The Road to One Day Be the Strongest

Shadow - 078 Blade Sword

Looking down at the two passed out, I quenched my 'thirst for raw'.

- Cravings for raw.

Ability of Lv.2 to open (Dj Origin) and basically forbidden from use by his father.

Once, when I fought Satan, I was plucked out of my spinal cord, and because it took me a while to activate, I couldn't help him in time.

But...

"This time, it looks like we made it..."

The fighting noise has completely disappeared from the surroundings, even looking around...... yeah, it looks like no one's dead.

"... but wow, this ability"

The last moment.

At that time, the speed was definitely faster than that of me when I was activating Bloodwet Sin "Vamp of Nemesis".

This means that this ability is even more powerful than that of two sacred beasts.

This strength in lv.2...... What if, in case I use Lv.3's abilities? I shudder just thinking about it.

But, well, it sucked a little this time, but nobody died this time, and it ended without any major injuries -

"Master Ginn!

When I cut my gaze off from Ginn, who somehow stiffened my body, I turned my gaze toward Olivia, who rushed over here.

Behind it were Max walking with Aigis lending him his shoulder, his sighing sisters as if they were worn out and tired, and the Blue Moon figure with her fainted nail on her back.

"Kuhaha, apparently one thing settled, he said!

"... this is already over, isn't it?

On an intact night of glow, which was responsible for the worn out and fainted Zeros, and Millie, who had been hiding, walked over here, reassuring me again that apparently no one really died.

"Ugh..."

"Noooo..."

I also heard voices from my feet.

Apparently, Eloise is still fainting, but when she does, the day and night have recovered from her fainting. Even so...... I tapped in pretty hard, but I just take my hat off for the endurance of the day and night when I can get up in this short time.

Until recently, we were enemies.

But when I realized it, there was the usual, warm atmosphere between us, and everyone was laughing.

Although.

"Hey, toilet..."

To such a voice, the air unwittingly froze.

The Lord of that voice - Ginn is cold sweating with his belly, and Hui Night, who sees it, laughs off "Kuhahaha".

"As always, it's the Lord's Hall where you can't read the air! It looks so tight, just go away."

"Oh, sorry."

Such a guin turned his gaze - to Chirali, to me and to him who had finished.

That's the first small sign I could read because I've been with her for years or because she's been with me in the other world for a long time, and I accidentally crossed my gaze when I saw it.

- Please, follow me.

In my head, my voice sounded.

With me. That's why I can read the brain of that guin.

To read from the silver back already walking out, now... it seems to be covered up, but only the word arrived firmly.

"... Me too, I'm gonna go to the bathroom for a second"

"Damn, I was just hoping to go too"

I don't know it's a 'girl' line while I'm at it, but it's them I've been with for so long, they dropped us off without any doubt.

We rushed after him as his back hid into the shadows of the castle.

And that's where I saw...

"Ahhhhhhhhhhh..., ghhhh!

There he is, scratching his chest and desperately curbing his screams.

"Heh."

A surprising voice rises from next door…, but I saw the sight and was not surprised.

"... this, idiot"

I sat down next to him lying down on the ground, holding his hand all the time.

The hand that holds my hand back is very cold.

Aren't you going to break it? Though that cold hand was strong enough to hold my hand, I felt nothing but sadness, rather than pain.

"Ki, Kyoka! What the hell..."

"Earlier abilities. It's a side effect."

She stripped her eyes stunned by the words she told her so lightly.

"The ability of Lv.2 of Kaizen (Dj Origin) -" The thirst for raw ". This ability strengthens itself to the point where it is being driven to the dead, the stronger the opponent hunts down Ginn. It depends on how you use it (...) Ability to defeat it easily, even in character"

And...

I close my eyelids.

Because if I watch him, I'm going to cry.

So only now - I'm sorry.

I can't watch you.

"This ability... takes lives."

".................. Huh?

I put my forehead on his hand.

Strong and strong, pressed.

A whimper leaks out of the gap in his teeth and makes me want to resent that guy who gave him this ability.

But that's the path he chose.

So I have no right to complain that way.

"Fool...... right? Even if you don't use your abilities like this, you won't be able to fight any time soon. Use this ability just to help your people...... Really, it's stupid..."

Hot things conveyed my cheeks, and I looked up.

stunned, his eyes solidified with open eyes, and he bowed his head to her like that, deep, pressing his forehead to the ground.

"Please, I don't want you to tell anyone about this. I think Gin brought you here because she knew she couldn't hide it from you. So..."

- I'll do anything, let him, like Gin.

Are you prepared to be hated and deny his way of life?

Spoil him and support that way of life?

Both are right, maybe both are wrong.

That's why I have no idea.

Hey, Gin.

What the hell am I supposed to do?

I woke up at night.

It was a ceiling I didn't know about.

Pain runs all over my body...... but honestly, I'm used to this pain too. This much pain is ok because I've had as many instant death attacks, survived, and outlived them.

"... ha"

I munch my screaming body and wake up my upper body.

That's how I first realized it. That I know someone else in this room besides myself.

"Sooo..."

"... Kyouka"

It was Kyoka who was there.

She had her head on her arms at the edge of the bed and was asleep.

If, in the unlikely event that my abilities were made public, there would undoubtedly have been plenty of other members in this room.

Without it, that means...

"... always, thank you"

Though I wasn't usually ashamed to say it.

I grin so bitterly but gently stroke that head.

You're so small, I'm just sweet on her, and I'm just being helped.

"Really......, pity"

I'm weak.

Weak, stupid.

I hate myself for that. [M]

They killed my friend, manipulated my people, made my lover cry.

I can't help feeling sorry for myself.

"I want power."

Absolute power to protect everything.

so that we can all be happy.

It's like taking down all the bad guys.

so that our people can live in peace.

That's what I want.

- Even if the result is that this body perishes and makes someone cry. Maybe I... won't stop.

If we do not use this power, I am sure that in less than a few years the world will be destroyed by the hands of chaos. I die, too. Everyone dies. The one that survives, maybe, doesn't exist.

There is only 'nothingness' in that future, where there is no peace, no happiness, no sorrow, nothing.

If I use this power, I will defeat the chaos. We can restore peace to the world, and it's about Zeus, and we won't treat the rest of the demons badly.

That future has company. I have friends. I have a lover. Peace, happiness and sadness, all are in order.

- I'm not in that future.

I can't beat the chaos right now.

I'm sure I can't even save the manipulated one.

I just used "Cravings for Raw" and it's still not enough.

That's why I'm sure I'll use that ability.

"-" Light of Life ""

This ability, which I was told never to use, is explosive even on its own - which is what gives it the power to become a threat to chaos, though. Its main thrust is… simultaneously activated with 'thirst for raw'.

And it will hunt my life down.

"I want to die, hey..."

I don't want to die.

That feeling remains much the same.

Although.

"With a future where everyone dies equally, without even grief. I'm the only one dying, with a future where we all grieve."

Now, if [intelligence], which one do you choose?

… no matter how many times I ask, the answer remains the same.

"Grieving doesn't make you happy if you don't live"

That's why I desperately scratch my feet.

So that we can all grasp peace.

So that we can all be happy one day.