacrifice so many others to entertain one.

They knew that-- they knew too much.

That's enough to make my heart sick because of it.

That's why about 30% of the patients I had said this.

"Do you succeed or fail in life? That seems responsible to me, but I don't think so. I have bad common sense that I can't even laugh without the subject of abuse. Bad society where you can't live without looking down on someone. It seems beautiful at first sight, and this ugly, fake-ridden world is bad, which can only be made up of tens of thousands of sacrifices behind it '

And.

─ ─ I can only see such a world as hell.

They said, the word.

That was, oddly enough, the exact same opinion as mine.

Okay, here's the problem.

This time it's a matter of Mandarin that I don't like.

Q, as a person who has seen hell, what should I do? Answer in about fifteen characters.

- What do you want me to do?

Dogahhhh! and the noise sounds, and the door of the house is kicked through.

Being buried in thought, I turn my sight and consciousness to the back.

─ ─ ─ I didn't think so, but I really didn't expect this to happen......

I look across the door and unexpectedly wrinkle between my eyebrows.

"Olah!! Guess I got an eye on debt repayment. Huh!? Ahem!?

"Ah, brother! Calm down, please. Yo!

There was a man there who seemed strong enough to say all-back in a neat yellow suit and one man at a time, each standing as if to block the door.

─ ─ Apparently, it's a debt takeover.

"Hey, what!? It's still due for a week......"

"Shut up! This is the mysterious earthquake last night that lent them all the money they needed to escape.

"Oh no? It's not like you can't give it back, is it?

......... ha, why bother giving me information I don't need? These mobs.

It won't take long to figure this out.

They don't even know I'm there, and they keep talking.

"Debt accumulates and is 6,300,000 G! I can't wait any longer, come over here right now."

Berna, who opens her eyes to that too much.

"Ro, six hundred......, what a fool! The only money we owed was 900,000......"

Yes, it was Berna who disputed it.

The words were scratched off by Yakuza's voice.

"Ha......, lady, do you know the word" interest "?

─ ─ Biku, Berna, who hardens herself to the word.

"Twelve years ago, your parents escaped in debt, and I respect you for coming all the way here to feed a kid who was a baby at the time, huh? But this is a decent 'law'. This interest rate is high, but it's normal in this poor neighborhood.

Yakuza making a serious voice out of it.

Perhaps this man, has been watching over this sister and brother for a long time. That's what I've been doing since I was in debt.

I couldn't do anything about it in my position, worried about my troubles and finally came to this place today to give me guidance with my own hands.

I mean, well, I guess so.

─ ─ People don't seem to see it.

But...

"Debt accumulated in the accumulation. In view of what's going on with you and what's happening now, I've decided to sell you all in slavery."

Unlike favors (that) and debt (this).

Kick someone else to live,

Do you go down to the earth to help someone?

Drop two dear loving men into slavery to live, or

Do you sell fights to the dark gold industry to help you two?

This yakuza chose the former. That's all.

It's the best thing you can do as a person living in a poor neighborhood, and most importantly, you can continue to live.

Sure, he was right on top of this.

- But that's just not cool.

"...... lady. Pay for it."

"Come on, if you can't pay for it, you're a slave......"

That's what Yakuza says, and he acts hiding his spicy face as if the attachment knew what was in Yakuza's heart.

Berk stares at both Yakuzas with a crying face at Berna, who sits with her eyes empty to too much reality.

─ ─ I'm sure this will just end with me if I'm not somewhat strong, like me.

In the first place, if I didn't have this power, I probably wouldn't have thought of this.

The choice was best for the powerless Yakuza, and I would have done the same if I had been in the same position.

But it's about "what if". It's not real.

Surely this thought is arrogant, ugly, and then it must be very distorted.

Besides, I wasn't ashamed to say why I acted.

─ ─ That's why I'm going to tell you why I acted.

All right, I'll pay the debt.

Dosun, and a sound, and a big bag appears before the Yakuzas.

Doing this would just end with a mediation, and even from these two, 'I was lucky. Now let's just think about the disease' and you'll get rid of me and stuff right out of your head.

Still, it's also true that if I abandon you here, you two will taste hell.

But even a self without existential significance, maybe it can help him and others? And that kind of question comes to mind.

I've come to the half-headed conclusion that it's impossible, but still, I guess I couldn't give up my last hope.

That's why I thought:

─ ─ I'm just trying to do my justice.

"The repayment is just right. Don't complain, Yakuza."

More importantly, I don't want to leave anything but regret in my life.

The two Yakuzas didn't keep their heads on much, and for now, they took the money and left because it meant paying off their debts.

And right now, I've been officially (...) sent up to the house by two people, Berna and Berk.

─ ─ Neither of you seem to understand the situation well, but you still seem to realize that I replaced my debt and that I am the executor.

Here on the boulder, I said, "Whoa! Trespassers!? 'It's good' cause if they told me, I'd be mad at the momentum of crushing every house in this house.

"So, yeah. Nice to meet you again. I'm Ginn, known as the Enforcer, the S-Rank Adventurer."

"Yeah!? or, after all, the executor...... go-ho-ho-ho-ho..."

"BE, BELK!? Shh, sorry my brother......, my brother has been a fan of Mr. Executor for a long time......"

"Goho......, I'm still a member of the Executor Fan Club No. 100. Yikes!

When did I become a fan club?

I don't know what size it is, so I'm not sure if it's awesome or not.

─ ─ ─ Ever, is there a priority over that now?

"Than that, this one's the real deal......"

As soon as I said so, the two laughs froze to perfection.

─ ─ Apparently, he knew he didn't help the boulders for free.

Even so, the truth is, I'm not going to ask them for anything.

One reason I helped this time was to say that I couldn't miss it as a doctor's end and just a relief. And the other thing, that's because it didn't necessarily mean that he wouldn't come up with a cowardly hand against his friend, Tamano.

─ ─ Furthermore, since the latter account for 70% of them, it is no exaggeration to say that in the end I moved for Tamano.

Well, let's just say that.

So I was worried about what to do.

"Executor! I'm terrible! So don't do anything to your sister...... please! Goho..., I don't care what you do, please!!

"BE, BERKU!?

Yes, Berk has been grounded on me.

Do you insist on 'doing anything' for your favorite sister? This boy would know exactly what that means too......

Ha......, what is it?

With that in mind, one proposal came to my mind.

My opinion that I don't want as many of my people as possible.

'I'll do anything,' said Berk.

And Berna's self-loathing that wouldn't just fit.